ordinary girl ; extraordinary experience

RELINKED.

2008-06-11T00:28:00.001+08:00

RELINKED!

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please note! will not be having a tagboard there. anything, leave me a comment there and then. will not be bothered about this blog. so, in case you have any hate words to tell me, you may just flash it here cos i wouldnt be bothered.

lol.

cheers.

updates!

2008-06-08T11:10:00.002+08:00

been a few days... or should i say.. week(s)?

lol.

in either way, my skin is peeling off like i'm moulting like a caterpillar. thank god not snake. LOL! that'd disgust me to the core.

finished work only at 9.30pm on Fri cos there were some pyjamas party going on in school. stayed back to help and it was pretty fun actually. after which, went for a drink at some pubs in Raffles. was quite cool. haha. kept loosing poker and was made to down half a mug ea time. i knew i'd loose. not that i always win. so it was quite predictive. lol. reached home at 2.30am and zonk on bed straight.

woke up at 8am yday cos i had to go to one of my girl's house to paint up her wall. actually, was suppose to go alone but another colleague got involved. of cos it was cool and all. but in the end, it became very much her work. i mean, its a contradict of words. and it pretty much made me demoralised. so, yea. oh wells! shant talk much about it. its already past.

slept at 12am and woke up at 10am today due to some noise. if not, i could have slept in later! BAH! have to do some paper work before time runs out. and!!!!!!!!!! checklist for each child is out. sians. i have like 10 over kids to evaluate. sighs. and i have till end of June to complete it. better do so before i start my night class.

oh yes! my OCBC card is finally here. it looks damn nice and class la. although its a lil dull on the colour. but hey! new card always look nice until it's being swiped a few times more. lol.

have been having a thought to move out of house for like a few days or weeks to experience how its like to stay away from home. but hmmm.... a lil impossible though. lol.

recently... i just have this die down feelings on guys. i mean, its a good thing that i'm feeling like that. haha. lesser troubles. lol

oh fuck. i need to go to the library. fuck fuck.

good bye! gotta rush before i slack. byee!

Decisions...

2008-06-06T07:37:00.002+08:00

there're some decisions i would need to make.

like: should i go for my DPL? DPL is diploma in leadership. as i cant be on time for this yr's intake, i'm being pushed to next year. and because MCYS changed the ruling for pre-school teachers and most things in relation, the time duration for DPL folds up by more than 2. which is, from 11months to 2years. adding my bond, it's 3 years. i still tave my diploma in teaching (DPT) bond, it adds up all in all for 4years.

not that i dont wanna stay there or i dont have plans to stay there, but... i've got some plans further up my sleeves.

perhaps the truth will unfold on October.

alright. am gonna stay at workplace today till about 9.30pm as there's some pajamas party going on. if you would like to date me, let me know! lol.

Thought of the day.

2008-06-01T18:38:00.002+08:00

in front of every one, isn't it fair to praise every other person and give feedback to every one of them?

isn't it fairer this way?

when you're at the top, doesnt mean that you're not doing anything and it also dont mean that you're unworthy of praise. it's just that the lower class citizen rose up. that's all.

picture speaks a thousand words

2008-06-01T13:47:00.004+08:00

you may wish to ignore the prev post. figured (after ranting at 3 people) that it doesnt matter. lol.

let my photo/ picture(s) do the talking. here it goes!

that's where i was on the first day of my leave! ECP! :D to get some sun. haha.
and these are prolly my best friends after that day cos i'm red on my shoulder back and legs!
tinker bell which i actually tried to draw. am going to G's house to help her with her room. and her mum showed me where she got her tinkerbell mural from and..............................
I FOUND THIS! ISN'T THIS NEAT OR WHAT! but its only for 3-8YOs. it prolly wouldnt hurt to squeeze my clever head into it. LOL
my earring bag.
and its prolly one of those strawberry shortcake this you can find in my house (room).
the er xin steamboat at seoul garden. seriously, you'd rather spend the money per pax on a buffet. Sakura is obviously a cheaper and better alternative!
the amount of disinfectant spray me and my colleague used to spray after steaming the class where we had children who was infected with HFMD. and i sprayed till there wasnt a drop left. seriously.
my cheap $20 China MP3 thats crystallised and NDS lite! it's my sis'. getting one for myself mid june. :D
and i finally completed sims2 which i was trying to play on the DS. it;'s quite easy actually. which leaves me to................................. MY PC SIMS 2!
i actually attempt to take a self pic. and i guess it wasnt THAT bad. if it is, you may skip the rest of this entry. LOL. i realised that my lips looks so pale.. and thus, second try.........

this looks better. but the background is so colourful! thus.................

TADA! haha.

alright. i need to catch on some sleep now. nights!

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2008-06-01T00:32:00.000+08:00

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2008-05-27T00:14:00.002+08:00

commentsbling.com

that's probably what i am lately... really can't help it. >_<

hoping to get leave on Thurs and Fri. hoping to tan myself a little. i know i wont be tanned la. but... just wanna get the sun more since i'm always cooped in the air con place the whole working hours.

oh well...

To you:
chance is not give, it's earned. how to earn? ask yourself. time and again, the trust is broken and its not the first time anymore. how many last chance do you need? i'm not who you used to know anymore. i stand firm on my decision that i will not be taken in by you anymore. you can pray to god and all (no offense) but i am not gonna be moved unless god willed me to. it's difficult to trust you again. i'm not gonna say sorry and neither am i gonna feel apologetic. you should have seen this coming and i am, once again, not gonna be taken in by you again. bye.

sighs.

2008-05-21T23:21:00.002+08:00

sighs.

there's just so many things i wanna say but... sighs.

maybe i should go open a private blog? >_<

words and people often contradicts. everyone's a hypocrite. swear to me you're not?

i totally dislike changes and yes. certain changes impacts me. i mean, it could be something small but actually, when dwell upon it further, it reflects in most aspect.

aahhhhhhhhhhhh. dont know why i am typing this. i am emo. super emo.

perhaps its the people thats coming in and outta my life at a fast rate... god knows.

i always tell myself that everything happens for a reason. and if i should do something to see the true colour of the person, i would do it.

everything happens for a reason.......... but why?

Runaway

2008-05-21T08:15:00.002+08:00

Runaway
Electrico

Truly Julie, in another day
You know it really isn't far away
that I'm longing to be with you
You'll be waiting for another sun,
but that's when things begin to come undone
There's sense that's running in the air,
and that's the time that you should never dare

Running away you can't pretend,
up to the door and back again with me
I know
Running away it drives me wild,
even someone who makes me mild like you
I know

There's a place where eveything is free
and everyone is just like you and me
like i've never seen before
But i would never ever wanna go,
to a place unless you told me so,
then you said that you wanted more
There's a sense that's running in the air
and that's the time that you should never dare

Running away you can't pretend,
up to the door and back again with me
I know
Running away it drives me wild,
even someone who makes me mild like you
I know

HFMD, Run away!!!!!! sobs. first child in my class got it yday. sighsss!!!! :(

heard some stuffs.. time really changes people.

when i was younger, i always thought people would be people and that people would still be the same. but when i got to grow up, i realise the cycle of human. study, death, NS, smoke, sex, etc. The forbidden fruit always tastes better huh.

just a thought...

heh.

2008-05-19T16:49:00.003+08:00

okay okay. no work for the next 2 days but have to run quite a few errands.

choose photo for the family portrait
make a trip to the f bank
go shopping for more cute stuffs. lol. <--- maybe not
uh, i'm sure there's more!
type some stuffs for my class. Day charts, Weather charts, word charts

think that's about more. but i really think there's more. or maybe i think too much till i think that there's actually alot.

need to do my lesson plan and newsletter if not i will procrastinate very badly!!!

finally, y'day got to eat after much disruption. and we ate at the ever ____ Seoul garden. $30 per pax for um.... nothing much actually. very much the same.

was suppose to meet cal and YZ for a super last min supper but i couldnt make it as i was DL-ing song. and normally if i go for supper, i'd off my com. and the song is a local song which means its pretty difficult to get it. so, i had to wait for it to be done right? furthermore i just got back from Seoul garden and i need to shower to get rid of the smelly smell. thus, when i off my com and was about to go shower, Cal called to say they're leaving. sorry guys~ but when i came out of the shower about 10minutes later, i saw the both of them cycling downstairs and i was pretty sure it was a race cos YZ kept looking over at Cal. hahaha.

seoul garden today with the guys wa salso cancelled.

nothing much for me to update on already. so, bye!

EDIT:
it wasnt a race between Cal and YZ.

(17:11) Ant:	hey
(17:11) Ant:	i just read your blog
(17:11) Ant:	it was not a race
(17:11) Angela顾瑞雯 hold:	haha
(17:11) Angela顾瑞雯 hold:	really
(17:11) Angela顾瑞雯 hold:	but it seems like a race
(17:11) Angela顾瑞雯 hold:	wahaha
(17:11) Angela顾瑞雯 hold:	then he like trying to catch up
(17:11) Ant:	cause the bike i cycling sot sot
(17:11) Angela顾瑞雯 hold:	oh
(17:11) Ant:	the wheel no air
(17:11) Angela顾瑞雯 hold:	hahah
(17:11) Angela顾瑞雯 hold:	icic
(17:11) Ant:	the steerling wheel sot
(17:11) Angela顾瑞雯 hold:	go the gas station pump lor
(17:11) Ant:	cant pump
(17:11) Angela顾瑞雯 hold:
(17:11) Ant:	the tire broke
(17:11) Ant:	-.-
(17:12) Angela顾瑞雯 hold:
(17:12) Angela顾瑞雯 hold:	then why ride
(17:12) Angela顾瑞雯 hold:
(17:12) Ant:	cause lazy to walk
(17:12) Ant:	hahhaha
(17:12) Angela顾瑞雯 hold:	zzzzzzzzzzz
(17:12) Ant:	no money to take cab
(17:12) Angela顾瑞雯 hold:	got money to
(17:12) Angela顾瑞雯 hold:	lol
(17:12) Ant:	eat is a must what
(17:13) Ant:	btw let me continue the story la
(17:13) Angela顾瑞雯 hold:	kk
(17:13) Angela顾瑞雯 hold:	yo continue
(17:13) Angela顾瑞雯 hold:	finish le nudge me
(17:13) Ant:	i never cross the road to cycle with him on the path
(17:13) Ant:	cause i could not cross the traffic light in time
(17:13) Ant:	therefore we were on seperate lane
(17:13) Ant:	therefore he keep looking over to see i got fall down ma
(17:13) Ant:	(cause when he try to cycle with the spoil bike
(17:14) Ant:	he found it damn hard
(17:14) Ant:	therefore i think he is impress by my skill
(17:14) Ant:	muahhahaha
(17:14) Ant:	this is y he keep looking forward
(17:14) Ant:	the end
(17:14)	Ant just sent you a nudge.

