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March 28, 2007
i actually deleted one whole chunk from my previous post and i didn't realise until i read it. but, it's just why i was excited to get on the new Honda cab. that's all.hmm. i had this very weird dream. i told my friend that i recently have a very erm. how to say.. i mean i very much wish to not marry a Chinese. haha. and my dream.. i dreamt that my Bf is a Malay and he's very erm. gangster like. then he went to create alot of trouble. and when i manage to stop him, those Malay leaders came and brought him away. and the leader said something like "isst you who stop him or isst something else?" i think he meant was it me who stop his bad deeds or their prayers. and my "BF" is like so taken by them and let go of me. and his whole family looks so tired. or rather, possess. maybe my dream is hinting me that cross religion relationship doesn't work... don't ask me who is it cos i didn't see my "BF's" face. definitely not my PT BF la. although he is a Malay. LOL!!!!! definitely not not NOT! okay. i need to cab to work again. long live me! i have 10 things on my agenda list. oh man. i LOVE my job. =.=" March 27, 2007
let me let you see my wish phone.M700 N95 was thinking to get M700 instead.. at about mid of April when i get my pay. and my N95 can wait til about the end of the year. by then i will be sick of my M700 and N95 will be stable. so, why not? since my W850i still worth $400, might as well go ahead with it. did my iBanking and realise i have <$300 in my bank. i can actually sign for my M700 now but it will cost me $288. which means for half of the month, i will practically be eating air and traveling by nothing. so, yes. i shall not take the risk. and please remind me to not do online auctioning for the month of April cos i will be super broke. and if you are thinking of asking me out in the month of April, please think twice. in either way, don't think i will be going to Taiwan cos it's like he took leave for his exam study. and his final one is in June. don't think will le ba. he's servicing his car this Sat. yesss. again. >_<> sorry. i really cant help it but be very excited. so, when i reach my workplace, i gave the cabby my nets card and obviously i would think he would charge it to nets. right? little did i know, he charged it to masters instead. i mean, i know he didn't do it on purpose and it's my fault cos i didn't tell him beforehand that i am paying thru nets. so, it came up to about $20+.. when it actually should be only $18. i mean the $1++ is little but it goes a long way. just because of that, my balance in bank is $X99.XX.. wa lau. see already also not shiok! but in either way, as long as i paid for the fee, i couldn't really be bothered. now i learnt my lesson. i am so very optimistic. LOL! this Fri meeting up with Sharon, ting, Angela and pris. so excited!!! can't wait. >:D but I'll always feel a distant when i am with them. i dont know why. neither do i wanna know. so, yes. oh yes. i am being switched to teaching Playgroup cos my boss hired a new N1 teacher. i am actually quite happy about it. although i still have to jump 3 classes, i am still happy. i hope my kids are happy about it too. and i definitely know it takes time. PATIENCE IS VIRTUE!!!! i am so tired. YAWN! keep bargaining with my partner this few days. we have to give and take wad. especially when i am working with her and she is working with me. just her / my luck. been lazy lately. sighs. duno why. this week is like a busy week to me. but it's good. haha. i am looking forward to meeting my friends. so i can count down. WAHAHAHA!! i always have the thinking of being pregnant now. HAHA!!!! so i can dun work. wahaha. i am crazy. yes i know. sighs... pregnant pregnant. GAMBATE! LOL! as if. wont be going Taiwan already. cos he having exams. sob sob. i jus wanna get away from here for awhile. especially when i have such long break. for the next 3 month, no break liao. sadded... March 25, 2007
i totally dont feel like working lor. seriously. i am just SO DAMN TIRED!haiz. 7 working days before i actually have my LONGGGGG break. :( very saddening. i don't know why suddenly i have the i don't wanna work attitude. it kinda sucks. don't know luh! i just want a BREAK! am now having a dilemma. N80 , N95 or M700? obviously when N95 comes out, N80 will be so damn cheap. but i don't know if M700's price will drop or not. it's currently $838 with a M1 2yrs plan. so, yea. heard the when N95 comes out, it will be about $900 for a 2yr plan. i might as well get N95, right? then i can forget about N80. it's the battle of N95 and M700 now. have always wanted a PDA phone. and it so happen that PDAs i have checked so far has no radio. and i found M700. *loves* hahaha! N95 is more of a high end phone. but the bad thing is that M700 is not a 3G phone. i mean, i dont need a 3G phone now but the thing is that i am switching to 3G sim card when i go for a line upgrade some time next month. sighs. complications. =\ oh well. will see how when N95 is being released in the market some time this or next month. back to work. i am really stressed out. sighs. but i think when they hire a new teacher, i will be more relaxed. sighs. now i must go type my newsletter and my lesson plan. OH WELL!!!!!!! March 23, 2007
