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ok. i am here to blog things which happened since Monday.. here it goes..

24th april
Monday

went to work. first day. squeeze on the train like fuck. inconsiderate working ppl. kiasu singaporeans. reach there 15min earlier. was with the kids who reached there early. den later went with them to their music room. they sing there. yeaps. some nursery rhymes and god song. with actions. veir cute kids. den their brkfast. haha! i love james la. he is SOOO cute! but they had oats on Monday, and the smell itself makes my so SICK. much more the kids. eating it. i hafta actually coax them into eating it. but they did tho. james is SO CUTE! haha. when u ask him his name, he will say JAMES YAP. in the cute tone. instead of telling u jus, JAMES. haha! so cute!!!!

my admin job starts. and bla.. until 2pm. den went to school. last day of observation module. den after tat went to partyworld wif pris, ting, sharon, crystal and fion. yea. 4hrs straight. hehe. was slacking inside. didnt do much stuff there. throat not well. yea. den took cab home. cos when we finish, alr 10. had our dinner until 11 at lau pa sat. den if we(sharon and i) take train home, it will be like 12++ when we reach home. so we took cab. yea. den i came home, online awhile and plop on the bed like nothing.

25th april
Tuesday

same stuff. except supose to meet someone. but was terrified to. so, i didnt. and actually got some "scolding" from alex about it. its not i dun wanna go cos u know.. its jus tat i cant forget last time. so, i think i'd better not go. i mean, its good for both party la. imagine the awkwardness tat will be floating around if we realli met up. dun wanna talk much about it. went home earlier. which is good. slack alot alot. ya. i think tats all.

26th April
Wednesday

nothing much for this day. its the start of my evening shift. yea. quite ok la. jus veri tired. tats all. ran wif the kids all around. especially this girl called natali. woah. she can run alot men. and i hafta chase her like duno wad. -faints. oh. i hafta perform for the kids. i feel good after tat. haha. and, i love lennon too!! hahahaha. he is jus so cute. but his parents like gangster la. poor boy. but, nvm. i'm sure they love him too. =) cab home. super tired. WAITED AN HOUR FOR CAB CAN!!!! and an ang moh talked to me. LOL!!!! stupid cab. we're actually in a taxi stand and we hafta HAIL A CAB!!! wad the fuck is this men.. wads the taxi stand for then?

27th April
Thursday

same stuff. but jus tat went SATA for full body check up b4 i report to work. ya. they actually draw blood from my hand. and not shoulder. and its actually blue black now. so ugly. but its not pain. duno y blue black. OMG!!! OMG!!! I FORGOT!!! FUCK. todae suppose to collect medical report. wad the... fuck leh. omg omg omg. haiz. next week le. haiz. cos realli cannot la. i forgot ALL about it. sighs!!!! darn it lo. haiz. nvm. call SATA on monday see how. argh..

den when went bak to work, Jen ask isst tat i woke up late. NAH!!!! how can i wake up late. LOL!!! den went to study. den went bak to work. den cab home again.

28th april
Friday

nothing much. jus a normal day. but i duno y. on friday i was veri moody. i kept thinking about the past la. and it sucks. realli. i giggle and smile at times and frown at times. i duno la. and after work, i actually walk to and fro. up and down. cross the same traffic mani times. stood there aimlessly. when all i wanted was jus to get a cab. as simple as tat.

den got stuck at the traffic jam at CTE for an hour. and it cost mi $7. HOW NICE LUH! darn. fell asleep on the cab. woke up tat time den reach le. jus nice. haha.

today
29th april
Saturday

actually lunch out wif derek and some other ppl. but couldnt find ani. den, didnt. sis ask mi go out buy her wedding stuff. didnt. told her end of may. when i get my pay. prolly going shopping spree.

den calvin ask if wanna go lunch. actually not de. but fadhli's grandma pass away. wanna cheer him up or smth. den went to causeway to watch movie. and haf lunch. but fadhli seems fine to me. -_-" oh well, nvm la.

so sian. came home, my sis told me my cousin called. ask mi to go his house NOW to teach him something. crazy arse. told him i'll go tmr. he said no. RAWR!!!!! no way men. but in the end convince him. so, tmr i'll go. since my family going to my grandma place.