RAH~ (2)

2008-05-18T09:41:00.001+08:00

on a lighter note, i hope i can be on leave soon enough.

on a lighter note, my birthday is coming in 2months.

RAH~

2008-05-18T09:30:00.002+08:00

WTF man.

all this people so difficult to satisfy one la!

cant eat dim sum. cant eat seoul garden. satisfy the male cannot satisfy the female. satisfy the female, cannot satisfy the male. omfg.

what the hell is wrong in the house man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RAH!!!!!!!!!

when i am on leave, everybody else cant make it. and when i am working. i get blamed for negligence. WTF WTF WTF!

ANGRY!

Angry.

2008-05-15T23:58:00.000+08:00

To whom it may concern,

I am disappointed with the service provided by the customer service officer who assists me over the phone.

I called on Fri (9th May 2008) to enquire about the documents which I sent over to the bank as I was trying to apply for the ********* debit card. Upon posting my income tax assessment form over to the bank, I received a letter stating that I did not send any relevant document besides the photocopy of my IC. Surprised, I called up to ask. As it was about 10+ in the night, and the officer told me that he would get back to me by Mon or Tues, I left it.

On Mon, I got 4 missed calls (I suppose it’s from the bank) and the last call made was at about 1pm. on Tues, I received 1 call from yet another private number and I suppose it’s from the bank too. However, this time it came at about 1:45pm. On the 5 occasions mentioned, I was unable to pick up the call as I was working and I do not carry my mobile with me.

Thus, I called back on Tues at about 3pm to do a follow up. For that call itself, I enquire about: -

1) If I could go down to the bank to process the card over the counter.

2) What document(s) were needed besides the photocopy of my IC as I remember very clearly that the income tax assessment form was allowed?

For the above enquiries:

1) I still need the relevant documents even if I go through the counter.

2) The service officer stated phone bill, bank statement or cheque and did not mention about income tax assessment form. When asked, she said she's not sure and would need to check with the relevant department.

Following which, I asked when she could give me an answer. With that, she told me "the next day" which I clearly assume that it would be Wed (14th May). Leaving the time that I could pick up calls (2- 3.30pm).

The next day, I got calls in the morning and none till 3.15PM when I made the call personally to the customer service hotline. I was being put on hold for quite a few times and I still did not get my answers to my very basic question: "Why did I get a letter stating that I did not submit my back up document when I did send my income tax assessment form over?" just this question alone, it took 4 working days for the relevant department to check. I would very much like to question the efficiency of the bank. I did leave the alternative time for me to pick up calls, which was after 6.30pm, and I got calls before 6pm on that day itself. Does the customer officer take notice of the timing or am I just stating it to them for the sake of reporting it to them?

The letter I got clearly states that I could go down personally to any **** branches together with my IC to get my card processed and that income tax assessment was allowed. Does the customer officer know of the card policies?

When being told to put on hold (again), I rebuked and asked for an answer by 3.30pm the next day (Thurs, 15th May).

On 15th May, I called at 3.15pm as I have only received 1 call which I assume is from the bank in the morning. (Again, does the customer officer realise that I actually left a remark on the time which I can pick up calls?) as another officer picked up the call, he nicely told me that I could get my card processed over the counter and that he offered to put me back to the previous officer that attend to me. However, she wasn't at her desk. The bank did call for quite a few times after 3.30pm, before 6pm and I was unable to pick up the calls. Again, please note time of calls.

It was definitely a pretty disappointed experience with the customer service officer over the line and would like to highlight this to the bank.

It’s just a matter of why I got the letter stating that I did not enclose the document when I did and such an enquiry supposedly needs 5 working days to be replied to. Although I know of the terms and conditions of the card and am actually seeking assurance from the customer service officer, I get different answers verbally and in black and white.

Perhaps the bank does require such a long time to investigate into an enquiry but I personally feel that, in my own opinions that 5 working days is a tad too long for a regional bank to get back to me regarding a simple matter.

Thank you.

Photos!

2008-05-10T21:38:00.004+08:00

some photos to share...

This is Emma and I at her house. having a farewell party and I was asked to go babysit her. (: she's now in Germany and will be moving to Beijing in June. hope to see her there! :D and yes, i did cut my hair. from about my elbow, to the shoulder, to the neck. lol. stressed out. wahaha.
my Garlic naan and some sauce to go with it. plus 2 drinks to go cos there's no more cockles! :(
the family photoshoot last Sun. could only snap this cos for the rest of it, i was in it (family, what). so could only take a snap of my parents. this crazy photographer! #@%!$#@%$#%!$#%$#. speaking of which, i hafta go choose the photo some time soon.
tada! my mum and dad. :D
haha. craft made for my kids to bring home for their mum. this is my share for my mum! wahaha. yes. they are sleeping at the background. (:
p/s: its a windchime in case you cant figure out.

Just made chocolate fridge cake with my mum. seems not very delicious actually. but let's hope it turns out good. can only taste it like tmr. :D

first, melt the butter, dark and milk choc, honey...
melting...
melt!
stir in digestive biscuits crumb, pistachio, raisins...

pour it into the baking tin...
press the ingredients down...
decorate with mango (last min decision when my mum asked if i wanted Mango). okay la. the messy bits are cos of my clumsy hands. =.=" cos the mango kept slipping off. argh.
since it's messy, then might as well right? so i dumped the mango bits in. wahaha. so messy. cannot take it!

haha. okay. will update you on the results tmr!

anyways, am going to Hougang library tmr cos i need some books! furthermore, need to take NDS lite charger from my sis cos she lent it to me today! :D

see yaaaaaaaaaaaa~

oh yes. i kept dreaming nowadays. sighs. as in sleep and dream. not day dream. dreamt of something weird today. or rather, last night. dreamt that SB came... but i became the third party!! horror horror!!!!!!!!!

i'm scared that i'll be left on the shelf. sob sob. i know i am still young... but i always forget that i am only 18 going 19 until people ask me my age. perhaps its the aftermath of working with aunty class. lol. except for a handful. :D

bye!

SIGHS!

2008-05-10T17:13:00.002+08:00

what a disappointment!!!!!!!!!

no more buffet @ Westin!!! :(

sob sob. apparently my colleague's hb forgot to leave the card at home. no mroe buffet~~~ sob sob! :(

i used the whole day catching up on my sleep. doesnt it feel good or what!!! wahahaha.

slept from abt 12++am to like 9/10am today? 12/1pm sleep again till like 15mins ago. wahahahahaha!

life's good!

today i must do some research for my class. as in, working class. its time to put in more effort for them! :D

cya!

please date me if you're free. :D

YAY!

2008-05-09T23:08:00.002+08:00

LAST DAY OF NIGHT CLASS TILL 23rd JUNE!!!!!!!!!

please date me at nights. i am free now. i promise i wont pang seh anymore. lol!

i'm gonna wait faithfully for my Sept boy to come. :P

am going to Westin for buffet tmr night! YIPPEEE!!! all thanks to my colleague, Rose. :D

6th June gonna stay in school till 9pm cos of some activities. hope i have a chance to go out and partayeeeeee! :D

when i get my pay...

return money to Cal. <--- lol.
insurance.
parents.
auction. <--- hope this is the last.
phone <--- perhaps? still eyeing on my G800. which reminds me, gotta rekki for new phones. :D
GO ON SG FLYER!!!!!! anybody wanna join? lol.

yes yes yes. so happy! muahaha. finally can curb my undesirable need for buffet tmr. yummyy!

speaking of which, my tummy is a lil empty now.

byeee! :D

updates updates.

2008-05-03T20:48:00.003+08:00

okayyy. loadsa updates coming for this week.

Me Myself and I.
well, its been pretty fine actually. met up with some people like Cal, YZ, Steven, Fadhli, Jawad, Haresh, Justin R, Enazbelle, Gary and few. watched Iron Man and i must say its pretty good! although its something like Transformers but hey! it's a tad bit nicer. haha. without adding too much a romance inside. LOL! other than that, i've been feeling very tired and grouchy. oh wells! and yes. the monthly thing finally came back already! had me worried for MONTHs. thank god for labour day. wahahaha.

work.
what do i have to say? am still loving it but i think i need to change since my class getting better now. but.................................................. SOME people just likes to leave the shit load to other ppl to do. and thank god, she's leaving the area. which means, i have 2 classes combined into 1 for myself. wahaha. i think i'll love it. but i'm sure its a new challenge for myself. just hope all's fine. i'm pretty sure it will be. just need to stand firm on some things.

studies.
night class sucks too! with the fking lecturer who always says up to you. i dont know. what do you think? wtf man. like, what are you there for? when you say up to us, we tell you and you dont really like it. if you have a certain criteria for us, why not you just provide us with an example of what you meant? guessing on our part is really stressful.
and yes. i must agree that wrong partnership in assignments sucks totally. nonchalant, insistor. omg. i just have to pass through 9th May and i will have a study break to 23rd June. people, PLEASE DATE ME! i need some night life.

love.
confused. disappointed. waiting.
that's what i can say for now.

although its not a super long upate, think it's enough. hahaha.

met JR yday. what he said is true. i mean... it's my life and i decide what i want. but for me, i succumb to situations. i know i know, sucker. whatever it is. if the situation is tense, i tend to succumb to it. like just give in that kinda thing. which i really dont like. cos if you persist or gets naggy, tendency is i succumb. so, yes. stupid decisions made. unless i know i can overpower you. then i will not be sucked into it. if you show me the authority, i might just be sucked into it. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i know its going no where but... i always blame it on the attachment. BAH! i will just leave it as it is. i will still enjoy myself and if situation calls for it, i will just cross the bridge when i have to.

supper in 1.5hrs time. yay-ness. COCKLES, HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When the going gets tough, the tough goes SHOPPING!

P/s: there weren't any cockles anymore. :(

To you.

2008-04-22T21:47:00.003+08:00

This is my latest cry song.

Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You lyrics

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed but I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

And this... is for you.

Rihanna Take A Bow Lyrics
Songwriters: N/A

[Intro]
Ohh, how about a round of applause,
Yeah, standin' ovation,
Ooh ohh yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah.

