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Angela Khoo
coming 19 on july 18
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early childhood educator


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REBOND.
new PC.
new MOBILE.
NDS lite.
Oven.
break from work


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October 31, 2006
am going for interview now. really hope i get it. cause i dun wanna work at my current centre anymore. not that i dont want to. but the notice is getting too long. i might as well find one now.

right?
October 30, 2006
hahaha!

yet again.. i just finished my prject due this afternoon. am i great or what? wahahahaha!!

did chimes.. heh.. suppose to do a music instrument. so, yea..

okays. it's gonna rain and i've gotta go shower already.

ciao!
October 29, 2006
i dont know what to type.. so, i think this blog will be empty for pretty long.

i got back my Professional Development assignment. muahahahaha!

A+ and A. muahahahahaha!
October 26, 2006
so damn bored. someone just please occupy me!!!!!

i copy and paste a convo from MSN between me and FS.

decrypting decrypting decrypting.. so long.

RAH!

it's too long!!!! okays. done

(8:31 PM) Antonix, fasheng: yoyo
(8:31 PM) Antonix, fasheng: ask u har
(8:31 PM) Antonix, fasheng: wad age u wanna marry
(8:31 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: hello
(8:31 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: lol!
(8:31 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: i dun mind now
(8:31 PM) Antonix, fasheng: y so early
(8:31 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: as early as possible when i met thr gith eprson
(8:31 PM) Antonix, fasheng: :|
(8:31 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: lol
(8:31 PM) Antonix, fasheng: haha
(8:32 PM) Antonix, fasheng: icic
(8:32 PM) Antonix, fasheng: y lei
(8:32 PM) Antonix, fasheng: u kan chiong get married huh
(8:32 PM) Antonix, fasheng: xD
(8:32 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: lol
(8:32 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: i wanna have own family
(8:32 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: haha
(8:32 PM) Antonix, fasheng: but setting own family not so ez
(8:32 PM) Antonix, fasheng: :|
(8:32 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: yeap
(8:32 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: so i said find the right one
(8:32 PM) Antonix, fasheng: n u realli believe ur future husband will love u forever ?
(8:32 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: nope!
(8:33 PM) Antonix, fasheng: haha den u still wanna get marry
(8:33 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: yea
(8:33 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: y not
(8:33 PM) Antonix, fasheng: wad e point of stay married when ur partner dun love u animore ?
(8:34 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: for the kids
(8:34 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: for the family
(8:34 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: but of cos is seperate la
(8:34 PM) Antonix, fasheng: zzz...ya tt alot of ppl stay married e reason..
(8:34 PM) Antonix, fasheng: but if realli like tis
(8:34 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: altho it seems selfish
(8:35 PM) Antonix, fasheng: i wun even start
(8:35 PM) Antonix, fasheng: :)

okays. happy reading. i will post my after thoughts very soon. haha!
music module was nothing but fun fun FUN!!!!

we had alot of movements here and there and the songs she played was so damn nice men!! and her acitivities are all so cool! she's unlike other lecturers. haha.

howadays i keep waking up with a block nose and very dry throat. i realli hate it

now, i've gotta go my grandma house and be a guai guai nu. haha!!

yday was talking to alex on msn. duno why suddenly talked about CK. that fucker..
October 24, 2006
oh well..

we didnt go to HMV as planned. we went to Bishan J8 instead. it was like this... ... ...

when i reached the interchange and was topping up my card, so i called Cal and ask where was he. and when i met him, he told me YK not coming. honestly, i kinda knew it la. so we went to the platform and i told them (yz, cal, steven) that i do not feel like going town already. it's kinda boring. so we decided to go to J8 to see the listing for DOA since we're already on the platform. and so we did. however, J8 dont have DOA. so we were deciding to go to orchard or woodlands to catch DOA. we discussed it over a meal at Yoshinoya. ha! so i used my phone to check the listings for both The Cathay. somehow, we landed at Northpoint. so, yada yada.

it's a LAME show. it's like street fighter kinda movie. it's pretty lame.

and yes. i am feeling feverish again. sighs.. and there's class tomorrow. the last module before i finish my CPT course. oh well! music module.

i just typed a message to someone on friendster.. i hope it's not ignored.. :(
sighs. i am so bored. am going out in like 45min time.

no idea where we're going actually..

