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as much as you fucking do not like people to threaten you, i guess other people fucking do not like you to hit their weak spot. damn it. i don't give a damn fuck if i am going to school alone or not. at the most, i WILL NOT GO. and yea! how big a deal are you? pissing me off when you havent got the opinions of the majority? sorry, you don't fucking run a one man show. as much as you think you are fucking right, sorry, listen to the views of other(s). i am in no fucking position to tell you what to do. and neither am i in a position where i can make sure you do things my way. but i fucking think that the fucking basic thing you should fucking do is to be fucking courteous. kindness begets kindness. whatever it is, sometimes sorry doesn't solve anything. first, waking up so fucking early to buy the gift, and to meet you on time. next, BREAKFAST. how great! i asked you about changing timing and i confirmed with you the time before i went offline. and now? yea, last minute things do happen and i don't blame you for the idea of having a last minute plan. perhaps you would like to ask things on a lighter mode.

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for the past few months, i've had loads and loads of people adding me on MSN. and i mean, UNKNOWN people. and they have very cheena email and MSN nick. after accepting like 4 or 5, i realise they are just china girls, asking you to vote for her on their site. and, it's the same site. and yea, i got pretty pissed off and slowly, i blocked all incoming request from MSN. until last night at about 1am, someone add me on MSN yet again. as usual, i wanna decline it. i looked at the email add as well as the nick. it seems pretty weird. i mean, it doesnt sound english to me. so i decided to accept it. when i accept it, i keep thinking that it was virus. i was so scared. and.... .... ....
[01:11:16 AM] Angela ???™ : who r u
[01:12:00 AM] Angela ???™ : hi?
[01:12:08 AM] GUILLEM: a spanish boy that are seeing your blog

isn't this world a beautiful place to be in? wahahahahaha! unknowingly, chat for about an hour. slept at 2am. so, yea. i've gotta go now. meeting yishan at 9.30 at the school bus stop.

oh well~~ today is yet a new module. very good indeed.. bcos i changed grp for positive child guidance module.. so, for involving parent and community module i also wanna follow the same one. but ting didnt wan mi to. she was bullied by tat bird in my prev group. darn tat bird.. so i stayed in my prev grp for this module lo.. 5 in my grp.. when normally its 4 and 3. zzz. like so extra..

tmr gg bak to CHR at 9am. haiz. poor soul.. haiz.. HAI... cos i dun wanna go alone. so LPPL go at 9am lor. haiz. or i can stay home and pretend tat all's well. lol.. hai.. den hafta go CWP to shop for tchers day gift to exchange during class. zzz!!!

i think the most steady class from my batch has gotta be 4e2 ba.. still so on de leh. wa lau. meet 8am. brkfast 7am.. steady boh? still buy gifts for the tchers. wa lau eh.. this kinda student where to get men.. my class?? bahhh~ i think going at diff time and obviously.. diff time by diff grp of ppl. but in the end, we will still mix and be together, but still wif our cliques.. how about tat? sighs~~~~~~~~~ but i think we're still good together.. of cos!

sighs. i cant slp this few days.. mus be tat medicine.. sighs. but cant help it. SIAN AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stupid phone giving mi prob. send to nokia chalet den i got no phone alr.. zzz! wad a bother!!!!!! haiiii

alexandra appt in like a day's time.. screw it. grrr~

i know my pokpokkay looks nice. hahahaha!

and and and~~~

the best person to gossip to is ur jie mei!!! like, CALVIN!!! hahahahaha! one topic leads to mani other topics indeed. hahahaha!

tmr new module. i think last lesson by Sandra before she moves to Australia.. sighs. gonna miss her and her stress-free lesson.

cant sleep. i think its the medicine i'm taking. sian.. haiz~~~~~~~~~

i think swallowed a fishbone. but, maybe not. duno~~

sian. i think i go off now. update some other day. lazy to update nowadays. cos it's like wake up, com, lunch, school, dinner, com, slp. over and over again. haha~

ok.. today's rehearsal is more like a discussion thingy.. the flow of the story and all.. i scared i cry~~ lol. cos i am the withdrawn child. den got a part i hafta like u know.. yea.. i duno leh.. hope can have video one tat day.. : )

talking to candice on msn. which leds mi to reveal my chicken drawing.. haha!

i drew this first. den candice ask y the eyes so big.. so i told her cos if 1 dot onli looks retarded.. so to prove it to her, i edit the one i drew...

tada~~~ retarded pok pok kay. hahaha.

pok pok KAY. lol. hahaha! candice's favourite. hahahaha!

so sian. i made the first move to sms. but i think he still doesnt wanna lower his pride. so, forget it. there's nothing i can do..

CANDICE MEI

hey hey mei!! hehe.. dun worry too much yea!!! : ) i love ya!! : ) gd luck for ur O's!!!!

haven been updating formally.. nothing much happened la.. jus some things here and there..

later having rehearsals.. so scared. i confirm cant act de.. i cant act infont of ppl i know de lor. so malu.. hai hai hai. and acting as withdrawn child.. its much worse!!! cos i scared later potray wrongly or wadever.. hai hai hai. den mus act ginna. sian.

quarrels quarrels. neither of us wanna apologise. heck with it.. when the time comes~ naturally it will jus go away.. u said u're not gonna care. we'll see how long.. >
finally tried the i-squeeze machine at my house. shiok men.. but kinda ticklish. heh!

i think i failed the interview.. she said to go on trial. sure die.. the X factor thingy again. my current cum prev boss did mention about the x factor. and she said i had it. but the one i went to yday.. weird.. i think if she ever calls me down for trial.. and it's 3 days, mind u.. i think i'd hafta tell her to put me as an assistant teacher. the one who run around to help tat kind. cos i'd hafta get used to the class's schedule and the class. the class hafta get used to me as well. 3 days might be too rush if she puts mi as the main tcher.. aiyaa~ she call den say. dun think she calling aniwae.. gonna quit the current one. am gonna hang loose for awhile until after my course. sept 4 nid to hand up assignment.. and i'm still slack slack slacking. oh welllll~~~

watched a few movies at home. CURRENT one kays.. lol! the devil wears prada is not bad.. : )

sian. nowadays those blogskin makers jus duno how to piece things nicely.. i think i gonna do my own one. heh! of cos.. nid to dl this photoshop first. when i free den say la~~~~~~~~

so bored so bored...........................

lifeless!!!!!!

sian. friday approaching.. den hafta go Alexandra.. scareddd.

oh. i went to the crocs shoe site. US de. wa lau. they have such nice models lor!! and SG haven release it yet. can wait til neck drop. and the one tat US has is much nicer!! waiting for SG crocs to release tat model. some mary jane series. onli has very limited colour. heh!

wanna go shopping~~~~ but i cant.. cos this fri hafta treat my mummy eat xin fu yin cha. sure pok one. hai hai hai. somemore cake i pay.. cake is ok la. cos onli $17.. den reserve $50 ea for the meal. RAH! pok already..

stef wanna set up blog. ahha! she keep on asking mi how to do this and tat. i also duno how to explain to her over the net.. she's gonna work this coming thurs. for onli 4 days.. better than nothing la huh. haha~

okok~ i better go shower now. dun even know wad time to meet sharon later. ahha!

i am going to school now. update update update later~~~~

weeha!

oh. if u need some sad song.. and is piano kind, maybe u can search for Final Fantasy songs. haha. not tat i am sad.. but i nid it for my assignment.. the one tat i am acting as a withdrawn child... ... ... ... ... ...

BYE! late for school alr!

went blogskin shopping jus now.. saw a few skins.. but its those kind tat need to navigate. like press wad to go to wad section. so troublesome. either tat or its those love skin or those brk up skin or those ugly full page skin. bleh.

weeeeeeee haaaaaaa~

she'll be coming round the mountain when she comes,
she'll be coming round the mountain when she comes,
she'll be coming round the mountain,
she'll be coming round the mountain,
she'll be coming round the mountain when she comes.

YEEHA!

next time, the next idiot who ask me WHY regarding a very senseless issue, i am gonna tell you... BECAUSE THE SKY IS SO HIGH, THE BIRD SHIT IN YOUR EYES. weeha~ i took it from some web. ha! dun copy me.

met FS jus now. ironically, he brought 2 set of LPXX and i brought 1.. and.. it happens to be the same one. so i onli brought one of his home. haha! didnt talk much. went to the void deck to read up some stuffs. kinda awkward la. i haven seen him for like 2-3yrs alr. when i saw him i couldnt realli recognise him. so, yea.. after tat walked home slowly. haha!

watched the LPXX VCD wif my parents.. haha. so funny. but some of it is spoilt. so kinda spoil fun. haha~ alexandra sent letter for appointment. kinda like appointment thingy. hai. scary.. wooha~

bought UNO card. winnie the pooh de. so cute rite!!!! >:) haha!! for onli $2. hahaha. and it looks kinda real. altho i duno if its real or fake. but, wadever!

it's so early.. not even 11pm. and i haf nothing to do.. sometimes i jus duno wad to do online. den update update update blog. wooooooooooooooooooo~ lol

hai.. current boss SMS mi about 30th Aug.. got study or not. sian diao.. wad to do men.. hai hai hai!!!!!!!!!

stomach cramp. it sucks to haf missed the-time-of-the-month for many months. and suddenly it just comes back.the cramp sucks. but not very pain, surprisingly. not tat kinda pain until cannot walk. still can walk home from causeway point. not bad alr la huh. haha!

sian. so bored. tmr supposed to go sentosa.. but cant le. have tat thing how to go sia.. sian sian sian sian sian. baaa~ maybe ask alycia wad are they doing there exactly den decide.

wee~~~~~~ *bomb*

lol. i am so bored... ... ... ... i haf so mani things to blog about. but cant rmb.. ha~~~~~~

duno when the pasar malam next to CWP ending. wanna buy earrings there. haha! but i nvr go see see. so duno worth to buy or not. haha! my mickey mouse's earring's crystal are dropping off and it's kinda ugly. haha! luckily i still haf the hello kitty one to support. heh.