[Verse 1]
You look so dumb right now,
Standin' outside my house,
Tryin' to apologize,
You’re so ugly when you cry,
Please, just cut it out.

[Chorus]
Don’t tell me you’re sorry 'cause you’re not,
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught,
But you put on quite a show (oh),
You really had me goin',
But now it’s time to go (oh),
Curtain’s finally closin',
That was quite a show (oh),
Very entertainin',
But it’s over now (but it's over now),
Go on and take a bow, ohh ohh.

[Verse 2]
Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone),
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on (come on),
Talkin’ 'bout girl, I love you, you’re the one,
This just looks like the re-run,
Please, what else is on.

[Chorus]
And don’t tell me you’re sorry 'cause you’re not (mmm),
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught (mmm),
But you put on quite a show (oh),
You really had me goin',
But now it’s time to go (oh),
Curtain’s finally closin',
That was quite a show (oh),
Very entertainin',
But it’s over now (but it's over now),
Go on and take a bow, ohh.

[Bridge]
And the award for the best liar goes to you (goes to you),
For makin' me believe that you could be paithful to me,
Let's hear your speech out,
How about a round of applause,
A standin' ovation.

[Chorus]
But you put on quite a show (oh),
You really had me goin',
But now it’s time to go (oh),
Curtain’s finally closin',
That was quite a show (oh),
Very entertainin',
But it’s over now (but it's over now),
Go on and take a bow.

But it's over now.

Thanks

2008-04-22T07:15:00.000+08:00

Thanks for the slap on my face to tell me how stupid i was.

2008-04-21T14:03:00.000+08:00

oh ya.

i rebond my hair already. and cut it (again). four fingers under ear. haha. still getting used to it. oh wells. bye! again.

2008-04-21T14:02:00.002+08:00

on study leave today to finish up my portfolio. obviously cant finish. maybe tonight come back and do up the interpretation and child summary. as well as lesson plan and newsletter. goodness me. RAH.

procrastinate too much. :(

alright. gotta go. gott meet Calvin in 2.5hrs time. ciao!

oh btw, have been getting calls from 64105999. googled for the number and they said that its from SAF. hmm..... i wonder if it's _______.

ciao~

2008-04-19T06:14:00.000+08:00

over and out.

everybody needs a little space.

2008-04-17T22:37:00.002+08:00

changed blogskin. hope that things would get better.

just got my pay 2 days back but am left with less than half half of my pay. how nice is it? if not for the fking M1 bill, i'd have quite an amount on hand. bah. another month to go before the next pay comes in. am feeling that this month past by quickly. but somehow feels that May is still a long way to go. oh well!

think i'm gonna set up another personal blog. or change this blog to personal.

suddenly feel so emo.

was walking with J to the MRT after dinner and we talked about our friends cos her friend called her out to chiong. and end up,
i told her that my friends would normally not ask me out cos everytime they ask me, i'll not go.
WHAT AUDACITY! i thought to myself now.
and she said then you dont think they'll distant from you?
just then. i told her.
well, i guess they understand.

problem now is:
1. do they really understand? or am i taking for granted that they understood?
2. i do feel that we distant. maybe i'm too sensitive.

sometimes i really wanna do it. but its either low response or i'm really feeling drained. and i asked myelf WHY am i drain. really cos of work? really cos of studies? or is it just plain tired AKA lazy? i have no answers now till i finish my course in Nov.

sometimes when i have time to myself... i keep thinking if i am who people around me think i am. who am i to you? who am i to myself? who do i want to be? those answer seems blake. honestly. sometimes i get too caught up with things and it just kills both mentally, physically and emotionally.

been asked to solve pri sch questions at work now and then. but i think my mind runs too fast for me to explain. when i look at the sums, i know hwo to do it and instantly, i get the answer. but with just a blink, i forget everything and i really need total withdrawal from any thing that i am doing before i can think properly. to the extend just the other day, i did all the workings out and got the answer. but i know that at the back of my mind, i know how i get those steps done. but when i look at the calculations that i conclude from, i do not know why i wrote what i did. but the answer is still right in any ways.

need a long break from work. i think my qouta is up. the qouta to have a break is up. i need a break.

sometimes i get too routined that i get upset when my routine is changed. i get upset over even the slightest thing. i think i've some issues up there that needs solving.

sometimes i ask myself why am i here and what am i really doing? i cant answer even to myself.

sometimes i just need that extra space and extra time to do that extra thing for that some one. but i really can't put myself to it.

even as i'm typing now, my mind is in a mess. and when i tell myself that i need a short break to think about things before bed, i fell right into deep sleep. only to wake up the next day and start my working routine. is that what i really want at the mere age of 18?

good to be matured. yea. sure. but i'm sure i missed out many things.

i do miss my friends. i really do. silly me is tearing.

sometimes i really wanna change myself but i over react so easily and it just bites the hell out of me.

as much as i wanna leave things as it is, it's hard.

i miss you guys.

TOK GONG LEH!

2008-04-07T23:40:00.001+08:00

Account Balance ( as at 07 Apr 2008, 11:36 PM )
Available Balance	-S$171.90	Hold Balance
Ledger Balance	-S$171.90	Half Day	S$0.00
		1 Day	S$0.00
		2 Days	S$0.00

can anyone be more pro than me? lol.

bloodily shocked when i check my iBanking. lol. so happens that their site is on maintenance from 11pm-7am everyday. so, if you happen to log in to iBanking at the mentioned timing, do not be alarmed. wakaka.

super tired. :S

much loves!

updates updates!!!!

2008-04-05T23:37:00.003+08:00

been a long time. so many things happened. haha. but of cos i cant remember them anymore.

went to the zoo with the kids ydya and i must say i'm almost mentally drained. it's like have to keep a look out for so many people. my goodness. thats almost like 8-9 adults and about 15 kids i guess. and of course. factoring the time and everything. and the plan got bust. >_<" but must say that it was a good trip all in all. :D Emu or smth.
one and only kangaroo i saw. =.=
hippo mummy! the baby is actually following behind all the while. couldnt get a pic of it.
white tiger!!!

some of the animals we saw. but i must say that the zoo is going under renovation for some parts and actually it's pretty messy. and the tram... most of the time you're looking at trees, grass, flowers, renovation board. lol.

oh! i saw the horse carriage too! wowie! nice. and the giraffe, lion, white rhino, ah meng's tomb, orang utan, elephants, yada yada. i so wanna go there again!!! :D

well, practicum starts for me and there's so many things to do! all the paper work and everything. furthermore, taking 2 class now. pretty drained. but duno why. sighs! also realised that i've been spending lesser and lesser time with my kids. time to buck up!

so many things i wanna do:-

rebond my hair (APR)
change com parts (MAY)
get new phone (JUN)
buy a DS lite (or something else) (JUL)
buy oven! (AUG)
HIS arrival (Sept)

think i've gotta buck up too. oh well! let's see how it goes.

gotta meet up with some people too. been a long time since i last saw them. hehe.

alright. gotta get to my paper work now. bye!

oh wellll

2008-03-21T00:53:00.002+08:00

well...

nothing very much for an updates...

am contemplating whether to get a hand phone or PSP first?

HP confirm getting Samsung G800 but not now. another one is either PSP or NDSL. can't make up my mind!!!!!!

getting bonus next month although it's not very much but i think still enough to buy some things which i think i deserve.

am gonna fall sick soon. my symptoms are coming up but of course i hope that's not the case. don't wanna go on MC again. especially so after my asst just came back from leave.

speaking of which, i have quite a few days of leave to clear with no where to go... am thinking of a weekend cruise. or maybe a short trip to perhaps... BKK? lol. shopping paradise!

one thing i really wanna do is to meet my friends up. although days hastily past and it's like as though i never do anything much, but i do miss them... wonder who and when will organise the next supper...

have another line for SMS cos i have 6 prepaid card that needs to be used up by June and they have a value of $25 each. and since my SMS bill is always so high... decided to use the prepaid one. if i ever sms you with that number, please don't save it. in case you cant get me, you still can get me through 9367079*. that's cos... ... ... all 6 prepaid has different number. ha!

am pretty broke now considering that i wanna do something to my hair... haha! guess that there's quite a few things i wanna spend on next month... hair, electronic stuffs. ahhhh!

oh!!!!! he's coming over in Sept and i can't wait!!!!!!! but i hope it's true though. loves!

okay... it's 1.01am now. and i have to be at Mandai columbarium at 6.30pm to pray to my ancestors. church at 11.30am. go Bedok to meet my asst and then to my sup's hse in Pasir ris at about 2+pm. think will be late. by the time i finish church already say..... 1pm? take bus and all... ... ... 2+pm reach Bedok. hopefully can have a super good rest on Mon. i have no work then. but need to go for class. ahhhh. BOTHER!

gotta go now. good night!

AHHHH

2008-03-11T22:22:00.000+08:00

tell me what i am thinking.

tell me what do i want.

RAH.

Somewhere out there,
Beneath the pale moonlight,
Someone's thinking of me,
And loving me tonight.

Somewhere out there,
Someone's saying a prayer,
That we'll find one another,
In that big somewhere out there.

And even though I know how very far apart we are,
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star,
And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby,
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky!

Somewhere out there,
If love can see us through,
Then we'll be together,
Somewhere out there,
Out where dreams
Come true...

although...

2008-03-07T07:44:00.001+08:00

although it's goodbye... i dont feel the difference.

although it's suppose to be heart breaking... i dont feel a thing.

although i'm suppose to miss you... i dont miss a thing.

although you're suppose to be someone important to me... sorry, i think not.

goodbye.

i'm gonna listen to your cousin and find someone better.

it'll be mine if it is.

crystal clear single now.

wee!

