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Angela Khoo
coming 19 on july 18
emotionally attached
early childhood educator


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REBOND.
new PC.
new MOBILE.
NDS lite.
Oven.
break from work


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May 31, 2007
today marks the last holiday for me.

until my chalet..

goodbye freedom!!!

no more anticipations to break.

OH WELL!
what the hell man. my stomach still pain!! and it's diarrhoea this time round. shit ass. i know i shouldn't have been so hungry to pinch on the ice cream. BUT!!! it's sitting at my freezer, calling out my name every time I open the door!!! oh my goodness! *faints

sighs... so pain so pain. and I ate banana. WORSE!!!!!!! shit ass.

just now tried to log in maple but I cant. I tried for a whole good 2 hours. sicko!! then in the end can't pass Hong the scroll. RAH! poor girl. got hacked. sighs. it's unpredictable, ain't it?

tomorrow gonna go to my grandma's house.. cos my cousin is celebrating her 1st yr birthday. how cool. very soon, it'd be my turn to celebrate my birthday!! :D:D:D

can't wait!

the food, the people, haha.

i very scared afew of my frds dun wanna come. cos no accompany. oh wells! nevermind. a few people i also happy! :D:D:D

am on the phone now. good the bye bye!
May 29, 2007
i hate it la. my stomach so pain. stupid monthly thing.

i wanna stay home and rest tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PMS
i am so tired luh! i wanna sleep sleep sleep. but my body clock allows me to wake up at my normal time. sickening. today i am meeting my sis for dinner. then i cant have my afternoon nap. tomorrow meeting my partner to discuss about lesson plan stuffs. then cant sleep. thurs i'd be out. cant sleep. hai. what a break!!!

i have no more break until like my chalet. god bless me.

so hot although it rained. sick!!!!!!!

i lack of sleep. bad temper now. RAH!
May 28, 2007
i just feel like blogging. so, i am here! :D

Monday and Friday is my only work week. which means i have Tues, Wed and Thurs all to myself. out of this 3 days, Tues hafta help my mum with some cooking. Wed i have plans of going to East Coast Park with my cousin. Thurs, my cousin is celebrating her first birthday. which means, this break is like a family break for me. unlike the previous one whereby the whole break was for my friends. well, i hafta strike a balance right? hehe!

i woke up super early today. like at 6.45am. despite sleeping only at close to 1am, woke up and fell asleep at about 4am. i kept dreaming about dining at Kublai Khan. this Mongolian BBQ restaurant. i'm going there this evening with Sheryl to dine. i can't wait!! the food is like WOAH! SO TEMPTING!! and~ it's only $28. they didn't put any ++ there and neither did they put nett price. so, i am thinking it's nett price. please don't dampen my mood. ha!

in case you dont know yet, my chalet has been pretty much confirmed. 14th July (Sat) at Aloha Changi, Yacht Club Bungalow B i think. haha. more details when the time is nearer. have invited most of the people i wanna invite. the exact details will come by the middle of next month. which is, very soon. hahaha!

i made a new friend about weeks ago and we were talking on MSN. cos was suppose to go out with PT BF yesterday night and apparently, it was being canceled. so, yea. he was asking why was i home so early. so i told him i didn't go. and! from that topic, we stretched till so far. wahaha. it gets really interesting when you hear stories of people who comes from different walks. i don't know if people my age can tell me so much of an experience. but, i am sure people who are older can. hmmm... interesting...

i seriously think i should change my mindset. matured non-Chinese guys hafta stop floating to my mind. i have no idea why this idea keeps lurking around my mind!!! BAHHH!!! i should get to know more chinese guys now. look at more Chinese guys. talk to more Chinese guys. LOL!!!!! sound like i am so despo. wahahaha. which of course, i am not. i just dream alot. not that i am despo. cut the line clear.

i am beginning to like my hair more and more now. wahahaha. i love it pretty much now. wahahaha. random. i know.

oh well oh well. i jus wanna type and type but i have no idea what to type. so, i am typing nonsense here. wohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohoho.

after dinner, meeting PT BF. hopefully dont put my aeroplane again. IF NOT!!!!! i will nag non-stop i tell you. i swear!

there're a few good movies coming up. caught pirates of the Caribbean the other day and i reckon that it's a good movie! although some parts i got lost. but i got back on track. hehe!! i wanna watch this chinese show called gui ah gui ah, shrek 3, legend of the sea, fantastic 4 and surf's up! so many to watch. muahahahaha!

okay okay. it's late alr. i must eat and leave house now. ADIOS!
May 27, 2007
haha. calvin is right. i dream alot. about guys. WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

i am so turned off by chinese guys. please dont ask me why. i mean turn off as in i wont want a chinese guy for a partner. except for some i know. haha. and it's only SOME. it's very bad. bad bad bad.