SIAN AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nvm. shall go play some games..

i need a pedi badly.. sighs sighs sighs.. really badly............. i saw a lady with rebonded hair. pretty long. and i tot to myself.. i better go rebond too! haha. at least better than perming. lazy ppl like me cant afford to perm. those styling cream and all. yucks. hardens ur hair.. eww! grr~~ rebonding is the best. ha. dun nid to care so much.. but my aunty tell mi rebond mani times would not be as straight.. but... i rebond like 4 times le.. so i scared this time not straight.. but... got perm before.. should be ok la hor? who cares!! i know i dun change phone.. den got money go rebond hair. grr~ monday go change phone again if possible.. hopefully got $100 spare.. heh heh heh

oh oh oh!!! i told mummy about the crocs shoe i saw yday.. they have a female crocs shoes. quite nice.. and i told mummy. she say she wanna go buy. so i told her tchers day. cos i no work no school mah.. but she say she hafta go SGH for check up. den i hafta go alexandra hosp for my dental check. sian diao.. den after everything at night going to fortunate restaurant to eat dinner.. cos celebrate mummy's bdae. heh!!! see how. i am sure got spare time in the afternoon where we can go marina to buy crocs shoes, right? heh

yday met cal and yz to marina square. sucks. the kenny rogers there sucks!! next time go to suntec de. hai.. but i did ask them wanna go to which branch. yz tell mi nearest. so of cos, bring to marina lor.. but.. haiz.. 3 kenny quarters and 2 sprite and a snapple plus SERVICE AND TAX is like + - $48. haiz. screw them. suntec one is self service. taste better. cheaper!!!!! and ambience better. was online den the first thing pang asked mi was "how was kenny rogers?" immediately complain to him. wahahahahaha! den today he told mi he's going to chinatown for claypot rice.. den when he's about to go off.. he tell me it will taste better than kenny rogers. so mean!!!!!!! but i told him will bring him to the suntec one next time.. haha~ den i ask if he passed his IPPT. he say haven. hahaha! poor thing. he still has 5 yrs wif the army. hahahaha! dun wanna go wif cal and yz le. they are like mountain tortoise.. hai. duno how to say. but at least they go wif mi. and complain all the while. heh heh heh.

oh. action city is selling this water dispenser thingy.. pretty cool. cal wanna buy but was hesitating.. haha. in the end we went bak empty handed. got my crocs shoes fixed. finally..

den went bak to causeway point to watch chai lai angels. lol! wad a show.. i think guys go watch it is cos of the satisfaction they get for their eyes. hahahaha! haresh and jawad was laughing so loudly!!! and thanks to yz's recommendation.. finally he has introduced a movie to us which was not very ok. haha! den haresh kept on shaking his leg. den my chair also shaking. like, wth.. den my drink cant put at my left side cos haresh is blocking the show. den not so nice to ask himi excuse his leg. den hafta shift cal's bottle and put my drink there.

hb sms mi den he told mi he watched snake on the plane alr. yucks. so disgusting!! he said its cool. weird idiot! he still can laugh so loudly. darn him. yucks..

ok. i think time's up. i better go mit FS now. if not sure late. everytime late. not good. hahahahaha! but if not late, wun be me le. :) u will seldom see me waiting for ppl. unless i m not very close to u. if i am not very close den i will wait. cos not good. if i'm close to u. den i'll tend to be either on time or late. and if early, means the bus come early or i take cab. haha! oh no. i shouldnt say so much. if not tat gay read den he next tym let me wait. :(

okok~ better go now~~

tata~

You Raise Me Up Lyrics

by Josh Groban

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;

When troubles come and my heart burdened be;

Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,

Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;

You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;

You raise me up: To more than I can be.

There is no life - no life without its hunger;

Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;

But when you come and I am filled with wonder,

Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;

You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;

You raise me up: To more than I can be.

this is a damn nice song.. :)

later meeting fasheng.. haha! again.. i hope i dun aeroplane again. hahahahaha!

the medicine realli make mi cant sleep men. i'm like sleeping late. waking so fucking early.. argh!

watch chai lai angels. lol. if u r like u know.. wanna satisfy ur eye's needs.. den perhaps can go watch. haha! more info later

going for interview on monday. i hope i get it.. haha! but now i worry alr.. how to tell my current boss? email? sms? call? hai! time to move on..

browsed through the nte just now and found some schools in singapore that offers child psychology

PATH

Lee Comunity College

TESOL

this are in order.. haha. but path is pretty ex and the criteria is like . . . . . . . . maybe will enquiry if i have the ECH cert can get in or not. heh heh heh.

lee community college doesnt have classes going on now i guess. cos it's like hafta enquire them de..

TESOL seems ulu. i think tats my last resort..

weeha~~~~~~~ but hafta get my diploma for ECH den say.

mooo~

mummy is outta hospital. wee~~~ my papa go fetcher her. hehehehehe. wait wait waiting for her to come bak~~~~ heh heh heh..

er.. yishan jus sms mi say she sick~~~ sighss. means duno can go to marina square or not.. cos left the 2 gays and me onli.. hai.. here i sit, looking at kenny rogers fly by.. and of cos, not forgetting the crocs shoe shop.. hai hai hai~~~ but its ok. hope she recover.. YK is sick too.. hope he recovers as well. i aint so mean la huh.. hahaha~ marina square will not run away.. but kenny rogers... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... hai

gave up on my hp application.. cannot make it. daryl cant find the file as well. next time ba.. next time.. lols. watched la pi xiao xin on youtube yday. the china version of la pi xiao xin is disgusting. so different!!!!!! and the mother looks very different too!!!!! eww.. but good thing is tat it has subtitles.. heh!

william called last night. surprisingly.. lols!! broke up~~ i think he actually has to prepare for it la.. i mean.. the other time brk up alr.. the same time as mi. but he didnt wanna let go. always go the girl's hse find her, talk to her, den patch.. i'm not saying its not good la.. budden brk le den stick for awhile den suan le lor..

he made me recap alot of things.. ha~~ but i think its little little things we hafta learn before we find the right one.. old one no go new one no come. hah~ tats wad i tell xy everytime she brk up last time..

his ex told him if 3 yrs later, they r still destined to be together, they will.. oh well.. 3yrs isnt long and it isnt short.. told him tat he is bound to meet someone within the three yrs. she is also bound to meet someone new. wad makes him think tat waiting for that 3 yrs will definitely make her his? perhaps during the span of 3 yrs, he will be with her again.. but... ... i mean i'm not saying on the girl or guy's behalf. but.. during the span of 3 yrs. i think.. someone is still gonna come into ur life and touch u in many ways which will led u to another new relationship.. nothing is a guarantee..

she gave him up cos she hafta work and study.. something like mine?? but it was william tat told her to pursue her degree. so, yea.. she did mention tat they ROM so at least she dun hafta worry about 1 thing.. but he tot they were still young and drop the matter.. but.. ROM is yet another commitment. doesnt mean that ROM already will not have problem. ROM le, no time, also like tat. altho he or she does belong to u and u haf no time.. they still will run away.. if not.. why are there divorces on earth?

but i did tell him la.. i mean, she told him nicely (unlike mine) tat she wanna let go cos she respect him. and i also told him tat he should in turn respect her by letting it go.. it's gonna be difficult. but, jus respect her lor.. he asked how long i took to forgt the whole thing.. i said smth like 2-3mths.. actually onli 1mth.. haha! sucha liar.. haha. no la.. but 2-3 mths is cos in between still will think about it.. sometimes i'll still laugh and smile over some events. haha~ silly me. but its cos my mum was in the hosp during that whole thing and i wouldnt have time to think about it.. so, yea.. and friends!!! found a few good friends.. i told him, i'd rather haf more friends than a stead at my current age.. which is so damn true..

he actually did not cry this time round.. i think he cried den he called me cos he sound coarse. i rmb the first time he broke up wif her.. he cried over the phone.. i'm like O.O!! cos i duno wad to say.. yea.. i think everyone jus has to grow out of it..

i duno if i am right in doing this.. i told him to ask her if she wants him to wait.. but i think he doesnt wanna wait already.. cos i also told him not to wait. but ask her jus to assure things.. waiting might not be a choice cos u duno if u're gonna be together or not.. i think he is like 20 odd yrs old already.. maybe same age as winson?? by the time 3 yrs.. can married le.. den if she doesnt wan him, den hafta waste another few yrs of time to woo and find another one..

during the talk, he kept on emphasising to me tat his relationship was 2yrs plus.. i told him straight that doesnt mean long relationship means nothing will happen. u know wad was my motivation tat drove me outta tat miserable life? it was cos i tot of divorce.. ppl already got married and has children yet they have to smile at their children, raise them up single handed, work, do everything. life still goes on.. who am i to cry over spilt milk? mine is jus a carton of HL milk. but their's is many many cows of milk!!! so, who, or rather, what am i, compared to them?

when u jus brk up, u will ask how am i suppose to forget her, how am i suppose to get over it.. when time pass by.. do u think u will still think of her as much? will u, still tell her i will wait for u forever? maybe yes, maybe not.. time heals all wounds they say.. but how is it gonna heal, when u arent willing to let it off?

at least they're still friends.. and she asked to be good friends.. 3yrs down the road... no one knows wad will happen...

after typing so much, i still hope i can go to kenny rogers.. ha!!

so bored.. waiting for daryl to send mi those applications can dieee.. taking so darn long long long long long~~

and my stupid phone dun seem to support those applications he sent me. stupid phone. trade away suan le. waste my money. could have rebonded my hair with the $200 i bought the phone with. darn it!!!!!!!!!!!!

zzz. william called jus now. oh well~ was kinda shocked he called me luh.. cos he call mi also most of the time cos of his GF. this time? break already.. type more tmr.. my hand so tired.. cant even rest on the keyboard to avoid disconnection between my phone and the com. zzzZZZzzz!!!