i think tats all le ba. got more i will update again. maybe next sat or smth..

oh ya. i wanna make a list of ppl i wanna catch up with
melissa
sandy
yanqin
fiona
sihui
and more?? i duno. cant think of ani now. ciao!!

i didnt know u would become so despo after a brk up. loser!! fucking casanova

its been a week since i posted. i think. THINK ONLY AH. every weekend den update la. unless got important things den update during weekdays. later i will update. dun worry. muahahaha! i think so only. haha

so bored. start work yday. my legs r brking. but they're cute nonetheless. haha. starting work as admin there also. and when i was there, i think a teacher for reprimanded. cos i saw tears down her eyes and the principal was kinda rash towards her. haiz. duno la. i mean, it comes and goes.. life?????? unpredictable..

my legs are so PAIN! i hafta run ard and kneel down. so pain can. sighs!! but nvm, they're such a darling. wahahaha!

candice, dun worry ok? everything will be alright. i love u alright!! *hugs

hmm. i think i type until here. i am getting so broed already.. aniwae. admin job mus know hot to use microsoft excel. and i duno how to. i think i can die. DIE DIE DIE! hai. so dead.

monday going to party world again. dne tues meet him. so scared. i veri scared. alex. pls agree ok.. help mi this once..

hmm. i go off le. veri short post. i doing mani things now. cant concentrate on certain things. so i think i go off b4 i anihow type things.

i am ignoring u cos i dun wanna develop anithing for u

bad news. i haf mani mani bad news. and mani mani good news. LOL!! evens up.. right?? haha

bad news first..
1) i think i am suffering from some memory loss problem. e.g1: ZC told mi where he stay. and i forgot!! darn. den when i was crossing the road.. thinking about my O levels fees. den i remembered him telling mi he stayed near MOE building.. doh!!! e.g 2: i forgot wad happened in the morning by night time. e.g 3: i always do things and forgot wad i did the next moment, like, MAHJONG.

2) i cant change my blog's photo. sucks.. my profile's pic is diff from my page.. so weird!!

3) i am working for FREE. as in, i am not paid for working... =(

4) i haf blisters from walking and standing my whole journey..

5) next mon mus hand in human growth and development assignment and i haven start. how GREAT!

ok. GOOD NEWS!! PRAISE THE LORD!!! THANKS GOD!!!!

1) i poked my blisterS. haha. be reminded it is blisterS and not blister. yes. and 2 blisters one 1 toe. and its the smallest toe. oh gosh. it looks so short alr.. somemore got 2 blisters. HOW TO SURVIVE?? lol. i did, aniwae. haha! not tat pain now. all thanks to the new shoes.

2) i changed my frdstr stuff le. proud of me, aye??

3) going to KTV again next week (HOPEFULLY). sharon and ting and I, we r all SICK!! flu. cough. fever. u name it, u got it. HFMD. thanks to it. LOL!

4) i found a job le. its after my school curriculum. say.. from 6-7.30.. feed the kids. watch tv with them. disinfect their toys. altho the time is short, i dun mind, haha! its at 1 shenton way. thank god i got the job. haha! and if she needs someone to do admin, i hafta do it.. so.. 8-1 is admin work. 2.30-5.30 school. 6-7.30 is work again. tat is if she didnt get anione to do admin work. yea!! if she got someone, den i can dun nid to go in the morn. yeaps!! fri nid to go there and help out. the school is SO NICE men. i tell u.. realli!! they haf infants to K2. so nice right.. AHHH!!!! so cute. haha. told ZC i cant wait to get married. HAHAHAHHA! but.. come to think of it.. cant havoc so much le..