i am so tired nowadays.. sighs.i think my tiredness is because my lack of sleep. havent been sleeping enough recently. especially when i have so many things to do. even on weekends. regret working full day now. actually i dont mind working full day. just that i dont want the 7.30pm shift. i dont like it. but everytime i am being pushed to do that shift. i mean.. WTH! it's Friday. peace. March 21, 2007
this week is SO SO SO SO SO HECTIC!!my new class is @$#%!$#^%$*@%. sighs. not that i don't love them like my own but they are a very handful buncha kids and they are very very challenging. i have soo many things to do and sooo many kids under me. sometimes it just gets into me that i should just stop and cry like them. and say "i don't want!" to any thing they do like how they treat me. RAH! and when i discipline them, a higher authority comes along and they get saved. so they don't know the consequences of doing something which is not very pleasant. their reaction is also very fast. which often leads them to crying and being spared from what they are suppose to do. very very wrong mentality. must change. punishing style currently is isolating them. which obviously serves no purpose as after they are being put back to class, they forgot that they were being punished. so, i must get over the fear of them crying and change my punishing style. it takes time yea. but now i must treat them one by one. i really miss my previous class. the other day when i went back after a long long MC, this Japan kid who has no reaction at all when being talked to, came and hug me. imagine how delighted i was! oh man. i miss them. and when i have lessons, they will come to my class and sit with me. i think they're too used to me. sighs.. in my previous class, staring will get them back to the right track. but my current one?!?!?!?! *faints furthermore, i am not very well as yet.. sighs.. am going to work everyday with a bad cough and a bad mentality. but it's okay. it's Thursday tomorrow. i am having a long break soon. and i will then be able to think of better ways. note to self: love them, love myself. CHEERS! March 18, 2007
tomorrow need to go back to work. i am still feeling so lazy. sighs!! break too long. break 5 days leh. shiok.den 4, 5, 6 april break again. 9 april another long week break cos going second round extraction of wisdom tooth. shiokest. LOL i realise i have been biting unto my teeth whenever i sleep. so lately, my teeth is darn pain. dont know why got this habit. my cough's phlegm is getting watery. which means i can spit it out. REJOICE! To: Calvin Dear Calvin, thanks for replying on my MSN and causing it to not send to my mobile. thanks very much. i appreciate that. thanks also, for leaving a BIG patch of words on my MSN when i log in still sick in the morning. thanks very much. and most importantly, thanks for your concern. much appreciated! i don't know what to say but... ... ... you know... for the past many many blog entries you read, MOST of it weren't about the guy whom i was meeting Yday. in fact, it was some other people. there were many people crossing over my lives the past weeks and it cost me to be in a big big BIG confusion. perhaps, it's my fault to not state who i was talking about but i don't see the need as this is a public blog. i wouldn't wanna name people who is not of much importance to me, aye? and yes, it's the same guy i met on Xmas. I myself don't know what kinda situation but perhaps we're just a little more than friends and it's definitely not a confirmed love. and yes, i care for my friends. so, it's natural. and i don't wanna cancel anything last minute and so, it's better for me to not put on any reservations. furthermore, I'm still not very well last night. and if people tells me something, the basic courtesy i could observe is to trust. although it doesn't come easy, i still trust cos that's what everyone needs. i think that's about it. til then, take care! and yes, friends forever! Much love, Swee wen March 17, 2007