BAH!!!
BAH!
May 24, 2007
i typed a pretty fuck post and it cant be posted. so much for blogger saying that they auto save my post. blardie hell.

in either way, the pose that went away un-auto unsaved is about me leaving my workplace. i am only earning 1.1k which means i bring home only $880. WTF is this? i didnt slog at my young age to get that kinda fcuk pay.

DAMMIT

people at my work place kept on saying that i slim down. but... ... ... ... i don't think so.

it's a Thursday today. a wonderful one. MUST BE.

i am waiting for my letter, bargain with her the price. if she's unwilling to raise my "whooping" pay, i am gonna leave and work for my church instead. cheater!

same hours, different qualifications, different experience, same pay. WTF?
oh. this is my 501 post.

woahhh. hit the mark in 2 yrs? LOL! cool!

TOLD YA!!!
TOLD YA MY HAIR AINT AS BAD!
NOW YOU BELIEVE ME!
BAH!!

May 22, 2007
well, it's sooner or later...

why am i hesitating?

BAH!!!!!!

here it goes.

LIVE WITH IT LA OKAY!!!!!

I've already cut it. rebond it. say what you all want. laugh however hard you all can. my hair is not gonna grow at the rate you criticise it.

the more i look at it, the more i like it.

I'm Lovin' It.


RAH! this is the blurriest i can find okays. i am doing something good here in case you people vomit.

i am not very opened to criticisms. and i am very petty. you people should know well. please dont sound so harsh even if you feel like criticising.

and please don't be such an ass by sms-ing me to remind me how BEAUTIFUL i look in my new hair. thanks very much.

much apprecisted.

oh yea. got this boy from my previous class actually bought something for me and my laoshi when they went to Mongolia for a holiday! how sweet.

toodles.

please remember KARMA.

what goes around comes around, what goes up must come down.
my new hair cut...

my mother say i look like an egypt queen and a jap doll.
my dad says i look like a retarded
my eldest sis says i look like Ruhua (not a compliment. definitely)
my second sis says i look ugly (dammit)

my supervisor says i look sweet
my partners says i look nice and like a doll
my kid's parent says i look sweet

i havent met my friends for quite some time. but am sure compliments wouldnt be nice either.

lo and behold...
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WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. fill in the eyes and nose and mouth and ears and eyebrows and pimples and whatever you can think off. i WONT show my ugly self pic here. muahahahahaha!!!!!

for me, i think it's nice.. and it looks like a helmet. LOL!
May 20, 2007
i am gonna have a hair cut AGAIN!!!!!!!!!

and also, rebond. HEH!

good de bye bye!
I've decided to open a UOB account. cos it entitles me to a Visa debit card! wahahaha. Internet transaction will be much much MUCH more smooth-er and easier. wahahahaha. but that will have to happen on my next pay. $500 for initial deposit. i think i will still withdraw the money even after i deposit. thereafter, deposit $100 every now and then when i get my pay. cos it's a visa, i think I'll only use it if it's a need. cos otherwise, i still have my masters with me. I'd rather use my masters. heh!

but! HSBC account is much better but initial deposit is about $1k. i mean, i still can withdraw the money thereafter.. hmm... i don't know.. confusing me. BAH!!!

speaking of which, my pay for this month is so pathetic okays. i can merely faint at the pay i am getting for the amount of @!%#$@^ i work. sighs... i just feel that it's not worth. was complaining to PT BF yday. but he told me it might be due to the fact that i haven't sign the confirmation letter. so i am still getting part time rate. which might be true. so now i can only wait for my confirmation letter to be out before i can deduce any conclusions. i hope i am not so lowly paid. deduct my CPF and i am getting <$1k home. #$%^#!&^%#(&$

my first day of work was exciting and not so tiring. hahaha. okay la. it was tiring. considering the fact that i slacked at home for 9 days. HA! my girl actually forgot my name. WAHAHAHAHA! hearltess. LOL! and when i went over to relief them, they didnt want me to go! then my japan girl was like:"HEY MS.ANGELA! where are you going?" when i atempted to sneak out quietly. wahaha. and when i told them i am going to the baby class, they told me they want me there. AHHH~~ heartwarming. wahahaha~

i am so tired. so bored. i am practically wasting my time online. OH! must type lesson plan. after 2 weeks of slacking... LOL!
May 17, 2007
wahahahahaha.