5) pris's bdae this fri. celebrating it wif Fion's also. mi ting and sharon tot of a crazy idea. shall hold on for now. haha! cant wait la.. hahahahahahahha!!

ok.. the good and bad news even out. so nice for now. hahaha! i think.. from now on. i mus realli realli recap everything. wad i did in the morning. up til now.. unless i am TIRED. i can plop on the bed and die. haha!

wake up at 6am. prepared myself den got outta the house by 7am. when i went down to board the bus.. the bus was jus nice strolling down the road. and i, being even nicer, cant afford to stroll. and i was wearing the new shoes. so i DRAGGED myself. hahahahahhah! den on the bus.. saw some of my pri sch mates. like shafik and yijun. or smth. i cant remember the chi guy's name. but he so shuai now. haha! but another ah beng ba. altho not obvious.. haha!

den went to interview. saw yanzheng. he still can act blur leh. blardie ass. haha! den later.. talked to him abit. den he sms mi good luck. haha! as i dun haf his new number, i asked who he was and yea.. den stood all my way there. walked to the centre still veri early. i had my longest brkfast.. ard 45 min. so when i go in, jus nice 9am. hahahahaa!

went in, took my temperature. met the principle, jeanette. she is nice luh. she told mi she dun nid anione now. jus wanna interview. so i tot, ok.. den fine lo. might as well jus fill up the interview. so if she needs someone, she can call on mi. haha! and she did!! yay!! she did offer mi a few time slots. and i tot it was ok. haha! yea. she said i sound ok and she can talk to mi. so i was employed. haha! veh nice veh nice. haha! den took cab home cos my blister pain until cannot walk ani further. haha! onli $15 leh. so cheap. oh ya. den she ask mi bring my zhongruan go perform for them. hahahaha! so retarded. i veri long nvr touch zhongruan le. so.. yea.. hope everything goes well. haha! den she brought mi around the school. veri ncie school. den hmm.. nid personal reference. someone the sch can call to check on my background. yea.. got mrs yap and aunty veron. wanna get mr toh also. cos he sec 1 until now mah.. so yea.. mus SMS him tmr.

den when i came home, saw ZC online in maple. sighs. ever since school started, so few ppl online le. so sad. cant chat wif them. den yea.. he is quite funny la. and he LIES alot. darn it. den 1pm go meet sharon den go school. tmr meet her at 12.40 at cwp. look for pris and fion's prezzie. ya.. den went sch wif her. reach class. had lesson on photo narrative records. kinda slack todae. ya. den went home. mum not home. no one cook. eat maggie porridge. duno how come i buy. suddenly got this urge. den jus buy.. den she nto home. so i cook the porridge myself and eat. den on com until now. but got watch tv and all la. watch police and thief and true files. true files so sad de.. sighs..

ok. den i realise.. i better make note of wad to do tmr

AGENDA FOR 19th APRIL 2006
1) buy BBT for ting
2) meet sharon at 12.40pm

so far so good. onli like this. hahahahaha! ok, ciao!! photos loaded below..

STILL CANT! SHIT BLOGGER. derek. help meeee~lol

haha. read melissa's blog. so happy for her. i mean, reading her blog has kinda enlighten me. looking bak, can i say i am a brave girl as well? i took her as an encouragement to move on. if she can put down a relationship of 4yrs, y cant i do the same when it's onli half of hers??

wanna change everything in friendster. haven been to friendster for a veri veri long time. haha! and i saw him. bah. looser. blocked and delete mi on msn. i dun hafta log in to ur msn to know everything. my 6th sense is veri accurate.. remember? wanna del all the pics. leavin one behind. the one i love the most. keeping it for memory purpose. i know i should completely let go. but its the last thing i hold in mind. i certainly have the right to keep it... right?? am buying a new wallet when i get a job.. cos the old one is dirty already. everything fading. he bought it for mi. it has faded. so i think the wallet should go to. throw or keep? its up to me. but i know, for sure, tat the neoprints will be in the wallet no matter where it goes. in aniwae, if u r reading this, i will pop by to drop ur things. i duno when. maybe a few days later. or a few months. but it will definitely be ASAP. might be returning u the piglet as well. throw it. burn it. do wadever u wan. it no longer holds ani resemblance. its jus another toy by my bed.

i am going for a job interview at 1 shenton way tmr. at 9am. so early. but i realli hope i get tat job.. sighs. i've been down on my luck. realli realli down on my luck. but i will make it for the interview. if cant get, den hafta TRY again..