歌曲：自由
歌手：朱孝天
词曲:张震岳

也许会恨你
我知道我的脾气不是很好
也许不一定
我知道我还是一样爱著你
打开一瓶红色的酒
看着金鱼游来游去
是否我们都想要自由
我没有关系
你可以假装没事离开这里
一切好安静
我只想把情绪好好压抑
到底谁会先说再见
我知道我一定哭泣
走的时候记得说爱我
爱我
说爱我说爱我
难道你不再爱我
我的泪滴下来
你从来不曾看过
为什么为什么
爱情让人变沉重
没有人告诉我
原来不是我想像
不要回来
你已经自由了
我也已经自由了

this is a pretty nice song.. especially the xhang zhen yue version.. haha!

i realli realli wanna go to the qu bai and zhang zhen yue concert la~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~

oh well. i must say.......

i dont really like my blog skin.. i mean.. the font and all. yucks. grr! if onli i know how to meddle with those chim stuffs. i will change the font!!!!!!!!!

oh well...

today.. went to admiralty to buy lunch for myself as well as dessert for my sis and my mum. wa lau. i like aunty like tat lor. buy food from admiralty to SGH. wa lau. like some ah mah go visit their own daughter den bring soup and all those. wa lau eh. ma lu men.. den i already no hand. den tat stupid monkey keep on sms-ing mi. wa lau. zzz! den i cabbed from Outram Park to SGH. i know it sounds stupid. but the shuttle queue was long and i was lazy to walk. heck! jus take cab suan le. den took it. reached my mum's ward. wa lau. so tired. den ate my noodles. which was horrible... den went with my sis to the kopitiam to buy cold dessert. was so hot can!!

read the straits time.. den fall asleep. sleep le also duno. until my mum adjust her bed. den i woke up. dne i fell asleep again. den got new patient came in. wa lau. so noisy. everyone woke up lor. cos the room was pretty quiet. den everyone fell asleep den woke up by tat aunty talking.. den my mum's neighbour's maid woke up and shake head. den look at mi and give tat kinda "wa lau eh" look. haha!

den left to meet daryl.. met him at jurong MRT den went to woodlands. wa lau. he changed to N-gage. tat rich idiot.. now waiting for him to online to send mi HP applications. hahahaha! den walked around causeway.. pasar malam.. den saw sharon. haha! den went home..

forever talking to me about his motor.. and i found out something.. erm.. tat guy is jus another guy's ka kia.. i was shocked when daryl told mi. so, yea..

oh well~~~~ my neck is aching..

tmr can go eat kenny rogers le~ yay!!!!! hahahaha. thanks gays!!! and yishan too. : D

mummy might be discharged tmr.. good. den can bring her bak if possible..

go chat on msn le. haha~ so mani windows blinking now.. tata~~~~~

about the tagboard thing, jiu suan le ba~

now going to the hosp..

den mit daryl laterrr~~~~~~~

so boreddd~~~~~~~ hp no batt. hope at least can tahan until the hosp. byee~

oh well. let me see. i am sure u all noticed the tagboard? i am here to reveal some clues to the fake me..

click on it to enlarge it.

just when i thought everything is fine, it isnt.

so, look! who's the one doing all this things now? and may i say, who is the one starting all over again? this is getting kinda sick. do u even have a life? i think u dont tats y u r here tagging unto my tagboard leaving senseless comments and a good name shuffed to an idiotic person like u. i've checked the IP already. and i dun think it's fake. since i took it from the web itself. i scrolled thru wad is there and i realise tat.. none of the IP is the same except for OG. so, yea. that fucktard is still at it. maybe news travels slowly. or rather, news are spread too wild that u duno who knows wad. there might be possibilities here and there.

i dun wanna look into this further. if u have ani doubts, u can add mi at funkiegal1989@hotmail.com on msn. den we can talk it out.

i am not pointing the arrow at anybody except at that imposer or rather, OG, that shopping mall tat is so old. please wake ur fucking senses. i am sure u dun haf an intellectual lower than me. or maybe u do?? cos u r doing such low things.

i seriously think tat you should think about wad u're gonna do before doing it. think of the consequences. not the sequences.

i hope this is the last post tat i am gonna type about this.

listen to Love Fool by The Cardigans. nice nice song. haha! not the lyrics but the beat of the song. wee~

love me love me~

lol.

sian. tmr gg to visit my mum. den she like make me buy the whole admiralty food court like tat. wanna eat this and that. dohhh~ still want dessert. zzz! pig organ soup. bleh! yucks.

weee~~~~~~~ so bored luhhh...

i think i go chat on msn suan le.

woke up so so so early.. sighss~ den went to the docs den to the hosp. slacked quite awhile before gg for my lunch. den my sis came fomr her workplace for awhile. den she went bak to work and i left for sch.

during sch. we had the discussion and the draw lots thingy. and i am supposed to act as the withdrawn child. how NICE. lols. hai. imust act like a depressed kid. lol. i cant act infront of ppl i know la. altho i am abit crazy and cranky in class. haha! nonetheless, will try my best. heh heh heh! will try to take a video.. hehehehe!

after sch den came home. slacked til now. i find no purpose in coming online nowadays. lol! i jus feel so bored bored bored. faster get xiaoxin VCD from FS. haha!

tmr gg to the pasar malam with Daryl. hahahahaha! woosa woosa~ quite some time nvr see him le. i hope he is not with the pink RZR animore. hahahaha! tat dumb motorola phone. lol!!

i realli nid a pair of new shoes, pedicure, hair cut and rebond hair. haha! my main worries now. lol. ok la. not really. not really my worries yet. except tat i realli nid to cut and trim my hair. it's bothering me. and my hair colour is like getting pretty strong now. especially the brown. so, yea. my mum wore my shoes the other time. which led to it's seperation of the cushiony part and the flowers deco. haha!

mummy might be gg to discharge tmr. but maybe not. so, shall see how. during my 3 days visit there, i've tot of wad feedback remarks to write to SGH. hahahahahaha! i know i am mean. but i cant help it. it is lousier than KK in quite a few ways!! i mean, they're both govt hosp right? hai. nvm. shall be kind with my remarks.

fri might be gg to marina square. heh heh heh. good good. go there walk walk. especially to the crocs shoe shop. tat shop is a MUST STOP to check the shoes out. am still pretty pissed tat my crocs shoes is spoilt. might be bringing tat shoe down to repair it. ha! i know i know. so aunty. but hey! not even half a yr and it's spoilt. i didnt buy those crocs imi leh. wa lau...

i'm jus blabbering like there's no tomorrow. i am such a nag. i know i know. but i cant help it. there;s nothing i can do..

apologized to hb alr. so, yea. sighs. but i realli hope i can get bak tat thing. but i dun rmb who took it. so, yea..

yawns yawns and more yawns. tmr no sch. weeha~~~~~~~~~ ok la. i go off. bye

.

i'm feeling kinda sad la. hai. maybe i should jus sms and apologise to hb. sighss~~ later see how lor..

i FINALLY told someone about how i feel towards the ending.. and it's calvin the gay. i mean.. hai. suan le. dun wanna say it here.

jus now boss called me. now she make me feel like i shouldnt quit the job.. duno la. i mean.. i offered her help in the morning la.. i duno if she will take it or not.. i mean.. cos most of my mates are working in the morn. so, yea. most prolly i wu haf trouble working in the morn but except tat its pretty far from my home.. all the way to shenton way.. can u imagine..

sighss!!! duno la. sometimes i'm jus too overwhelmed by sad things all in a row.. how to be happy? hai~

tmr gg to docs again. i think i'll jus hafta go on pills la. yea.. den buy brkfast and visit mummy early in the morning.. so, yea.

gg off now.. bye

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today, NO ANAESTHETIC INJECTION!!!! weeha! i asked to no inject. luckily she say ok. hahahaha! not pain at all!! wee~~~ sept 1st go AH. den sept 5th go bak to do last permanent fill up. hahahahahaha!

weehooo~~~~~~ later go buy magazine for mummy. after sch go visit mummy~~~ wee~~ sharon ting and pris coming along wif mi as well. heh heh heh heh. it realli feels different without my mummy. heh heh heh.

ok. i better go do something else now. nowadays internet is getting boring for mi. hohohohohohoho!

gg to the dentist again.. so sad.. such a sad sad thinggg.

hai. i scared she inject anaesthetic again.its a horrid horrid thing to be injected unto your gums. hai. my tears will auto roll. i'm left with 10min b4 i mus reach there. and i'm still eating my ham and bread. weeha~

hmm.. haresh sent mi the best friend sms twice. i'm like oh? lol. i didnt expect him to send mi this kinda thing. so, yea. hahahahaha! and and and. some people like calvin, jus hafta sms u when u r sound asleep...

hmm.. in the morn, i woke up.. den went to admiralty to buy mag and bread and soon kueh for my mum. lol. she cant eat outside food but she insist that i buy something for her~ den was on my way to the hospital.. den i walked to SGH instead of taking the shuttle.. how stupid rite? got shuttle dont take. walk there. cos i tot walk would be faster. cos i didnt hafta wait for the shuttle and i dun even know where to alight!! but they onli stop at block 1&2. but i was going to blk 5. so, yea. i'd rather walk.

was kinda lost inside. haha. and u know, i abit pajiao. so, yes. i couldnt see the signboard clearly. hahahaha! but i managed to get to where i wanna go la. den saw my mum. squeeze room wif so mani ppl. i still like KK hosp better lor!! and their food there is nicer. SGH dun skin off rock melon skin. damn it. unlike KK.. they skin off nicely for u men~ and their food's aroma is wee-you-wit. haha! but SGH one is ... yea. maybe cos in KK hosp, my mum's in the air con ward but in SGH, its the fan kind. was so hot when i got there. stayed there for like an hr or so den went off to meet sharon.

cabbed down to school and waited for sharon to haf lunch at this new shop called taiwan xiao chi.. hmm.. the chicken cutlet rice is horrible. i've always like beansprout with carrot and the other veg. but it's far too salty!! and their clevery is salty too!! their chicken cutlet is also very very salty. yucks. i've to like eat rice together with it. as in one spoon of rice and veg or chix together. cos normally i'd not mix them. so, yea. horrid taste. sharon ordered black sesame paste and it's horrible as well. luckily my white fungus is nice. haha! den went up to class.