i went to get a router, multi-port USB port, adaptor and speakers today. all for only $218!!! NOPE! the great singapore sale is not up yet. hehe! but i really need all those stuffs la. hahaha. considering the fact that a router itself at harvey norman cost $219. i got all the above deals at less than the price of 1 router at Harvey Norman okay!!!!!

and i set it all by myself!! speakers, wires, plugs, ports, adaptors, modem. whatever there is. i did it on my own. i am proud of myself!

wahahahahahaha.

i am FINALLY going back to work tomorrow. am so excited! although i know the kids might not wanna follow me cos afterall, so many staffs changed and i've been absent from work for quite some time. hopefully it's still okay!! >:D

ordered pizza for my colleagues who were wonderful enough to cover my job when i was away for the 7days! thank god for them.

love them all!!!

my life is complete now. except that i don't have a man. hahaha!

after so long, I realise it's him i miss. haha. contradictions. after all the bumping around, it's still him. especially strong when i was back in contact with him.. oh well!!! what's mine is mine.

i love my family
i love my work
i love my friends
i love god
i love my everything!!!!!
May 15, 2007
my pay is in. after giving out my money to those people whom i should and owe, i am left with very little. and dammit, my bring home pay is not even a thousand!! can you imagine?!?! WTH aye? i know.

with the little money i have left, i went shopping at NTUC. the below basket of groceries cost me round about $32.. green tea, spaghetti, cake stuffs, maggie soup.


with my pay in, i have to make up for Mother's day aye? how can i be so unfilial? and so, i did my very own strawberry short pound cake!

here is my very own tutorial. WAHAHAHA!

so, the sara lee pound cake is nicely cut by me. into 4 slices
wash the strawberry berry
slice them up very nice and evenly if possible. *chuckles*
this is the cream i used. i actually thought i used the wrong type of cream. but after refrigerating and tasting it, the cream taste almost don't exist. more about it later! ;)
so, you spread a thin layer of cream on top of the sliced sara lee cake and place the sliced strawberries on top!
do it for all 4 layers and stack them up
spread the cream around the sides and top of the cake
add in the sliced almond nuts to the side
package it
add the final layer of strawberries on top!!

after making the cake, refrigerate it.

WOALA!

very nice and yummy strawberry pound cake!!! >:D


after refrigerating, i made my way out to Harvey Norman thinking to buy a new wireless router and ink cartridges. and i bought only the latter. why not the router, you ask. because of the totally fuck type salesman who talked so loudly and rudely like i was a computer idiot (i know i am but you don't have to rub it in. you are there to assist me. not to mock at me, you idiot.)

and i was so mad i kept thinking about it even when i made my way to the train back home. how infuriating!!!!

wanted to buy a new com set because...

there's problem with my wireless, speakers and programmes.

that idiot salesman concluded that it's either...

my router is not suitable for my PC
my PC doesnt have a wireless router card reader (or something like that)
programing fault
wireless router P/W not set

at first, if my router is not suitable for my PC, would i be using now and then?
secondly, if my PC doesnt have the wireless reader, would i be using the com with the internet connection as well?
might be programing fault but hey!! aint i using it now?!?!?!?!?!?!
and i freaking set my P/W okays!!!!!

he said those stuffs because i first, ask him where to place the wireless router. and he told me anywhere near my phone point. so i asked him what about SCV cable connections? so, he told me, put it near the cable point. it would be able to detect. like, wth! it's jus 2 steps away from my PC and it's experiencing limited connection now and then. what to do now? so i think he don't know what to say and he made up alot of reasons and with his "i-am-oh-so-clever" tone.

whatever.

i asked the Harvey Norman people to actually come and check my speakers and obviously it has fault!!! they told me no fault. WTF! and now you expect me to call them again? WTH!!!

i was thinking if programming, i can only reformat with XP disc which is so rare now considering window vista made it's way to the market. which also means i would need an anti-virus software as well. adding it all up, i might as well get a new set. right?