yday was my sis's 21st bdae. hmm. got a few pics. not gonna upload all. haha. altho onli my family came, it was enuff le i guess. den my desktop got occupied by my uncle.. play mahjong on com.. den he took the disc bak. make mi cant practice. hohoho! den my sis use to make her wedding invitation card. den i use her desktop. wad a thief. tab ppl's network. and the network sucks. i keep on DC when playing maple. LOL!! saw ady online. den hang. den cant play. at night he nvr play. so i sms-ed him. woah. he's like so angry can. zzz! but its not my fault. i cant tab network.. den played wif his sis.. LOL!!! wad can i expect from a 12yr old kid? haha! she told mi she haf bf. and her bro (ady) cant know about it. if not she will be beaten up. so fierce. doh.. 12yrs old onli. wad u expect.. come to think of it, their age gap is 6 yrs. quite big ah.. oh well.. y am i talking about maple when i was talking abt my sis's bdae? oh gosh. forgetful. darn. i realli think i haf short term memory.

the other day play mahjong also. i think stef, derek and KC will understand.. cos when they ask mi if i throw my tile or ask if i take tiles already.. i will say i duno. HAHA! den they will headache. they understand.. haha. aniwae, i won 2 games. so clever rite?? wahahaha!!!!! lousy beginner luck. OOPS! oh. they start sch le.. haiz. no one to play maple wif in the morning. no more nagging from stef. no more blood vomitting sessions from calvin. ahhh!!! hope they enjoy school. haha~~ i think i publish this le ba. pics will be loaded below....... wish mi luck for interview.

I CANT UPLOAD THE PICS!! DAMN BLOGGER!!!! RAHHHH!!!!

bak!! but i wun update la. jus to tell ppl tat comes to my blog tat i am not DEAD yet. (: got a few pics to upload. but i dun think i will. cos all looks ugly (not as if i veri pretty). haha! yea. went out wif charlyn on sun to eat bbq to celebrate her bdae. den yday went KTV wif ting and sharon after class. 4hrs. haha.

got into trouble wif some ppl wif the mage char in maple. my archer kicked outta guild. LOL!! so funny la. i was kicked out den marches wad sad and angry. duno y also. he dun wanna tell mi. tonight as him again. yea~~

so bored. i called a centre to ask for job. they say they will talk to the person in my school. i hope they get back to mi soon enough. haha. so i can work and get money. wad do i wanna buy when i get my first pay?? first things first, CHANGE PHONE!!!!! i wan N3250. so cool. i wan black one. i can wait until my birthday. mani mani ppl share money buy mi the phone can le. top it up wif a 512GB microsd card. shouldnt cost more than $90. by july, n3250 will drop to about.. $400? plus microsd = $500 max. find 50 ppl share. $10 ea. hahahahahaha. chou mei. *slaps myself* hahaha! i wan real one hor. not model one leh. and dun wan burn. haha! so nice so nice. black one super nice. -faints

helf an hour b4 i leave my hse. haha! so bored. start new module le. observation. hafta observe kids (duh!). yea. going over to ting's childcare. its at east coast. so far. sianz. but i no choice. unless i get into a childcare and hit off wif the kids there well. den, ok. i might as her come over. haha! but i think do in a pair better. cos we both are still NOOB. yea. haha!

and do u know old chang kee haf this shop tat sells set meals? chicken curry. beef stew. mee siam. chix chop rice. lol. but its SO pathetic. sharon and i wanna order mee siam. they say dun haf. order curry noodle, dun haf. wa lau. den we 3 eat chix chop rice. but quite nice la. but the lime juice no ice. sucks. -pukez. didnt finish. and we went to party world. hafta buy drinks. den VIP got free drinks. drink until seh. zzz! ok la. i go off. i try to update later if i haf the mood.

SHOUT TO THE LORD ALL THE EARTH LET US SING
POWER AND MAJESTY PRAISE TO THE KING
MOUNTAINS BOW DOWN AND THE SEAS WILL ROAR
AT THE SOUND OF YOUR NAME
I SING FOR JOY AT THE WORK OF YOUR HANDS
FOREVER I'' LOVE U FOREVER I STAND
NOTHING COMPARES TO THE PROMISE I HAVE IN YOU~~~~~~~~

holy holy. haha. i love this song. so mani things for mi to upload here. school the most. haha. i hafta go MOE now. tata~

i hafta admit i still miss you. i still think about you. 01.06.04, no more.

for the last time...

