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November 30, 2006
tody finally an off day. i slept til 1++pm today. wahahahahaha. i am GOD. LOL!!!!yday yr end concert was so tiring. hahahaha. but good experience. hehe!!! but the tcher from my sch like under dress. the other tchers were like putting on gowns and all. wa lau eh. so grand. like as tho they r the one graduating. wahahahaha! no la. lol!! so sian. yday slept at 3am. today woke up at this time. about 12hrs of slp. muahahahaha. shiok shiok. LOL! i am still yawning. now can chiong maple alr. sad thing. lol! hehehehhee. i so happy today off. muahahahaha. but tmr work den saturday and sunday off again. zzz! now onli look forward to 22nd Dec for the long xmas weekend. my boss very smart. muahahahahahaha! okays la. enuff of my evil laughs. i go patch maple. bye! November 29, 2006
hai. today is the concert day. i think she will slog me to death. as in i hafta work FULL DAY. den go help out at the concert TIL NIGHT! haiz. she is gonna slog me to death. death death death death death. RAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!haiz. this few days while i wasnt around, Tricia is attached to the chinese teacher yet again. now hafta pull her back le. and i think due to bad experience, her mum dont realli like her here. i duno la. jus tat the feeling she give me is like u know.. distant. cos i duno the schedule today, i duno whether to bring clothings to change or not. cos i can get pretty sweaty by the end of the day. hmm.. i duno leh. i hope she is kind enough to give me half day. haiz! took the comix from calvin yday. thanks alot! >:D okays. i think i better go pack up now. bye! November 28, 2006
hmm.. yday went to work. everything was normal. heng they still remember me. muahahahaha. but i heard one of the girl cried for 4 days while i wasnt in. muahahahahahaha. >:DDD i am not laughing cos she is crying. but laughing cos i am happy that she missed me! haha.yday was showering the kids half way, i was kinda being called to NUS' UCC for year end concert rehearsal. very last minute la. but, wad to do. den hafta like pack my lunch and go UCC. the rehearsal was not up to expectation i guess. and and and!! it was hella messy. the kids in my sch were very much misbehaving la. and they got a scolding from my boss. =\\ oh well.. today whole day over at UCC. cant see my kids again. good or bad? i duno. i gotta go now. calvin tan, remember to pass me the comics pleaseeee. thankss!! zhuxin, the best difference i saw between beta blogger and blogger is that i dont need to republish my blog after every entry published!! >:) November 26, 2006
ahahaha! okays. boring boring weekend la.after celebrating YZ's bday on Fri, wanted to go watch tenacious D. but it was like M18 please. dammit. so we couldnt pass through the ticket booth. so we head home. since then, i stayed home. haha. onli like went to church just today. so boring please. so i watched my wei xiao pasta. wahahaha. ZHANG DONG LIANG IS SO HANDSOME PLEASE!!! omg. haha. son's grandpa pass away. so sad uh. kai sms me and told me. i'm like oh. but he say he doesnt want many ppl to go down. and considering kai's plight, i tot i jus go down lor. but since son say dun wan mani ppl go down den kai say listen to wad he say first. but i tot go as respect la. afterall i'm still relatively CLOSE to him la. i looked for some big bird posters for my class just now. am suppose to do bday chart. so, tot of using big bird's body and have stick outs. hehe! and and and!! cloth board coverings and a wall full of photos of the kids in my class. teeheehee. hope it will be approved la. if you're wondering y only big bird, cos big bird is the name of my class. so, yea. i am so bored please. am loading episode 10 now. hehehehehe. have like 17/18 episodes together. hmm.. so bored. tmr working. please help me. SOMEONE. >:( November 24, 2006
stupid monkey got me to watch this ou xiang ju. RAH!! i love it!! hahaha. bei ji xing de yan lei is my fav track now. hahahahahha! and zhang dong liang is my FAVOURITE as well. hahahahahahaha!!!!  WEE YOU WIT!!! anyways, later gg to TPY's Sakura to celeb YZ's bday. haha! today is my sis's bday as well. HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY TO MY SIS
AND HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO YANZHENG!!!!!!! November 23, 2006
hahahaha. i went shopping again. hehe. but didnt spend much la. as usual. went to the cathay to watch colic. what a joke lor. i have no cash mah. so i need to go withdraw money. WHOLE CATHAY NO ATM MACHINE PLEASE! then i ask the cleaner. she say to go duno wad V building. ask me to follow the covered walk way. joke uh. den i duno mah. i say orh orh orh den i go walk walk. i saw paradize centre. so i went in. i saw a lady and ask her where is the ATM. she ask me go parklane mall. i'm like where is it? she say opposite the main road. aiyaa. blur and cock as usual la. then i went up, i saw one ATM machine next to me. muahaha. faster draw money and bought tickets. then went to to-a-tee to buy my strawberry shortcake doll and 2 sesame street badge. onli $20. the doll for $18 and the badge for like $1 each. hehehehehehehe!after watching colic, went to dhoby exchange to buy earring. after which went to PS for dinner and Daiso. hmm.. after which we went to marina square to like look at winter coats cos ting is like gg over to HK. so, yea. we ate ice cream at some jap restuarant. very nice ice cream. but the waitress seem clueless what they are serving. oh well, alr eat into tummy le. hahaha! when i came home, i was so so so tireddddd. so, slept. that's all. heh November 22, 2006