i know we're going to HMV at city link and to the adidas shop at city link. after that? no idea. watch movie? i dont know. dont think YK wanna watch tho.. cause we're poor people. ha! just last week alone, we've watched 2 movies. death note and silk. this week? DOA i guess. and some other show.

honestly, i dont have a very positive about "S". but, whatever it is, shant judge.

i've played almost ALL the flash game at www.flash512.com. oh wells! maybe i should play the game longer and not play it once and close kinda thing.

my hair is curling up at my shoulder. too bad. cause i cut it weeks before and cut it again on Sunday. oh well!!

shinn saw me on sunday at Far east. she didnt even wave to me luh! how nice of that dearest sis of mine! haha!! dont blame her tho..

so bored.. meeting them at 2.30pm. it really makes me want to sleep. cause the timing is really OFF. last night, i mean, morning. at about 12am i guess. or near there. about that time la. YK sms me and told me he cant come with us cause his teacher changed the timing of the lesson and it actually finishes at about 12pm or 1pm. cant remember. then he said he cant come with us. i'm like oh? O.O den i replied him. i thought we're meeting at 2.30pm already? and while my stupid phone is sending the message, he came online. and i told him what i replied cause my hp is still sending the message. then he was like yaya. i suddenly remember. haha~ forgetful.

i dont know what i am typing also. i am very tired. those stupid gheys. 1 cut hair 1 dye hair. i think they will look more ghey. haha
October 23, 2006
sorry peepso!! no more Barney!!!

this is the retro song which made me wanna fall in love. bwahahaha!

Have you ever loved a woman
Bryan Adams

To really love a woman, to understand her
You gotta know her deep inside
Hear every thought, see every dream
And give her wings, when she wants to fly
And when you find yourself lying helpless
In her arms
You know you really love a woman

When you love a woman
Tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman tell her that
She's the one
She needs somebody
Tell her that it's gonna last forever

So tell me have you ever really
Really really ever loved a woman?
To really love a woman, let her hold you
Till you know how she needs to be touched
You gotta breathe her, really taste her
Till you can feel her, in your blood
When you can feel your unborn children in her eyes
You know you really love a woman

When you love a woman
Tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman tell her that
She's the one
She needs somebody
Tell her that it's gonna last forever
You'll always be together
So tell me have you ever really
Really really ever loved a woman?

Oh, you gotta give her some space
Hold her tight, a little tenderness
You gotta treat her right
She will be there for you
Taking good care of you
You really gotta love your woman
And when you find yourself lying helpless
In her arms
You know you really love a woman

When you love a woman
Tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman tell her that
She's the one
She needs somebody
Tell her that it's gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really
Really really ever loved a woman?

greedy Angela Khoo wants this...

W810i


bwahahahahahaha!

i am very greedy.

yes i know..
wahahahaha.

i suddenly have the retro fever feeling. and i listened to those retro song.

OH MAN!!!

i so wanna fall in love!!!!

Mary Jane Crocs series

weeha! that's the shoe i really really like and really wanna buy. but it's not released in small small Singapore as yet.. shall wait!! ^^

WEEHA!

i am so hot with the hair let down. cant tie for a month. imagine.. but i know myself. i'm so gonna tie it up very soon. muahahahaha!

tomorrow gonna go to HMV to find the Peng Xue Bin's CD. i hope i can find like what pang told me to.. he's such an arse. told me to type chinese words for him so he can search. so i did. and i just ask him what it was for. so he told me it was cause he wanna search for a steamboat shop so he could get their number and book seats. so i did help him search. and when there wasnt any answer, i told him to dial "100" and ask if they have the number for so and so restaurant at so and so. which he did. AND!!!!! he thank me for my KAYPONESS! what the hell lo. piece of shyt. grr! and of course i scolded him. bwahahahaha. and he changed topic and asked if i ate my medicine. cause i had sore throat and fever the other day. heh heh heh.

oh yea. china doesnt have the Mary Jane series.. so, it wouldnt be out in Singapore so soon.

OH WELL!!!
i finally rebond my hair. WEEE~~~ for $120. its pretty worth it. muahahahahahaha!!!

i am in love with....................................
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WESTLIFE!!!!!!

