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TODAY NOT GOING OUT. FUCK HIM LA. ASSHOLE. BUSTARD. I CURSE YOUR COMPUTER DIE. FUCKING ASSHOLE. GOOD FOR NOTHING. GO AND DIE. MUMMY'S BOY. SUCH AN ASS. I DUN WANNA SEE U. GO AS FAR AS U CAN

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yes. i am fuckingly pissed off. i am not even out yet. and he id doing his fucking computer. for fuck. he can fuckingly do it next fucking time and he fuckingly wanna do it todae. wad the fuck is wrong with him? i think cos he fuckingly wants to use the computer. although i tried to fuckingly get myself out of the mood swing, i fuckingly can't. cos i fuckingly think he id doing this on purpose. fucker!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he doesnt fuckingly understand. he fuckingly thinks he is right. and he fuckingly thinks tat i dun give him and wants mi to lower my head and apologise. fucking NO! not even a fucking sms or fucking call. wad the fuck? i fuckingly tell him i dun wanna go out. but i fuckingly want to! see, tats y i fuckingly say he dun understand. and he's prolly gonna fuckingly talk to his frd for fucking long before caling mi and fuckingly find fucking excuses to cover up for his fucking actions. so afterall, wad is he? a fucker.

fucking ass. <--

yesterday at bugis saw ppl tiao dang. hmm. quite scared cos of the make up and actions and all. but it was nice and interesting. da kai yan jie. yeps!

i am fuckingly gonna thrtow my temper at him later. and he fuckingly IS gonna shout at mi. He's a fucker. fucking ass.

yay~~ hmms.. am back. -obvious- LOLs.

alortsa catching up to do. if u ppl wanna mi to link u remember to gimme ur link. erm. some of the links i have are not available alreadi. i jus nid to check it out again. dun think tat i put there to create an impression tat i am acting as tho i have alortsa frds. no such things. stop assuming.

yeps. altho it's outdate and happened long ago. i gotta say again. CHR's CO got silver. yea. within my expectations. i knew it. haha.

exams now. i think onli thing i can pass is NOTHING. i plan to forget abt it now. and erm... pia after tat. aint giving a hoot abt exams and tests expect for o level and prelims. yea~ i better mean wad i say. lalala~

i think i jus wanna say a few things abt someone. i am not influenced by that someone and that person didnt tell me any bad stuffs abt u. the sudden change is so because u somehow changed. and ur attitude is veri diff between time and situation and ppl ard u. we both have noticed something abt u. and we realli wanna tell u. but we fear rejection. i knoe u can take it. but perhaps the result will be tat the both of us cannot take it even if u can. seriously, we wanna tell u. but we dunno when. we knoe u make a gd frd. everybody makes one. but its only how u see it. perhaps we've tried being a gd frd but i mus say tat bad things are more remembered than good things but good things are treasured. as in, bad stuff are always in the light and good stuff are always hiden. in times of bad, it's onli bad things tat we say. yea. i am trying to not remember anithing. but sometimes the things u say make mi doubt u. i knoe frds shouldnt doubt one another. but, i cant help it. sometimes i feel u're not urself. be it online, offline or even in person. i knoe u feel left out sometyms. but i always somehow or another have a funny feeling and u always give the look when i have the feeling. maybe things have changed. it's bcos i am tired of the routine. nonetheless, i guess everything should be fine. thanks for being my friend.

hmms. to dear:
i knoe u cant see la. com spoil. happy aightss... haha~ hmm. i knoe past few weeks have been dire. again. yea. i duno y. but thanks for holding on. i knoe its hard on u facing mi and my attitude. but sometyms i get your meaning alreadi. but i was stubborn to repent and forgive. i fail to do it. i fail to understand too. and to think, we're gonna be together a yr alreadi. isnt it funny how things work? perhaps 1 yr is not enuff. it's not long. yet not short. but nonetheless, this 1 yr i have grown. and i wanna thank u too~ it's kinda maluating for mi to say it out in person. but i'll remind u to come here and read. no worries. ((: i knoe i cant compare u to ppl hu have bf and meet up everyday. hu gives them attention. but i was thinking if they can, y cant u. perhaps if u dun love mi this way, u would love mi in another way. i remember wad u will sms mi the next day if that thing ever reiterate again. and i hope u'll keep to ur words. i knoe for us to stay together until we grow up is difficult. but i think we can make it far. i love you!

hmm.. i dun lyk her bf. LOLs. BIG HOLE. such an arse. speak chinese.. PUI! u think ur chi very good huh. yi dui shi. chi da bian ba~~ wahaha!

i think tats all. i will update soon. byeee!! tag mi arhs..

i am back.. hmm.. but lemme dl wad i nid before i come bak ok. bye all!!

i miss u shufang!

HAHA~

isst mi or him? mi or her?

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