PLEASE STOP COMING TO ME AND ASK MI ABOUT MY FRIENDSTER PROFILE. I WILL LEAVE MY FRIENDSTER ALONE AND IF U WANNA ADD MI AS FRIEND OR TESTIMONIAL, PLEASE DO. I WILL STILL GO BAK IF I HAF SOME PENDING INVITATIONS OF FRIENDS OR APPROVING OF TESTIMONIALS. COS I FEEL I HAF DONE NOTHING WRONG AND THUS, LEAVING IT AS IT IS. ITS NOT TAT I CANT LET GO OR WAD-SO-EVER U R THINKING WIF UR TWITISH BRAIN. IF I WANNA MOVE ON, I WILL. IT DEPENDS IF I WANNA DO IT OR NOT. GET A LIFE AND STOP GOING INTO MY FRIENDSTER. U THINK U CAN KNOW THE REAL MI THROUGH FRIENDSTER? SORRY, GET LOST. U CLAIM I DIDNT CONTACT U FOR 3 MTHS COS I HAF A BF. AND HOW U KNOW I GOT BF? COS MY FRDSTR IS "IN A RELATIONSHIP". OH COME ON, ANI FOOL CAN PUT TAT ALSO AND CAN ALSO PUT SOME OTHER CHIO BUs PIC. WADS THE BIG FUCK? GET A LIFE. IF I HAVE TO, I'LL DEL FRIENDSTER.

ok. i am bak. again. i haven had my full answers. am not satisfied yet. yea. this is mi. u can call mi irritating. but i dun wanna die of a stupid reason. tats for sure.

yes. campus superstar(CSS) female winner is teresa. so happy. erm. pardon mi. but i feel tat my english sucks todae. ok, maybe everyday. lol. was sms-ing winson during the CSS show. he predicted the winner for boys and girls la. and it was true. den he didnt dare to predict overall winner. haha. he was so bad can. towards the end, he sms-ed mi this: "yr teresa on the way to defeat already i suppose... haha." zzz. lame lo. so mean den the results came out and zhiyang was the overall winner. den i called him. haha. so sian.. he told mi he predicted. like, duh~~ forget it. he's smart. he stayed in camp last night and waste their resources. haha! he hafta raise flag or smth. duno la.

hmm. den daryl sms mi. surprisingly. lol. den ask mi to chat wif him online. doh~~ but i was on my way to mapling. haha. den i sms him like can i call u instead. den he say ok. so i called him and bla. he haven recover from his sickness. wad a poor thing. its like for veri long le leh. since i last chat wif him. like last mth? ya. i remember. last mth.. den he is still in woodlands. ya. might be meeting him for lunch later. tat is if he remembers to call mi. lol. he is at stadium wif siva now. cos siva hafta train. haha... he is being accepted by air force. so fit ah. lol. as technician or smth luh. haha. so good. someone to feed him.. but i was wondering about his height.. hmm... haha. shan't be mean.

played maple last night wif my archer. was waiting for ady luh. darn it. ask mi change char. den he also change. den i del his char le mah. wa lau. den he nvr tell mi which char he using. make mi wait like an idiot. zzz! but nvm. waiting for him got mi a chance to get into a guild. hahahahaha! tat guild was nice. all old mens. as in they r in their 20+. and minimum age is like 25 can. i feel so young. lol. haha. will play later again in the night wif my archer.

hmm. 10.30 now.. hafta like go school SOON. sian. tmr haf presentation. more worse. cos i duno if the type out will be alrite. sian. sch sch sch. SIAN. yawns.

i feel amiss todae and yday. i duno y. i feel something is distracting mi and making mi divert my attention.. ya. i feel like......................................... i duno how to explain can. its jus so.......................................................... i duno also la. feel so weird. its april alr. so fast. so fast. so fast. er. i think i go off le. cos the feeling of smth bad happening is veri strong. i often get this feeling this few days. but, i duno la. have been having weird dreams this few days which i cant remember wad it was. i hope it doesnt happen. oh well, ciao.