I LAY MY LOVE ON YOU. IT'S ALL I WANNA DO. EVERYTIME I BREATHE I FEEL BRAND NEW. YOU OPEN UP MY HEART, SHOW ME ALL YOUR LOVE AND WALK RIGHT THROUGH. AS I LAY MY LOVE ON YOU~


muahahahahaha~ ^^

hmm.. just thinking about something...

if you like someone, would you tell him/her??

hmm...
October 22, 2006
shall start posting about Friday~

had science presentation. video it down on my phone. wahaha. that's really the stupidest thing i've done for the course presentation. it was really horrible. i mean horrible as in it's so drama lor. wahahaha! if u wanna watch it, MSN me. i'll prolly send the file over to you or something. it is really very drama. the actions and all is really very funny. and is really imprompt to. wahaha. because danting and i took the closing act, we had to do something interesting so to catch their attention.

after the presentation, we had a class party. a mini one. and then... ... ... sharon, ting, tiantian and I headed for suntec. cause of this the body shop warehouse sale. they wanted to get some stuffs. afterwhich, we took a bus to orchard, far east. yup yup! and over there, i was so thirsty. and when i drank water, my throat was pain like hell. it was really very pain. haha! and danting didnt buy much stuffs from fareast. wahahaha. cos i'd nag at her. wahahahaha! left at about 9.30pm.. stupid calvin and gang keep changing time. was pretty pissed.

went to have supper wif caoyang, yanzheng, yongkai, derek, calvin and steven. i only drank plain water cause my throat was very horrible. and headed home.

today, went to watch movie. operations undercover. quite a good show i guess. bought this honey lemon drink from the chinese medical hall. yucks.

later on, i am going to rebond my hair. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! >:D
October 21, 2006
i am having a very bad sore throat..

sighs.

i want it to go away..

ditto said it might be cause of the haze. which i dont suppose so. because, if it's cause of the haze, it'd be here long ago. why visit me only now?

my throat was very dry and i decided to get a drink. and once i drank the water, my throat was SO pain until it's like someone cutting my throat. not like i know the feeling. but it's THAT pain. :(
October 20, 2006
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(6:55 PM) boliao: i feel like
(6:55 PM) boliao: take all the thing out from mi brain
(6:55 PM) boliao: zz
(6:55 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: for wad
(6:55 PM) boliao: i mean
(6:55 PM) boliao those thing with her
(6:55 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: take it as lesson learnt ba
(6:56 PM) boliao: ya
(6:56 PM) boliao: be gay
(6:56 PM) boliao: lol
(6:56 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: zzz
(6:56 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: u werent born to be a gay
(6:57 PM) boliao: arr..idiot idiot idiot
(6:57 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: zzz
(6:57 PM) boliao: she make mi totally no mood study
(6:57 PM) boliao: !! :@
(6:57 PM) boliao: lol
(6:57 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: aiyoo
(6:57 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: i've told u wad i can tell u le
(6:57 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: u think so much also no use
(6:57 PM) boliao: haha
(6:57 PM) boliao: i also dun wish to tink 1
(6:58 PM) boliao: but whr possible so easily 4get de
(6:58 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: u wif her how long
(6:58 PM) boliao: ...
(6:58 PM) boliao: it 11 day
(6:58 PM) boliao: i noe it short
(6:58 PM) boliao but tt the reason y i so angry
(6:58 PM) boliao: =\
(6:59 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: aiyoo!!!!
(6:59 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: 11days ONLY and u treat the matter like 11 YEARS
(7:00 PM) boliao: nooo
(7:00 PM) boliao: it like
(7:00 PM) boliao: the memories it hard to 4get !
(7:00 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: but wad can u do in 11days
(7:01 PM) boliao: on the 4th day she came to mi hse
(7:01 PM) boliao: on the 10th day we went to beach
(7:01 PM) boliao: n other day chatting on fone lor
(7:01 PM) boliao: but be4 we stead
(7:01 PM) boliao: it like already been thru some stuff liao
(7:01 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: aiyoo
(7:01 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: but she's not even worth it la
(7:01 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: no matter wad u tell me
(7:02 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: wadever i tell u will still be the same
(7:02 PM) boliao: but she fiflial lei
(7:02 PM) boliao: lol
(7:02 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: filial but not loyal. wad u wan
(7:02 PM) boliao: maybe
(7:02 PM) boliao: she tink our look not compatible
(7:02 PM) boliao: cuz she 18
(7:02 PM) boliao: but look like 22 liao
(7:02 PM) boliao: LOL
(7:03 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: looks is important to her den u wan her for wadf
(7:03 PM) boliao: no la
(7:03 PM) boliao: i say
(7:03 PM) boliao: MAYBE
(7:03 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: oh..
(7:03 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: zzz
(7:03 PM) boliao: ya -.-
(7:04 PM) boliao: n i dunno y she itnk tt much
(7:04 PM) boliao: keep tinking her friend is more compatible with mi
(7:04 PM) boliao: fact : her friend realli look prettier
(7:04 PM) boliao: but i chosen her ma
(7:04 PM) boliao: OMG
(7:05 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: aiyAa
(7:05 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: maybe she petty leh?
(7:05 PM) boliao: erm
(7:05 PM) boliao petty i not sure
(7:05 PM) boliao: but she admit she a sensitive girl
(7:05 PM) boliao: n alway say she is damn realistic
(7:05 PM) boliao: cuz she been thru alot
(7:05 PM) boliao: blah blah blah
(7:05 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: aiyAa
(7:05 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: wadever lor
(7:06 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: i cant stand a fuck lor
(7:06 PM) boliao: hahaq
(7:06 PM) boliao: wait
(7:06 PM) boliao: u also nv stead with her
(7:06 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: since she can say she is realistic cos she's been thru alot hor
(7:06 PM) boliao: y u seem so agitate than mi
(7:06 PM) boliao: LOL
(7:06 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: den y she cant change?
(7:06 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: if u been thru alot
(7:06 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: it makes u more mature and able to think better wad
(7:06 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: been thru alot gives u the privilege to do things in this manner meh?
(7:06 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: GROW UP LOR
(7:06 PM) boliao: ok
(7:06 PM) boliao: chill
(7:06 PM) boliao: CHILL
(7:06 PM) boliao: i noe u dun like childish ppl
(7:07 PM) boliao: but she not tt childish
(7:07 PM) boliao: so chill yeah
(7:07 PM) boliao: lol
(7:07 PM) boliao: den it seem liek
(7:07 PM) boliao: among aqll mi ex
(7:07 PM) boliao: *************** (name censored)
(7:07 PM) boliao: is them most gd n mature 1 lo
(7:07 PM) boliao: lol
(7:07 PM) boliao: the*
(7:07 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: zzz
(7:07 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: pls la
(7:07 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: u onli how old leh..
(7:07 PM) boliao: haha
(7:07 PM) boliao: 17
(7:07 PM) boliao: but she 18
(7:07 PM) boliao: =\
(7:08 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: i realli duno wad to say la huh
(7:08 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: i am like repeating wadever i said to u before
(7:08 PM) boliao: ya i noe


