disintegrate

rate

BAH!

you got me crazy.. crazy about YOU!

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i think i will die without music. okay. maybe not die. but i will feel uncomfortable without music. heh!

just gotta know this guy.. he's like too good to be true. but again, he might not be. ahh! i dont know.

bye!

suddenly felt emo. ha. i dont know why. tears roll automatically when i was listening to "bu shi wo bu ming bai" by Fish Leong. if i were to be with him, i'll have to give him up. but obviously i know i cant. although i dont share a relationship with him, the bonding is strong. BAH! i dont know. sucks to have this kinda feeling.

anyways, was planning to slack the whole day yday... but! my school has hand foot mouth disease. everybody mobilise back to clean the whole school. sighs... can we just close the centre? of course cant.. let's hope things get better.

Hey girl

do take care when you get there. we'll meet up (hopefully) when you get back. enjoy yourself there although i know you're not there to play. hehehe. cheers!!!!

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it's a hap hap happy day!!

just came back from meeting him. muahahaha. and!!! 2 out of 3 auction items arrived!!! but I think the bag sucks. I'm so gonna get another one. the jumper was way too cool! am loving it to the bits! :D

everytime after I meet him sure will have running nose. don't know why. I think what he said is true. after dis-stress-ing then i will be relaxed. HA! yea right. prolly it's his car. wahaha.

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message(s) to...

you

i am never your oxygen. not now nor ever. i don't know you super well and what you said just stuns and shock me to the MAXIMUM. think before you talk. don't traumatise me. please. we could very well be friends like we were before. but never a couple. and. I'm not really interested in Chinese guys now (I think). even if I were to be interested in Chinese guys, it'd be one in a very very very very few million. stop wasting your time on me. I've told you then and I'll tell you now. I'm not interested about the relationship. never ever. I'm sorry for being harsh. we could still be friends like we were. and! stop telling me that you like me when you can't even forget about your ex-GF. I am not your spare tyre!

and lastly, you

yes. time again, you got me FOOLED. you made me go round and round like I'm on a merry go round. someone close to your heart? you miss me very much? I should have known. really. you make me feel special. really. but not this kind that I am looking for. if just because of one thing and you're leaving, then it's up to you. you've made your decision and I very much respect it. if you're gonna be all so very ego about it, suits you. good luck for your future takings. I think I am leaving this time...

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good byee!

20th August 2007

all of a sudden, i though about death. me dying. will anyone feel sad? what will happen to me when I die? what will happen to the people around me? I don't know. neither do I wanna know. it's just scary. you won't know when it will come on you. naturally? forcefully? dreadfully? sickly? no one knows. no one ever wanna know how you gonna die. right?

my beloved asst teacher who has assist me for the past many many months is leaving. I am super sad! sighs. who will I pour my sorrows to? who will assist me? who will joke with me? sighs... not that my current partner is not doing good. but certain things are beyond words. tried hard not to think about it but I can't stop myself from thinking. sighs.. certain things are just beyond expectation. ain't it? just last week I asked if she will still stay when her daughter leaves for Primary 1. she told me she will go earlier... never did I expect it was THIS early. sighs... I'll miss her..

my auction stuffs will arrive soon enough. by this week hopefully. SIGHS!!!!!!!

I hafta start saving money.

starting my emo session.

byee!

19 Aug 2007

keep on forgetting to put the dates for all the entries. oh well!

I am so poor now. ~~~T.T~~~

i spent the whole day sleeping and eating and surfing the net. now i hafta do my work. very soon. sighs.. procrastinate......................

starting lessons on Wed. sucks to the max max max max max!!!!!!!

i don't know what to blog about but i just feel like typing. oh wells. i got many many things to type.

lesson plan X2
newsletter X2
rhymes X?

byee!

Artist : Eve f/ Sean Paul

Title : Give It To You

Album : N/A

Genre : Hip Hop

Yo yo yo yo
Yeah
Ha
Yo yo yo yo

[Chorus X2]

Well all my love I give it to you girl, my life I'll live it with you girl
Worth more to di I man than a diamond and a pearl
So just give it to me girl, and a live it with me girl...
I wanna rock your world

I heard about it happenin'
I never thought it could be
the way he looked into my eyes
what he doin' to me
he caught me by surprise
he opened up my life
He wasn't like them other dudes
I wanna be his wife
he said he got played
I told him don't be scared
My mission make you mine
forget the rest
they ain't prepared
He said he liked my style
I said I liked his lips
he took my hand
and then he told me this