2008-03-02T12:47:00.002+08:00

updates updates!

just have a hair cut. my head is much lighter now and the hair cut is nice! no more boring long straight hair. wahaha. but it's still straight now la. :D

goodbye long hair. hello to short!

well, lately nothing much happened i suppose.. lol. dun wanna say much even if something did. my life is fine without or with you. if you really think i am irritating, tell it in my face. maybe i'll be happier if you're gone!

gonna watch my armed raction now.

cya!

woohoooooo

2008-02-23T21:09:00.002+08:00

well, CNY is over. next holiday to look forward to? the Good Friday holiday. but it sucks cos i still have to work on saturday. RAH! and Monday is a centre closure. _|_

well i guess i just have to say it's better than NOTHING.

am pretty proud of myself this mth cos i havent been spending money like water. except for cab which sometimes i cant help it. working at 7am on Saturdays ain't cool. furthermore i have a meeting today and kids were especially much. couldn't make time to do some of the stuffs which led me to delay the agenda list till like 4PM that i actually finish what i intend to do.

came back, slept allllllll the way after watching 1 episode of my Forensic Heroes. (damn nice. should watch it if you like those detective stuffs.) and fell asleep till 8+pm. damn shiok. but in between Ena sms me to ask about assignments. which had to be presented this coming Wed. how sucky it feels! mind you, module started only last Fri. RAH. need to dig for back mind infos and last minute crap. lol. i am good at that. hahaha!

my room is in a mess which reminds me that i need to clear it up. ironically, my work place is pretty neat. maybe cos it's mine. hahaha. this room isn't mine so i don't feel obligated to clean. furthermore, home is meant to be a home, right? lol.

realise that i can't really focus my mind to trackback what happened. as in, if you asked me certain stuffs that happened perhaps hours or weeks ago, chances are i will not really remember. and things which i remind myself, most of the time i will forget it when the day ends until i leave that place completely. and if asked to trackback, my mind will be in a chaos with lots and lots of information going all over my mind. very messy. oh yes! SMS which i sent out a second ago, after i receive the sent report, i will forget my content of the SMS i sent out. forgetful or what? and i also realise that my mind moves very fast from topic to topic. in split second if i see something happening, very fast, i will relate to experiences i encountered myself. and soon after, i will be giggling. =.="

received a totally unexpected call from someone. the number was familiar but obviously i don;t know whose since i didnt save it. when i answered, it was RANDOM. oh well. feel like hanging up but it seems rude. but in the end still did after not more than 2mins. dont know why i feel obligated to pick up the call. anyways, was months ago that things happened. out of sight, out of mind.

oh wells!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the world will be better tomorrow! :D

well

2008-02-17T10:44:00.002+08:00

well well well.

guess it's time to move on? RAH.

dun wanna feel all swept away when the good things happen. dont know if i'm ultra sensitive or what. but it doesnt seem to really work well. oh well. maybe i should go back to before. live as it is. if it comes, it comes. if it doesn't, i guess it's too bad (suddenly thought of the K.O. effect on the machine in the arcade). lols.

AHHHHH.

damn.

it's such a wonderful day.

well...

2008-02-16T16:41:00.002+08:00

i guess it's all part and parcel of life that we face birth and death. however, never did i think that death of someone my age would come so early...

grew up, face births, marriages, loves, friends, family...

study, work, friends going to NS and last of all, friends dying.

it's like suddenly i felt that i grew up so fast having to face what life brings. ahhh!

life has it's own way of playing games.

oh well! am off to babysit. gotta hit the bookstore, food shop and snack shop before heading there. bookstore to get my things to entertain myself in her empty house. food shop to cure my tummy cos all i've eaten for today is 2 small bun. LOL. snack shop? to get sweets to pacify her to stop crying when her parents leave. LOL!

Anger managment

2008-02-11T23:57:00.000+08:00

something to share. got this off an email from Jieling. so damn true!!!! let me bold the more accurate parts. :P

CANCER JUNE 21 – JULY 21

Considering how charming, caring and kind you are, you dislike unpleasant
scenes, much less creating one yourself. You have great tolerance and
rarely get provoked into losing your temper. If someone is unreasonable or
trying to create trouble, you are more likely to walk away quietly. But
that does not mean you do not have a temper. When angry, in your effort to
control your emotions, you tremble, your hands get sweaty and sometimes you
fumble for words. Tears roll down your eyes easily and the opponent is
touched by your innocence and will seek an apology immediately.

the next time, please dont ask me why i cry. its uncontrollable! and when i keep quiet, please dont press me and stress me. reminds me of someone. oh wells! that's the past.

well well.

have been bugged by irritating people nowadays! sighs. why people only cherish when it's all gone? RAH!

and yes. if you are that bloody hell who gave my number away on IRC, to hell with you. damn it. think i so damn free entertain call from some random people? and worse off. someone who thinks that i am an Indian. i think i roughly know who. but still! forget it. not many people i know uses IRC. and of all, it's a guy. aged 20 or 20+ couldnt figure it out.

first day of work aint that bad. received afew ang baos. hehehe! happy girl! :D

went to Mr. Toh's hse for CNY visitation yday. felt bad cos half the time was out answering call. hope that i can send him off to Aust on the 26th. no idea if anyone is gonna do it. but if anybody is going to do it, i hope i am not left out. 8.30pm flight. any organisers? :P

okay. shall go off now. bye! :D

sigh

2008-02-11T07:15:00.001+08:00

managed to squeeze out a philosophy for finall presentation with Ena. well, hopefully it works..

am getting the monday blues already. dont feel like going to work. lol!

need to be at my school by 6.30pm sharp but i'm having night mares about it. like working OT and no one called me so i conveniently thought that no PPT so i went home. and when i got home, i felt weird and called. only to find out it was our turn next. and thus, quickly rush there. god knows~ when i was about to get out of the house, class was over. how ironic! >_<

anyways, hope it wouldn't happen..

am sure that my class is going to be full house today. sighssss!!!!!!!! i feel so tired mentally. :(

Lunar new year

2008-02-10T23:07:00.000+08:00

well, went to a few places for a visit..

kinda sad to see my relatives getting old and sick. dont wanna think about it. :(

am having a presentation tmr. first group somemore. how to do it man? the final compilation is not up. am scared tomorrow lost for words. sighs. but none the less, super thankful that Hazel can compile it.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

wanna sleep but scared cos if email comes in then die. no time to view it on time. stressed. it's alr 11+pm

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Lunar New Year!

2008-02-07T21:40:00.000+08:00

here's wishing one and all a happy lunar new year and a gong xi fa da cai!

well well, its the time of the year again!!! haven been to many places this year cos... i dont know why either. seems the same to me but the red packet doesnt seem so. wahahah! nto like it matters alot anyways. :P

went to church in the morn and to my grandma's hse. slacked there for damn long. imagine like 10am to 1+pm. omfg. my uncle's family is like getting later and later every yr. too much too much. make me wait. zzz! was about to doze off on the bed when they came. wahaha!

afterwhich, cabbed to my eldest aunty's house. both the places i went to are HQs. meaning to say, all the red packet taken within a day. hahaha. tmr dun need bring bag also doesnt matter. :D

cabbed all over over the place today. too much of train not good. hahahha. but hor. dun think recession/inflation/taxi fare/ petrol fee matter to s'poreans. cos somehow like practically fighting to get a cab. mentally of course. and the taxi drivers! na be*. they think that they got business today then they start to choose customers. rather u-turn and fetch god knows who than go str8 and fetch us. damn! but whatever it is, am already home. wahaha.

second round of steamboat today. yummy. but am so bloated now.

came home at about 5+pm then went to sleep till 8pm and had dinner. maybe i'll go play sims 2 now. hehehe!!!!!

good bye!

sick (2)

2008-01-25T21:24:00.000+08:00

now, i do not have diarrhea anymore (YAY!).

but i have giddy spells. feels that i am floating. head damn light. have no idea why. while cooking this morning, actually black out and pass out. traumatised till know when i think about it. can dont feel hungry for the whole day without eating. am gonna drown myself in loadsa water.

mum says if i dont feel good by tmr, mayb need to go to hosp. shit. but if really dont feel good, looks like i'd better go see doc first and see if there's a need to go hosp or not. sounds scary.

got this ugly feeling that i MAY bye bye soon.

RAH.

in anycase, i still love all of you. good or bad. ugly or nice. young or old. (:

MC again...

2008-01-24T22:31:00.000+08:00

am having stomach flu. it sucks alot. every now and then need to go to the toilet. i think i gonna finish my medicine!!!!

let's just hope i dont get into Hosp.

2008-01-21T23:42:00.000+08:00

Lyrics: Colbie Caillat - Realize

Lyrics taken from the: Album Version

ake time to realize
That your warmth is
Crashing down on me
Take time to realize
That I am on your side
Well didn't I, didn't I tell you
But I can't spell it out for you
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you

If you just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize
What I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other, now

Take time to realize
Oh oh, I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you
Take time to realize
This could all pass you by
Didn't I tell you
But I can't spell it out for you
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you

If you just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize
What I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other, but

It's not the same
No it's never the same
If you don't feel it too
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way
It could be the same for you

If you just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize
What I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other

Just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize
What I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other, now
Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now owa, owa ohh
Realize
Realize
Realize
Realize
uh-ohhh

RAH!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-01-17T01:38:00.001+08:00

i really hate the emptiness that creeps to me in the middle of the night. it sucks. SUCKs. downright sucks. damn it.

i shall cry and smile at the end and tell myself that i'm a strong girl now.

updates

2008-01-17T00:16:00.000+08:00

i am having an itchy throat now. rah!!!!! and runny nose. what more? this morning it was sore throat. how nice? sighs!

tmr going back to full day work. this 2 days half day work damn shiok! LOL!

am gonna highlight (i think) and rebond (fringe) my hair. hahaha.

am dying to like go to the earring shop at Bugis. maybe some other day. i have a thing to die for about earrings. wee!

here's a song for you...

Sorry Lyrics
Artist(Band):Buckcherry

Oh I had alot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

This time I think I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
I'm sorry baby.
I'm sorry baby, Yeah.
I'm sorry.

it's goodbye to you...

:(

2008-01-15T12:45:00.000+08:00

am sick sick sick, finally. LOL!

having stuffed nose. headache. damn. and a little fever. but i think that the fever should be gone by now...

am on a half day MC... dont feel good going on MC knowing that there is a shortage of staff. RAH!!

headache headache headache..

wanted to go bugis to buy clothings for CNY. particularly pants.. but am pretty slack. no energy to even get to work. much more shopping. sighs! so tired. my head is like spinning.. somemore weather so hot. duno what to do...

oh well oh well~~~~~~~~

still need to stay back afterwork to do up my things. sighs. hopefully i can finish it earlier...

haven eaten anything since i woke up. except for medicine? lol. on an empty tummy. very nice ain't it? lols...

CNY round the corner. am half heartedly hopping it would come soon... like, very soon. that's when the goodies and all starts coming in and all. i think i should go Chinatown after work to get a glimpse of atmosphere there. haha!

i wanna go and sleep... but!!!!!!!! need to be at work by 4pm. which means i will have to leave my house at about 2pm... still need to get food to eat leh? sighs.

recently nothing much happen. just that will keep myself busy this whole week. dont wanna think about some stuffs. sighsss!

good de bye!

-

2008-01-13T18:02:00.000+08:00

what's meant to be will be. goodbye...