(7:08 PM) boliao: so i asking u to relac
(7:08 PM) boliao: =\
(7:08 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: O.o

(7:08 PM) boliao: dun worry la
(7:08 PM) boliao: i will be ifne 1 day
(7:08 PM) boliao: afterall i still muz go hgiher nitec n poly
(7:08 PM) boliao: cannot becuz of her spoil mi future
(7:09 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: if u think this way
(7:09 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: den y r u still so bothered
(7:09 PM) boliao: aiya
(7:09 PM) boliao: but the other hand
(7:09 PM) boliao: u tink realli tt ez to 4get
(7:09 PM) boliao: if u loved som1
(7:09 PM) boliao: u could so easily 4get..it like it very hurt 1 la
(7:09 PM) boliao: =\
(7:09 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: but
(7:09 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: it's onli 11 days
(7:09 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: like, HELLO
(7:09 PM) boliao: dun nid hello to mi
(7:09 PM) boliao: lol
(7:10 PM)boliao: ..
(7:10 PM) boliao: to mi
(7:10 PM) boliao: no matter how many day
(7:10 PM) boliao: i will sad
(7:10 PM) boliao: the prev 1
(7:10 PM) boliao: onli 3 day
(7:10 PM) boliao: i also sad -.-
(7:10 PM) boliao: unless the break up is i initate den i wun be tt sad
(7:10 PM) boliao: i m EMO
(7:10 PM) boliao: xD
(7:10 PM) boliao: lol
(7:10 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: den get over wif ur emo-ness
(7:11 PM) boliao: nono
(7:11 PM) boliao: if sum1 break with u
(7:11 PM) boliao: u wun sad meh
(7:11 PM) boliao: i mean
(7:11 PM) boliao: it human nature ma
(7:11 PM) boliao: i juz nid sum time to heal mi
(7:11 PM) boliao: =\
(7:11 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: but i will knwo if he's serious or nto de la
(7:11 PM) boliao: i mean even u noe he not serious
(7:11 PM) boliao: but u still get hurt
(7:11 PM) boliao: dun u
(7:11 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: nope
(7:11 PM) boliao: u noe he is not worth it
(7:12 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: if u drag, it hurts mroe
(7:12 PM) boliao: but u wun sad over him ?
(7:12 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: sad for wad?
(7:12 PM) boliao: ..
(7:12 PM) boliao: talk is cheap
(7:12 PM) boliao: =\
(7:12 PM) boliao: no offend
(7:12 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: u'll be even sadder if he leaves u later when u develop more feelings
(7:12 PM) boliao: i noe
(7:12 PM) boliao: but u will still sad ma
(7:12 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: den too bad. i proved it to myself
(7:12 PM) boliao: onli the sad isn't tt much
(7:12 PM) boliao: lol
(7:12 PM) boliao: maybe ur opinion is diff from mi
(7:12 PM) boliao: :)

