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July 31, 2006
hey fucktard,PLEASE. the message is sent like days ago. if you dont like it, very well, FUCK OFF. i know i am wrong to have said all those that hurt you. but maybe you might wanna think if you did hurt me before. and i dont talk shit language. i thought i was wrong so i tried to make it up. but hey, look who's the miser? damn it. yea. i think my post's title says it all. i realli cant give up. i had it. haiz. talking to cal. jackson sent mi a song. its quite touchy in a sense. very sad also ba. haiz. sometimes i cant help but think who i really am. i kinda hate myself in a sense. haiz. i wanna find myself. but i bet its not easy. i suppose the previous relationship will make me more stronger and more matured. it has also make me realise a side i have never seen before. a side of me which i never knew exist. a side of me... which no one know... i wanna give up. i wanna give it all up. everything. am i holding on to things by will or am i willingly holding them on? sighs. i think i wont be able to sleep tonight again. bless me. July 30, 2006
i think i need to visit the dentist soon. the back tooth or rather, my wisdom tooth at the top right is like.. chipped off. yea. and my front tooth, the one which i got it fixed when i was pri 3, is giving me problem. i think, i realli need to visit a dentist soon enough.i am deciding wether i should go for mani and pedi tomorrow.. sighs! cos my nails arent long enough as yet for them to perform some artsy operation. i think i shall shape let it jus grow until wednesday den i go make my nails ba! muahahahaha! oh well. yesterday i went to my grand's house. and... i went in to greet my grandma. she was sort of like checking some docs la. from the cupboard. then she called me over to look over at a bank book. it belonged to my grandpa. i mean, wtf is she doing, men. she is hella loose in the head! gosh! so i had no choice but to answer her Q&A section about it la. den it's like intruding of privacy. i feel super lousy though. after looking through, she said she is going to quarrel with my grandpa today, sunday. which is like!!!!!!! come on. this is getting out of hand! she calld my 2nd uncle over and they sort of discussed thing. and my uncle left saying that he will provide for her. jus leave it alone. and so, my third, first uncle, my mum and my grandpa were talking at a coffeeshop near my grand's hse. and it came to a conclusion. so today, after i came back from brkfast, i sort of expected phone calls to come in and all telling us about the situation. which it nvr did. i got tired from waiting and i went to SLEEP. yes. sleep. suddenly my mum woke me up ask me to cook dinner. i was like huh! u wake me up to cook dinner? why cant you do it. so she said she receive sms from my eldest uncle to go down to grand's hse immeidately. imagine he sent it at 7pm. 7.30pm den she woke me up. ha! so yea, drama mama den she wanted to go le. she called my third uncle and was den told that she dont need to make star appearance(ya right) cos my third uncle has sent my grandpa to my youngest uncle's house. so, yea. i mean.. its all seperated. what does she get from it? she will onli invite gossips and all. what she gets from a broken family, men. i sms-ed winson last night and he replied something like i thought your family just had a joyous occassion or smth like tat. i blurred for a moment and i realise, yea. it's my sis's wedding some 3 weeks back. and now, its broken! i mean, i haf very vivid memory of my childhood.[ so, the next fucktard who comes up to me telling me i have no childhood, u are hella right but i dont need you to remind me.] and yea, so his image to me was that of a very jovial man and yea, we always go for brkfast in the morning on sunday. and we would go to my grand's hse. he would always ask me to sit next to him while watching tv and played a palm game. the game where he would clench his fist and catch my finger if i put my finger unto his palm. yea. it was such a simple game and yet, it really made me happy. and of all things, this had to happen. my great grandma passed away and my sister got married. after this, everything jus went berserk. it just went with the wind. *poof* and, i hate a certain kinda breed of human kind. i think it suits calvin the gay pretty well.