--------------------------------------------------->>>CANCER<<< >Most amazing kisser.. >Very high sex appeal. >Beautiful smile. >Love is one of a kind >Loves being in long relationships. >Rare to find,easy to lose if you're not careful! >Lovable >Most caring person you will ever meet! >Entirely creative >Random and proud of it >Sweet personality >Great listener -------------------------------------------------- haha. i am so into horoscopes this few days. i jus bought the horoscope book for the year 2007. hahahaha. i duno if it's cos i haf positive remarks so i am believing in them. hahahaha. love love love! so sian now can. maple down. everything down. sims 2 is being returned to my sis. haiz! i tot of loading it and playing. oh well. looks like cant. haha. i think i go load sims 1 la. but it'd be so boring la please. SIGHS!!!!!! i went to causeway pt wif YK and Cal to look at the strawberry shortcake doll which cost $102. it's on my wishlist la. hahaha. den i was wearing my spects yday mah. so can see clearly. den OH! THE NOSE DROPPED! haha. den i ask YK iss nose drop or isst like that de. den YK say duno. so we went to find the shop assistant. den she say is drop. den oh. forget it. hahahahaha! oh well!!! i shall go to other mini toons to check it out la. hahahaha! i realli want that la. or i get 10 frds to fork out $10 for xmas EACH den i will top up the $2. haha. den i can get my doll!!! wahahahahahahaha. i am so bored bored bored. go to www.flash512.com for some flash games. very nice one! haha. November 21, 2006
i went to work yday late. and i suddenly dun think i wanna work half day animore. oh well!! i dont know la. haiz!am gonna extract wisdom tooth today. i hope all goes well. geez!!!!! later YK and cal gg out to get some stuffs. duno wanna go or not. haiz!!! i scared pain til i cant go. u know? but the other day my sis go extract her tooth like no big deal leh. haiz. scared scared scared scared scared!!!! bless me. i am gonna change and had better get going. bye! November 20, 2006
hahahaha. you know what? although this might be a "whatever" post. i just find it funny. the birthdates of my EX are all kinda linked. wahahahaha!18th Nov - Tan kk 19th Nov - CK 20th nov - Ronnie and i think on the 29th is actually HK's bday. funny aye? all fall on November. haha. i am kinda late for work. been having thoughts about taking half day today. and also thoughts of working half day forever. i've been thinking about this the whole night while i was alseep. haiz. i hope when i talk to her today, i'll have no loop holes. >_< November 19, 2006
hehehehehe. i am watching death note anime episode 5-7 now. wahahahah. i cant wait please!!!! 21st Nov episode 8. 24th Nov episode 9. muahahahaha. i simply CANT wait. muahahahahaha! i cant wait for the movies to be out too! teeheehee.just now saw someone's frdstr profile and saw the photo. his sis has grown SO MUCH ___ter. =X i mean, no offence. but really. grown erm, yea. haha. i wanna haf a decent dinner tmr la please. at least a decent meal before i go extract my wisdom tooth. i swear it's gonna be so painful. haiz. many ppl tell me it's gonna be pain la. but haiz. no pain no gain?? actually, honestly, i kinda forgot that i need to extract my tooth la, seriously. but the other day pang reminded me while we were waiting for the movie to screen. i'm like oh? next next Tuesday. haiz. so fast so fast. tomorrow might get a phone call from Alexandra Hosp to confirm everything. i hope all works well. BLESS ME. and i'll be followed with a week of MC. isnt it just SO GREAT? LOL! okays. i am so bored. haven had dinner. dun even feel like having dinner tho. am still watching my anime. dun wanna watch from youtube le. not clear at all. hehe. yet another day for me to slack. would very much wanna get the comic from Calvin. but dont think can. everybody seems to be busy every other day. thought of working half day only. cos the full day stress is like wa lau eh. i duno how to describe la. but its just that it can get pretty tiring. i'm like working 10hrs each day. travel for 3 hrs. left 11 hrs. say, 6 hrs for slp. and 5hrs to do things which i wanna do but of course with very minimal energy. i have like so many more years to work. can i relax abit? will try to ask my boss about it tmr when i have the guts. heh! such a warm sunday. i jus wanna sleep. which i think i am gonna do so now. hahahaha! November 17, 2006
screw that neh neh in my work place. she freaking bullied me. i wanna SCREAM at her. RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haiz. useless thing. ARGHHHHHH. BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BOO! i am tired. haha. aniways, ABIGAIL IS COMING BACK TO SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!! am so gonna meet her. hehehe! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- shall explain about the ah neh neh. dammit can. yesterday during lunch, the older kids hafta go for rehearsals with other Pats schoolhouse kids mah. so, my boss was out. so if counting teachers, left the neh neh, china tcher and me. so onli 3 of us to our own grp of kids. i think there were 13 of them. okays. so when i brought my kids up to shower, my boss ask mi to ask the neh neh to go up in 15min. time. okays. so i did. and she came up. so as usual, lao shi and i were handling the kids in the room and the shower mah. so the neh neh came up. den she ordered the laoshi to go to the sleep area to take care of the kids cos it was beyond control. and Tricia was crying. i cant go with her cos i was showering other kids mah. den fine lor. laoshi went over. she stayed there to dress the kids up. but after i finish showering every kid, i hfta call for her to come and dress them up. maybe cos laoshi was away or wad i duno la. but jus tat everytime hafta call for