yup. extracted from a MSN conversation between Calvin and I. yeaps yeaps. you might be thinking why did i extract it? personally i kinda feel offended. but not to THAT extend. just that lil bit. i mean, i don't know why he said the things in bracket but to me, it's just pretty offensive. i mean, i don't even know what situation i am in and someone just jumps into it and concludes that it's how he thinks it is. i am not asking for apologies of any sort but i thought i had better make myself clear. i said i didn't wanna promise cos what if my frd decides to meet me? and if i told Calvin that i would be meeting them for supper, I'd be in a dilemma. I'd go meet my frd cos it's pretty seldom that i meet him. and supper can do it most of the time. so it's like in a fix. if i last min tell cal i cant go, he'll throw temper again. so what am i to do? not that i don't value my supper grp of frds but it's just that i'd rather balance my frds out. don't know if he would understand but at least i made my point. gah! different people, different point of perception. people might not see how you see things but at least you made your point. my throat is still pretty pain. it's like it's broken. dont know if it is tonsilitis. hopefully it's not. sighss!! March 16, 2007
in the late morning, i decided to use ice pack to ice myself. and so i did. after which, i felt super tired. cos the previous night i rolled on my bed until about 3am then i slept. so i went to sleep. and when i woke up, i was perspiring. i am so happy!! which means i am recovering!! hehehe! which also means i can go out. out out out! >:Dbut i dont think he reach SG yet. >_< oh well!! later then sms him. just had my shower. oh man! i felt so good. brrr~~~ >:D okay. i dont know what else to type. my throat still hurts. and my tongue has no taste yet. oh well!!!! yes. changed blog skin. fever is still up and going. sucks. today cant go out at night le. >:( March 15, 2007
no updates for so long. but yes. i am gonna do it now.he's coming back tmr and of course i should be happy, right? but i am not. cos i am sick!! been having fever for 2 days and counting. with cough and flu rolling in. it definitely does not feel good. sighs!! and and and! i cant go work tmr as well. sighs! if my fever persist of course. and tmr there is visitation by MCYS. how great. my new class is barely done up. my old class too. i hope my partners does something about it. sighs!!! it's the 15th today. which also means i get my pay today. i should be happy. but NOT! i cant go out to spend it. too sick. even if i spend it, it means i am paying things off from auction. which cost me up to $120. how cool uh! and i duno how much i'd need to spend for my medical fees in a while. my my. how nice! i actually went to the doc yday and when i came home, i received an email from my boss. it's about some Mycoplasma sickness. and i have all the symptoms. i definitely hope i am not down with it. it's gonna be hell. my throat is super uneasy now and when i cough, the phelgm is HORRIBLE! and i cant cough it out. my throat hurts like duno what like that. sighs.. he's getting his pay today as well. and if he has performance bonus, we're going out! but i think not. sick until like that. my feet and hands are damn cold now please. i have always wanted to get a tattoo. hahaha! crazy me. but i wanna tattoo my chinese name. as in the last character, wen. hehehe. i am feeling so dammit cold. hafta call my boss later. my mouth is totally tasteless now. sighs! and i need to cut my hair. gah!!!! all the money. RAH! gone when i got it. sighs!! okay okay. i better stop ranting. oh yes. before i go. i dreamt of someone.. i dont know if it's a good thing or what. but i dont know. we went to a show at esplanade with his parents. and yes. i dont know what it means la. maybe it doesnt mean much. but i am thinking too much. gah! i dont care. i have my PT BF now. hahaha!! >:P temp at 1821h: 38.6deg cel March 11, 2007
as if it's gonna be alot of updates. haha!on friday, after my work.. went to downtown east. was suppose to go KM's chalet la. then i actually wanted to pay to get in already. then i saw him walking out. i hurry pass him his gift. haha! wanted to stay but the usual gang wasnt there. so i went back. when i got out, i took a cab and when i just got into it and told the uncle to go to woodlands, YK called. he said that we can go back together and he's already in Tamp. i was like shit. i am heading to expressway le. den i told him nevermind. haha! bought a frame with KM's name and a cup. hope he doesnt find it girlish. bought it in precious moment shop. just before i go to work. and i was like kinda late for