2007 recap

2008-01-05T00:10:00.000+08:00

well, 2007 has been good and bad for me in some ways. am just gonna briefly run through. am super tired..

work
am grateful that my ex boss called me to go and work for her. and i really mean super grateful. am still in it and ever happy. minus the stress and all. great colleagues. fun time but at the same time, tiring. becos of work, neglect many people. but do hope that they understand.

family
been pretty much out of touch with them. new yr resolution 2008, spend more time with them!

friends
was close initially but fell apart cos i was pretty busy. i mean, i do feel bad and all. but sometimes the timing just doesn't work out. another resolution. must try to keep more contact with them!

love
haha. one messy topic.. i just wanna know who's true and who's not. that's all. not looking for a player. definitely not. would love to settle down fast and quick. work hazard i suppose? oh well! and yes! no Chinese please.. i don't wanna change my religion either. :)

self
been having lesser self contact time towards the end of the year. am draining myself more. at the same time, trying to kick away my selfish thoughts. as well as talking for other people. haha! only i myself will know what i mean.. oh wells! that's gotta go.am ultra sensitive and think alot of crap unnecessarily. started night class too. am gonna end Nov this yr. afterwhich, i'll be having a yr end concert in school. thus, i'll be very busy. no promise for commitments.
have become very much absent minded, fickle minded and forgetful. MUST KICK THE HABIT AWAY! as well as lesser online auction. :P

RAH!

2008-01-04T00:17:00.001+08:00

fuck menses cramp.

new year

2007-12-31T22:23:00.000+08:00

well, 2008 is coming soon!!! but i am gonna sleep soon. damn tired.

would hereby wish one and all a happy 2008! recap of 2007 and 2008 resolutions to come soon...

sighs

2007-12-28T22:47:00.000+08:00

am gonna go back to work to do up some stuffs.

clear the shelf that contains TONS of recycled materials
do up bday chart
do up cubby hole
lay carpet
set up mini home corner in class
spring clean

which reminds me, i have to bring this few docs along with me

name list w/ chi and eng name
bday charts
name charts

still must add in few new names.

sighs. now i know how it feels to start a brand new yr.

nonetheless, happy new yr in advance!

ahhh~

2007-12-23T22:35:00.000+08:00

wow. it's been like 3yrs and 16 days since i first blogged!!! and this is my 605th post.

haha. never would i knew that I've actually blogged for so long. at least not till i saw my archives. :)

was reading some of the post and came across this sentence

"Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean that they don't love you with all they have."

how true?

am gonna go Spain and Hong Kong next year. maybe dropping the latter. but am pretty much confirmed that i am going to Spain!! to meet him. :)

favourite christmas carol!

2007-12-23T19:19:00.000+08:00

Here Comes Santa Clause
By: Gene Autry and Oakley Haldeman

Here comes Santa Claus!
Here comes Santa Claus!
Right down Santa Claus Lane!
Vixen and Blitzen and all his reindeer
are pulling on the reins.
Bells are ringing, children singing;
All is merry and bright.
Hang your stockings and say your prayers,
'Cause Santa Claus comes tonight.

Here comes Santa Claus!
Here comes Santa Claus!
Right down Santa Claus Lane!
He's got a bag that is filled with toys
for the boys and girls again.
Hear those sleigh bells jingle jangle,
What a beautiful sight.
Jump in bed, cover up your head,
'Cause Santa Claus comes tonight.

dreams

2007-12-23T10:18:00.000+08:00

forgot to add that i dreamt something pretty suay last night. dreamt that my boss give me a letter to sort of "dismiss" me and also dreamt that someone died. and i went to attend a funeral. suddenly attend a party and we were decorating the school. scary!

wooo.

2007-12-23T09:47:00.000+08:00

well well. i am back. here. blogging. lol!

tomorrow i wont have to work. is that good news or what? there's xmas eve, new yr eve and CNY eve. out of the 3, we have to rotate our shifts and take 2. and i got the 2 latter eves. which i find it has not much difference. still have to work. but still!!! XMAS EVE CAN TAKE A BREAK! SUPER LONG HOLS! :D

okays. y'day, went out to little india with Ena. surprisingly end up at little india. haha. cos i wasnt able to go for class on Fri and she submit my work on my behalf. so treat her to what else but indian food. it was so damn yummy!!! *slurp* but end up having the tumeric stench and colour on our fingers. damn funny. cos we wave our hands, the smell comes on. *poof* haha. wonder how to remove the smell and colour. looks totally like curry lady finger. haha!

afterwhich, it RAINED! damn. was walking around trying to get a brolly. but!!!!! it stopped after we walked so damn far. LOL. so we made our way to Mustaffa. went to check out the stuffs they had there. bought shampoo and some food. regret not bringing my big bag along. cos so malu to take the plastic bag up and down.

after we finish with window shopping, we WALKED to bugis. ben xiao jie walking. lols. i havent walk for like so damn long and so damn far for pretty long. imagine from little india to mustaffa to bugis. and we walked the whole of Parco and finally settle down for dinner at MOS burger. ate, drank, gossip, talked. took a cab home. lol. yes. knowing me, 10+pm sure take cab. lol. surprisingly the cab fare not very high. about $16. or is it high? lol. dont know.

i still have like 1 art lesson plan and 1 art grp assignment to go. *faints. better finish up soon. need to clear the xmas gifts that my colleague and kids got me. as well as change mattress cover. christmas in 2 days time!!!!!!!! :)

a surprise? after xmas? why not tell me it's next yr? i don't fancy any surprise. just be with me.

SWEETEST XMAS GREETING!!!

2007-12-22T23:34:00.001+08:00

let me show you a Xmas greeting. i swear you will drop dead looking at it (at least i almost did). it's my favourite strawberry shortcake~!!!!!!!

Merry Christmas to one and all.

thanks

2007-12-21T23:24:00.000+08:00

thanks but i am fine. :)

feels good to receive tons of presents! makes Christmas all the more special. :)

a post by the bad daughter.

2007-12-20T17:58:00.000+08:00

oh yes. i am a bad daughter. cos you said so. if i had the fucking money, you think i wont move out? and i am so ever thankful that i work and study till so damn late now cos i don't have to see you. if there is ever a day, i will not stay home alone with you. trust me. cos i only know how to eat and sleep. so you say.

and so, now you regret forking the money for me to study? hell yes. if i have the money, i'll throw the whole stack of money at your face. dont you think that its your duty to feed me? like hello, i was only 16 then. so if i am a bad daughter, why eat the food i bought? why would i even bother working at a tender young age?

for your information, i dont earn fucking much. i bring home nto only a thousand dollars. i still have my insurance to pay for. which takes up 1/5 of my pay. i give you and mum money too. so, WTF is it that you want from me?

i don't know how to think and other ppl says that you are a good father. tell me, how many times do you tell those young puns out there what you did when i was young? whacking the hell out of me and my sisters. shouting and screaming at us like my mum and my sis and me owes you our fucking lives. dont you think its time to show us a little love?

i don't fucking like to wash dirty linen in public but i decided. enough is enough.

so if you think i am bad, so be it. i was never good. i worked at such a young age for MY own good. i go home late at night cos i was ENJOYING life. hell yes. i only think about myself. i dont think about you. satisfied with my answer now? are you happy now?

i wish that you fucking read this. to know how fucking bad a daughter i am.

all the time that i prayed for you was wasted. its just for my own good.
all the time i work and study so that i dont waste more of your money was wasted. was only for my own good.
all the time i came home late was cos i was working and studying. do you know?
you dont even know where i work and i bet you might not know i am studying at the same time.
here i am at home, wasting your resources. trust me. i will MOVE OUT SOON.

been a long time since i cried and type a post. and so, this post is for you; the one who said i was a bad daughter.

messy life.

2007-12-20T09:45:00.000+08:00

I don't get any news from you and when i do, it's about something bad. so, just how important am i to you? you said i am torturing you and you're taking the initiative to talk to me even though you're hurt at the mouth. but you told me to call you! and you said if you don't, I'll be screaming at the other end. ME again huh... RAH!!!!!!!!

somehow, i also understand the feeling of not talking although we're at the other end of the line. i mean, it's not the talking that matters. just an affirmation to know that the other party is on the other line. you still feel the love and everything. hurt to the bits. serious.

Christmas is around the corner and i think i haven't really finish my shopping... don't know if the supper gang coming over for Christmas.. been ages since i last saw them. ha~

am not working on Christmas eve so, i would have a super long holiday. however, working on both the new yr and Chinese new yr eve. oh wells... beats better than working all 3 eves right? *look on the bright side*

work has been seriously stressful and I can feel the tension at work yesterday was super dee duper high.. everyone was pretty stressful at the end of the day and we're literally screaming our heads off at our kids. i mean, i am also one of those. it's just so stressful.. new yr resolution... BE PATIENT!

okays. i need to go research on my assignment now. tomorrow due date and i need to do it be today cos i am skipping class tomorrow. to go church for confession. i am such a good girl. :)

RAH!

2007-12-14T07:29:00.000+08:00

i wish i am running a fever so i can get MC.... :(

been so busy lately that i dont even have enough time to sleep!!!!!!!!!

death.

2007-12-08T00:44:00.000+08:00

death.

it comes to us naturally. and i admit that i am thinking about it almost every other time. in my whole life, i do not wish to be robbed, raped, cheated or anything along that line to happen to me. particularly, i am afraid of death. i mean, it comes naturally, yes. everyone expects it, yes. but i am very afraid of experiencing it. i mean, i'd probably be dead to feel death. but i am afraid if it happens to someone close to me. my grandparents, my parents, friends. i am really very scared... perhaps i think too much. but still, i am scared... :(

i just came back from a funeral service of my supervisor's dad. something happened there which i felt very sad about. i mean, i don't wish to state it here as they say, don't wash dirty laundry in public and i totally respect it. why wait till someone is gone then you talk about those things? i mean, shouldn't you be doing it when that person is alive? come on... i mean, people normally don't cherish things till it's gone and i totally agree with it. why wait till someone is gone then you come and make up stories? i always think that i can only see drama in dramas. never did i expect it happens in real life.

i am gonna be more patient to my father. i really love him. of course i do... but sometimes its just that i don't show it and i get pretty irritated with him... i better treat my parents to a meal if i ever do get a pay rise..

am very emotional this week. don't know why. ULTRA SENSITIVE too.

group presentation today... i gotta be honest here. i mean, honesty is the best policy ain't it? i can feel like they are pissed with me cos perhaps i always do last minute work? but sometimes i just can't help it. i really can't. i mean, everyone is tired, everyone has their own things to do... perhaps i am super sensitive this few days. i sincerely apologise.

questions being post out and answered. i personally wanna answer it. but perhaps i thought its better for me to keep quiet. perhaps they'd think "oh yea. bullshit. she's just trying to act" whatever it is, i don't really mind anymore... perhaps i am wrong about their thinking. but its just how i feel about the whole group thing. bahhh. not everyone is like how i think they are... on a positive note that is...

and to you, Bala, do not blame me for posting your name. i am not your spare and neither will i be. stop fooling me time and again with your empty words. you can blabber about how great god is. be honest to yourself. do you really practice what you preach? up to you to ignore and everything. now i don't really care anymore. i think i was right about you from that day. right about you in your negative ways.

i think it's enough. will start again tomorrow. good night.

