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well, CNY is over. next holiday to look forward to? the Good Friday holiday. but it sucks cos i still have to work on saturday. RAH! and Monday is a centre closure. _|_

well i guess i just have to say it's better than NOTHING.

am pretty proud of myself this mth cos i havent been spending money like water. except for cab which sometimes i cant help it. working at 7am on Saturdays ain't cool. furthermore i have a meeting today and kids were especially much. couldn't make time to do some of the stuffs which led me to delay the agenda list till like 4PM that i actually finish what i intend to do.

came back, slept allllllll the way after watching 1 episode of my Forensic Heroes. (damn nice. should watch it if you like those detective stuffs.) and fell asleep till 8+pm. damn shiok. but in between Ena sms me to ask about assignments. which had to be presented this coming Wed. how sucky it feels! mind you, module started only last Fri. RAH. need to dig for back mind infos and last minute crap. lol. i am good at that. hahaha!

my room is in a mess which reminds me that i need to clear it up. ironically, my work place is pretty neat. maybe cos it's mine. hahaha. this room isn't mine so i don't feel obligated to clean. furthermore, home is meant to be a home, right? lol.

realise that i can't really focus my mind to trackback what happened. as in, if you asked me certain stuffs that happened perhaps hours or weeks ago, chances are i will not really remember. and things which i remind myself, most of the time i will forget it when the day ends until i leave that place completely. and if asked to trackback, my mind will be in a chaos with lots and lots of information going all over my mind. very messy. oh yes! SMS which i sent out a second ago, after i receive the sent report, i will forget my content of the SMS i sent out. forgetful or what? and i also realise that my mind moves very fast from topic to topic. in split second if i see something happening, very fast, i will relate to experiences i encountered myself. and soon after, i will be giggling. =.="

received a totally unexpected call from someone. the number was familiar but obviously i don;t know whose since i didnt save it. when i answered, it was RANDOM. oh well. feel like hanging up but it seems rude. but in the end still did after not more than 2mins. dont know why i feel obligated to pick up the call. anyways, was months ago that things happened. out of sight, out of mind.

oh wells!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the world will be better tomorrow! :D

well well well.

guess it's time to move on? RAH.

dun wanna feel all swept away when the good things happen. dont know if i'm ultra sensitive or what. but it doesnt seem to really work well. oh well. maybe i should go back to before. live as it is. if it comes, it comes. if it doesn't, i guess it's too bad (suddenly thought of the K.O. effect on the machine in the arcade). lols.

AHHHHH.

damn.

it's such a wonderful day.

i guess it's all part and parcel of life that we face birth and death. however, never did i think that death of someone my age would come so early...

grew up, face births, marriages, loves, friends, family...

study, work, friends going to NS and last of all, friends dying.

it's like suddenly i felt that i grew up so fast having to face what life brings. ahhh!

life has it's own way of playing games.

oh well! am off to babysit. gotta hit the bookstore, food shop and snack shop before heading there. bookstore to get my things to entertain myself in her empty house. food shop to cure my tummy cos all i've eaten for today is 2 small bun. LOL. snack shop? to get sweets to pacify her to stop crying when her parents leave. LOL!

something to share. got this off an email from Jieling. so damn true!!!! let me bold the more accurate parts. :P

CANCER JUNE 21 – JULY 21

Considering how charming, caring and kind you are, you dislike unpleasant
scenes, much less creating one yourself. You have great tolerance and
rarely get provoked into losing your temper. If someone is unreasonable or
trying to create trouble, you are more likely to walk away quietly. But
that does not mean you do not have a temper. When angry, in your effort to
control your emotions, you tremble, your hands get sweaty and sometimes you
fumble for words. Tears roll down your eyes easily and the opponent is
touched by your innocence and will seek an apology immediately.

the next time, please dont ask me why i cry. its uncontrollable! and when i keep quiet, please dont press me and stress me. reminds me of someone. oh wells! that's the past.

well well.

have been bugged by irritating people nowadays! sighs. why people only cherish when it's all gone? RAH!

and yes. if you are that bloody hell who gave my number away on IRC, to hell with you. damn it. think i so damn free entertain call from some random people? and worse off. someone who thinks that i am an Indian. i think i roughly know who. but still! forget it. not many people i know uses IRC. and of all, it's a guy. aged 20 or 20+ couldnt figure it out.

first day of work aint that bad. received afew ang baos. hehehe! happy girl! :D

went to Mr. Toh's hse for CNY visitation yday. felt bad cos half the time was out answering call. hope that i can send him off to Aust on the 26th. no idea if anyone is gonna do it. but if anybody is going to do it, i hope i am not left out. 8.30pm flight. any organisers? :P

okay. shall go off now. bye! :D

managed to squeeze out a philosophy for finall presentation with Ena. well, hopefully it works..

am getting the monday blues already. dont feel like going to work. lol!

need to be at my school by 6.30pm sharp but i'm having night mares about it. like working OT and no one called me so i conveniently thought that no PPT so i went home. and when i got home, i felt weird and called. only to find out it was our turn next. and thus, quickly rush there. god knows~ when i was about to get out of the house, class was over. how ironic! >_<

anyways, hope it wouldn't happen..

am sure that my class is going to be full house today. sighssss!!!!!!!! i feel so tired mentally. :(

well, went to a few places for a visit..

kinda sad to see my relatives getting old and sick. dont wanna think about it. :(

am having a presentation tmr. first group somemore. how to do it man? the final compilation is not up. am scared tomorrow lost for words. sighs. but none the less, super thankful that Hazel can compile it.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

wanna sleep but scared cos if email comes in then die. no time to view it on time. stressed. it's alr 11+pm

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Chinese New Year Glitter Graphics from dolliecrave.com

here's wishing one and all a happy lunar new year and a gong xi fa da cai!

well well, its the time of the year again!!! haven been to many places this year cos... i dont know why either. seems the same to me but the red packet doesnt seem so. wahahah! nto like it matters alot anyways. :P

went to church in the morn and to my grandma's hse. slacked there for damn long. imagine like 10am to 1+pm. omfg. my uncle's family is like getting later and later every yr. too much too much. make me wait. zzz! was about to doze off on the bed when they came. wahaha!

afterwhich, cabbed to my eldest aunty's house. both the places i went to are HQs. meaning to say, all the red packet taken within a day. hahaha. tmr dun need bring bag also doesnt matter. :D

cabbed all over over the place today. too much of train not good. hahahha. but hor. dun think recession/inflation/taxi fare/ petrol fee matter to s'poreans. cos somehow like practically fighting to get a cab. mentally of course. and the taxi drivers! na be*. they think that they got business today then they start to choose customers. rather u-turn and fetch god knows who than go str8 and fetch us. damn! but whatever it is, am already home. wahaha.

second round of steamboat today. yummy. but am so bloated now.

came home at about 5+pm then went to sleep till 8pm and had dinner. maybe i'll go play sims 2 now. hehehe!!!!!

good bye!