BAH! WHATEVER.

i am so gonna call up Harvey Norman tomorrow okays. to make them come down and check everything. nabei. if that fcuking salesman had talked to me in an even nicer and humble tone, i wouldn't be so mad! although what he said MIGHT BE true, he didnt have to add in that sarcastic and i am so clever tone. that's very much un-need-ed.

in either way, my study room is much more spacious now and i can even hear a lil bit of echo going around the room when i talk. ahh. spacious.

tomorrow is my last day of MC. i have to clear up some work for school and at home. as well as meet my insurance agent. more things to do aye!

tata!
May 14, 2007
yeaaaaaa. i went to the docs just now. and despite being there on the spot, i was no.12!!!! can you imagine how kiasu those people are?

in anyways, i went in to the doc. the doc smiled at me like he knew why i was there. so, as usual, he asked me what's wrong and i told him that i would like to know if i can go back to work. one look at me and he shook his head and he said: "no. i think you better not. pull both your eyelids down." which i did so and he said that he is going to give me another 3 days MC.

all in all, i have taken 6 days of MC!!! which is totally BAH!!!!! and on top of that, my dad, mum, sis got it. so he had to be extra careful.. sighs!!!

i felt bad taking MC. like i can't do much like that you know. and i don't wanna be fired!!! >: (
i miss my kids
i miss my colleagues
i miss the mad schedule

sighs...

i miss everything...

today, my eyes start to have pus all over again. this sucks. everything i see is like so blurry. and i have to grab my handkerchief to clean the pus off. SIGHS!!!!!
Amazed
Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me
Baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh it feels like the first time every time
I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Oh, every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you


this is also a nice song. couldn't change my blog song to Last Kiss as they only provide with 30second preview. and it's pretty sickening. this is also second best song i heard yesterday. muahahahahahahahaha!

SWEET!
TADA!!!



all it took me was 2 hours!!! not only the table la hor.. i have 2 cupboard to clear too.

am planning to get the DIY SSC 2 tier drawer and a letter holder for my com area. BTH! so messy!!

yesterday night went for a couple of drinks. ha! absolute vodka. LOL! felt really tipsy men. but i still know what i am doing la. good thing is at least i still can walk straight. hahaha! i think shouldn't go drink at a dark place next time. makes me tipsy even faster.

listen to class95 if you can. they have very nice oldies. especially at night. my cup of tea!! WAHAHA!!

Last Kiss Lyrics
» Pearl Jam

[Chorus]
Oh where oh where can my baby be
The Lord took her away from me
She's gone to heaven so I got to be good
So I can see my baby when I leave this world

We were out on a date in my daddy's car
We hadn't driven very far
There in the road straight up ahead
A car was stalled the engine was dead
I couldn't stop so I swerved to the right
I'll never forget the sound that night
The screaming tires the busting glass
The painful scream that I heard last

[Chorus]

When I woke up the rain was pouring down
There were people standing all around
Something warm flowing through my eyes
But somehow I found my baby that night
I lifted her head she looked at me and said
Hold me darling just a little while
I held her close I kissed her our last kiss
I found the love that I knew i have missed
Well now she's gone even though I hold her tight
I lost my love my life that night

[Chorus]

Woh (x4)
Ohh (x4)



this song is super nice. trust me!! I'm into oldies. can't blame me aye!!

gotta go to the docs to get clearance letter before i go to work. TATA!
May 13, 2007
okay. i didn't cut my hair VERY short. prolly give it a trim. but it's shorter than before. prolly going over for another cut in 2 month's time.

well, what can i say? it's time to pack my table, AGAIN. am so gonna buy the DIY 3 tier drawer for my com table. it's getting outta hand! obviously it has gotta be strawberry shortcake design right!! wahaha. or maybe get a jewellery box. where i can put my earrings, watches, rubber band, hair band in. and prolly a letter holder for my letter. wahahahahaha!!!!!

well, all that needs money. today, danting asked what i want for my 18th bday. honestly, i dont know. i only wanna go for a photo shoot, a strawberry shortcake balloon, strawberry shortcake life size doll, those old type fruit bday cake (those with fruits on top and in between sponge cakes and jelly on top of the fruits with shaved almonds at the side.) and of cos!!! a great bday celebration. wahahahaha! i duno leh. and oh!!! i want a man!! >:D wahahahaha!!! and she was so loud la. she asked it at the salon. and she said:"OH! you want a man right?" or something like that la. and hor. you imagine, i was blowing my hair with the hair dryer and i can still hear her say that. OMG! so paiseh!!!!! zzzzzzzzzzzzz!!

in either way, i better get going to clear my table.

tata!

now you get what i mean?