DAMN.

2007-12-05T23:22:00.000+08:00

i don't fucking owe you ALL anything la.

Fuck.

back!

2007-11-22T12:33:00.000+08:00

so many things to blog. but so lazy. maybe i put in point form...

busy with work. busy with school. no social life.
on leave this week but seems like no private time for myself.
phone died on me 1-2 wks ago. now using my mum's N70.
strong urge to buy DS lite.
strong urge to change phone.
can't wait for xmas.
i cant satisfy so many people at a time.
falling sick (again) soon

alright. i know it dont seem much. but i am sure... if i elaborate, there'll be loadsa crap for me to write!

having thanks giving dinner with colleagues later. cant wait! going for disney magic show tmr after which, will celebrate sis' birthday. hohoho

AND! dread-est thing... sat gotta work at 7am.. SIGHS!! so suay.

am halfway through spring cleaning. i think i better get going now. bye!

hmmm.......

2007-11-11T23:14:00.000+08:00

i wonder if it's true this time...

whatever will be, will be

2007-11-10T18:26:00.000+08:00

whatever will be, will be.

it's the most perfect person in the most imperfect situation.

somehow i learn that loving is not having. loving is letting it have what is best for it.

just like you love a pot of flowers and really wants to have it. however, loving it doesn't mean you can have it. it needs sunlight, air, water, oxygen, etc to grow. just how much can you cater to it? by letting it have what is best for that pot of flowers, it might bloom bigger and brighter than what it could have been if you kept it just cos you love it..

whatever sense the previous paragraph makes.

somehow I've sorta given up and pursuing it at the same time. i don't know..

whatever will be, will be... loves!

hmmm.

2007-11-04T13:38:00.000+08:00

just edit my friendster's shout out, add photos, delete friends. heh. deleted 35 of them. delete those that i don't know and those that haven't logged on for ages. until friendster don't keep a record. heh. yup!

wanna go for a holiday. stop putting my aeroplane. damn fed up. RAH!

i shoul STOP procrastinating. it's becoming a habit. NEED TO CHANGE!

eh. i don't know what else to type.

ciao!

hmm

2007-11-02T07:05:00.000+08:00

don't wanna be so proud of it as yet cos i don't know where this will go. loves!

am so looking forward to my KL trip too! hehe. Jaslyn offered me to like tag along with her friends cos they're going to KL as well. (cos i was suppose to go m'sia but in the end can't so she offered :D. thanks girl!) hehe. and now, i am going KL too! and coincidentally, same day too! wahaha. can things get more coincidental than this? haha! didnt know it struck me when i was leaving a tag on her blog. hope i meet her. hehe!

maybe returning on either a Mon or Tues or Wed. depends depends. of cos, the longer the better. BUT!!!! my leave maybe not approved. sighs. so maybe till Monday only lor. take Monday leave. Tues, Wed, Thurs work. Fri on leave if possible. arbo, half day. cos i wanna catch Disney magic show!!! so damn cool. looking forward to it too! hehehehe!!! but the sian-est thing is that... 24th i hafta work Sat shift. DAMN. hai. nvm la. half day. oh well!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okays. i better go shower now. TATA!

you don't need a reason to love.

Suddenly...

2007-10-31T23:57:00.000+08:00

i miss my supper gang alot!

back.

2007-10-30T22:40:00.000+08:00

okays. here i am again. no need to send my young BF to school or back home anymore. sometimes little things goes to show how supportive your family is. and often it's pretty sad to know the truth. there or not? in or out? oh well. i guess sometimes the truth is often painful and self denial is often practiced when placed in situations like this. i sincerely hope i wont have to go through such torments. emotionally and physically.

have been on a roller coaster ride recently. you make me happy. you make me sad. and lastly, it had to become like this. what is it that you really want from me? to stay or not? i don't know. I'll take it as it comes. sometimes i got the urge to just pick my phone and dial. but more often than not, i didn't. didn't wanna seem irritating. and didn't wanna seem like i care. sometimes i tell myself to let go. but, i can't. sometimes i feel that you might need someone with you in times like this. but i guess i ain't that someone.

work has been fine. except that got a lil busier. hafta get use to the timing and schedule again. and the dreadful thing, train new kids. damn. sometimes i with they didnt have to come and spoil my market. RAH! but they're here. take up the challenges!

night class sucks. fuck that boastful #@%$#^$#%. whatever that fits in those signs. i simply hate her. or rather, my cohort pretty much DISLIKE her. damn. and i think she dislikes us too! an eye for an eye. so, ya. DAMN.

okays. i am going off. i think i am gonna sleep soon. yet another outing tmr. hope i can survive tomorrow. cos i still have night class with that #@%$#^$#%.

Goodbye.

time of my life

2007-10-20T13:27:00.000+08:00

well, i guess it's a step to another point of life when my guy friends (same age) starts getting enlist into army.

good luck!

Mandarin

2007-10-14T19:58:00.000+08:00

I've always thought that Chinese is a pretty sentimental language. hmm... let me blog in Chinese then. my Chinese is half past six. bear with it. otherwise, you have a choice to navigate away. :)

"分手快乐
祝你快乐
你可以找到更好的
不想过冬
厌倦沉重
就飞去热带的岛屿游泳
分手快乐
请你快乐
挥别错的才能和对的相逢
离开旧爱
像坐慢车
看透彻了心就会是晴朗的
没人能把谁的幸福没收"
lyrics with courtesy from www.baidu.com

什么是快乐? 快乐是什么? 分手就真的能快乐吗?

分手的后果又是什么呢? 开心和幸福还是眼泪和痛苦呢?

分手后，到底有多少人会在站起来呢?

就算站起来了，难道伤痕就从此不在出现了吗?

难道相爱得人在一起一定就会开心幸福吗?

幸福到底有是什么来?摸也摸不着。吃也吃不到。幸福那里找?

幸福对我来说就是看到身边的人高高兴兴。快乐对我来说是一种满足感。

满足感????

是当我得到我一直在追求的目标时，我会体验的一种感觉。

你快乐的定义是什么呢?幸福的定义又是什么呢?

是你一心想追求的还是衣物上的所需呢?

am really very apologetic if it doesn't make sense. i am actually stuck in between some sentences, trying to make out what do i really wanna type and trying to figure it out in Chinese. i almost resort to typing in English. but i am glad my 13years of Chinese education did help.

my B3 in Chinese for O's isn't fake. although i got a 3 on the second attempt. :P

no time.

2007-10-14T12:24:00.000+08:00

as of tomorrow...

my class would be on Mon Wed and Fri. it will end at 9.30pm LATEST. location would be Tanjong Pagar. On a few weeks of November, i will have class on Mon, Wed, Thurs and Fri.

as for Tues and Thurs, i will end work at 6.30pm. after sending the kids for bus, i'll be available as of 6.45pm. depending on the arrival of the bus. and on Tues and Thurs, i hafta send my young boyfriend to his grandpa house by 7.30pm. which means, i will only be free after 7.30pm. location would be Braddel. if needs be, meet me anywhere from Woodlands to Braddel after 7.30pm. in accordance to the MRT North South line.

every morning, i will hafta bring my young boyfriend to school. which means i will not be available for breakfast unless it's earlier than 8am.

on weekends, i will leave sunday out for any meetings as i need to do my work. for Saturday, if it's super important that i must show up, then i will. i will also show up for gatherings. but i work on every last Sat of the month. i will definitely be free from then, after 2pm. location at Tanjong Pagar.

please do not meet me at the dead middle of the night unless it doesnt require me to travel. cos i dont like to travel from home at night unless you have a transport.

if needs be, meet me at night after i have lesson. but please try not to cos i'd be dead beat. meeting me on Friday night is fine. a simple dinner around woodlands on Tues and Thurs is also fine provided its after 8pm. last sat of the month between 2 - 3pm at town area is okay. other than that, saturday is basically fine depending on company and events. sunday is a no no except for simple dinner.

P/S: please be very very very very very understanding if i can't meet you when i say i am tired. it's very hard to juggle everything at a go. please spare a thought. don't say i have no time for you and help me slot time in to go out. it's very draining to the soul.
P/S P/S: i am not sounding hard to get but i want people to understand my hectic schedule. i still do love you all, that is. young or old, man or woman, boy or girl.

good bye!

well

2007-10-09T01:44:00.000+08:00

perhaps, congrats to you.

---------------------------------------------

i really hate this disappointed feeling. it feels like everything comes crashing down. really. although we didnt mean anything, but still, i feel broken.

it really tumble and falls.

i guess the running and hiding will start again. good luck to you. nonetheless, congrats....

loves!

2007-10-07T00:44:00.000+08:00

SUPER
TIRED.

I....

2007-09-30T23:46:00.000+08:00

dont know what the fuck is it that you all want from me.

by all means pass judgment on me. by all means pass remarks on me.

what the fuck is it you ALL want from me.

not 1. not 2. but a whole lot of you.

fuck off.

and yes, DEREK TOH, you can tag at my board counting the number of "fuck" related word i used.

rest in peace

2007-09-14T22:18:00.000+08:00

Rest in peace my friend....

woooo~~~

2007-09-12T08:04:00.000+08:00

i am cabbing to work. MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

bye bye! :)

weee~

2007-09-11T22:36:00.001+08:00

haha. i just feel like blogging. so, i am here

well, children's day celebration is starting in my school and we're starting with a buffet for the kids tomorrow!! :D

have prepared chicken rice without chicken and konnyaku jelly with lychee! sorry. i duno how to spell that jelly's name. haha!

in either ways, i have many places i wanna go. okay. maybe not many.

