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aiyaa. it's lyk so long nvr realli quarrel. den quarrel again. i'm really trying to change. yea. but it's lyk... he still thinks i'm the old me. jus tat i wanna keep quiet and i was lazy to tok. and yea. was scolded. it's lyk wtf lo. aiyaa. he wun call mi again. still say he is usy. who would believe? still can online and later going TKD. wow. so busy huh. sch work.. yea. sure. aiyaa. dun wana say much. not calling him or talking to him or wadeva. i seriously think i'm not wrong. i am not here to be scolded by him. fucking attitude. so long and u still dun understand. and u havent got used to mi. oh sure. i like u scolding mi. scold more la. u can also say u tried to talk nicely and i was rude. tat was wad i did yesterday and u were rude too. so u can do things to me which i cant to u huh? oh sure.. i return him the hp thing. altho wad reluctant to. but i guessed i didnt nid it. if he still take mi as someone he love, he would be talking to mi nicely no matter how quiet i was. since now he is not even calling mi, y should i be so bothered with him? he dun seem to care too.

enough of him. he is not a part of mi anymore. and i dun wish i were a part of him. it doesnt matter already. as long as i know wad i am doing, i'm fine. i realli think being single is nice.. maybe... jus maybe... the world of singles might be opening up to mi soon.. here i come, singles!

someone wanna exchange address with mi over some stupid online address book. no way man. and he is my ex somemore. PFFT.

last night very cold. sighs. not feeling too good now. and there's sch tmr. worst.

i was crying and u left mi alone. needed u to be with mi and all i had was myself.

todae is lyk sunday and i am home. yea.. i feel so pissed off. he says can go out. den cannot. ok, forget it. he says he is resting at home but wad is he doing?? computer. damn him. and he calls mi to ask abt his com stuff. fuck it. ARGH. and he called mi lyk after how farking long jus to ask his com stuff and wad am i doing. yea. got computer den dun wan mi la. arse!

was veri giddy jus now.. but now still ok.. hafta go check up tml. hmms...

i hope he is not going to TKD. or i'll fuck him upside down. I PROMISE. he is starting sch tml. he had better buy some brd to eat tml. sighs. i am off now!!

no more Mrs.Tan. Ms.Khoo sounds nicer. ((:
changed frdstr name.. altho bu she de.. but jus changed.