i know this came abit late. its been a mth since we've been apart. so i guess i should realli type it out. u ppl who r reading NEED NOT sympathise with mi and NEED NOT take your stand. you can be neutral. if you have a weakheart, pls do not read it. and if u r reading with vengeance, i guess u would hafta quit this window. read with an open heart and post comments WITH YOUR REAL IDENTITY if you need to.

alright. i still wanna know y. besides TIME as a factor, is there no other reasons? to u, u might think i dun trust u. but tell mi how to trust u? u said u haf no time to acc mi and no time to even call mi. and u can call her? contradictions. search your conscience and wipe it clean. shake ur ass and ask urself that question.

you told mi u haf no feelings for mi already. there were MANY MANY MANY times i had no feelings for you. as in, it is fading. and i wanted a break. did you comply? HELL NO! u didnt comply at all. u onli said i was childish and this wasnt meant to be played as a game. and u continue to act as if we were still an item. so, i held on. i held on veri tightly. when i had feelings for u again, u took mi for granted. you onli showed mi love and concern when i told u the feeling was fading. wad is this? there were times when i gave u a cold shoulder. and told u i wanted a brk. but. u said NO. u didnt wan to. and called mi dear and call mi up to talk at night and act as if nothing happened.

and now? u were the one who wanted a break and i DIDNT wanna comply. wad did u do? YOU LEFT MI ALONE. YOU LEFT ME BEHIND. u call urself a man? HAHA! u did things on ur own accord. u didnt allow mi to explain. u gave a stern NO. and when i did the same thing to u, u act as if nth happened. wad if i act as if nth happened? BAHAHA! u would IGNORE me like u fucking did. and when something happened, u called ur fucking frd and told her about me. and had me FLAMED like i was a tiny pussy. HELLO? wake ur senses. if u werent guilty, y bother asking ur frds? y cant u settle things urself?

when things happened and u werent happy with mi, u DIDNT tell mi. u let go as and when u like. and u didnt involve mi in anithing. when u were in a bad mood, u called mi and talk to mi badly. and u expect mi to compromise with u without knowing wad happened? i am a human. dun say me. even an animal needs care. are u saying tat i, as a human dont deserve the same amount of care given to animals? ha. wad a joke. u did everything on ur own accord. u didnt ask for my opinion. u say go den go. come den come. wad u take mi for? there were mani a times u lied to me. u think i duno? everytime u say cant go out at LAST MINUTE. i grumbled and shut up. but YOU! did u do anithing to make mi happy? did u even sacrifice for mi? shake ur ass and think about it. first, april. den, july. WTH? how long more are u gonna use ur excuses? how long more are u gonna avoid?

u said u wanna be alone. WAHAHAHA! i assure u tat u'd be attached SOON. prove mi wrong. u might be a boy next door but u r a casanova nonetheless.

answer ALL my questions. and i might let u go

its so early.. will be going for qing ming after this. at mandai there. yawns. didnt wanna go de. hai. but... forget it. jus drag myself there. i'll be typing something for you later. read it.

chat wif alex yday. he got into NYP's ECCE. yeaps. he is damn funny la. he ask mi to help him identify a song on someone's blog. and i did within a few minutes! clever me. and he didnt believe mi la. until i sent him the song. but. he still ask if i had asked for help from my friends. doh~~ and he owes me a meal. haha. now tat he is nearer to woodlands than to his hse, he can treat me. haha! veri long nvr see him also. its been some 2-3 yrs. haha

chat on the phone wif winson last night. ok.. update later. hafta go liao. bb~~

bak after veri long. i can see. my chalet was fun-er and i took onli 1 pic. wif my phone. i duno if derek or others have more pics. but, the photo i took of was kokchye sitting on the dressing table top wif the light shining on him. veri god like. hahahaha. shall upload later.