Daiso (anywhere also can la)
Isetan
Carrefour

3 places all spread out around central of Singapore. how how how? how to go like that!!! Isetan and Carrefour itself is like miles apart. rahhh!!!!!!!! don't know when can get half day again. SIGHS.

i have class tomorrow. super bored. someone just SAVE ME!!!!!!

am still waiting for my two years. and i mean >2 yrs. it's till Dec of 2009. sighssss!!!!!!!

9 Words Women Use

2007-09-10T23:39:00.001+08:00

9 Words Women Use

1.) Fine : This is the word women use
to end an argument when they are right
and you need to shut up.

2.) Five Minutes : If she is getting
dressed, this means a half an hour.
Five minutes is only five minutes if
you have just been given five more
minutes to watch the game before
helping around the house.

3.)Nothing : This is the calm before
the storm. This means something, and
you should be on your toes. Arguments
that begin with nothing usually end in
fine.

4.) Go Ahead : This is a dare, not
permission. Don't Do It!

5.)Loud Sigh : This is actually a
word, but is a non-verbal statement
often misunderstood by men. A loud
sigh means she thinks you are an idiot
and wonders why she is wasting her
time standing here and arguing with
you about nothing. (Refer back to #3
for the meaning of nothing.)

6.) That's Okay : This is one of the
most dangerous statements a women can
make to a man. That's okay means she
wants to think long and hard before
deciding how and when you will pay for
your mistake.

7.) Thanks : A woman is thanking you,
do not question, or Faint. Just say
you're welcome.

8.) Whatever : Is a women's way of
saying F$%KYOU!

9.) Don't worry about it, I got it :
Another dangerous statement, meaning
this is something that a woman has
told a man to do several times, but is
now doing it herself. This will later
result in a man asking 'What's wrong?'
For the woman's response refer to #3.

SUPER TRUE!!!!!

emo

2007-09-09T21:10:00.000+08:00

should have trust you.

but I know it's all too late now...

shall try to end it all.

it's Goodbye to you...

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

I figured that life is fragile.

cherish whatever brings.

stop grumbling. be thankful.
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

I love all of you!
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

more photos!! actually only 4 la. LOL

2007-09-08T16:52:00.000+08:00

here are some more photos i didnt upload. hehe!

STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKEN ALUMINIUM FOIL BALLOON!!!! $3.90 ONLY!!!! :D BOUGHT AT MINI TOONS
my aroma therapy set being BURNT. lol.. lemon smell
hahaha. dont tell me that its ugly. LOL. i dont look good in photos anyway. not that i look good real. LOL! teachers' day photo shoot. hehe!
this is me!!!! (DUH!) i crop it on my own. taken from the photo shoot. LOL

TATA!

TADA!

2007-09-08T16:49:00.000+08:00

change of blog skin! :D

COLOURS~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

photo time!

2007-09-08T15:17:00.000+08:00

right now......... i have finished MOST of the stuffs i wanna do. but am super hungry now. hmm.. will blog using photos. been a long time since i add photos in my entry. enjoy!

blue berry incense that Priya (my colleague) got me when she went on holiday so nice right? smells not bad too. but don't burn too many a times at a go. may stink up the room!
the amount of matchsticks i use to light up 1 of the incense. hahaha!! 3 boxes leh!
up close and personal. LOL
my $1xx.xx worth of purchases during my half day off.
my aroma therapy set sitting above my speaker
door curtain from More than words. $9.90 fixed up today! spent very little time on it
my messy bed. LOL!
TADA! the photos have time stamp on it. so you know how much time i took just to change all the covers and arrange the bed. i have 1 mattress cover to change, 2 pillow and 1 bolster case. heh!
messy cupboard. *faints
piles of un-hung clothing. *double faint
TADA! arranged but still look messy. nvm la. at least the pile of clothing gone.
my study table which is before arranging. when i get my hands to it, i realise that there's nothing i can do there cos i just packed it.
my late birthday gift from Derek and Stef. i did use it later. but it cant be used. wasted. T.T
messy com table. if you actually enlarge the pics, at the right corner of my com table you see a book? on top of the book there's those ornaments? lol! its actually my HP accessories. hehe. i will cry if it ever gets lost.
messy wires. *faints
wooden letters i bought from one of the stall at IMM. only $2.50 each and its really nice!
TADA!!
neat wires!!! :D at least neater than previously. :P
the optical mouse.
wanted to hang this on the ceiling behind me cos now, my com is such like my back faces the door so i don't know who is coming into the room. freaks me out the other time when my mother tap me at the shoulder. i didn't even hear her coming in!!! how scary.. not that i am doing nonsense stuffs on the com. but i would like a little but of privacy! :D

okays. let me blog about yesterday.

after class, met up with Calvin and the rest to go to The roti prata house. hehe. Calvin, Derek, Fadhli, Melissa and Jeronme was there. met YZ at the place directly. ordered the rice which was pretty ex. but okay la. ate egg prata. uhhh.... total bill was cheap honestly.

oh yea! we saw a family (mother, 2 sons, 1 daughter and a maid) somewhat near our table eating prata. okay. no wrong with eating prata. but how wrong is it to DAB THE OIL OFF FROM THE PRATA USING THE TISSUES?!?!?!?!?!?! like wtf right. i mean... if you're so gawd damn conscious about your health, why would you wanna eat supper at close to 11pm?!?!?! roti prata some more. wtf! might as well don't eat. go home boil carrots and chew la! sickening.

after that, we were discussing to take a train or cab home. some stuffs there which i wasn't happy about. don't wanna talk much about it. i don't mean to act like a spoilt brat. but the time spent there and all, might as well hire 2 cabs and get going?! by the time they charge you the booking fee, the boarding fee and the surcharges, you might as well flag a cab by the road (since there's so many) and get into it?! further more, the cab driver might not be happy dropping at like 2-3 places. AHH! i don't know. i just wanna get home ASAP although i wasn't sleepy. if it upsets anyone, then I'd like to apologise.

sometimes i think working and studying is so different. the thinking and all.. sometimes just doesn't balance up.

oh wells, unhappiness aside, the mini gathering was pretty good.

ta ta! now i hafta figure out how to hang the wall curtain to the ceiling.

ciao!

agenda for the weekends - edited at 1604H

2007-09-08T11:54:00.000+08:00

~~hang deco on top of bed~~
~~change bed, bolsters, pillows sheets, send blankets to wash.~~
~~sort, hang, keep clothings~~
~~sort study table~~
~~wipe and organise wires on com table~~
hang wall deco at com area
newsletter
time table
lesson plan (maybe tomorrow)

i know it sounds ambitious. we'll see. will prolly edit this entry with the time end so i can keep track. HEH! maybe some photos as well? will post quite afew pics later. stuffs i bought, bla bla. random stuffs. heh!

half day off

2007-09-06T19:17:00.000+08:00

yes. i claim time off today. half a day only. was really tired. slapped with extra work yesterday. RAH!! really need a break today as well as over the weekends. so, am not going for the graduation ceremony this Saturday. sincere apologies to Danting, Sharon and Pris. really need the rest...

in either ways, i took half day leave today and actually wanted to go home for a rest. but i thought, i really need to go Daiso to have a look. so, i made my way to IMM. and i figured that i need some stuffs from CWP too. and i made my way there after IMM. shopped around and wait for my mum so that i can go home with her.

i bought LOTS of things. and i really mean LOTS. spend A LOT just in this few hours...





06 Sep 2007	POS	HOME-FIX D	S$14.85
06 Sep 2007	POS	COMFORT TR	S$12.30
06 Sep 2007	POS	DAISO INDU	S$44.00
06 Sep 2007	POS	LTC EDUTOY	S$15.00
06 Sep 2007	POS	ARIES COLL	S$11.70

**the above statement is a proof of SOME of the things i bought

spent about $1xx.x in say... 3hours? i didnt splurge or anything. just bought some stuffs i really need and some stuffs to decorate my room. how bored it is to come back after a hard day's work to boring white walls? i figured i need some colour. and smell. bought the aroma therapy set from The body shop. cost me about $40++. add about $10 for the membership. have add some stuffs to my hand phone accessories. HEHE!!!!!! my HP accessories is even heavier than my phone. WAHAHAHAHA

agenda for the weekend:

class timetable
4 lesson plans
2 newsletter
hang up 2 door curtains on the wall
change bedsheets, pillow and bolster case
arrange, sort and hang clothings
clear com and study table (again despite doing it on Mon)
REST.

would love to do it all by Saturday. so please... DO NOT DISTURB MY SATURDAY. and of course, Sunday is my rest day. please do not disturb it too.

oh yea. yesterday........ i fell asleep on the train and missed my stop. was suppose to stop at Tanjong Pagar but when i open my eyes, the door closed. SOB SOB. yes yes. you might think i should be able to hear the lady saying it's Tanjong Pagar. but NO! i full blast my MP3 (as usual) so i cant hear anything. oh well. was only about 5 minutes late. not much la. :P

2 years later...

2007-09-04T23:29:00.000+08:00

will you still remember me?
will we still be in contact?
will everything still be the same?
will we still be the same?
will we still share the same views?
will we still share the same dreams?

i dont know... i have no answers to this questions.

everything is too early to say about 2 years later... i just want things to be the same now. just for now...

had a random talk with my mum.

what if i marry and stay overseas?
what if i sign the papers overseas?
what if i marry overseas and move back?
will you visit me?

and all she said was up to you..

was definitely the answer i wished but not something i really wanted..

oh well. we'll wait till 2 yrs later... we'll just enjoy every bit of now till 2 years later aye baby? love you...

was just asking Haresh (impromptu meeting with him and Calvin) when we were at IMM.. how does a guy feel when he's being blown..

maybe he cant describe. but neither can i get it. oh wells!

anyways, i have many things to do and its nearing midnight.

bye!

RAH

2007-09-01T23:52:00.000+08:00

i am in one of my fucked up mood now.

i don't know why.

just don't like the feeling of people telling me stuffs last minute. totally hate it. i might as well not go for the stupid thing. it's just screwing my mood up totally.

bah. fuck it.

i know it contradicts. i dont know why and now i know why. BAH! i cant figure it out myself either. i just hate people dropping me last minute bombs. sucks.

BAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i guess i just aint important.

anyways, happy teachers' day to all the teachers out there!

it's not too late to wish. it's but only 11.55pm. :)

...

2007-08-31T23:04:00.000+08:00

BAH!

random

2007-08-27T23:15:00.000+08:00

you got me crazy.. crazy about YOU!

10 facts about angela khoo!

2007-08-27T00:01:00.001+08:00

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Angela khoo!