watched this movie called John Q. it's a real life story. very nice. i think it's like so so so many years ago already! i mean, tat guy sacrificed so much for his son. if it was me? i dont know.. i guess wong lee lan is right. it's easier to choose between a rotten and a good apple rather than to choose between 2 good or 2 bad apples. and and and!!!! she stepped down of head of pedagogy cos of 1 lecturer. and she described the lecturer as HIM. so, it's damn obvious. PHILIP KOH IS OUT OF ICEC! damn it. he's the bustard who gave me a "C" for UPPE module. what she said about him is SO DAMN TRUE!!!! yea. finally out. i hate him men.

after class, went to causeway point to see new shoes. wanna buy new shoes again. haha! den bumped into alycia, leekian, yishan and liping. they were going for dinner. haha! aly asked if i wanna join them but i said no. cos i tot of buying food and cook at home since mummy is not in. but after awhile, i tot better to eat with them than to dine alone at home. so, went to eat at the banquet at causeway point. its so expensive.. luckily the yong tau foo is nice. if not i'd have sulked. haha! den talked awhile and went to popular and went home.

during dinner, we kinda talked la. erm. liping asked if i knew who she was. i think la. THINK onli. it's cos the other time i tagged on sandy's blog. so, yea. i mean, i've nothing much against her. so, i'd still treat her as normal lor. i mean, if given a chance to everybody, almost everyone is nice. just tat u need to spend quality time to get to know the person. but, if tat person bites u, it'd be pretty hard to spend quality time la. so, yea.

winson called mi last night. talk very little things. cos i duno wad to talk to him. lol. prev nights also got call mi. told mi about the girl again.. tell mi mani times he let go. in the end still same. oh well~~~~~ up to him la huh. i mean, i can onli listen to him complaining. so, yea. complaining so mani things about her but yet, still likes her..

hohoho~ talk to pang on msn le. byee!

ALY

hey girl! altho the time is short but nice catching up yea? let's go shopping some day together. haha! take care~ and thanks for inviting me along for dinner. miss ya!!

CAL

hey, its good tat u know u(me too) were harsh on mi(you) yday cos i seriously think(from my part) that wad i said wasnt very wrong. and tat apologise was kinda surprising. wad i meant was, since u're organising already so u could maybe ask if they'd wanna go along to the zoo yea? and i was thinking about it too. i mean, i'm sorry as well. but i was thinking tat if everybody thinks like him, den no one would wanna organise anything already, right? i think u haf a great mind of ur own which doesnt need to be influenced by other ppl, ayee? to go safari or zoo and safari it's up to u la huh.. i've checked out the escape price already. pretty affordable la huh. but i dun think it's nice unless we're willing to try everything which i think we're not. since we're both afraid of heights. ahah! not to worry yea? our jie mei bond is strong! hahahahaha. as if. lol. ok la. enjoy urself. this fri and thurs i'm free. and for the rest of the month.. not free alr. if yz and others are available this week den we'll go lor~ maybe, u might wanna consider changing phone. hahahahaha. or u tell nokia the same thing happening lor. den admitted to nokia hospital longer. =X

aiyoo. i've been pigging the whole day!!!! to the extend of me not knowing wad time is it. as in i lost touch of time. i tot it was still 9pm when it was already 10pm!!!!

tmr morn go visit mum in the hosp. hopefully can buy some mags over there so she can read. she must be so bored there!!! no one knows she's in the hosp. i think onli my third uncle and my grandpa and us. my grandma dont even know.. can u imagine if she knows.. and we nvr tell her.. she will SCREAM at us!! i better avoid gg to her house until she knows about it.

tmr got wong lee lan class. so sucky. yucks yucks yucks. she let us see a photo the other day, a photo of her admirer. BLEH!!!!!!!! erm. say, the photo was much more like a wax figurine!!! and it's lying down. i mean, pris and sharon also agree wif mi. so fake. it's too fake to be real. oh, wadeverrrr.

so bored bored bored bored bored~~~~~~~~~

tmr i've mani things to do..

might be gg to the lib to borrow books
pay my phone's fee
get my spects fixed?? <-- maybe not. i am doing fine without it. ha!

it's all over the island~~~

woodlands, marsiling, bukit gombak~~~ aiyoo. so ruan~~~~

maybe buy some mags for her suan le. hai. i dun like to go SGH. so HOT there. and it's not like KK. no direct bus. and and and!!! no air con..

my left wisdom tooth is very pain. i think it's still growing. hai hai hai.

tues go fix my front tooth AGAIN!!!! den 1st sept go alexandra to like visit the dentist for my wisdom tooth.. hai hai hai. this yr is tooth year. wadever it is. get it over and done with..

hai. i am in such a spot!!! i'm suppose to change centre.. but but but. i haven tell my current boss. and i've yet to go for interview. now, if i pass the interview and i can start work immediately, it'd be great. but wad if i nid to give 2weeks notice? den lppl rite? and and and... my current boss ask mi to work like next week. hai~~~~ i duno.. sometimes, ignorance is bliss..

kevin told mi something about his gf again. i mean, i duno wad to tell him! sighs.. neither am i in a spot where i can tell him wad to do.. its jus either tell her straight.. which isnt working.. or to like ignore her.. hai. complications of the human kind~~

ok den. i think i better find something to do. this isnt doing mi ani good. i've finished watching la pi xiao xin VCD alr.. sighs~~~~~~~ i've got nothing to do now..

oh well~~

yday?? hahaha! i didnt go out with FS la. i was so so so tired. i ent to sleep for awhile. can u imagine i am meeting him at like say, 6.30pm.. and i went to ~~sleep~~ lie down at 5.40pm.. haha. den i woke up at 6.10.. den he saw my msn nick he was like woah. sleep? den can wake up or not. den i was like ok la.. den i actually sian diao. i jus have this craving for kenny rogers from like say.. the last time i watch fireworks until now.. wa lau. den he dun wanna eat. cos he pok already. like, damn it. ok lor. fine. den dun eat. since i dun feel like eating. but jus wanna eat to satisfy my cravings. haha! den in the end.. talk talk talk. den the final conclusion was not to go out. but he said that next time if he wanna go out den i mus go with him. ok lor. i dun mind. but of cos provided i got the mood. weeehehehehehehe.

oh. and and and. tat stupid gay. NEVER COLLECT PHONE!!!!!!!!!! zzz. i post on my blog to ask him sms/call mi when he collect his phone. but no reply. den i ring him up. den it was off-ed. oh yes. how great!! den later.. i called yk. den yk say he duno. den when i reached home after coming back
from my grandmama's house, i went online. that bastard still not online AT ALL ok.. den at the moment i was like: "-_- still sleeping.." wa lau. can u imagine the number of hours he sleeps in?!?!?!?!?!?!?! i wun be able to sleep that long!!

oh yea. so i met my eldest sis in my grandma house while my eldest sis and my 2nd sis met ea other at HG mall. i like the mee sua from the taiwan xiao chi stall. the [i think it's oyster mee sua] mee sua is realli realli nice can~~ when i reached, my cousin told mi that my grandpa going to pick him up and bring him to coffeeshop. i'm like WHAT! i mean, if u know wat i mean, it's impossible.. den my grandma told me at the back that my grandpa's not coming. i mean, i didnt wanna tarnish his small mind so i jus said oh really.. den u better get showering. but later, i brought him to like downstairs to buy lunch. cos it's about 12+ and they hadnt eat anithing. so my cousin and i went to buy food. i managed to convinve him to not go to the coffeeshop. so, yea. we walked around with nothing in mind. we jus wander like our good brothers for food. ahha! but i settled for black carrot cake since i'm having my mee sua (slurps). but but but. wa lau. when i ate it, it was so sweet. den it made me sick of the taste. like, YUCKS! eww. can u imagine.. very very very sweet black carrot cake.. yucks.

den my sis came. she bought honey green tea for mi. WA LAU! like drinking HONEY ok. it was sweet. i mean honey as in those kind with onli a little little bit of water. yucks. everything i ate or drank is so SWEET. yucks. bleh. like, yucks!

ok, so we slacked and slacked. den i went home.

so after i didnt get to go out with FS, i ask cal wanna go pasar malam or not. cos i wanna eat and go walk around. in the end the stupid gay buy his things. his aim was achieved but not mine. nvm nvm~ stupid gay. since i'm going wif Daryl on Thurs. muahahahaha~ den in the end we end up watching midnight show. all yz's fault... lol. called derek out to play poker for awhile. mus realli realli apologise to derek leh. make him waste time. but at least we got play hor??

cos we were like rushing le. we literally walked from my home den to CWP k. we reached there, i was perspiring like water fountain. wa lau. i nvr walked so hard before. and the best thing is my leg didnt have the cramp feeling. haha. great!!

we watched An American Haunting. like emily rose ba. erm. towards horror. not ghost. not bad. but cal was saying tat the title is wrong.. but, who cares! hahahahaha~

den the 2 gays walked me home. haha!

den went online. woody once again, intro pang to me. lol. 2nd time.. told mi tat he's a good catch. LOL!! den i told him i'd rather he catch mi first than i catch him first. haha! cos i'm not the kind who makes first move. haha! but i mus say tat he's indeed a good catch ba~ ahha! and pang's bdae is coming soon. i ask him to date pang den ask a girl to go instead. hahahahaha! den he tell me to go be pang's bday prezzie. -_- and he also said tat he can help me tie ribbon around my neck. -_- wad the hell please..

my mummy's in the hospital now. hope everything is fine. he bdae is next week. suppose to go eat wif her dim sum. her long awaited dim sum.. hopefully she will be out early so she can come with us.. i love my mummy! <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/6694/694/1600/Image077.jpg">

that's me and my mummy~

haha. chatting wif zhuxin now. she is so bian tai. hahahahahahaha! say i like ms foo. say we together. the rest i dun tell. haha! so bian tai. HAHAH. i BTH. ahha!! ok la. the post is very very long already. ending hereee~

i jus put aeroplane on FS.