the other party's name has been changed to boliao to protect his/her identity.

this is super bo liao can!!!! omg. i was pretty okays talking to him about it until it realli pisses me off.

GRR!!!

oh yea. i finished my folio at 3.30pm. haha. aint i great?!?!?!?!?! WEE~~~~~~ left home at 3.45pm. reached school at about 5.10pm.

sending my phone to nokia care centre tomorrow. sucks.. cant stand its laggyness. RAH!
October 18, 2006
What's love?
What's love?
It's about us
It's about trust babe
What's love?
What's love?
It should be about us
It should be about trust babe
What's love?
hehe. i am itching to change blogskin yet again. it's by the same designer. and her skins are pretty lovely. and i like the fact that it does not need navigatiosns. and her flow is pretty good. as in her colour and everything. however, i couldnt tag on her board. it said that i am banned. like, WTH!! oh wells. it's my first time there and i'm being banned. how great?

okays. i've gotta go already. today having an excursion to the science centre with the kids. and then i'm off to school. tonight have to touch up the last few bits of my portfolio and i'm done.

  • last observation
  • 2 narratives
  • edit reflections
  • edit observations

hmm. last few bits??? seems alot to me. ha!

tata!
October 17, 2006
(5:46 PM) Ant: what is eh sai
(5:46 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: eh sai mean cant
(5:46 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: can*
(5:46 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: hen xing
(5:47 PM) Ant: wo bu xing who xing


(5:47 PM) Ant: muhaha
(5:47 PM) Ant: HAO I M MOTIVATED


(5:48 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: YA LA. den still say
(5:48 PM) Angela 顾瑞雯™: omg
(5:48 PM) Ant: but ACT humble ma
(5:48 PM) Ant: then ask u take away



wahaha. please tell me why i have such a friend... *faints
(4:01 PM) Ant: hey
(4:01 PM) Ant: del your post leh
(4:01 PM) Ant: pai seh
(4:02 PM) Ant: u say until i confirm will acheive
(4:02 PM) Ant: if i fail de hua
(4:02 PM) Ant: pai seh leh
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wahahahaha! this will teach calvin tan a lesson. wahahahaha!

everytime say he very eh sai. so now, we shall see how eh sai he is. >:D heyo. maybe it's a form of motivation? oh yes. and i think i used words such as "I THINK I" ???? didnt i?

heh heh heh
it's been a few days... since i blogged.

haha. quite a few things happened

too tired to list it down. will write in point form then.

saturday
  • went to yishun for LUNCH. zzz. wif steven and cal and YZ.
  • watched death note wif cal and yz
  • a very very nice movie
sunday
  • slacked at home.
  • went to church
  • played game
monday
  • slacked again
  • didnt do portfolio
  • went to watch silk with cal, yz and YK.
tuesday
  • just started. LOL

okays. that's about it.