on wednesday:
rush home from school to pack up. and realise i was late. suppose to be at CWP at 7.30.. den in the end left at 7.30.. but derek said his father fetching. so i tot maybe if i call him den it might be ok. BUT!!! when i reached CWP and called him, he said his father haven reach home. so i drag myself to buy dinner. den his dad still haven come. but luckily alycia called mi and talk to mi. if not i'd be waiting there like a statue. not long after i hang up, his father come alr. veri good. haha. aniwae, saw candice in the station walking home. called her den no reaction. den i gave chase abit but stop. haha. feel like an idiot. lol. den i climbed up the lorry SLOWLY. cos i haven been on one for ages! den it was sooo super windy. den when we were about to reach and the speed was slower, my hair is like... crazy woman. LOL. den i ask derek if his parents could stop at the gate den we walk in. and we did. it was quite a long way from the gate. but it doesnt seem so after walking a few more times. haha.

den reach there. mani ppl were there. stef kaimeng yangsheng leekian weiloong jireh ernest joel kokchye yongkai jeronme and calvin was there too! yeaps. den they were watching tv initially. den i sat there and ate my dinner after putting down my things. den slowly, everybody crowd around the table. haha. den e talked about mani mani things. about school, teachers, ppl.. from sec 1-sec 4. teachers who were there to teachers who left. and some unforgetable mates worth talking about. HAHAHA! den after tat, calvin stef derek kokchye yongkai and i slack in the room which result in this photo:

saint kokchye. HAHA

after which, we went to the pool to soak our legs. ya. until ard 3+ den went bak to chalet. stef yongkai and derek slept at ard 4 or 5. den woke up at 6. den calvin and i watched tv. used jireh's laptop secretly. surprisingly, they have wireless there. yeaps. so i shift my char bak to vic island. ya. den they woke up. mi and calvin went to slp.

thursday:
while sleeping, i think kokchye yongkai derek and stef went out. cos derek has orientation. den the others go buy soyabean milk. den they forgot their keys. lol. they knocked and banged our windows. i heard them. but too tired to wake up. den poor kokchye hafta climb in the useless brick fence. lol. den let them in. hahahaha. so sorry. >_< den woke up, called mcdelivery. den i was slacking like hell la. didnt wanna go school. but in the end drag myself there.

den in the evening mr.toh send mi and derek and justin to TM to watch ice age. yea. it was a funny show. haha. den until 11.. den TM's shutter for escalator shut alr. so we walk ard to find lift. den we went bak to chalet. den mr.toh cooked spaghetti for us/ yongkai made rockets. but apparently, i had nothing to do. so i slept. until 6am. HAHAHA!

friday:
i woke up at 6. den slept again. den wake them up at 9. clear up and everything. the lady who came and inspect was nice. we lost 4 plates and our electricity was $2.80.. but she said nvm. weehoo! nice lady. hahahhaa.

den we left at 10.40 for the shuttle. den alot of ppl la. den we couldnt get on the shuttle. den left to take taxi. yeaps. den reached home. go school. den came home. calvin say eat supper. den ok lor. but came home LS. wth. sianzzz. den no mood to play maple. so left ady to play alone. yea.. den END~~~~

i read something again. u wanna flame me? i will flame u bak. snobs. i am keeping quiet but there is a limit. u think u r great cos u r a mother and haf experience? sorry. my mum is more experienced. type in fucking snob twit english and spoils the beauty of it. if u wanna flame me, email mi and we will talk about it. can u ever grow up? fuck snobs. u r older than i am and u cant fucking think from ur twit brain. oh. isst bcos u r from tat school so u cant think? i feel sorry. u make mi despise ppl from THAT school. THAT institute. i think i haf friends from THAT institute who went to somewhere better. and u? BAH! prove mi wrong. type super childishly. super childish skins. matured? try thinking it from another side. use ur brain more and dun use ur head. i dun care wad relationship u both share. adulterous pair. cant salvage urself and ur family. wanna drag everyone in. dun behave like someone who has responsibilities. pls THINK b4 typing even if its ur OWN blog. type wif responsibilities. cos its the public u r sharing this wif. and not the tiny weeny diary called "kitty" which u own in ur secret locker. get lost