her. but that one still nvm after the kids slept, laoshi and i went for our lunch up til 3pm. from 1.30pm la. its our usual lunch time mah. what's wrong? then laoshi was telling me that if she didnt wash the milk bottle, jus leave it. let her wash it. but when i went up, it was 3pm. laoshi had to go to the infant side cos our side enough teachers. the bottles were left untouched. dung lor! i dont wanna wash de. but later i scared if my boss ask den she go tell my boss laoshi suppose to wash. den how? so i LPPL go wash lo. i mean, no harm ma. but laoshi did tell me that if i did it once, i'd hafta do it mani mani times. oh yea, i went up, she was dozing off lor. screw!!! and when i washed the bottles, the tray were half in half out so my tray of bottles fell onto the floor. it was pretty loud la okays. and she didnt even bother to come help me leh!! na bei. den i washed and went out, she look at me. SCREW HER! den i went down and ask the cook which bottle belong to who. so i complain to the aunty also. i also tell the aunty that she havent wake the kids up altho it is time. den aunty quite shock also. so aunty help me keep the bottles in their bag and all. so i went up la. 3.15 den KEEP THINGS LEH!! supposedly 3.15 all must be up. wa lau. den sian diao lor. before i went up, i tell aunty:" i think i be huai ren la. i go up carry my two kids and fasrer run down." hahahaha. aunty laughed at me la. hahahahha. but she did say its like she take hers i take mine. muahahahahaha. so i did!! i quickly pack my kid's stuff and quickly come down. hahahaha! and when i came down, i forgot to change their diapers ma. so, i did so after tea break. but when i went in, she also came in. she like kinda want me to help her kids change diapers also. but i like kinda dun wanna answer her la. so in the end she cleared her own kid's diapers. HOWEVER!!!!!! my Joy went to poo la. @#%!$#@^$#&%$&@ on her diapers lor. den okays. nvm. i clear. THEN THE AH NEH NEH PUSH HER KID TO ME TO ASK ME CLEAR HER KID'S SHIT LEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! $#@%$#^$%@^##@ wa lau. WTF lor. haiz. den i cant push her kids out mah. cos i was so busy. Andrew kept opening the door and all. and Joy go pee on the floor. i was like WHAT! already so busy den i got no time to argue with her. so, i just said "shit" and i close the door. was so stressed!!!! then laoshi came in and she ask me not to lock the door. but i had no choice cos andrew kept opening and i dont have so many hands to like carry him away mah. den i told laoshi that she pushed her kid to me to change diapers. den laoshi was angry la. she say why i dont push away. den i tell her i haf no time to talk to her also mah. den LPPL change lor. then when waiting to go outdoor, laoshi stood at the window and told me that the ah neh neh did it on purpose. she knew i was changing diapers so she pushed her kids in also. i told her i know. cos the ah neh neh facial expression so obvious lor. haiz. so nvm. forget it. alr change le mah. u want me to throw the diapers at her face meh? give her shit facial scrub ah? #@%!$#^#$^*&(%^ so when at the playground, the kid's from her class right.. the bottles were empty leh. so laoshi ask me to help her fill. so i just fill up lor. then the ah neh neh is blowing bubbles. BLOWING BUBBLES for God's sake. @#%~$#^$#!^ i am doing her kids a favour leh. nto say i am pouring the water AWAY from her kids bottle can. #@%~!@^!#& then she came up and told me this:"ms. Angela, can you look after your lil kids. cos the kids are running about and i am afraid they will knock your kids down." WOAH!!!!!!!!!!!! I WAS EVEN PISSED CAN!!!! WAT THE HELL DO U MEAN BY CAN I LOOK AFTER MY OWN KIDS. NA BEI! IF U THINK THATS THE CASE HOR, DEN FINE LA. U POUR UR OWN KID'S WATER AND U CLEAR THE SHIT OF UR OWN KID LOR. Y BOTHER PUSHING UR KIDS TO ME TO WASH. FCUK. wa lau eh. i tell u, i was like *roll eye* can. u are onli blowing bubble. okays, not blow. she took the wand and wave in the air using natural wind to blow the bubbles out. just SWINGING arms onli leh. #@%!$#@^$#*&^%*@WU&$%&^$%@^. wa lau eh. fucking lazy can. na bei. screw her ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! blardie fuck -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- today i am gonna rot at home. new blog add. gonna del some post from the past. dont want people to rake up my past and all. those good and bad times. oh well! who hasnt got bad times? but why is it so contradicting that it's the bad times that you remember until the day you are seperated?? oh well!! life!!! am kinda freaked out tho. someone just told me "_ ____ ____ ___ ___ _______." it is THAT freaky. it's oh-so-horrible. i mean... yes. very horrible. i just cant log it in my head. fill in the blanks please. but you can come ask me if you wanna know what it is la huh. anyways, am late for work yesterday. as in Thursday. oh well!!!! am settling down quite well with the kids. but am afraid when i am back from my dental leave, the kids might need some time to adjust again. haha. i have some pics of the kid. onli like 3 la. but another one came yday. no time take pics. another one comin in next mon. next yr, full house. oh well!!!! today that indian lady in my school got screwed by my boss and the kid's mum. something bad happened la. accidents. oh well!  this is Andrew!! he's onli 16mth but at my class to get use to the routine. haha. he's very cute. he likes dogs alot alot alot. cant speak as yet. but he learnt how to say "no" from me. haha. cos that's what i said to them most of the time. =X this is tricia!!! turning 2 next Feb. she's quite poor thing. got scared by the prev chinese tcher. apparently that tcher locks her up in the dark