so so so damn tired...

sorry yea~~

wanna sleep again..

zZZzzzzZZZzzzZZZzzzZZZZZzzzzZZZZZZzzzzZZZZZZzzzzzZZZZZZZzzzz

change of plans.

hehehhe. go grandma hse den go pasar malam~

wee~~~~

gay!! today u collect phone rite? den sms mi hor!! i wanna go marina square. tmr also can~~ and and and. i wan the movies. send mi ASAP k?

as for FS?? i duno..

i decided to take up psychology at 21yrs old..

child psychology..

yes. thats what i wanna do now. but i cant at this age. aint going to PATH. am gonna source out some other agencies..

oh well. i have 4 yrs more..

i am hungry.

muahahahaha!

i've found a date to go marina square with!!

muahahahaha.

stupid gay. u think i only go out with you?

muahahahahahaha! think again!

muahahahahaha.

ok la. besides this, the other time go with you de la. without you i will die. >:( (ya right)

ahha!

weee~~~~~~~~~~~~~ crocs shoes crocs shoes~

should i go hougang mall wif my sis den meet fs later??

but fs dun seem like he wanna go alr~ oh well. i duno wad is he thinking sometimes. tot go out can help him relax abit. see how ba~~~~~ or i'll jus rot at home and ask gay to go out. :)

haiz.. i duno wad to do!!

mummy came home. den on Sunday den admit. i haf a useless father. haiz. as useless as can be. i make sure my husband is not like tat(if i ever have one.). i mean, so useless! i know i shouldnt be saying this cos he's my father. but, wad the heck!! he always cares only for himself. wad a bother! cant he be like more of a man? i'm not saying he's not a man. but, be mroe of a family man. he's such a stingy ass. duh! so selfish. so stingy. grrr!

was playing maple for hb. den!!!!!!!!! fs sms mi ask mi go msn. i was like mapling mah. den i promise hb to like train til 70%.. den i said i cant. den he said he very sad. den i was like ok.. i tot it must be his ex gf or his frds la. den i was like ok.. i told him to call mi instead. cos i'm in a spot where i cant alt tab. so, yea. he called. den he sound pretty coarse. den ok.. he told mi to wait for awhile den he used his room phone or smth. den he cried! omg omg omg..

i mean, i've nvr heard anione crying on the phone. much more a guy!! i mean, i have heard a guy cried on the phone to me before.. but it's like so so so long ago. some 3-4yrs back? i duno.. den it;s like i heard fs cry. den i was like WTH!! i told pang. den pang was like gay frd? den i was like no. zzz! my gay frds dun cry.. right gays? hahahaha! den he said he duno wad to do also. zzz!!!! sighs!!

aint gonna post here y he cried for. but certainly not cos of his ex or his frds. i mean.. i duno wad to tell him. i mean, sometimes i'm like him too! but i onli tell gay. and gay tell mi to cry. but, how u expect mi to tell the guy to cry?!?!?!?!?! oh, great. i tell him to cry den he change topic. sighs~ i duno wad to tell him la.. someone please save me.. i mean, i dun mind being his listening ear. but it's like.. i mean, i hafta reply rite? sighs! he said he feel like hugging someone and cry.. erm.. wad am i suppose to do?

haiz. why are there lonely people? is it a punishment? sighs. complications of the human kind.

even after eating the med, i am still having diarrhea. i realli ate the medicine ok. swallow, drink, wadever. but it's still so pain. haiz. i cant stand it la. today up til 10 and yday after 3 no probs de leh. wa lau. den suddenly like tat. haiz.. dun tell mi i nid another mc!!

i wanna play cards. but tat gay dun wan. and his N6280 spoil. wahahha! good for u. hahahaha!! i think bought it for like 2 days den spoil. the mp3 player sucks. wahahahahahahahaahahahaha! and kaimeng says he is like bangla. haha! (no offense). he say bangla always change phone cos it's nice den haolian. hahahahahaha! i was laughing and laughing. haha! i think onli kaimeng can treat tat gay. LOL! treat as in suan him. muahahahahaha! and tat gay was so gay-ish. when yongkai and i board the bus, the gay said he will send km home. like so gay. HAHAHAHAHAHA!

sighs. is today a good day?? tmr is a saturday.. plans?? rot at home. its been a long time since i rot at home.. but i wanna go marina square!!!! i wanna go to the crocs shoes shop. my crocs is spoilt!!!! damn it. went to the cobbler the other time and glue it. GLUE it ok.. but it still came off. i think go to the shop and ask for extra button suan le. den on the way see new designs.. saw the lady crocs shoe at casueway point the other day. wahahahaha! so nice. so light. but it's so ex. see le eye ball will drop. hahah!

okok. i think i go lao sai again. haiz. stomach bu zhen qi. rah!!

no good food..

wait. let mi think.. veggies or fruits today?

mushroom is veggies rite??

orh hor...................... den die. but i cant resist the temptation of button mush in sesame oil chicken!! haha. ok la. go ls. talk more den will come out liao. bye!

yday went to the docs.

hmm.. get 2 more pack of new medicine. so sucky. nid to dissolve in water. can u imagine!! den the doc told mi some stuffs. hmm. might be trying out the thing he told mi.

den after tat yk called mi and ask if wanna watch ghost game. den went to watch. wif yangsheng, kaimeng, yongkai, kokchye and calvin. the movie is pretty scary la. ahha! from wad yk told mi, he said he never watch such scary ones before. haha. kokchye was like covering himself. which i am also doing. HAHAHA! but i onli take cover when the ghost pop up kays.. haha. its a pretty nice story..

den while buying tickets.. say amanda and samuel. wa lau. den amanda had to like bite me. woah seh. damn pain la.

hmm. mum went to hospital. cos the doc ask her to. den now, i think she is supposed to be admitted into hospital again. hai. hope everything is fine lor. she's been in and out of hospital 3 times le. i think its cos of the prev operation she's been thru. so, yea. maybe after sch or tmr go visit her. told my eldest sis about it. duno she will go visit her during lunch brk or not. sinche she works so near to SGH.

oh well.. i've to go without fruits and veggies today and yday. such a bother. i mean. i cant take it la. MEAT. yucks. but i still eat veggie last night. muahahaha. loose stool 2 times. yea. i deserve it. wadever it is la huh..

oh wellllll~~~~~~~~ i better go haf my lunch now so i can eat my medicine. tata~

i woke up at like 4+am cos i'm still having diarrhea. all the way til 6+ couldnt slp. damn..

i dun wanna go to the docs again. waste my money eating the same kinda medicine.

might not be gg to sch or work today. or else, go sch dun go work. it's killing mi. i mean.. the shit.. grrr!

and for god's sake. more or less, the problem is settled. as much as i didnt bother her tagboard, please stop bothering mine. i dun talk infront of the mirror and neither do i fuck myself. please brush up your horrendous english and stop posting in my name. i cant be bothered wif who u r. next time if u wanna post a tag in my name, do so properly and make it seem convincing. tat english and typo error is SO not me. i've deleted the 2 post already. not that i have no guts or wadever. jus tat i dun wanna cause misunderstandings again.

ok. no point getting angry over this thing. i think i better go to the docs. yet again. buying crayon shinn CD later on my way back. hopefully i can hop down and drag myself to the pasar malam...

haiz. my stomach is still so so so so so pain. haiz. i dun wanna eat the medicine la please. i've been eating charcoal since young cos my stomach is very problematic. and i dun wanna go shit cos i dun like the feeling of being in the toilet onli having to know ur shit is like urine, flowing out thru ur asshole. so, yes. i had diarrhea at the centre like 2-3 times and 1 time before i go work. always happen like u know.. in the evening. its really really very very dreadful.

i really really hate it.

burn my stomach. burn burn burn. wa lau. pang said can clear stomach. cal say can clear toxics. animore theories i can follow? anione? pris said my face is very pale. i duno la. couldnt be bothered. was shivering last night. all of a sudden. crazy woman. duno shiver for wad..

my stomach is so pain. i think i better be good and eat my med. if it doesnt cure, den i'd hafta like visit the doctor again..

it's killing mi.

told pang about yday. he is still confused about it. hahahaha! i told him tat singles wun understand. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! i know i sound mean. but, it was to disturb him. hahaha! he is such a funny idiot. lols!

fs called mi jus now and talked to mi about his frd. oh well. i duno wad to say. except tat when a person is like u know.. enojying his fruits of success, anione who comes to him and pass him comments would be deemed jealous. only when tat person falls, is he gonna know wad is best for him. will he fall or not? we dont know. but if he falls, and he doesnt reflect, den its jus too bad for him. and guess wad? he even asked fs to do some soul searching. like, wth... fs got quite pissed ba. he told mi tat tat guy went bak to class and like spread tat fs is a wet blanket or smth.. oh well..

oh yea. err. heard tat wenxin went to tamp ite. like, omg. pure sci!!!! end up in ite. and it's THAT course.. electronics engineering. caoyang told us the other day, i was like uber uber shocked. i am not saying tat pure sci cant go ite. but, its quite a pity actually.. sighs!

oh well. i better go and shit now. i cant stand it.

haiz..

wad the hell is mapleSEA doing. screw it. extend to 1230h nvm. now extend again to 1330h. GRRR!!!!!!

and i decided to try audition. and my father jus hafta pluck out my modem pluck during the precess of d/l-ing.

zzz!!!!!!

nvm. shall go to the atm and see my joy there. hahahaha! finally got money. money money money~~~~ wee~~~~~

pay for my N3250 den buy crayon shinn disc. den den den? nothing liao. surrender my ATM card. or maybe not. shall jus keep it to fill in slots.

ahahahahahaha!

didnt drink porridge in the end. onli managed to like eat 2 slice of bread. and errrr. hmm... didnt eat medicine. weeha~

so sian luh. i dun wanna go school please. today is wong lee lan's lesson. i hate her lesson the most. she is so full of herself. almost all her module's timetable cant be followed. everything drag to the next class. i also dun wanna read the book le la. damn it.

i wanna go watch movie todayyy. i haf like $50 at my disposal. ehehehehehehe!

smelly smelly $200 inside. so my mummy wun chant.

my hair is getting long. long long long. very long. but i dun think its growing. haha. when i see black roots den it means its growing le ba. but i cant see now. decreasing hair growth rate...

today hafta work. will onli be at woodlands at 8pm. wee~~ crayon shinn. here i come~~~~~~~ only after 8pm. hehehehehehehehe!!

deleted sims 2 from my com. i must say my com is much fster now. now the next thing to do is to delete those mp3 which i dont want. as for my picture folder.. i am lazy to sort them out.

lazy lazy lazy
hungry hungry hungry

sometimes i wonder... ... ...

why am i doing the things i am doing?

to get a moment of satisfactory or to accumulate what i wanna achieve?

i dont know. live each day as it pass?? sure. but wif no goals. no aim.

what do i want?

should have lumped myself at any govt school first rite.. but its a wastage of money.