don't expect too much from the camera of a PDA phone. it sucks big time!
GAH!

i had the weirdest dream ever... i always believed in a Chinese saying.. 日有所思,夜有所梦 (ri you suo si, ye you suo meng).. it literally meants what you think about in the day is what you will dream of at night. it's true that i have been thinking about my chalet's stuff. but definitely not him. however, his image has been wandering about in my head but i know, he will never be mine. ever again. yeaps! i had a weird dream about my chalet + him altogether.

i was shopping at a place somewhat like Chinatown. and i was urgent. and i had redness. when i have redness, i am very reluctant to go to the toilet. much more a dirty toilet (not to worry, i don't have redness now). and yes. i walked and walked. i walk to a coffee shop that is opened by one of my church members. however, they don't seem to know me and i didn't find any toilet at all. except, i found a stairway which was covered with cloth. didn't think much of it and i left that place in search of a toilet.

then, i came to a house. this house looks the least familiar to me. but there was people inside. and i didn't know whose family was it. i sneaked into the room that has a toilet. and when i was about to go in to the toilet, someone came out. it was his grandpa. i had no choice but to address him. and he said hi to me and added that it's been a long time since he last saw me. suddenly, i have this thought that he didn't know it was all over between me and him. i told him that i wanted to use the toilet and he allowed me to. while i was using the toilet, he kept looking at me. and this toilet is so weird. it's seperated by only a cloth. more like an open concept toilet. i forgot what he said to me there and then.

after using the toilet, i sneaked into another room so i can avoid his family. but!!! he was in the room. i was so shocked. and we hugged each other like we miss each other so much. i don't know what this meant but i am sure it meant nothing. and after that, i got a call from Fadhli. of all people, Fadhli. hahaha! he talked to me about my chalet like as though on that day itself, it was my chalet going on. and all of a sudden, i forgot that i haven't book the chalet. i need to leave now and have no choice but his father saw me. i quickly address him and left. his father doesn't seem to act in any way that i thought he would tho...

i was panicking. no chalet, no food, invitations sent. i dreamt that i was on the train with my eldest sis and my cousin. we alight at somewhat seem Pasir Ris MRT station and we went down to get a bus. the bus station seem weird tho.. i called mr.Toh up and he said he couldn't book it through the net and our last alternative was to go to the chalet to see if there's anyone who didn't come and claim their chalet. we got there and the place look like a park. full of trees and it looked like it just rained.

and!!!!

my dream end.

weird...

okay. when my chalet stuffs is/are/was/were confirmed, i will send a friendster / SMS / MSN message out.

i gotta go shower now to get ready to have a hair cut and Toni and guy!! WOOHOO!!!

goodbye long hair... (i think so.)
May 12, 2007

Fort Minor Believe Me Lyrics

I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to
Believe me

But I
Won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now
Believe me

Yo
I don't wanna be the one to blame you
Like fun and games
Keep playin' 'em
I'm just sayin-
Think back then
We was like one in the same
On the right track
But I was on the wrong train
It's like that
Now you gotta face the pain
And the devil's got a fresh new place to play
In your brain
Like a maze
You can never escape
The rain
Every damn day's the same shade of grey

Hey
I used to have a little bit of a plan
Use ta'
Have a concept of where I stand
But that concept slipped right outta my hand
And now
I don't really even know who I am
Yo
What do I have to say
Maybe I should do
What I have to do to break free
'N whatever happens to you
We'll see
But it's not gonna happen with me

I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to
Believe me

But I
Won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now
Believe me

Back then
I thought you were just like me
Somebody who could see all the pain I see
But you
Proved to me unintentionally
That you would self destruct eventually
Now I'm thinkin' like the mistake I made doesn't hurt
But its not gonna work
'Cause it's really much worse
Than I thought
I wished you were something you were not
And now this guilt is really all that I got

You turn your back
And walk away in shame
All you got
Is a memory 'a pain
Nothin' makes sense
You jus' stare at the ground
I hear my voice in your head
When no one else is around
So what do I have to say
Maybe I should do
What I have to do
To break free
Man
'N whatever happens to you
We'll see
But it's not gonna happen with me

I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to
Believe me

But I
Won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now
Believe me

Yeah!