toilet when the tcher is angry. so she is afraid of new faces. so my boss and the current chi tcher kept warning me about her crying and not getting used to new faces. but look!! i've onli taken her for day 2 and she's willing to be close to me. AINT I GREAT?? hahaha. but i can sense she's still abit distant. but today, she came and hug me. hahahaha. aint life great?? little things that they do to shows that they accepted u. but she cant pronounce well. hahaha! she calls me "ms.unbrella" haha. sounds like umbrella. hahahaha! realli!! hahahahaha. i always laugh when she shouts for me. haha. apparently she is the guan jia po in my class. anything that happens, she will complain to me and she'll go around scolding people if you are scolding that person. she's realli very cute. haha. when Andrew pour his water on the table, she will shout:"MS UNBRELLA! LOOK! LOOK! ANDREW WATER!" hahaha. altho she speaks little, but i am realli glad la. really. so everytime when i cant get things done, i ask her to help me do it. hahahahaha! like keeping toys, waking up of the other kids, helping me get things. haha. great leader! like a big sister to the class. this is Joy. haha. she's very stubborn. and sometimes world of her own. but am realli glad that she settle down fast with me. heard that she's been crying everyday since she came down frm infant side. like for 2-3 days. her sis cried for 2-3weeks. heh. i am so powerful!!!! *oops*but of cos all this are child's effort also la. their willingness to accept me! wee!!!!!! but i really pray that they will get use to me even tho i am not there for about a week. will try to drop back like tweice to check up on them. hehe. okays. i gotta go le. BYE!! November 15, 2006
  last day of lesson. the lady in pink with spects on is our lecturer. :)i decided not to tell him about it.
November 12, 2006
i am suddenly so lost.after hearing what danting told me, what calvin told me, what son told me, i am SO CONFUSED. very lost as well. i dont know la. sighs. it's just one of the days where i am going insane again. oh well. i hope tomorrow is a better day. another day wasted on slacking. my old boss called to confirm me as a working staff. haiz. so wasted. really wasted. i already confirm with my new boss le, haiz. i will miss the kids in the old centre de. haiz. HAIZ!!! danting called and ask me the date about Friday. haha. i was twirling inside of me. hahahaha. she told me to tell him how i feel. but.. it aint gonna be easy. oh well.. read my pwn horoscope. very positive about those love stuffs. should i go ahead? haiz!! my stomach is starting to have cramps. of cos not the monthly cramps. but those like contraction of your tummy. pain like fuck. ARGH! haiz. what a HAIZ post. November 11, 2006
haha. i jus came back. muahahahaha.after work, was waiting for the right bus to board. meanwhile, i sms monkey and danting. like so nervous. hahaha! yada yada. cut short. met pang. went to great world to pass monkey the gift. then dun feel like going to the party mah. hahahaha. na li zhi dao. yada yada. in the end pang and i went. yada yada. and left. HAHA! went to far east to eat this wasabi tae. but too long a queue. so we both shared a subway sandwich. watched the grudge 2 at 11.30. finished at about 1.15 or smth. cab home with him. haha! during the movie i keep on pulling him. so malu can! altho its pretty predictable, but its quite disturbing at the same time. so, yea. so sorry. >_< i think it pretty yada yada sum up the day. HAHAHA. type more if i feel like it. ---------------------------------------------------- edit-ed at 11.08pm, 11th November 2006 ---------------------------------------------------- okays, here is the full story. after work, i changed clothings and i went to my boss office to get some stuffs printed and all. my earring got pulled by the babies and it's head and buttock came off. was quite sad. my hair was in a mess but i didnt have time. furthermore, i was prespiring like the rain outside. scotchtape the earring back and went to wait for a bus outside. was suppose to take bus 51. however, the bus 51 decided to go to Hougang Central instead. i had no choice but to wait. by that time, it was already 6.30pm. i was suppose to meet pang at 7pm. but i didnt tell him i was gonna be late la. but i sms danting and monkey and was pretty nervous. my sis called me and i told her about the whole thing. she was laughing at me okays. zzz!!! so, a few buses went and finally, the 51 that heads to Queenstown MRT came. hop on it and went off. at about 6.45 pang told me he reached le. no choice but to tell him i;m gonna be late. so he told me he's gonna walk around. so i told him to get me superglue cos i wanna glue my earring back. and monkey couldnt get any for me. so, yea. the train was packed like shyt. and one old man couldnt get on it and he signal to the lady who was the last one to come in. sort of like why she didnt allow him to get in. she should ask her son to go nearer to her to make space for him to come in. but it was really packed. to the extend that everybody was shoulders to shoulders to another person. yea. THAT packed. alight at Tiong Bahru and sms pang that i reach le. so i was nervous la. i called my sis up. talked to her. i was panicking like an idiot la. i swear. so pang came and i didnt know. he called me and when i was about to answer it, he hung. so, when he hung, it means miss call and i actually hang up my sis' call as well when i was trying to put her on hold. when i wanna answer her phone call, everything was dead. pang came to me. haha. quite drama la. i know. so i called my sis again and told her i'll call her back. so went to the bus stop to wait for the bus. good thing is that pang