work. haha! was waiting for him to sms me. haha! i know la. damn silly. but he didnt. hahaha! >_<" yesterday, i went back to school for Basic Food Hygiene course. yea. it was very boring indeed. and it was also suppose to be my Saturday duty. but ms.Rose changed it. so, yea. i hafta work her slot. which is this coming Saturday. yeappssss! the course was bored and it was more to a common knowledge thing. met ms grace in the morn to get breakfast. suppose to meet priya but she wasnt there and i didnt have her number. sheryl woke up only when i called her. which was 7.45am. how great! and the course is 8.30am. good thing she was on time. haha! we had an inside joke about "flick". hahaha! yea. it was damn funny. when the lecturer said "scratching your hair is dirty." ms.Rose and i had a good laugh. and he did the flick action when he picked his nose (for demo purpose). we had an even greater laugh! hahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!! and the "flick" keep on turning to us. hahahahahaha! OH MY GOD!! to think she is new partner to be. WAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!! so during lunch, we had a great talk. ms.Rose, sheryl, ms.grace, Jass, Priya and I was just talking and laughing and exchanging views. wahahahahahahaha!!!!!! DAMN FUNNY I TELL YOU!!!!! wahahahahaha!!!! oh yes. the booklet had a picture of someone scratching hair and nose. ms.Rose drew on it. wahahaha! ms.Grace and I was like "nono. hair longer hair longer." wahahahahaha! so bad. but i like it. wahahaha!!!!! EVIL!!!!!! oh yea. Fri night he MSN me. but i was playing MS. so i didnt check my MSN. yeaps! when i did, he already went offline and all. so i sms him. haha! as usual, he reply at about 6am. haha! then he ask if wanna go out. have a drink. haha. of course i agree right!! haha. am over the moon. hahaha!!! when the time came, he didnt call or sms me so i though maybe as usual he was sleeping or maybe he had last minute recall la. haha. but he called me at about 11+pm. haha. met him and we drove to upper seletar. came out of the car and sat on the bench and had carlsberg strong brew. and i was kinda tired to drink. furthermore i just woke up from my late nap. yea. i had a big mouthful of it and my head was spinning a lil. i was like goodness! how come like that. then the whole part of it was corky. but at least i know wad i was talking and doing la. told him that i was spinning alr and he didnt believe it. kept saying i can drink well. doh~~~~ talk alot of cock. haha. mostly about work. then told him my boss sending me for the course and all. then he told me govt looking for those toddler teachers. then i'm like ya. so he told me about his work as well. haha!! damn funny. this girl he told me about. haha. he say he's gonna ask her out and bring me along. haha! to see if it's a he or a she. haha! damn funny. after drinking up, we went back to the car. talk cock. haha. ambience. HAHA! hmm... slept inside. haha! was alr spinning i couldnt move much. when i stood up and walk also abit like not straight liao. imagine the other time drink the alcohol still can walk properly. then jus like 1+can of strong brew i alr crooked style. haha! after that, drove back at about 1+am. didnt talk during the trip back. both of us alr like sleepy and tired. hehe! he told me he's going overseas til Friday. he'll sms me when he gets back. hopefully uh. >_< he also ask if i wanna go with him to Taiwan for a holiday. haha! of course want la!!! =X haha. maybe only ba. dont know. hehe. today, i plan to stay home and SLACK to the MAX. hehe! March 07, 2007
after so many guesses, i finally ask my boss about her plans. her plans for my neighbouring class. it will definitely affect me cause of the posting. so i asked her after my trip to the toilet. "ms. tan, i wanna know who is taking over trix class" "oh. a girl called Jen will be coming in." "oh. that jennifer? i thought she is not coming?" "yes yes. she is coming." then, she whipped a paper out. and it shows the name of the teacher in each class. and!!!! i was posted to the youngest group. which means, more stress, more work, more sleep needed, more weight to be lost. wahahaha! i later proceed to ask her if she is sending me for my diploma. apparently not... she is sending me for CIT. certificate in infant and toddler. only after that, then i can go for my diploma in preschool teaching. sighs.......................................................... i am more than happy that she is sending me for course. but. . . . . i got so many things to study leh. hai!! you will surely see a slim Angela walking down the street soon. when i get my pay on the fifteen.. .. .. ..