FS telling mi some stuffs now. break ups. oh well! when will people ever learn? oh well. he kinda unlcuky i must say. but this time round he dont sound sad to me. so, yea.. he said he give in alot to this girl. giving in doesnt mean it'll last long la huh..

in aniways, after watching silk, i think Calvin was thinking quite alot of stuffs. he was SO quiet throughout. it's so not him. ha! he said his wish since young was to be a historic figure. he wants millions of people to remember him. while people might say he is CRAZY, i think i believe him. he has many dreams. but i think, ultimately, he will achieve them. like what mr.Toh said of him, he is someone who can achieve what he wants if he tries hard. to me, i think that's a big thing to achieve. oh well, being me, all i want is just a few REAL people who'd remember me. what i do is not what counts. what it matters to other people is what it counts. complicated? i think so too. he also said something like there are a few people who achieved what they want with first tries. but i can tell you, if they achieve it with first try, it's either someone has proven it before. or else, it was not on purpose. something they realise all of a sudden while trying to achieve something else. chance is for you to fight for. chance will not fight for you. that's what he said to. very true. i agree with that. but if chance isnt given, how are you gonna fight for it? that's when you need to fight for it so that it can be fought for. sometimes, if chance isnt given to you, no matter how hard you try, it will not be.

for an instance, i'll take relationship for an example. you see, a boy likes the girl. and the girl doesnt like him. so the boy fights for his chance. if the girl doesnt want to, she will not want. no matter what, she wont accept it. so, what makes you think that by fighting for a chance, you will get it? maybe you'd say that the guy did not give her his best. effort is not enough. but really. if the girl remains unmoved, i think she will not be touched. maybe situations are different. things changes. no one knows!
October 14, 2006
go listen to shi yi by liang jing ru. it's pretty nice. haha!

oh wells. am going out in like 45min time and i havent shower yet. isnt it great? hahaha! and cal sms me and reminded me to not be late. oh well. it's not as if it's the first day he know me right? haha! of course.. i will try not to be late tho.. ^^

actually was supposed to go watch movie and have supper with them yesterday. but cal lazy to find people. ha! and wasted my Saturday. today is actually to rest de. but since so long never go out with them then just go lor.

tomorrow might be going out with Danting. see how. she failed her practicum. i think i'd be helping her here and there. honestly, i didnt expect her to fail. i thought she would do better. oh well.. i hope she pass it on Monday. ^^

yesterday during science class, we had mua chee making session. haha! it's very nice. and tat duo's leader.. sickening. put alot of sugar. YUCKS. it's like eating mua chee with sugar. YUCKS!!!
when u chew, it's nto peanut that you munch but sugar. YUCKS! only if danting was there yesterday. sighs! then we can both disturb her together. haha

oh well. we're gonna end course very soon. will miss my mates. ^^

havent been blogging lately. cause i was very tired. haha. nothing much happened. just that i miss my kids. haha!
感觉不到从前温柔的双眼
感觉的到你已不再眷恋
无奈的笑试图让我知道
得了失忆可能对你我都好
感觉不到说是为了我改变
感觉的到承诺划过我左脸
我不知道也许我会得到
一句还是朋友
这是借口还是尽头
October 13, 2006
muahahahaha!

finished my practicum FINALLY. wahahahaha. ^^

am now doing my assignment which needs to be handed in 4 hours later. AINT I THE GREATEST?

haha.

my small group of kids playing with green and red bean at the play area. wahaha.
my small group of kids having lesson. ^^ wahahaha.
heh. Audrey!! ^^
October 12, 2006
haha. i am so tired.. later in the night, i'd have to finish my math assignment. afterwhich, it is HEAVEN for me. wahahahaha!

and after the weekends, i'll hafta do up my portfolio NICELY this time round. so, yes. busy busy week. after next friday, i am a FREE bird. yes. FINALLY.

spoke to Winson over the phone just now. we were both so bored and tired. in the end didnt speak much. haha. we were literally talking cock all the while. it's really cock. or rather, nonsense. haha. he as usual, like an old man. keep complaining. he's actually waiting for his soccer match to start at 12.55am. which is very long after we hung up. i think he'd be sleeping.

oh wells. i think i should sleep soon too!
October 11, 2006
i finally had the sleep of my life (as if). i slept at 10pm yesterday. totally new record. wahahahahaha!

i am still very tired. today lao shi is back. wahahaha. from holiday. >: ) finally can relaex awhile. wahahaha.

today cant leave my com on the whole day. there'd be no electricity today cause of some works or something. okays. i've gotta go. i havent even shower!!
October 10, 2006
i only slept for <1h30 min.. after i finish everything, that's about the time. goodness.. so tired! : )

took cab to school and fell asleep. while on the way back home from work also doze off on the train. didnt even feel like alighting when i reached woodlands. haha. that's how tired i was. i can literally stand and sleep. haha!