knows what bus to take la. called monkey to confirm the venue. but he didnt pick up. hung up on the calls. when i was about to get up bus 16 or 33. cant rmb. monkey called. so he say can. so we hop on it. saw great world and alight. called monkey and he's in the arcade. i'm like oh? i thought start his party le. haha. so pang and i went up to look for him la. went in to the arcade no sign of monkey. came out and saw them at the escalator. i was at the back la. when i pick up the call i was like "dont stand at the escalator la." and yea. met him, pass him his gift and went off. cos didnt wanna go the party. =x after that suppose to go town for this wasabi tae or sushi tae. pang wanted to go mah. so we went la. but on our way out monkey kept on sms-ing. and he's like behind me. oh-so-bo liao. when crossing the road, monkey said i didnt slap him. BAHHH. nonsense. den went to the bus stop. monkey called. den wanna ask him wad bus can go orchard. but in the end he talked to pang and ask if he wanna go and eat at the BBQ. so pang said up to me. so i tot go there and show face lo. monkey says tat his bro wanna see me. big shyt leh. =X wanna see me still make me walk there. not he come here. so, we went. they havent even start fire. imagine they start wad time le. >_< so pang told them we gonna watch movie. ahhahaha. and we left. took a bus to town. wanted to eat wasabi tae. queue too long. went to sushi tae. pang said close le. in the end we settled for subway. shared the sandwich. ha. 1 foot long. *faints. i duno how long den i can finish it. ha! so.................................................................... yes. after eating, went to buy movie tickets for the grudge 2 at 11.30pm. shaw lido. then we went to far east to walk about. the shops was closing la. but we still managed to walk about. AND!!!!!! i saw the mary jane series for crocs shoes!!! DARN SWEET LOOKING PLEASE!!!! hahahahah. i'm so gonna get it. hahahaha! after that, went to the fast food area at shaw lido to slack for about an hour and went in to watch the show. damn the show. it was pretty disturbing la. i mean the ghost. kept on pulling pang's sleeve. >_<>:) reached home, online awhile and slept. woke up at 8am by my eldest sis' SMS. stupid POS. so what de lor. make me cant go back to sleep. dung. so........................................................... yes. went to meet her. bought a dress and a pair of shoes. haha. yup!! and the cookie pang bought from subway was still in my bag. and i didnt know. luckily i remember. if not my bag would have been infested by ants!!! haha. pretty much sums up everything. hehe. my eyes are getting heavier. hohoho. shall slack awhile mroe before i go sleep. tmr morning gotta go church. hehe. let me show you something interesting. i think it's true. for me la. Your sign is that of sensitive Cancer, the fourth sign of the zodiac, the sign characterized by deep feelings and protectiveness. You are known for being nurturing, hospitable, and imaginative, and all your effort goes into making your home a safe place for you and the people you cherish. The Moon, is the ruler of your sign, and makes you a very intuitive and empathetic person. Like the ebb and flow of the tides, you are both receptive to those you love and willing to offer comfort in return. Being the first of the water signs you have psychic powers, and are able to sense feelings and thoughts in others - you feel rather than think. When you love someone, you love truly and deeply, and have the desire to connect on a profound level. As a Cancer, you rule the fourth house, the sector of the horoscope that describes your emotional roots, your home, your childhood, and your parent of lesser influence, usually your father. Most of all, the fourth house stands for attunement to your inner self. Your sign is a cardinal sign, which means that your parental instincts compel you to protect and fight for the security of your loved ones. You thrive on drama, and get stronger in situations of crisis. Your strengths lie in your ability to adapt and cooperate, and your wonderful way of providing comfort. You are devoted and selfless in your dealings with others, which makes you a very dependable person. Since you are attuned to your unconscious, you have a strong imagination and are in touch with your intuition. One of your weaknesses is that you can get hypersensitive and moody when someone fails to show you their love and appreciation. In situations of insecurity, you sometimes show immature, manipulative, and even tyrannical behavior, and others could see you as overly possessive and dependent. ---------------------------------------------------- bye!! November 10, 2006
haha!!!yday night, i slept at about 1++. how nice aye? william called and asked me about Monday. he owe me a couple of meals. haha. to be exact, is 3 meals. hahaha! after awhile, Winson called. hahe. he's been such a busy man aye. he was pretty lame yday. suddenly, he ask me what's the website of changi prison. and ask me the hotline for changi prison. i'm like uh?? and i told him to stop joking. haha. but he meant business. he even went online to search and told me the web. hahahaha! piece of crap. haha!! you all should check the website out too. haha. sms monkey here and there. last sms was by pang. replied, and fell asleep. right now, i am still spinning the song. haha. i duno when i'll get sick of it. so, i'll listen to it very often now for the time being. i have no brkfast today. RAH! my bread turn stiff and there's black dots at the back of it. and considering the fact it hasnt expired. *pukes sian ahhhh. haha. woody keep on promoting pang. RAH! and yday keep on sighing to me. haha. like am i suppose