so how do i deal with this kinda people? go with their mentality. everything they say, jus say yes. if its funny, laugh. not funny, pretend to laugh abit so as to boost their already very high morale. tmr i am free the whole day. GOODBYE!! July 29, 2006
FUCK YOU, BITCH
hahaha. i love this blog:D http://www.just-ranting.blogspot.com http://www.just-ranting.blogspot.com http://www.just-ranting.blogspot.com http://www.just-ranting.blogspot.com http://www.just-ranting.blogspot.com hahaha! i love it. vote for your favourite. i duno who vote girl a. hahahaha! and i duno who made this web too. hahahaha! so funny can. HAHAHAHAH! i passed it on to mani ppl. hahahahaha. real and online frds also haf. go on! haf fun!! : D July 28, 2006
my tooth is aching.. haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz..later going to haf supper wif the gays, derek and yk. yea. hmm. i dun feel like eating also. haha~ jus go lor.. : D so sian. i feel so tired. finally friday. can relax. hmm. today is jasmin's last day..  will miss her.. : ( July 27, 2006
so sad. my PAP photo is... gone case... haiz! today work afternoon shift. so, yea. i wanna like add photos and del some from my friendster. it's like... it takes so long to do up every single thing! oh gosh!those ppl have indeed upgraded themself to friendster huh? nothing better to do. oh well~ i guess its up to them to do wad they like though.. we never said we were pretty. we meant that we look better than you. understand the difference? i think your pesky lil brains cant. oh dear. i think you'd better stare at the screen longer. oh no! cant. you cant do that. if not your degree gets worse and your spects might gone to waste. you still have to feed many mouths, dont you? i know i am getting meaner. but for this, i think i will have to change with situations. we stopped. but you kept harping on it. oh yea? oh yes. i think, you oughtta grow up a little. of course, there's still many years for me to grow my brains adding in information. but i hope, i wont be like you when i hit that certain age. i just dont get it. fcuk ur ass and get off here. start it right men. we aint even interferring. so, who are you, as an outsider to poke ur nose into our problems. in anyway, i dont think we have any. you are our problem. despicable duo. i seriously think that karma exist. and that, wad goes around comes around. and also, everything happens for a reason. you are my reason for getting more matured. cos your immature thoughts are my stepping stone. keep it up, kiddo! oh dear....... i think.............. u look worse. : D bye!! good night. : D July 25, 2006
Instructions:State 8 different points of your ideal lover. Mention gender. Tag eight others to do so. Gender: Male *er. older. at least 3-4yrs ba. max like 7-8 yrs? *matured in thinking and in looks *abit sensitive *good temper *er. this is funny. but.. i would like to have a husband who is an engineer. ha! *outgoing *optimistic *romantic *8 other ppl to do!! i dont read so mani ppl's blog de.. hehe! : D July 24, 2006
 across the causeway and up we go!!
 second stop is pulau kukup alr. we had to walk this veri long road. we walk all the way until the circle white building. veri hot. we had our lunch there. some seafood lunch.. apparently tat tour guide told us tat we're going to some restaurant. ya right..  my seaview seat. YA RIGHT! restaurant.. YA RIGHT! wtf. but the food ok la. got mussels. crab. prawn. veggie. sotong ball. sotong. yea. as far as i can rmb. onli like tat..den next stop. we went to shop! ard the area onli. shop for things and goodies. we didnt buy much stuffs. cos my mum changed veri little money and we jus realise we r gonna shop at a shopping centre. a decent one. so yea, we were on tight budget. but i bought a shirt. a watch. (: show u my watch. fake guess watch. haha! but i am satisfied ok.. but my kids jus have to stick sticker on it today. but i took them out le. hehehehe! they better not take my watch and look at it tmr. if not they will start their "why questionaire". haha! hmm. i will keep my watch pic until next part. til then. BYE! July 23, 2006