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Angela khoo cannot jump!
Angela khoo once lost a Dolly Parton lookalike contest.
Angela khoo can jump up to sixteen times her own height!
A cluster of bananas is called a hand and consists of 10 to 20 bananas, which are individually known as angela khoo!
The average human spends about 30 days during their life in angela khoo.
Abraham Lincoln, who invented angela khoo, was the only US president ever granted a patent!
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Influenza got its name because people believed the disease was caused by the evil "influence" of angela khoo!

hey ho

2007-08-26T23:34:00.000+08:00

i think i will die without music. okay. maybe not die. but i will feel uncomfortable without music. heh!

just gotta know this guy.. he's like too good to be true. but again, he might not be. ahh! i dont know.

bye!

GAH!!!!

2007-08-26T12:45:00.000+08:00

suddenly felt emo. ha. i dont know why. tears roll automatically when i was listening to "bu shi wo bu ming bai" by Fish Leong. if i were to be with him, i'll have to give him up. but obviously i know i cant. although i dont share a relationship with him, the bonding is strong. BAH! i dont know. sucks to have this kinda feeling.

anyways, was planning to slack the whole day yday... but! my school has hand foot mouth disease. everybody mobilise back to clean the whole school. sighs... can we just close the centre? of course cant.. let's hope things get better.

To Stefanie

2007-08-25T21:22:00.000+08:00

Hey girl

do take care when you get there. we'll meet up (hopefully) when you get back. enjoy yourself there although i know you're not there to play. hehehe. cheers!!!!

heh.

2007-08-23T21:43:00.001+08:00

Your Brain is Yellow

Of all the brain types, yours is the most intellectual.
You crave mental stimulation, and your thoughts tend to very complex.
Your thoughts tend to be innovative and cutting edge, though many people don't understand them.

You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about science, architecture, and communication.

What Color Is Your Brain?

wee!!!

2007-08-21T23:14:00.000+08:00

it's a hap hap happy day!!

just came back from meeting him. muahahaha. and!!! 2 out of 3 auction items arrived!!! but I think the bag sucks. I'm so gonna get another one. the jumper was way too cool! am loving it to the bits! :D

everytime after I meet him sure will have running nose. don't know why. I think what he said is true. after dis-stress-ing then i will be relaxed. HA! yea right. prolly it's his car. wahaha.

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message(s) to...

you

i am never your oxygen. not now nor ever. i don't know you super well and what you said just stuns and shock me to the MAXIMUM. think before you talk. don't traumatise me. please. we could very well be friends like we were before. but never a couple. and. I'm not really interested in Chinese guys now (I think). even if I were to be interested in Chinese guys, it'd be one in a very very very very few million. stop wasting your time on me. I've told you then and I'll tell you now. I'm not interested about the relationship. never ever. I'm sorry for being harsh. we could still be friends like we were. and! stop telling me that you like me when you can't even forget about your ex-GF. I am not your spare tyre!

and lastly, you

yes. time again, you got me FOOLED. you made me go round and round like I'm on a merry go round. someone close to your heart? you miss me very much? I should have known. really. you make me feel special. really. but not this kind that I am looking for. if just because of one thing and you're leaving, then it's up to you. you've made your decision and I very much respect it. if you're gonna be all so very ego about it, suits you. good luck for your future takings. I think I am leaving this time...

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good byee!

sighs!

2007-08-20T20:47:00.000+08:00

20th August 2007

all of a sudden, i though about death. me dying. will anyone feel sad? what will happen to me when I die? what will happen to the people around me? I don't know. neither do I wanna know. it's just scary. you won't know when it will come on you. naturally? forcefully? dreadfully? sickly? no one knows. no one ever wanna know how you gonna die. right?

my beloved asst teacher who has assist me for the past many many months is leaving. I am super sad! sighs. who will I pour my sorrows to? who will assist me? who will joke with me? sighs... not that my current partner is not doing good. but certain things are beyond words. tried hard not to think about it but I can't stop myself from thinking. sighs.. certain things are just beyond expectation. ain't it? just last week I asked if she will still stay when her daughter leaves for Primary 1. she told me she will go earlier... never did I expect it was THIS early. sighs... I'll miss her..

my auction stuffs will arrive soon enough. by this week hopefully. SIGHS!!!!!!!

I hafta start saving money.

starting my emo session.

byee!

yawnsss!

2007-08-19T20:05:00.000+08:00

19 Aug 2007

keep on forgetting to put the dates for all the entries. oh well!

I am so poor now. ~~~T.T~~~

i spent the whole day sleeping and eating and surfing the net. now i hafta do my work. very soon. sighs.. procrastinate......................

starting lessons on Wed. sucks to the max max max max max!!!!!!!

i don't know what to blog about but i just feel like typing. oh wells. i got many many things to type.

lesson plan X2
newsletter X2
rhymes X?

byee!

2007-08-19T19:56:00.000+08:00

Artist : Eve f/ Sean Paul

Title : Give It To You

Album : N/A

Genre : Hip Hop

Yo yo yo yo
Yeah
Ha
Yo yo yo yo

[Chorus X2]

Well all my love I give it to you girl, my life I'll live it with you girl
Worth more to di I man than a diamond and a pearl
So just give it to me girl, and a live it with me girl...
I wanna rock your world

I heard about it happenin'
I never thought it could be
the way he looked into my eyes
what he doin' to me
he caught me by surprise
he opened up my life
He wasn't like them other dudes
I wanna be his wife
he said he got played
I told him don't be scared
My mission make you mine
forget the rest
they ain't prepared
He said he liked my style
I said I liked his lips
he took my hand
and then he told me this

[Chorus X2]

Well all my love I give it to you girl, my life I'll live it with you girl
Worth more to di I man than a diamond and a pearl
So just give it to me girl, and a live it with me girl...
I wanna rock your world

You ever let a dude
you can't get out yo mind
you go to sleep
he in your dreams
he with you all the time
This was the way it was
thought it was meant to be
till I picked up the phone one night
and it was Tiffany
She said he was her dude
I said is that a fact
She said I let him go and play
but he always come back
I said that can't be true
she said it always is
I hung up, heart stuck
i cant believe this shit

[Chorus X2]

Well all my love I give it to you girl, my life I'll live it with you girl
Worth more to di I man than a diamond and a pearl
So just give it to me girl, and a live it with me girl...
I wanna rock your world...

Verse: Sean Paul [EVE]
Well everyday mi see you with you, girl, and a walk and a pass me
Aks keep a bit and yuh shape it a lost me
Anyting you waan, my girl if you aks me,
nuh matta what a cost me
Mi give it to you [GIVE IT TO ME!]
Give it to you [GIVE IT TO ME!]
Give it to you [GIVE IT TO ME!]
Mi give it to you [AAAAHHH!]
Mi give it to you [COME ON, COME ON!]
Mi give it to you [COME ON, COME ON!]
Mi give it to you [YO, YO, YO , YO!]

[Chorus X2]
Well all my love I give it to you girl, my life I'll live
it with you girl
Worth more to di I man than a diamond and a pearl
So just give it to me girl, and a live it with me girl...
I wanna rock your world...

2007-08-16T20:53:00.000+08:00

muahahaha. feel like a rich girl finally.

but not for long.

$200 for my graduation ($150 refundable!)
$200 for my insurance
$200 for auction (of course not so much)

hmm... i also need...

thumb drive!
havaianas!

i think nothing already.

hahaha.

i better stop auction-ing. it's killing my bank softly. haha!

had photoshoot the other day. was fun! haha. maybe i'll upload it up when i get the disc. but of course.. not very nice la. haha.

my ODM watch is spoilt.. hai. i mean spoilt as in the time and date went bonkers. i dont know what to do now. maybe i hafta bring it along anywhere i go and maybe pop in any watch shop that carries ODM products. hmmm..

been wanting to drink alcohol lately. dont know why also. maybe not on Fri. Saturday i have parent teacher meeting.. hope nothing goes wrong. oh well!!!

alrighto. my stomach is stirring a storm. i better do something about it.

ta!

WOHO

2007-08-13T23:37:00.000+08:00

very soon,

it will be the birthday of CALVIN TAN!!!

happy birthday my friend!!!!!

quite a few things to expect tomorrow..

teacher's day photoshoot! (FINALLY!)

Calvin's bday celebration.

woohooooooooooooooooo!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CALVIN! (advance)

2007-08-12T12:01:00.000+08:00

shoe rack
cubby hole rack (w/out name)
table tag
birthday chart
theme board
dinosaur up

i still haven't clear my class. RAH!!!!!

looks like i have a long long way more to go!

woo!

2007-08-09T22:31:00.000+08:00

H A P P Y N A T I O N A L D A Y !

haha.

alright. went to the park yesterday to celebrate national day with the kids. accident happened. I didn't feel good luh honestly. but it has happened. cried cos I was frustrated.

and also, I don't like people to misunderstand me. not that I don't want that child in my class just cause he has some sickness. but cause I am more concerned about the rest of my kids. and those aunties made comments as though I am the bad guy. DAMN! and worse thing, I wasn't the one who started the conversation rolling. all the guns and cannons and darts and what not starts to face me. damn!

learn to be strong!

did all the things on my agenda list today. hafta print it out and like bring it to school on Saturday to do it all up. oh wells!

I think I had better go get done with my night shower. weehoo!

am gonna highlight my hair (:

oh yes, I don't know if you're gonna read this. but, thanks for blocking me again. for whatever reason? I am not aware. but still, thanks again. for getting what you want and throwing me aside. thanks! much appreciated! (HA!)

meeting XY tomorrow after work. hope she's fine...

hmm?

2007-08-08T22:59:00.000+08:00

08.08.07

tried crying and sobbing for almost an hour while talking?

yes I did.

certainly don't feel good. have to try to control my emotions.

well, unhappy things aside. I've been exempted from 4 modules. so, it means I will not start my course officially till about 22Aug. how nice aye!

update more tomorrow.

agenda:

cubby hole label for N1 Joy
table label for my class
shoe rack label for my class
sleeping and sitting arrangement

am made the "leader" of my area. hope I do it well.

♥ I LOVE YOU! ♥

sick

2007-08-06T22:44:00.000+08:00

06.08.07

first day of class. how is it?

sucks. cant wait for it to end. worse of all. some one don't wanna fetch me home! cabbed home from Yishun station. can't take it.

so sick now. cough. sore throat. flu. blocked nose. sucks...

i know fever will come soon. but i hope it's not tomorrow. tomorrow lao shi is on MC. hope I don't spoil it for her...