to do anithing? RAHHHH. i ask him out very good le beh. since when see me asking a guy out alone? dont say my close friends la. oh well!! i really hope everything turns out well. i duno if woody knows tat i am gonna go out with pang today or not. but i told him yday that if today is positive, i'll let him know. i am very afraid of awkward scenarios where both of us dunno what to do and ends up going home. you know? RAHHHH!!! dont worry about that now. enjoy the song first!! haha!! am going for work in half an hr's time. let me slack awhile more. bye! the song is up finally. hahahaha! COOL?? i really like this song for now. hahahaha. am currently playing it on my window media player on and on and on. hehe! sian. i hafta wait for my mum to sleep before i can sneak out to buy some thing. but she dont seem to be sleeping. my stupid sis asking her to watch tv. darn it. RAH November 09, 2006
changed and edit skin. but not song. later then change. >: )
haha. pang realli scared the shyt outta me. i thought he not going. then put my aeroplane again. i will seriously cry this time round. but heh. i know he wont. hahaha! i havent buy monkey's present also. pang asked if wanna share. but i think dun nid to la. since he onli accompany me there. and!!!!!! i dont think i wanna stay long. after go there le i also duno wad to do. am sure awkwardness will be there. haha. i hope nothing goes wrong tmr. aniwaes, i dun feel like going home early tmr. ahahaha! late night out!! hafta pang seh my supper gang this once. hahahaha!! sorry peepso!! my prev boss called and sms me. i dunno wad to do men. sighs!!!!!!! oh well. i will call her later i guess. *shrugs i am listening to "baby when you're gone" by Mel C and bryan Adam. DAMN nice. please go listen. you just wanna move when u listen to it. it's so darn nice. really! just now edit my sms and phone ringing tone until i kinda headache. edit my song's name. changed all to english. haha. now den i know i got so many songs. haha! of course i havent finish editting the names and all la. haha. i am so lazy today. it's raining men!!! feel like sleeping. haha! changing skin and changing song later if i have the mood and time. teeheehee!!! ^^
i've been wandering around the house all night wondering what the hell to do i'm trying to concentrate but all i can think of is you well the phone don't ring cuz my friends ain't home i'm tired of being all alone got the tv on cuz the radio's playing songs that remind me of you baby when you're gone - i realize i'm in love the days go on and on - and the nights just seem so long even food don't taste that good - drink ain't doing what it should things just feel so wrong - baby when you're gone i've been driving up and down these streets trying to find somewhere to go ya i'm lookin' for a familiar face but there's no one i know this is torture - this is pain - it feels like i'm gonna go insane i hope you're coming back real soon -cuz i don't know what to do http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=117752&action=Preview while i may be satisfied with my current blog skin, i think i am gonna change SOON. please help me find out how to insert blog entry title. seems like it's a trend for blog skin maker to not put title tabs. which i dont really like it. because a title is kinda like an over view. so if the title doesnt attract them, they can very well move on. heh woahh. Alex sms me this morning and tell me he dun wanna go. what a friend aye! but i kinda expected it. haha. but nevermind. i got pang to go with me instead. hahaha! but monkey like not happy? i dont know. today, went for Sakae Sushi with danting. the lunch buffet. eat until we both can fall and drop dead on the floor. so we went to Mumuya or something. the place where they sell Sanrio toys. so, yea. she bought some stuffs. walked to Zinc. wanted to get the same bag as ting. but not enough cash. told her i'd give it a miss. wait for end of the month. after which, went to lovely land to buy a sesame street pouch and went to meet Yishan at Woodlands. was late as usual. cause i calculated the time wrongly. haha. Yishan still looks the same. still pretty and all. >:) afterwhich, took bus 912 to go to triple 8. calvin brought us up to Syabil's house. went to the wrong block. da bian!! i was so full. but Syabil's mum already fill the plate. so just eat lor. slack awhile at his house and they were bickering on which movie to watch. i said to watch The covenant then they didnt want. Shakz came and said it was nice then they decided to watch. last listing at 9.25pm.. so we watched. not a bad movie. came home. then was about to shower. realise one of my earring gone. so sad one can!! >: ( although its not expensive but its the first big round earring i have. and i really like it. sighs! looks like i hafta make a trip down to Dhoby Exchange again. >: ( okays. i think it's all for today. Thurs is the last day i can slack before i officially work. haha! enjoy to the max. i mean, SLEEP to the max. hahahaha! goodbye! oh yea. let me show u a screenshot of my MSN convo withKenneth Teh. si bei bo liao. he's monkey's frd.  look at him web caming. ha!! act Ninja. November 06, 2006