BAH! forget it. i am here now doing what i chose to do.. regret?

TOO BAD!

.

erm. yea. oh? zzz.

friend or foe.

better to have a friend than to have a foe.

aint i right? yes i am right. i cant be right-er. so, yea.

i mean, jus forget it. i aint in the right mind to settle all this stuff. jus let it go.

her talk to mi about him and the whole stuff really really strikes me. i mean, yea. i know i'm being such a bitch la huh. purposely quarreling and all. but in the end when it ended, jus couldnt do attain my motive. so, yea. i mean, i chose to talk last night cos i was like in a reflective mode. and all that comes to me will be a note to self and not a sarcastic remark. so, yea. all the time, i was jus like er, ok. is it true. ok. its true. ok why i did this. and all those stuffs. jus kept running in my head. oh well, everything is over and done with. i shant hold on to this whole dumb stuffs animore. now i know, how is it to be like..

oh well, FS was talking to mi about his stuffs as well. running my mind with 2 reflective sides of different purpose is realli like "er, okay." for the whole time, i was like on jas's msn window. den FS jus hafta flood the whole screen. his nick and his font is like, the same. how the hell u wan mi to scroll and read men. i hope he doesnt see this. hehe. oh wwell, even if he saw this, it'd be good so he would change his font. sighs. i must say he is very discouraged. i mean, i would be. but for mi, i'd like u know.. get to know the whole thing first. perhaps he is right. let them know the harsh way. but not everybody likes it. oh well! diff ppl diff perspective. wad is right might not be right to the other person.

i am hungry hungry hungry.

shakila suddenly bitched about someone to me. i am surprised. ahah! cos she dun bitch wif mi de. haha! i onli bitch wif calvin. AHAHAHAHAHAHAH. aunty Tna. :) den haha. led me to change my nick to empress dowager. tai (4) hou(4) rui (4) wen (2). ahha!

err. i duno wad to do now. maple is down. my stomach is down. duno my bank got money alr or not. hai. now i pay for my phone. den left like $200 plus. how pathetic is a childcare teacher's pay!!!!!!!! full day half a mth $400+ onli. MOE, please take over childcare centres. pls pls pls pls pls. i wanna rebond hair luh... rebond rebond rebond. cos its neither straight nor curly. shouldnt have permed the previous time. regret soooo much.

am buying the crayon shinn disc later. hgehehehehehheheh. aunty tna, i dun lend it to u leh. wad u gonna do? muahahahahahahahahahaha!

hmm.. my mum is stuck on computer mahjong. which led mi to like... snatching com from her. hahahahahahahahaha! i won the erm.. intermediate game leh. i pro rite. lol. as if. let u see..

smart eh? i am the one in the yellow box. hehehehehehehehehehehehehe. so smart!

ok la. i think i better go boil porridge to DRINK. cos, i cant eat normal food as yet. my stomach is still topsy turvy. i wan another MC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >:(

later gonna watch movie. either ghost game or erm.. see no evil. the pregnant lady shall decide.

am talking to jaslyn now. thru sandy. thanks honey.

i mean, she is telling mi all those things that is going on in him during the relationship. it jus made me regret so badly. all the quarrelings jus to brk things up. sms-ed him. i know he aint gonna reply to it. so, yea. at least i made my point.

watching movie wif yk yz and cal. yeaa. tmr after 8pm.

ehhe. i am hungry. sighs.. jus now didnt even eat. i mean, jus 3-4 spoon and i threw it away. went to church jus now. i realli feel the erm.. i duno how to say. i jus feel so peaceful after coming back from church. yea.

aunty tnA: thanks for making mi laugh. ahha!

i am pissed. i am sad. i am feeling all kinda negative emotions. i am breaking down

really breaking down

i dun wanna do anithing now

jus go away. go away go away go away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i felt the emptiness.

who am i. wad am i. where am i heading to.

i dont know. all this cruelty has struck me and its getting no where. i hate this.

i hate this world.

i hate everything.

screw my job
screw my studies
screw myself

bring mi away.

away from all this.

bring mi far away.

a never ending land...

i love you all.

hmm. i'm feeling better but still not well. my shit is in a charcoal colour. i think might be due to the charcoal medicine i'm taking. make me wake up in the middle of the night like some 2-3 times to pass motion. that is really sickening. and i thought i can like sleep in later. but the rags and bone man just have to come and do his business at 9am. this is so so so so so irritating. i dont know if i can even concentrate in class later. later still hafta work. and need to rush to church. hope i can make it on time. been a long while since i've gone to church.

yesterday i slept like 11pm. people who know me must be very surprised. and that calvin just have to sms me at 2am . some forward sms. and worse of all, it's in chinese!!! i mean, i would have read it slowly if i'm not asleep. but... oh well, forget it.

oh yea. before i slept. i reflect a little bit. about whats going on. what calvin said is true. and i always tell some other ppl the same thing. it takes 2 hands to clap. but the thing is, i must say i've stopped clapping. but the other party insist. what can i do? calvin said to ignore them. and i asked him back the same thing. and he said he wouldnt be happy. duh calvin! isnt it the same logic? and i realised those who retaliate from the other side, writes, or rather, types poor english. i have no idea with their speech. i'd better give them the benefit of an adult. cos, they arent behaving like one! so, yea.

i told sandy i've washed my hands off this matter. not because i have no guts. but i just feel that, this is going no where. but i told sandy to go ahead if she wants to. since the other party is so willing to fork out time and all to entertain us, maybe we should be polite to entertain them back. so, yea. and and and, you said you have like 6 or more people? oh well, i only see like, 1? oh well, thank for opening the fan club blog. she has no rights to poke into other people's business at the first place. don't talk about cruelty. talk about rights.

this whole thing, i've been complaining to kevin, pang, calvin, sandy, winson and fs.
sandy helped me the most tho, love ya sweets!
pang just laughed it off and told me her life is a fullstop. ask me to carry on without being bothered by her and let her life stop at this stage.
calvin... nothing to say. haha! tells me to change this change that. change le got wad use?
kevin also ask me to ignore. oh well, he has enough problem of his own.
winson seems to be busy when i'm not and free when i'm not. so, yea. difficult to talk to him.
fs fs fs is the best. hahahaha! no la. he actually understands!! and i think it's cos he's born a day before me so he understands me quite well. it's like, the answers he gives me is what i am thinking.

so, yea. i've got this few people to thank. and also, to many many many of Sandy's friends. thanks to you all very very very much. :)

beginning.

and yes. i seriously don't know why the hell are you digging my o level grades! i've passed it ok. HE dont know as much cos i didnt tell him much. so, ask HIM also no use. and yes, HE has a poor memory. i think only dumb people would believe what HE said. and another thing, i didnt become a childcare teacher 'cos of my poor grades. it's just my passion for kids. and yea, i nearly failed. so? i've friends who failed and is a childcare teacher too. so, what have you gotta say? you aint even holding a noble job and you're wasting tax payer's fees. so, what have you gotta say? you arent even contributing to the society. at least i've a chance to sit for my O's. what have you got? fail or pass also go to that institute. so so so? oh no. maybe you get to go there only if you pass. i don't know. and i don't ever wanna know. cos, it's just none of my business.

i know of childcare teachers who smokes. who take drugs. so? i've been taught by teachers who smokes. so? and he is in the discipline commitee. dont tell me none of your lecturer smokes? so, a teacher MUST be deprived of Gory stuffs huh? they cant appreciate them? oh, no no no no no. please stop sticking your mind to the 70's and 80's where teacher puts on thick glasses with thick books and a cane on their hands. state an example, see, most of the time you are cursing and swearing at other male species. are you gonna curse and swear at the man you're gonna live with for the rest of your pathetic life? this must be a very sad thing. the saddest thing i've known.

passion for teaching and passion for kids and passion for the job is different for my line. and, who you are outside and who you are inside is different. think about it. do some self-reflection at the end of the day. you tell me if you are what it takes to be you.