I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to
Believe me

But I
Won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now
Believe me

I will do what I have to do
You're on your own now
Believe me
Whatever happens to you
You're on your own now
Believe me
What do I have to say
You're on your own now
Believe me
Its not gonna happen to me
You're on your own now
Believe me

Yeah!


new found favourite song. i know it's bit old... but nonetheless, it's nice!!

suppose to go back to centre for fire safety talk as well as to move the furnitures.. but i cant go back cos my eyes hasn't fully recover as yet.. poor me. sighs..

my partner did call me and update me with things that happened in school. say i took MC on Wed..

Wednesday, my kids went to the park. was led by other teachers. Audrey and Kako fell and bruised quite badly.

Thursday, kai kai's head got caught at the toilet door.

Friday, Kyna fell and chipped her lips quite badly.

sighs.. i am so sad. i really miss my kids alot. considering that i am not gonna take my N1 class forever... sighs... i don't wanna be on MC, seriously. i really miss my kids. and i've been on MC until i am kinda immune to it. so, even if today's a weekend, it doesn't bother me at all. sighs.. my kids.. poor kids.. i already have no time for them. yet i am on MC for so long. and my eyes has yet to recover. now it's like a red spot next to my pupil and my eyeball is kinda yellowish. sighs. might be going down to the docs tonight. AGAIN.. hopefully my pay comes in by then. which i doubt it will be. oh well!!!!!!!! i am a poor bloke... actually i shouldn't have bought the Havaianas. wasted. argh! nevermind. already bought it.

okay. i am off to pack my room now.

adios!
You Are Bud Light

You're not fussy when it comes to beer. If someone hands it to you, you'll drink it.
In fact, you don't understand beer snobbery at all. It all tastes the same once you're drunk!
You're an enthusiastic drinker, and you can often be found at your neighborhood bar.
You're pretty good at holding your liquor too - you've had lots of experience.


You Are 61% Open

You're a pretty open person - and you don't mind sharing the good, bad, and sometimes ugly.
And while sometimes you do catch yourself blabbing on, you usually exhibit restraint.
You're openness is quite refreshing, and it encourages other people to be open with you!


Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Score: 66%

Your Intrapersonal Intelligence is High

You have a great understanding of who you are, and your place in the world.
You know what path you're on. And you are excited about your future.
You're always deepening your inner knowledge and introspection. And enjoying it every step of the way.


Your Love Type: INFP

The Idealist

In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship.
For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up.

Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive.
However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space.

Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ


You Follow Your Heart

You're romantic, sentimental, and emotional.
You tend to fall in (and out of) love very quickly.
Some may call you fickle, but you can't help where your emotions take you.
You've definitely broken a few hearts, but you're not a heartbreaker by nature.
Your intentions are always good, even if they change with the wind


You Are a Sensitive Kisser

For you, kissing is a way to connect

And you need lot of care, attention, and privacy

It may take you a while to kiss someone...

But when you do, it's total fireworks


You Are 20% Spoiled

You are definitely not spoiled. You've worked hard for what you have.
Down to earth and grounded, you don't need a lot to make you happy.

okay. time to head back to bed...
May 11, 2007
hmmm...

forgot to add that i have to put $200 aside for my chalet booking.

which leaves me with $300.

all this concludes with my supposedly bring home $1k pay

hmm......
suppose my pay is $1k

$200 - my mum
$100 - my dad, grandpa, grandma
$ 50 - Havaianas
$ 32 - fucking bills for hospital (note 1)
$ 32 - Pedicure (note 2)
$ 65 - Hair cut (note 3)
____
$479
____

means I'll have round about $500 left.

note 1
i went to extract wisdom tooth. right? and i received 2 bills asking me to pay $31.40.. sick arse. the previous time i also had to pay and when i asked to pay for what, they said they don't know. like, WTF right? but just pay lor. get over and done with.

note 2
my heel is super duper dry now!!!! and it's cracking... i have no choice but go for a pedicure or a paraffin treatment. :D just to cure my super dead dry skin.

note 3
i used to cut hair at the void deck downstairs by the aunty. this time, i am going to Toni and guy!! haha. my first decent hair cut. muahahahahahahahahaha!! i am anticipating excitedly.. >:D i want a total new style. kinda sick of long hair. so, yes. look out for new hair style after Sunday. thanks to Danting for asking me along for a hair cut. hehe!


okay. i shall end my rantings here. >:D
May 10, 2007
constant eye drops every 3 hours... enough rest... avoid poisonous food... drink more water..

this has been going on for days.. 2 + days to be exact. but it doesn't seem to go down on it's redness... sighs... now my mum caught it as well. hers is worse! much worse!!! both eyes red. sore throat. fever. sighs. hope she gets well men. i am such an infection girl...