okay. this are the so many things i need to get. sighs. i wanna marry a rich man. WAHAHAHA! i have like so many things on my mind now. this Friday - KM's chalet. duno where also. but so long frd liao. go lor. too bad cant stay. this Saturday - food hygiene course in school. 8am!!!! blardie hell next Monday - out for dinner w/ trix after work cos her last day next Tuesday - maybe buffet w/ the usual peeps next Friday - most prolly going out wif XY and sihui. wa lau wa lau wa lau. hai!!! now my backaches like fuck men. every morning will like that. especially this week. dunno isst cos see red. but RAH! fuck. damn pain. it's like just kena whacked fresh from the oven. DAMMIT! pain pain pain pain pain!!!!!!!!!! :( haha. my phone been ESPECIALLY quiet this days. haha. so many things happened in a flash. no time to catch up but hopefully it goes back to the same. before this incident. RAH!!!!! been to the auction site. the top and belt i wanted is/are/was/were sold. DAMN!!!! :(:(:(:(:( been eying it for more than 1 mth!!!!! sighs. forget it. then i saw this winnie the pooh's bag. $59.90. *faints!!! and my LV monogram groom series blue wallet gone also!! altho the colour is . . . . . but i dont mind la. and it's gone. sob sob sob!!! poverty. March 05, 2007
seriously.don't know what is going on in my mind. it just twirls and twirls like a typhoon. been leading me to not sleep properly. i mean i could have not be bothered by it and just live on. but its like taking a part of me away. it just kinda like tear away. i dont know. it just makes me Topsy turvy. perhaps i trust too fast. but how can i not. everything was fine and well. the next moment, I'm being pushed away. ha! how fun huh. pushed. really dislike it. so what if your friend likes me? i dont even know him at all! "he will treat you better than i do." ha! hilarious. dammit. now i am being stranded like nothing at all. "just friends". hell yes. of course we're friends. how much closer can we get huh? jerk ass. seriously sick of all this. i could have believe myself and forget about the whole deal. but i didn't. and now. stuck. how nice. it just thrills you to see me like this huh? am gonna forget the whole deal. if it comes to me, then i'll see from there. it just gets so... ... ... ... GAH! i don't know. fuck forget it. my weekends couldnt be better than to be spent sleeping. sleeping and sleeping. i seriously have no life i guess. just sleeping everyday away. i better get something to do soon. its not as if my work is so super tiring. but yes. nevermind about it. met XY the other day and we went to ikea. didnt get to eat the meatballs as suggested cos it was too packed. so we had BK in the end. bought 2 box to fill my notes in. my notes is/are/was/were taking a big BIG part of my table. better get it packed and stuff away. ASAP! time flies. it's already March now. hmm.. very soon. it will be June. and September. and December. muahahahaha! christmas. new year. everything all over again. wahahaha. but we just end the lunar new year. oh well! i hafta go shower now and get myself to work. March 04, 2007
oh yes.hell thanks. seriously. maybe i shouldnt hate you. maybe i should. i should have known. oh yes. i shoulda know. but it has happened. so, yes. i'm gonna distant myself. or rather, i'm gonna cut connections. dammit. goodbye, FRIEND. March 01, 2007
oh well!!my wisdom tooth is SHAKING. dammit. damn pain. haiz. use my tongue push abit also pain. i know you might tell me to not push it but the food just gets stuck there and it's so damn irritating!!! sighs. i wanna pluck it out and end my sorrows. BOOHOOHOO!!!!!! my HP strap gave way to me yday. aint that great? since i have so many things to hang. but recently, the number of items greatly decreased. cos everything is giving way. so, i organised everything together. hope it doesnt give way. at least until i get a new phone. hahaha!!! i wanna change to N95. not in the market yet. releasing either this or next month. yeap yeap! cant wait! wahahaha! oh yes. i bought a new water bottle. strawberry shortcake bottle!!! hehehe. for $16. =.=" but its cool. it has the cooler tube. the one where u fill water and freeze it, it will become ice and you put it in the bottle, your water in the bottle will become cold too. hehe! aint it great!!!!! wohoho!! alright. i gotta go eat now. before i move my ass to work. anyway, wanna say good luck to Candice. hope she get through her interview! go girl! :D:D:D |
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