so today's supervision was a okays. am more motivated when Mei comes and supervise me. unlike Dot. that stupid thing. LOL! *evil

okays. tomorrow is danting's turn. wish her luck though. >: )
October 09, 2006
TADA! my group of kids. left to right is Zoya, Issabelle, Lennon, Nitika and Jinelle. Issabelle is not in my group tho. she was throwing tantrums and refuse to go to the toilet. thus, she was bring left in class.
TADA TADUM!!!!!! this is Audrey. my focus child for my pract 2 this time round. she still has the just-wake-up face. hahahaha. fixing up puzzles. muahahahaha!

okays. i shall go rush my portfolio again. i still feel so slack. it's alr 12am SOON. goodness gracious me. just what am i thinking? i havent even get my activities ready. *faints.
October 08, 2006
wahahahah.

i see many people worrying about their O's and EOYs. kinda trigger my memories. haha. oh wells, wanna wish them luck. loads and loadsa luck. ^^

i finish my lesson plan. like, FINALLY. now must do observations. then i am done with it.

i feel very relaxed.

i just realise.. .. .. my post has no title. i think the skin designer left it out.

any kind soul would like to provide me with the code for post title? i am very lazy to go search for it. maybe Derek might wanna help me? haha! since he so free. ^^

woohoooo. i am so bored. i go do my observations le.

bye!
i feel kinda relaxed. hahahahaha!

becasue i have to plan lesson for my dearest kids, i have thought of so so so many activities for them. i really hope they enjoy it.

for the theme creepy crawlies, i have a theme board where i will have a big tulip and 1 big flower at each ends. with ants crawling below and bee flying back to the beehives. i will write up 1 rhyme for them as well.

for my math corner, i have matching game where they will valcro the butterfly to the respective shadows. another one is couting where i will have 1, 2 and 3 number of butterfly together and they would have to valcro it to the respective number. the last activity would be memory game.

for the lesson i'd be conducting, i'll read a story to them using pictures on ice cream stick. i'll also bring in a jar where an ant would be building it's own colony. also, i'll let them have craft work where they will use three fingers and dip it unto a piece of white paper with cookie in the middle. it will kinda show the ants crawling to the cookie jar.

haha! i cant wait!! ^^

i'll definitely take photos of the boards i made and the activity i conducted.

weeha!

i'm going back to prepare my stuffs. see ya!


ANT FARM

Supplies needed are: a large coffee can, a large glass jar, potting soil, a pan of water big enough for the jar to stand in, cheesecloth, a rubber band, a small piece of sponge or cotton ball, bits of fruit, meat, tuna, cat food, honey or syrup.

Take the children outside and find ants or an anthill. VEry gently scoop the anthill into the coffee can, making sure that you have also caught some ants. Cover the coffee can with the cheesecloth, secured with a rubber band. Back in the classroom, fill the glass jar with soil, and place the jar in a pan of water. Since ants cannot swim the water will serve as a moat to keep any stray ants from escaping into your room. Very carefully transfer the ants and the hill into the jar. You can leave the ants in the refrigerator for an hour, as the cold slows up the activity of the ants to make the transfer easier. Immediately cover the top of the jar with the cheesecloth and again secure with the rubber band. Provide water for the ants by placing a small piece of wet sponge or dampened cotton ball in the jar. Feed them with bits of food and a little syrup or honey drizzled over the soil. To start the conditions in an underground ant farm cover the jar with a dark cloth to keep out light. After a day or two, lift the cloth and observe what the ants have done, making tunnles and rooms. Explain the purpose of the different rooms; one is for hatching eggs, taking care of the babies, taking care of the queen, storing food and keeping warm in the winter. If you were lucky to get a queen ant then you will be able to observe the ants life cycle as the queen is the only one who lays the eggs.