oh! good news! he is not flying anymore. hahahahahahahaha! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D

okay. random. here's a pic of my infectious eye..



this is the first day. and is left eye..

seond day, both eyes.

third day, left eye with right eye red-ing occasionally..

i know it sucks. haiz...

just now got one guy say i am his dream girl. YA RIGHT! dont even know my name. dont even know how i am like. dont even know how i look like. dream girl? yea. prove it further, boy!

okay. i shall apply the annoying ointment on my eye lid and go sleep.

good bye!



badly edit-ed. i know.. T.T
May 09, 2007
wahahaha.

went to the docs again. my family docs this time round. he ask me to pull down my lower eye lid for him to see. both of it. so i did. and when i lift it back to it's normal state, my right eye has 2 bulbs of pus. YUCKS!!!!!!!!!

my doc says i cant use tissue to wipe it. must have personal hanky. now, my mummy dun wanna wash my hanky. she scared get infected. my sis dun wanna sleep with me. she scared infected as well. sighs... poor me. wait! i think i saw her go into the room. now i am afraid of putting cream on my eye lid. it pains fcuking much please. like, ALOT!!!!!! when i dab it, my eye lid gets those kinda shocking pain. that kinda pain which i cannot tolerate. what to do? i have low tolerance level... very low, actually.

3 days MC. i cant do anything but sleep. but i am so bored. cant use so much of com (which i am). sighs! but besides the com, i duno wad else can i do cos the Tv is so boring. even tho i have SCV... sighs. boring box. sighs. i am so full of germs..

it's YK and Flavian and Angela Xu's birthday in a few min time... but i cant go celebrate. i dont wanna infect other people.. sighs............................................................................................

my eyes hurts!!!!!!!

oh ya

just now, i couldnt sms out at all okay! my sms page is blank!!!!!!!!!! but my MMS can still be viewed. so i deleted all my SMS. although honestly, i think it has no link at all. but i just try la. then!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! still the same! wa lau eh. angry!!!! den it's actually the chinese software acting up.. blardie hell. everything gone. >:(

okay. i am getting sleepy. good night!
May 08, 2007
sighs. it looks like i will never do without MC in a month. now... i have infected eyes. it's super bad. might post a photo later. it's super duper bad la okay.

i was showering the kids when i felt something sticky in my eye. left one. so i took a piece of tissue and i wipe it. and when i saw what it was, it was pus. the yellowish thingy you get from infected wound. yea. and i panicked but didn't think much about it. slowly, it got more swollen, more red and more irritating. soon, it was super duper red. so i went to the docs near my workplace and the doc was having an operation. and so, i left my number and name for them to call me back.

and so, back in school, they broke a last minute news that we're going to the park tomorrow. holy holy! so, everything was scheduled and all. i was to stay in school cos i wasn't feeling well.

so, the docs called and i went to the docs. he said it was nothing but infection and had discharge. he's not even covering me for MC!!! like WTH right? GAH!

after work, i called my sis. so my sis said it was the infection of the octovia or dunno what was it. she said normal case is 3days MC. so she was grumbling about that doctor. oh wells! i called her cos she works in Singapore eye centre you see. at least i can ask her.

so, yea. am prepared to have MC tomorrow. to rest my eyes. my mother told me that i will have difficulty opening my eyes after my sleep. which i think so too...

i felt that i neglect my kids a whole tat lot! there's this girl whom i quite like.. and she began to like go away from me. i felt sad la. and when i tried to carry her, she cried. and i know it's so cos i neglected her. and it's just her way of showing me... don't ask me how i know but just that i know la okay...

nvm... 3 more days before i can have 1 class to my very own. YES YES YES! i am so stressed today. okay. maybe not stressed. but easily agitated. but i still love my kids.. really..

my best loved girl and me!! :D

the grass is greener on the other side...
May 07, 2007
got this from AngelaC's webby...


You are The High Priestess


Science, Wisdom, Knowledge, Education.


The High Priestess is the card of knowledge, instinctual, supernatural, secret knowledge. She holds scrolls of arcane information that she might, or might not reveal to you. The moon crown on her head as well as the crescent by her foot indicates her willingness to illuminate what you otherwise might not see, reveal the secrets you need to know. The High Priestess is also associated with the moon however and can also indicate change or fluxuation, particularily when it comes to your moods.


What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.



hmm.. interesting..

i woke up at 6.30am today. slept at 12am. how wonderful aye!!