PERIOD.

oh well. let me update abit on saturday.

went to watch the fireworks with like yanzheng, yongkai, yishan and derek. calvin couldnt go cos he sprained his leg during badaminton. poor thing. teeheehee. sat at the wrong spot. was blocked by trees. haha. but i wouldnt say it's yishan's fault cos i told them to sit at the spot where we were cos we cant even walk to the front already. it's so packed

and thos hooligans that sat infront of us played with sparks. we are like so close to them and can you imagine the smoke and the smell. and worse, they were playing with food!!! darn them. buncha idiots.

after tat, we went to marina to meet yk's bro. haha! it's like they dont really look alike. haha! but i realise he and 2 of his bros has the same spects. so cool huh. haha! den reached woodlands at like 11.30pm.

oh yea. met benny at city link. i mean i bumped into him. while going back and i bumped into fel when i was heading towards the fireworks area. haha! benny took part in WCG and he got 2nd!!!! the CS section. so cool rightt!! and he's going back to aust like after his N's. and he gave me the wrong email add la!! i cant even add him on msn!!

and before the whole thing, went to buy present for cal and went to my grandma house. heh heh heh.

sunday

met cal yz and yk.. went to marina to eat steamboat. haha. bumped into flavian. haha! he looked different already! ahah. and saw peiwan and her sis too! haha. peiwan is still looking sweet as before. haha!

den we ate at the pingxian. haha. hmm. nothing much ba. den after that we went to the pasar malam beside causeway point. am gonna go there again. i wanna buy the crayon shinn disc!! ahha! den actually wanna come over to my hse to play poker. but yk saw his bro and went bak wif his bro. cal and yz got cheated. haha!

i came home yada yada yada.

so, yes. i am feeling so bored now. i dont feel like doing anithing. dont even feel like going to school. haha. i hafta sign 2 absent from class letter. so boreddddd. i think i better go off now. this is getting way too long.

i think calvin is right. i shouldn't entertain them

i should be matured like what someone said.

so, those immatured 21s', u can spam all you want. i aint the least bothered.

you're just showcasing to us that you dont have what it takes to be an adult.

adios.

hai. food poisoning sia.

thanks leh calvin. thank for cooking yesterday. wa lau. yao si bu si tat kind. den my stomach is like... ... ... ... ...

hai. darn the food yday..

yk nvr get it. lol. yz also nvr get it. oh no. next tym i'd better be good and cook myself during steamboats next time.

ok, i better go rest already.

calvin tan qian zhi, happy 17th birthday. and, thanks for cooking. ahha!

i am in much pain. someone save me..

arghhhhhhhhhh

pain pain pain.

hai. stomach pain. but no shit. damn it. its like so pain la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

not going to school. not going to work. i feel like vomitting.

ARGHHHHHH

save meeeeee. haiiiii

so many updates.

shall update like tmr morn. oh, i mean, later. haha!

saturday fireworks
sunday steamboat.

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ahha! i go off first.

sandy sweets: love ya!! <3
melissa sweets: love ya too!! <3 take care aight.

ahha!

u nvr read my blog? den how u know about the skins? HAHAHAHAHAHA! i put it cos i like the captions. not bcos of the pic. and i love it cos of its simplicity. tell me, how mani blog skin is realli nice and simple and yet, not about love? ha!

and yes, i am an EARLY CHILDHOOD EDUCATOR. not early childhood teacher. get that clear. ahha! i admit my english aint tat good either. but at least, its user friendly. and, i dun waste time going around and stalking your blog.

oh, how i know u haf 2 kids? cos ur good friend, tan kai kim told mi. during his 21st birthday party, (which i am sure u r there, hogging unto ur phone talking to dont know who.) his good ITE friends, who is also (i'm sure) ur ITE friends, told their friends about u when they heard u coming, i was in tat room. i heard wadever they said. and and and. Tan kaikim let me see ur kid's photo in friendster also. so, how can u deny all the fact that you had 2 kids? i pity ur kids. no father, nvm. mother also dun admit having them. perhaps u should call on MCYS to get ur child somewhere? somewhere perhaps they'd be better. stop contradicting urself.

i react to circumstances. u made mi stoop low to talk to u. u made mi react to u this way. and and and. i dun think u can ever afford to put ur kids in the childcare centre i am in. it's far more expensive than the normal HDB ones. and, my passion for kids is not what u think. kids are innocent. i know how to react to them. i dun leave them alone and throw them aside. neglecting their needs.

as u said, my BLOG english. i dont flaunt it here. y should i? i type it simple to remind me of daily happenings. y would i wanna use difficult words to get to what i am trying to remind myself? ha!

dont say anithing? who started it first? the thief shouting for thief? ha! stop it. stop qouting what i said about the 21yrs old thing. i think if u really dare, stop hiding in the shell i layed out and use tat as an excuse.

stop saying as tho it is everyone else's fault. blame who? blame u for poking ur long nose into ppl's relationship. don't know, don't say anything. and i am sure, u said many wrong things alr.

go think about it. u can remove that tagboard for spammers. it is getting no where. it is jus to tell ur friends how mani ppl hate you.

it's a beautiful saturday morning..

-jus lvl-ed up in maple. (i know, lifeless.)
-hungry.
-forgot tat i nid to go my grandma's hse to teach my cousin as well as get my mum's charger.
-haven sms cal and yz if they wanna watch fireworks.
-derek haven confirm timing.
-haven do my readings.
-thinking of wad to wear.
-thinking of my schedule to make everything fit nicely.

LIFELESS!!!

i am hoping i can go watch the fireworks later la. i mean, i've never seen 1 this yr. oh, wait.. i've seen it once during the new year. so, yea. i shall say, ever since the break up. hah! i know it sounds pathetic. so, yea. I WANNA WATCH FIREWORKS DESPERATELY!

okok, stop.

ok. i shall go shower and make my way to my grandmama house. if i call my mum ans tell her i forgot all about it, she is so going to LAUGH at me. hehehehehe.

na bei. dun make me laugh at your horrendous english la, please.

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA. sandy ask mi to go see tat lady's blog. WAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA. like, WHAT THE FUCK MEN! hahahahhaa. her friends obviously dont know how to read her horrendous english either. tats y, her friends tag at the spam section. WAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA! WTF MEN!!! oh no! maybe her friend is also a spammer. WAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. she is making mi laugh at her childish move. haha. say we childish? WAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. take a good look at urself, lady. hahahahaha. say spammers shoot bird? i think ur friend shoots more birds ba. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA.

WAHAHHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA. let me have a few good laughs more. WAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHA!!

fuck men. heng the other day i didnt see tat adulterous pair. WAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. oh, i'll jus prolly walk like i normally do. cos, adulterous pair arent worth looking at. wahahahahahaha! such a fuck. hahahahahahahahaahhaha!

oh no. i think they r both together. i shall repeat what she said. pity the guy who found her. duno whom shall i pity. must be both of their eyes has stamps stuck unto it. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. oh. the adult will be happier. cos it's buy 1 get 2 free. 2 kuku birds somemore. WAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!

hahahahahahhahahahaaha. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

oh boy... haha. hey lady, we haf not much time to entertain u now. we only rant at our blog. this is oh-so-miserable. ur tagboard shall remain there. and i think, ur spammer tag might be more than your friends tag. wahahahah! oh no, maybe ur frd's monitor's resolution is not big enuff. so cant see the tagboard below. *shakes head* hope on the ride of technology, girl. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

i shall end my haha post now. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

bye. hahahahaha.

hehehehhe. i am SOO back. ahha!

erm. let me start from like yday la. haha. i duno how to start? lols! ok la. erm. yday.. i woke up at like duno wad time. den mapled. haha. lifeless arse. haha! maple and slack. haha! den err. at about 2+pm den i went to bukit gombak. and guess what??ANGELA KHOO JUST CHANGED PHONE(again)!!!!!!!okok.. i know.. i just changed my phone not long. but hell, u cant blame me, men. the N6131 's graphic is really, really, HORRIBLE. i mean, if u've been ~~looking at~~ reading my blog for the past 1mth + and have seen the pics, u know how bad it is. especially the one taken wif candice. it's really, really horrible. i mean, REALLY. haha! ok la. finding excuses. haha! erm. this time round. i paid myself. i feel the pinch ok.. i mean, normally my parents would pay. haha. den yongkai told mi smth yday which i tot was quite true. he was like maybe this time round u change phone too fast den ur parents not in time to pay. haha. ya right. haha!

i changed to N3250. the pink colour one.. tats the onli one they had. if not, i would take the silver one. it's much, much, nicer. haha! oh, cos i stuck crystals at my previous phone, i had to slowly pluck them out from the phone. wasted so much time. and tat lady said tat unchange-able phone cover better dun stick crystals on it if nto the crystals remove le the double sided tape will be stuck on the phone. its gonna be so not nice. so, yea. lesson 1) dont stick thing on unchange-able phone cover phones. and............ lesson 2) dont put too many decos on ur phone. yea, u know which one i mean. haha! most of the time my friends see me with my phone, they'll go like "u add more things onto ur phone again? not heavy ah?" yaya. heavy until drop ah. haha! the lady had a hard time removing my things lo. one by one took them out. den i hung everything together. so next tym change phone (again) den will be easier. hehe!

den met my sec 4 mates. derek, samuel, jomel, syabil, yk, cal, yishan, elynn, haresh and me. haha. den we went to city hall. wanna head to esplanade first de. den in the end they were hungry. den they went to marina square. cos they wanted to eat Karls JR. den in the end not halal. so syabil didnt eat. but went to swensens wif derek and elynn. the rest were at karls jr. den cal and yishan and i went to esplanade there first. yada yada. wait for them. bla bla bla. in the end.. the place we were standing.............................. onli saw SPARKs of fireworks and COLOURED smoke. how nice! lol so disappointing lor!

monkey actually wanna go but didnt in the end. hahaha! lousy arse. =X

den we went to GV in hope to watch movie. but didnt. den we went home. marina square had this tamiya event. pretty cool. heh. den later went to eat at al ameen wif haresh, derek, yk and cal. den after tat, came my house to play poker until like 2+am. haha! den went home. and i plopped unto my bed after a quick shower.

den this morning. monkey sms mi like duno how mani times la! wa lau. den i very easily get disturbed one. as in i wake up easily. yea. den on off wake up sleep. so irritating. den after tat, went to tian tian's hse to do the assignment. some research thingy

den had a talk about bernie. i mean, she is like ................................................... i jus find her saying things to fend herself. not cos its true. its like so goddamnit obvious. i mean, i trust my six sense. really. the other time linda and pat thing i knew linda was saying the truth. cos its realli the truth and i sense it. its like !!!!!!!!!! wad the hell men. hai.

oh yea. i decided to leave my centre. yea. will be tendering my resignation letter to my boss soon. am leaving for a better place where i can take a class rather than be on relief basis.

ok, the night is old. i better go now. my eye lid is getting heavier and heavier jus by typing. i know i missed out a sequence or two. will try to make it up

derek, send me the group photo soon. thanks!

my teeth not as pain le. its a good sign tho. haha!

try listening to shan shang de nu hai by zhang zheng yue.

its veri veri nice.

omg! PINC's manicure at causeway point really sucks to the core. its like tearing off like cheese.

wee~~ going to handphone shp in a while. hope i can change phone. haha! N3250. here i come come come come come. but of cos, maybe not changing la. haha!

i'm still eating by my hind teeth. left side somemore. ahhhh~~~~ hai. so difficult to eat. haha! my mother so mean. she say my sis pluck out wisdom tooth slim down alot. she say i wont. RAH!!! i will prove her wrong. *porridge diet, here i come* hahahaha! but i still love my mummy!!!!

weee~~~~~~~ later going fireworks! fire works fire works! haha! i still haf pics of last yr's fireworks. on the actual NDP day. was there with him. ahha! its very nice. the whole atmosphere is like woo~~ haha. but too bad this yr cant go. the other day during supper we were saying tat yz cal yk and i go ballot tickets. haha! if anione of us tio den can go. haha! tats for next yr if we're still so close ba! haha!

i jus haf this feeling tat good friends are pretty hard to come by. and even harder to make them stay. so, i'll jus do my best now to sustain everything i can.

honestly, i would like to thank him for the break up. it made me found many good friends. or rather, good buddy! haha!

oh well. i better go pom pom now so i can set off on time!!