i've gotta work tmr.8am-6pm so tiring de hor? hai. nvm beh. good night! sent Sandra off yday. the feeling was very heavy. you know, like seeing someone leave.. sighs. her family members cried. i would, too if i were them. they prayed and all. we took photos. had dinner and left changi airport. was on bus 858 all the way back to woodlands. was thinking alot of things suddenly. it just came back. i dont know how. but it just did. SMS-ed Alex on the way back. duno wad was wrong also. oh wells! people come and go i suppose. Fri going to monkey's bday with Alex. dont know gonna stay there for long or not. but cause it's Alex's bday this mth too. so maybe treat him to a movie or something. this month so many people's bday. to me la. 13 - monkey 24 - my eldest sis and yanzheng 20 odd - Alex. hahaha! i am so what de right. celebrate his bday but duno when is the actual date. wahahahahaha! anyways, suppose to re-sit O lvl math today. but i didnt go. Cal was saying i waste money. stef said the same thing too. but i really cant la. not in time to study. hehe! -excuses. lol! November 05, 2006
went shopping yday.went to CK Tangs den to Scotts den to FarEast den to Cine den to Taka den to CK Tangs den to scotts. what a busy day hor? went out wif Danting. i bought a cardigan and a new wallet. the wallet is so damn cool. let me show u.  taken with my new phone. wahahahaha! doesnt look like a wallet from first view right? hehe! it's so nice. PostPet. hehe! went to watch "little red flower". this china movie about their early childhood education there. hmm. very big diff from SG context. maybe cos it's a movie? no idea. but, discrimination an sisolation will cause hatred in child. so, yea. i think not onli kids. every other human would feel like that too. hehe! bought Sandra's gift as well. she is flying off to Australia today. going there to Stay for good with her family. she is the best lecturer i had for my whole course at ICEC. good luck to her there tho. she's gonna take a degree programme or master programme. forgot. hehe. her gift cost $73. shall show u the pic. it's actually a candle holder.  danting was holding on to it and we quickly took a pic before the sales lady came back. so i hurry took a pic. and she moved before my pic was taken. thus, the blurry effect. it's like a mother and child candle holder. she's just like a mother to us. haha! okays. i go get my stuffs done first. later gotta go Changi Airport. we're on our way, we're on our way, on our way to Grandpa's farm!! hehe. another barney's song. hahahahahaha! November 03, 2006
yes yes. i should be doing my last minute assignment now. but i will do it LATER. haha. as usual.i'll do some quiz for the time being.
*tsk tsk. calvin thinks he is mroe logical than me. but!!! he fares the SAME as me. muahahahaha!!!! and he thinks it's a fake. ADMIT IT CALVIN TAN!!!*
How Cancer Are You?
honestly, i'd think all would be pretty true except a few here and there. i mean, this is what i think la. maybe it might not be like this to other people? hehe!! November 02, 2006
this is the route which i will be taking soon enough.P/S: click on "this" for the route map. 17 signs of liking someone SEVENTEEN: U LOOK AT THEIR PROFILE/PICTURE CONSTANTLY SIXTEEN: WHEN YOUR ON THE PHONE WITH THEM LATE AT NIGHT AND THEY HANG UP, YOU STILL MISS THEM EVEN WHEN IT WAS JUST TWO MINUTES AGO. FIFTEEN: YOU READ THEIR TEXTS or IMS OVER AND OVER AGAIN. FOURTEEN: YOU WALK REALLY SLOW WHEN YOU'RE WITH THEM THIRTEEN: YOU FEEL SHY WHENEVER YOU'RE/THEY'RE AROUND. ELEVEN: WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM, YOUR HEART BEATS FASTER AND SLOWER AT THE SAME TIME TEN: YOU SMILE WHEN YOU HEAR THEIR VOICE. NINE: WHEN YOU lOOK AT THEM, YOU CAN'T SEE THE OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU, All YOU SEE IS HIM//HER. EIGHT: YOU START LISTENING TO SONGS THAT REMIND U OF THEM SEVEN: THEY'RE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT. SIX: YOU LOVE THERE HUGES & KISSES MORE THAN ANYTHING. FIVE: YOU REALlIZE THAT YOU'RE AlWAYS SMILING TO YOURSELF WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM. FOUR: YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM, OR ANYTHING TO SEE THEM. THREE: WHILE READING THIS, THERE WAS ONE PERSON ON YOUR MIND THE WHOLE TIME... TWO: You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number twelve. ONE: You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself. NOW MAKE A WiSH. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO....... * ** *** **** ***** ****** ******* ******** ********* ******** ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** * * ** *** **** ***** ****** ******* ******** ********* ******** ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** * ** *** **** ***** ****** ******* ******** ********* ******** ******* ****** ***** **** *** POST THIS AS: "17 signs of really liking someone" *AND SOMETHING GOOD WILL HAPPEN TO YOU TONIGHT -------------------------------------------------------------------- i like the last 3 points. hahaha! okie dokie. i am back. am here to type many things if my brain and time allows me to. right now, i am totally screwed. the other time i had my science presentation and i actually edit-ed the copy that was in my email. however, i didnt save that copy. right now, the one i have is the older one. which means, i have to rake my brain and try to remember what i edit-ed the other day. and my memory is as bad. goodness gracious me!!!!!! am now looking for some circle time activities. sighs! there's quite a number of games for me to choose from. which i already did choose. but i think i still might wanna bring the 2 thick resource books down for the other grp member of mine to see. hehe! yday was such a drama. i actually went to church. and on Tuesday, i went to church as well. and guess what? the service on Tuesday and Wednesday is the same!! TOTALLY the same!!! except for the homily part. i'm like zzz! cause when i went in to church, the screen reads "All saints day". and i told my mum "eh mummy, not all souls day today meh? i thought yday is all saints day le?" she kept telling me that it was all souls day. so i keep on telling her it was all saints day. so we kinda keep on bickering. she even showed me the title with