Simple Ant Farm
Materials:
Glass Jar, Black Paper, An old nylon stocking, Soil and Ants, A rubber band

Fill a glass jar with loose soil, and add your ants. Use the rubber band to secure the stocking on the top of the jar, and cut off the excess, leaving a good amount left so you can easily take it off and put it on the jar again. Tape black paper around the outside of the jar so the ants will build tunnels on the sides of the jar. Don't forget to feed and water your new pets. After a couple of hours, take off the paper and see what is happening. Don't forget to put the paper back on the jar.
i am so bored can. oh my god.

celebrate ting's bday yesterday in class as well as at sakura (orchard). afterwhich, had supper with quite a number of people. chengken, steven, fadhli, derek, jawad, yongkai, yanzheng, calvin was there. saw silas and his buncha friends there as well we were like next to each other only. muahahaha!

post photo better. lazy to type. i still have 7 more reflections to go. hai!

dont need to introduce already. by now should know who is who right? haha!
this are the peeps in my class. top right corner is my lecturer. bottom left is mummy suat with isaac.
the neoprint which we took at the hereen. heh!


alrights. i think that's all.

byeee!
October 05, 2006
today is the best day of my practicum 2. MUAHAHAHAHAHA!

my horrible partner left at 2pm and i, at 6pm today. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! enjoyable time. muahahahaha. today got complain from parent. that parent was especially fussy. haha. and he later email my boss. and my boss came in and say that we have love letter. LOL. i read it. it was kinda stupid. dont wanna loose face then type email kind. sucks..

okays. i think i go off from here then. ta~
wahahaha. i just experienced blackout at my house again. VERY GREAT!

lol. suddenly, i dont feel tired. but rather, i feel very much awake. hahahaha!
October 04, 2006
i am just so very tired can!!

even though i slept at like before 11pm strikes, i woke up at like 4am EVERYDAY only to find myself asleep again at 5am and reluctant to wake up at like say... 7am? this is killing me. i wanna try like sleeping at about 1am since i wake up automatically after 6hrs. but, by 10.30pm, my eyes is already half shut and my eyes would be trying very hard to be awake already!

gosh gosh gosh gosh gosh!!!!!!

for the last time, PLEASE stand at the LEFT side of the escalator when you're travelling on it. RIGHT side is for people who wants to walk up. i hate it when i see people standing at the right side. it kinda hinders people behind and people would be walking around like a snake to get around. this is oh so irritating.

and the next kind of people i hate is those who suddenly stop when they're walking. GOSH! this is darn sick. imagine walking nicely and suddenly something infront of you stops and bumps into you not because you are blocking them but actually because they are blocking you. another kind is those who walk very slow and take up almost the whole path. this are the kind of people i see when i go to walk through raffles city. goodness..

now, i am having flu. this is oh-so-great.

oh yes. yday, before i left for home from work, i had to change diapers for my kids. and... ... ... that girl poo on her panties... ... ... and what happened? i brought her to change and she accidentally stepped on the panties full of shit. it's a good thing my day END-ed like this. OH WELLS!!
October 03, 2006
i dont think i'd be updating so often for the coming and next week. unless i'm really really very very free.

i've been so tired lately and i think i can sleep for a whole day or more. my partner is really really killing me. i just feel like giving her 1 tight slap sometimes and shouting at her. RAH! she's just so unfair to me and the kids. just what is going on in her 53 yr old mind. grrr!

i shant be mean. i'll go off now. will only be back at about 7pm. afterwhich, i will start work at 8pm and try to finish all the stuffs i need to by 11pm.


GRRRRRRRRRR!
October 01, 2006
i literally spent the whole day sleeping today!!!! goodness me.

i woke up at 9am today and i slept about 2am last night because something happened which i felt very sorry about. but yet again, its my fault this time now. and i dont think anything i do will actually make him forgive me. in aniways, thanks to the many many people who helped me explained. but i'm really reallu sorry i spoilt the stage again.

oh yes. i woke up at 9am. slacked on the bed with my cousin til about 10am. on my com and open shop and went for breakfast at 11am. the Queue was so long that we waited and ate our brunch at like 12pm. my cousin and i went to NTUC and 7-11 to buy some stuffs and headed home. shortly after, my uncle called and ask if we would like to follow him to order a cake for my aunty's birthday. and so, after that, we went to have lunch (again). was full til my cousin and i were complaining. haha! went to fetch my mum and came home.

slacked til 3pm and slept all the way til 7.30pm. wahahahaha! and now, i am here again. hahahaha!

oh well. what a lazy sunday. suppose to go out today but couldnt get enough people. suppose to play poker yesterday but couldnt. oh wells!

tomorrow is the start of yet another module. it's my second last module already. and danting's birthday is coming soon. i wonder what can i buy for her..

hehe!