[Chorus X2]

Well all my love I give it to you girl, my life I'll live it with you girl
Worth more to di I man than a diamond and a pearl
So just give it to me girl, and a live it with me girl...
I wanna rock your world

You ever let a dude
you can't get out yo mind
you go to sleep
he in your dreams
he with you all the time
This was the way it was
thought it was meant to be
till I picked up the phone one night
and it was Tiffany
She said he was her dude
I said is that a fact
She said I let him go and play
but he always come back
I said that can't be true
she said it always is
I hung up, heart stuck
i cant believe this shit

[Chorus X2]

Well all my love I give it to you girl, my life I'll live it with you girl
Worth more to di I man than a diamond and a pearl
So just give it to me girl, and a live it with me girl...
I wanna rock your world...

Verse: Sean Paul [EVE]
Well everyday mi see you with you, girl, and a walk and a pass me
Aks keep a bit and yuh shape it a lost me
Anyting you waan, my girl if you aks me,
nuh matta what a cost me
Mi give it to you [GIVE IT TO ME!]
Give it to you [GIVE IT TO ME!]
Give it to you [GIVE IT TO ME!]
Mi give it to you [AAAAHHH!]
Mi give it to you [COME ON, COME ON!]
Mi give it to you [COME ON, COME ON!]
Mi give it to you [YO, YO, YO , YO!]

[Chorus X2]
Well all my love I give it to you girl, my life I'll live
it with you girl
Worth more to di I man than a diamond and a pearl
So just give it to me girl, and a live it with me girl...
I wanna rock your world...

muahahaha. feel like a rich girl finally.

but not for long.

$200 for my graduation ($150 refundable!)
$200 for my insurance
$200 for auction (of course not so much)

hmm... i also need...

thumb drive!
havaianas!

i think nothing already.

hahaha.

i better stop auction-ing. it's killing my bank softly. haha!

had photoshoot the other day. was fun! haha. maybe i'll upload it up when i get the disc. but of course.. not very nice la. haha.

my ODM watch is spoilt.. hai. i mean spoilt as in the time and date went bonkers. i dont know what to do now. maybe i hafta bring it along anywhere i go and maybe pop in any watch shop that carries ODM products. hmmm..

been wanting to drink alcohol lately. dont know why also. maybe not on Fri. Saturday i have parent teacher meeting.. hope nothing goes wrong. oh well!!!

alrighto. my stomach is stirring a storm. i better do something about it.

ta!

very soon,

it will be the birthday of CALVIN TAN!!!

happy birthday my friend!!!!!

quite a few things to expect tomorrow..

teacher's day photoshoot! (FINALLY!)

Calvin's bday celebration.

woohooooooooooooooooo!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CALVIN! (advance)

shoe rack
cubby hole rack (w/out name)
table tag
birthday chart
theme board
dinosaur up

i still haven't clear my class. RAH!!!!!

looks like i have a long long way more to go!

H A P P Y N A T I O N A L D A Y !

haha.

alright. went to the park yesterday to celebrate national day with the kids. accident happened. I didn't feel good luh honestly. but it has happened. cried cos I was frustrated.

and also, I don't like people to misunderstand me. not that I don't want that child in my class just cause he has some sickness. but cause I am more concerned about the rest of my kids. and those aunties made comments as though I am the bad guy. DAMN! and worse thing, I wasn't the one who started the conversation rolling. all the guns and cannons and darts and what not starts to face me. damn!

learn to be strong!

did all the things on my agenda list today. hafta print it out and like bring it to school on Saturday to do it all up. oh wells!

I think I had better go get done with my night shower. weehoo!

am gonna highlight my hair (:

oh yes, I don't know if you're gonna read this. but, thanks for blocking me again. for whatever reason? I am not aware. but still, thanks again. for getting what you want and throwing me aside. thanks! much appreciated! (HA!)

meeting XY tomorrow after work. hope she's fine...

08.08.07

tried crying and sobbing for almost an hour while talking?

yes I did.

certainly don't feel good. have to try to control my emotions.

well, unhappy things aside. I've been exempted from 4 modules. so, it means I will not start my course officially till about 22Aug. how nice aye!

update more tomorrow.

agenda:

cubby hole label for N1 Joy
table label for my class
shoe rack label for my class
sleeping and sitting arrangement

am made the "leader" of my area. hope I do it well.