7 days more til handover of class, 9 more days til pay day and 23 days til centre closure!

weeha!!!!!!!
May 06, 2007
yesterday, i was suppose to report for work at 7am. but!!! i forgot to adjust my alarm on my phone and TADA! i woke up at 7am. first thing i did when i woke up was to call my next door partner. she just left her house. how f-ing great. so i called my partner and she was still sleeping. the first had to report at 7am and second had to report at 8.30am so i don't blame her for still sleeping at 7am. but the just got out of the house one is atrocious! every time late. previous time also like that. !#%#$!%$&%^#&

so i called school and no one picked up. i was so scared okay! scared that got kids come in at 7+am and they have no keys. WTH! so i shower at a fast speed, but still clean duh! and i got into a cab after i grab my bag and changed. resulting me in a watch-less state the whole day. and so, i called the school again. someone picked the phone. woah. i tell you, heng ahhhhhh. the infant teachers had keys to the back door and she opened it up first. woah. super heng ah i tell you. if not i could have died! and so, i reached there at 7.45am.. started work and all. weeha~

after work, went out with my partner, had dinner and had diarrhea. how nice. cab home and someone says wanna meet me. but his bro-in-law called to meet him. so he said he will call me after he finish with his stuffs. call until i slept.

woke up in the morn and went to church. came home for breakfast and went to have another nap.
i am having diarrhea again.. and i don't like the feeling. sucks. it's like you don't know when will the shit come. so every now and then you just wait and see. wait and see if the shit comes.

everyday i am waking up at 7am. i really need some sleep men..

oh. i trim my own eyebrow yesterday. and i must say it was pretty successful. wahahaha! now i can save the little money that i spend on plucking eyebrows. wahahahaha! vain pot.

okay. i must make my way to church already! adios amigo!
May 04, 2007
my right eye is ever itchy. i feel like digging it out and scratch a big deal outta it and put it back.

if only i could..
May 03, 2007
i feel so relaxed now. haha. prolly cos i saw red so i am much more relief. hahaha! OH WELL!!

it's Friday tmr. muahahahahaha!!!!

I'm loving it!

TRUE TO YOUR HEART (98 Degrees)

Baby I knew at once
That you were meant for me
Deep in my soul I know
That I'm your destiny
Though you're unsure
Why fight the tide
Don't think so much
Let your heart decide

Baby I see your future
And it's tied to mine
I look in your eyes
And see you searching for a sign
But you'll never fall
'Til you let go
Don't be so scared
Of what you don't know

True to your heart
You must be true to your heart
That's when the heavens will part
And baby shower you with my love
Open your eyes
Your heart can tell you no lies
And when you're true to your heart
I know it's gonna lead you straight to me
(Got to be true to your heart)

Someone you know is on your side
Can set you free
I can do that for you
If you believe in me
Why second-guess
What feels so right
Just trust your heart
And you'll see the light

True to your heart
You must be true to your heart
That's when the heavens will part
And baby shower you with my love
Open your eyes
Your heart can tell you no lies
And when you're true to your heart
I know it's gonna lead you straight to me
(Got to be true to your heart)

(Ya know it's true)
Your heart knows what's good for you
(Good for you)
Let your heart show you the way
(Ya know it's true)
It'll see you through
(Got to be true to your heart)

Girl my heart is driving me to where you are
You can take both hands off the wheel and
Still get far
Be swept away enjoy the ride
You won't get lost
With your heart to guide you

True to your heart
You must be true to your heart
That's when the heavens will part
And baby shower you with my love
Open your eyes
Your heart can tell you no lies
And when you're true to your heart
I know it's gonna lead you straight to me
(Got to be true to your heart)

When things are getting crazy
And you don't know where to start
Keep on believing baby
Just be true to your heart
When all the world around you
It seems to fall apart
Keep on believing baby
Just be true to your heart

(Got to be true to your heart)



this song so rocks please!
IT'S THURSDAY TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

muahahaha. the joy. wahahahaha. 12 days more to pay day. muahahahaha. i'm loving it. was thinking of cooking lunch on Saturday. but, forget it. i forgot that i was working this Saturday. hence, i couldn't cook. next saturday, there's some fire safety thingy going on in school. so, another Saturday burnt. and on the first Saturday of June, it's my Saturday duty again. sickening...

am still looking for blog skin but is failing as well.

okay la. i need to go have brkfast before i go for work. i am feeling less stressed lately. wahaha. good good. continue that way. heh!