5pm at casueway.... sure jam later when on the way to esplanade. ahha!!!

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haha! i watched abit of the 9pm show on channel 8 just now. that girl (kate) got married cos she had a bomb. and that guy havent go NS yet. reminds me of someone. hahaha! but at least this show more compassionate. haha! the guy still will marry her. that one????? *poof* beyond hope. (:

i am hungry la.. but nvm. chen ji jian fei. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

sian sian sian. yea, the other day smth happened to Kev. but very bo liao. ahahahha! lame crap.

Sandy sweets:

hey hon!! chill yea? sorry i dont know how to console you. but if i were you, i might just cry. i know it sounds like a pussy. but hey, i mean. he's trying to implicate wrongly. i seriously dont know like wad the hell they r thinking sometimes. and i'm still thinking about the matter when he say the one at his blog isnt you. i jus think it hurts so much. i love ya k? dun think too much! lovelove! i'll be here for u always. :)

painful experience (1)

still more to come. haiz. today i duno wad she did! ok, the treatment. den next, filling. den next, insert nerves or smth. den next, EXTRACTION OF WISDOM TOOTH!! cockanardan. haiz. i feel so stressed la! i mean. i lift up my lips to see my teeth. looks painful. i spot 3 spots with blood. OH NO!!!!! hai. i am getting cold-er now. i think gonna haf fever soon. i dont wan!!! tmr still wanna watch fireworks de u know.. too bad no cam. but i am sure those nice classmates of mine will bring, rite? *smiles sweetly* (puke. ok, i know.) haha! dun wanna haf fever. nonononono.

tody went back to school. the air con pretty power ah. haha! haha. power in the sense can sense cold air coming out from it. haha! den mdm fong ask me wad am i doing. den i told her childcare teacher. den she say "oh, so did u slap them or not? or whack them like me." haha! so farnie la she. den she ask Kaimeng what is he doing. den he say mecha engine. den he say ok, next tym u build wad house mus tell me, i dun buy. haha! den she ask yk same thing. den yk say supply chain mgt. den she say ok, next tym u sell wad, tell mi. i wun buy. haha! she so farnie la she~~

den yea, cal wanna go off like so soon. haha! he feel out of place. but hey, mr toh did ask us if we wanna go back mah. den i went to take cab den came home take consent card den went for appointment.

was late by 5min. but it was until very long den my turn wad..... haha! so, late is ok. haha! den i saw one fella waiting even before i went in. and when i was out, he was still there. he went in after me. so poor thing. den he came out very early. maybe cos its near lunch time? *smirks* sorry, dude! haha

den after tat met yongkai cal shakila and kaimeng at cwp. km went to hand in his project after purchasing movie ticket of my super ex-girlfriend. so, the 3 of us went to eat. there were hiccups la. in the end yz hafta pon school. but, for a good cause. muahahahaha! mi yk and shak ate our lunch at foodcourt den tat pregnant lady wanna eat KFC. LPPL mus go ma. later pregnant lady make noise. haha. after tat we waited for yz and km to come and we went to the cinema. 3 couple seats. lol! the guy realli gave us nice seats men. haha! next tym buy ticket from same person. LOL!!!

super ex-girlfriend on a local context is normally like NC16. duno y this time round it isnt. haha. stupid sex scenes. i mean they arent formal sex scene. but, haha, sex HINTS? lol. wadever it is la. haha! den am home now.

haf been eating porridge for today. tmr, hopefully, can eat something better. the pain at my tooth is slowly subsiding. but i cant use tat teeth to eat yet. whenever i touch tat tooth with my tongue, it tingles. haha! i mean, tingle on my gums. hahaha! so, yea.

tmr watch fireworks. fireworks, HERE I COME~~~~~~~~~

haha. remember watching it with him for most of the event. but now, its with my friends. not as sweet, but i guess it would be fun! told pang to go. haha! he say he duno how to appreciate it. ha! nonsense. and he was laughing at mi for going to eat porridge. but he aint ani better la~ no supper until he pass IPPT. wahahahahahaha! too bad den.

byee!!

mary had a little lamb
little lamb little lamb
mary had a little lamb
it's fleece was white as snow

and everywhere that mary went
mary went mary went
everywhere that mary went
that lamb was sure to go

it followed her to school one day
school one day school one day
it followed her to school one day
la la la la la~ (dunno wad comes here)

it made the children laugh and play
laugh and play laugh and play
it made the children laugh and play
to see a lamb at school.

haha. tats the best i can remember. i dont teach my children the whole verse. hahahaha!

meh meh~~~~~

lol!

i left my computer switched on all the night. jus to get it defrag-ed.

and when i woke up, i realise i hit the pause button before i slept and................... you're right. nvr resumed after that. hai!! wad a botherrr!!!

oh yea. root canal treatment cos $59 at polyclinics. hopefully they stick to tat budget. or my rebonding will jus go down the slope.

monkey is like so stupid !!!!. sms mi like 3 times in the morning. he is like, almost, crazy. hoping i'd wake up at tat kinda timing to... sms him. blah!

was complaining to pang about girls. AHAHAHAHA! i know.. den cos kev told mi about his gf la. i mean u know... tat kinda age den u know.. hmm.... LOL! den i tell pang "i duno wad girls now are thinking!" den he was like "as if u very old" or smth. den before he said tat i said "my life is so pathetic. sitting here and whining about my own gender." ahahaha! lame shit. he is the best person to look for, for food info. haha! the other time the xin fu ying cha, he provided me wif quite a few links. den this time, i ask him to intro me halal eating place. den he gave me 1 link which has like the whole list of recommended halal food. so cool rite! haha!

tmr gg class outing. jus to see fireworks ONLY. but its good enuff. haha! at least dun hafta go wif the gays. *tsk tsk* hahahaha!

i am laughing over derek's sorrows now. haha!!!

[08:35:18 AM] Angela ???™ : wad time sch ends
[08:35:23 AM] C++: me
[08:35:27 AM] C++: i not sure
[08:35:35 AM] C++: besides my current class ends at 11
[08:36:44 AM] Angela ???™ : oh
[08:36:46 AM] Angela ???™ : ok
[08:36:48 AM] Angela ???™ : so sad eh?
[08:36:50 AM] Angela ???™ : HAHAHHAA
[08:37:02 AM] C++: xing zai le huo
[08:37:08 AM] C++: *BISH * BISH
[08:37:18 AM] Angela ???™ : wahahaha

hehe. i had better go off now. byee!! going bak to CHR tho.. >:)

u make me laugh at your imbecile acts.

HA HA HA!

stop harping on it. GROW UP! :)

click here to find out about the treatment i will be going through tomorrow. it's gonna be pain like DON'T KNOW what. hai. jus reading it pains my teeth!!!!

hmm. today met sharon at woodlands instead. her centre close for teacher retreat. haha. retreat without any activities. haha! she was telling me retreat at home. which means sleeping and all. ahahahhaah! afterwhich we board the train and we started reading the book Positive Child Guidance. she is more worse leh! she hacent even start on chapter 10!!! haha. but in the end, Wong Lee Lan gave us until next week to read. together with a couple of crap notes and crap chapters. haha! nono. not crap. it EXPENSIVE papers. hai! only her module must set aside $50 everytime to get notes and book. but i udnerstand la. mummy suat was telling me tat cos she is nto 1 of the lecturers. she is a director. so when she take class, she has no allowance to photocopy things. so, she wil hafta pay on her own expense. and its pretty expensive so she has to like claim back the funds. OH, BOTHER!

hehe. today went to class, mummy was behind us. den we took lift together. when i reach class, Isaac(mummy's son) gave me a twistie!!! so sweet of him la! one day we must take photo together den post here. but his front tooth(both) is spoilt. haha! but also cute. hahaha! den later, he gave me a pack of peanuts!!! haha. he so sweet right. nobody else has it leh. *shy* hahahaha! he is a very nice boy. i promise him a packet of chocolate panda biscuit. haha! i better remember. hehehehehehehe!

den!!!!!!!!!! Wong Lee Lan's class started. hai. so many notes to read. mus chiong le. den... Faridah came in to tell us a couple of stuffs. this fri and thurs no lesson. so shiok!! maybe i can rebond hair during tat 2 days. WAHAHAHAHA! shiok shiok!!

den some conflicts between my group la. i mean, that LADY is so childish la. i mean, come on! she is like almost double of (my age-1). y cant she like be abit more sensible lor! den brk me and ting up. omg. sucha lame thing to do!!! den after tat we were talking about her after class den she came in. i was like okay... hahaha! watch for ur surrounding when u ~~talk~~ ~~gossip~~ exchange views.

so, yea. today class finish early. at about 4. so cool rite?? usual was 5.30pm. hehehehhehe! den came back cook vegetables and ~~make hot~~ cook chilli crab. hehe! veri not nice. i mean the crab la. the veggie is the best. lol! the crab hot until u cannot taste the crab. so, yea.

after which, i am here blogging. hahahaha!

byee!

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