the date on the missal book! but the screen really reads "All saints day". so nevermind, we sat through the service. and tada! it was "all saints day". i mean, it isnt a waste of time. but ... ... ... ohhh. forget it. one of the uncle saw us and he was like "aye? i thought i saw you yday? how come you are here again today?" then i went like "oh, my mother read the bulletin wrongly." and he went like "oh, haha. nevermind la!" i didnt say i mind tho. ha!! saw alot of my sunday class friend. like Joshua, Jude, Charlyn, Stephanie, Sharon and Samuel. haha! they all look the same. and when i went to church yday, i am like a RARE SPECIES. cause i only go for chinese service and i dont stay in church VERY long. and they only recognise my Father, Mother and my second sister. so, actually, my eldest sis and i are RARE SPECIES. the kind whereby when everyone see me with my parents, they go like:-
yday on the train to school, Sharon (not the one mentioned above) was telling me that she saw a photo of our class taken when we had the module "child development". and that was like MONTHs back. it was when i just started course. haha! which is like.. March? and she said that everyone's face went sharper. which means, we all looked more thinner. MUAHAHAHAHAHA! just the right word i wanna hear. wahahahahahaha! *get hold of yourself, angela* so, yea. heh. when i went to church yday, there's one grandma whom have not seen me for oh-so-long. when she saw me, she asked my mum the usual question." this daughter is your second one or last one?" "oh. so big already. how old is she?" "what is she doing now?" "oh. now she so miao tiao(slim)" WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. i feel good! i know many people who see me often will go like "whatever" but i am happy okays. and for sure, Calvin will flame me when he sees me. ha! so. i did say i went for an interview? yes i did. and i got the job, it's at Pasir Panjang. when kai heard about it, he was so sarcastic!! he said "bless the children." "i pity the kids." ni nia eh. grrr. GXX first thing is he said"i am sure there is pay increment right?" very obvious hint there. haha! alex and pang both said it's very far. but oh well.. when alex said far, i'm like "at least it's along west side. the one i was working at is at town." but that was before i went for the interview. after i came back from interview, i talked to pang and pang said it was far. and he asked me how am i going to get there. i told him that i would find a man at the west side and marry him. hahahahaha! i dunno what's wrong with me lately. i am very thrilled when i see pregnant ladies. haha! the other day 2 pregnant ladies were talking about their pregnancy. hahaha! i was listening. like a kaypo. hahahahaha! and i think i was obvious. wahahahahahahaha!!!!! cause the lady kept looking at me. hehehe! the other day FS was asking about the marriage thing over MSN. and i think i copy and paste the conversation down. hmm.. i wanna get married early. of course there are better man outside which i might not get to know cause i marry early. and if when i get older and get to know the outside world better, i might not agree that my husband is the chosen one. i know it seems selfish. especially when i have kids. okays. it's on a long term basis here. so, yea. it will be selfish to the kids but i am sure i'll bring the kids up myself. maybe it's too big a commitment to make now? i dont know. what i say now might not be what i'd do if i am in that situation. but having to start a family. just the two of you. you and your spouse. slowly, gradually, you have kids. and the next moment, your child is able to crawl, walk, run, talk, pee, poo, sing. everything and everything. the satisfaction you get is like so heartwarming you know. sighs. i really like kids to be happy. but... if the parents fall into seperation.. the kids suffer the most i guess. so, hmm... i wanna get married to satisfact my desire of like having a family and all. but i think ultimately, the real goal is to have a happy family. so, marry late? but you wont know until you try... right? it's so contradicting. i really think it is. like you see, you like a guy. and the guy doesnt like you. and the guy likes another girl. and another girl doesnt like him. it's like a cycle. you are having feelings for someone who doesnt have feelings for you. what should you do? i always thought that one should think about what is done. i dont know if it is right to just pick someone who likes you more than you like that person. just like if someone likes u, den just accept him/her. egoistically, yes. it's right to do that. but if you really think deep, will it be right? i dont know. the other day i mentioned that i friendster message someone right? and i got the reply in this person's blog. and when i told danting, she was quite shocked. she was like why must the reply be in the blog? does that person want the whole world to know? at the same time, i knew she would react like that. because my reaction was like that as well. however, i have chosen to do what i did. acceptance or rejection, take it gracefully. i do not know what will happen tomorrow. and i do not know if at the end we'd be together. but at least i did my part in telling that person what and how i felt. right? when i told pang about it, he told me many logic la. now i know why he always looks on the bright side. ha! oh well. now, i shall just concentrate on my work. whatever comes, i'll just accept it. but of course, i'm still waiting for a positive reply. and i know it's silly. i knew the answer wouldnt be positive. back to the same logic, at least i tried. oh wells. not bad. i took about half an hour to type this post. ha! |