♥ I LOVE YOU! ♥

06.08.07

first day of class. how is it?

sucks. cant wait for it to end. worse of all. some one don't wanna fetch me home! cabbed home from Yishun station. can't take it.

so sick now. cough. sore throat. flu. blocked nose. sucks...

i know fever will come soon. but i hope it's not tomorrow. tomorrow lao shi is on MC. hope I don't spoil it for her...

my running nose has taken over me. it has transformed into blocked nose now!!! worse still, with a sore throat. sighs..

how unlucky!

yellow mucus. EEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! even yawning post a problem. sucks...

am having lessons today. I don't know how it will be. but I hope for the better...

have been having sleepless nights throughout the weekend. I don't know why.

oh yes! after using the skin for quite some time, I realise that it doesn't have the date for every entry! or it does. just that I can't see. nonetheless, I'll put the date in. heh!

am having flu like nobody's business. my goodness!

am contemplating... ipod or ext HDD? sighs!!!!!!!

i think...

IPOD.

but of course. it'll be 2-3 months time. heh!

oh. i've been in the christmas mood lately. i dont know why. dont bother.

starting class tomorrow. god blesssss!

till date,

i want....

ext hdd or thumbdrive
dye my hair (but people with eczema is said to better avoid it!)
alcohol alcohol alcohol! not that i am a drunkard. but the one on Friday was bad bad BAD!
nail polishes
new bag (again. i think the new one is dying soon. again.)
pants!!!

i think that's all.

the weekend is ending. how sad. i cant procrastinate anymore!!!!!!

HELP ME!

how does it feel to think back the past?

dreamt of a secondary school friend the other day. someone whom I've lost contact with. that dream was pretty weird. I actually moved out to stay on my own. that place I stay in is pretty nice. Café here and there. it even has MacDonald's! and so i bump into him when i was on my way home. we just brush by each other. very dramatic i know... but, i guess we're both delighted we saw each other! we went to Mac's to have a drink. suddenly he fainted. and between 2 places, 2 people fainted. and both their face begun to exchange. i don't know how. but it just did. too dramatic. but, i guess it's a nice dream. how many times would you dream of your friend? or rather, how many times would your friend dream of you? they say that what you think in the day will come in your dreams at night. i think it's so true.

very fast, 6th Aug will come and i will be going for my Diploma. was talking to my mum and I realise that i will miss the TV show. Gao Xiao Zhi Zhun or something. the one on CH8 at 8pm. speaking of which, it was better known as Gao Xiao Xing Dong the last time. and i will always be reminded that i have this Malay friend during my Primary school days and both of us were very very close friend. she likes Chinese shows alot and asked me what does Gao Xiao Xing Dong means. being immature and not so good in Chinese, i told her it means born to make you happy. it was a totally different translation. after she knew the translation, she began to sing "born to make you happy" by Britney Spears. now when i think back, i wish i could tell her what Gao Xiao Xing Dong really meant!

sent a letter to her many years ago. but it never came back. when i pass by her house, seems that she has moved again. 2 years of friendship. long or short? i don't know. just how many friends will you have when you die? are they just acquaintances or buddies? you don't need to have many buddies but i guess you wouldn't mind having many acquaintances.

having to start my diploma really soon, i guess i wont have much time for my family. much more my friends. sometimes i wish i didn't have lessons to go for. but i think its pretty not possible. who wont want to improve themselves? slogging for a year odd now, it makes me not 18years old. was reviewing the group of friends i have... my own friends and friends I've known outside are so different. the open-ness is different. i am not talking about sexual issues here but they way they perceive things. very different. or maybe they would think that there's no need to perceive things at a higher level when they talk to me. maybe so.. not like i talk very profound things when I'm with them. fruit for thought...

today has got me thinking. the whole day home. doing nothing and yet time passes so fast. oh wells~

went for a drink yesterday. i think we had half a bottle of peach vodka left from my birthday. as usual, came home, shower, he came and we left in his car. peach vodka wasn't really nice. still prefer the one without flavour. but thanks for the vodka, Ting! and so, while drinking, he spoke, i spoke, we talked. nothing much. work. friends. life. what's left? who am i to him? who is he to me? i dont know. really. friend? acquaintance? buddy? sometimes not knowing everything is better. not everything can be known. there's always a fine line to what we can and what we cant know. just leave it as it is.

am just emo-ing. the above are pretty much crap when i think when i emo. you've actually wasted alot of your time reading it.

bye!