bak from msia an hr bak.totally stretched out wanna slp now tmr work at 9am dun wish to be late, again dun wanna take cab good night updates of msia trip coming right up 5.09am. hehe. veri soon, i will be out of singaporeeee~~~ oh ya. wif reference to the previous post.. those peeps folded the aeroplane at about 1am. so, yea. crazy idea. i feel so relaxed. LOL! can finally be out of sg. shop, eat, wadever it is. haven pack my bag. mum gonna screw me for sure when she comes out of the bathroom. hmm. kel was telling mi about his ex gf yday. ha! wad can i say? he cant bear to ignore her. so, yea. i think she will jus keep asking for attention. yeaps. maybe cant bear to ignore is not the word to use. he jus has this soft spot in him. which prevents him from being firm. i think tats it ba. oh well. grow up, lady. haha. jackson is lame! let me paste the log.. [05:08:28 AM] Angela ???™ : woah [05:08:30 AM] Angela ???™ : not asleep again [05:08:37 AM] "+" p?gG? bØ: eh [05:08:39 AM] "+" p?gG? bØ: haven arz [05:08:44 AM] Angela ???™ : pro lor [05:08:45 AM] Angela ???™ : win le [05:08:47 AM] Angela ???™ : can be god [05:09:08 AM] "+" p?gG? bØ: haha [05:09:08 AM] "+" p?gG? bØ: lolx [05:09:10 AM] "+" p?gG? bØ: can lahx [05:09:13 AM] "+" p?gG? bØ: pray mi lo [05:09:27 AM] Angela ???™ : haha [05:09:31 AM] Angela ???™ : u r not my type of god [05:09:31 AM] Angela ???™ : lol [05:09:44 AM] "+" p?gG? bØ: den [05:09:50 AM] "+" p?gG? bØ: not sleepy god [05:09:52 AM] "+" p?gG? bØ: haha [05:09:53 AM] "+" p?gG? bØ: lolx [05:10:30 AM] Angela ???™ : hahahha [05:10:38 AM] Angela ???™ : pray to u le wun slp or pray to u le can slp? [05:10:48 AM] "+" p?gG? bØ: haha [05:10:50 AM] "+" p?gG? bØ: up to u [05:11:41 AM] Angela ???™ : woah [05:11:45 AM] Angela ???™ : later pray wrong [05:11:49 AM] Angela ???™ : wanna slp become cant slp [05:11:54 AM] Angela ???™ : dun wanna slp bcome slp [05:12:04 AM] "+" p?gG? bØ: haha [05:12:05 AM] "+" p?gG? bØ: lol [05:12:08 AM] "+" p?gG? bØ: funi sia u [05:13:02 AM] Angela ???™ : y leh [05:13:06 AM] Angela ???™ : funny laugh lo! : D [05:13:08 AM] "+" p?gG? bØ: funni lo [05:13:09 AM] "+" p?gG? bØ: ya lo [05:13:11 AM] Angela ???™ : haha [05:13:16 AM] "+" p?gG? bØ: i now laugh veri loud le [05:13:19 AM] Angela ???™ : hahaha [05:13:20 AM] "+" p?gG? bØ: kana complain liao lo [05:13:23 AM] Angela ???™ : but i still cant hear [05:13:24 AM] "+" p?gG? bØ: ur fault le [05:13:25 AM] Angela ???™ : muahahaha [05:13:26 AM] "+" p?gG? bØ: haha [05:13:26 AM] "+" p?gG? bØ: lolx [05:13:29 AM] Angela ???™ : ya right haha. ok. i better go pack bag. mum confirm will shout. bye peeps!!!! : D enjoy ur dayyyyy~~ : D i love you
July 22, 2006
calvin and i are HAHA! calvin told mi a joke the other day. maybe, not a joke. it's like a qian bian wen da ti. wahahaha! what do you get from all the indian jumping into the swimming pool? not tat i am racist. but on a note, it is a racist joke. warn u already. dont sue me. the answer is: GRASS JELLY DRINK. hahahaha! so funny rite? omg omg omg!!! hahahahahahaha! not lame. but funny. hahahahahaha! oh. i think he misses me calling him GAY. hey gay. let's gay this coming friday. choose a supper spot. call those people. and we'll hit the gay spot. muahahahaha! thanks gay! anyone happen to know the album of SHE's latest album?? anyone? anyone? tag me. (: a hungry man is an angry man. hohoho!!!! downstairs got pasar malam. going down to hunt for cheap goods. i still cant believe tat.. triple 8 has no cheap sutffs! oh my god. i mean cheap stuffs as in those stickers and bla stuffs. good to trick kids once in a while. hahaha! trip to satay club and outing wif my pri sch frds have been cancelled. hmmmmmm... satay club cos the other time at sakae i spent alot. and i was bursting. realli BURSTING. hehe. todae the pri sch trip cos.. JERONME TOLD ME HE DIDNT WANNA GO. i made up some shit excuses and told jason. den i didnt go. i think kaimeng went. later mus act blur. *slaps myself. LOL!! hmmmmmmm. so sian. friday i was happy happy happy. cos i was wif my N1 class. hehehehehehehhe! tmr.. i am going to malaysia. hehehehehe! weee~~~~~~~~~~~ the other time. went to supper. i think last fri. was there wif caoyang, calvin, yz, yongkai and derek. den after tat.. mi yk yz cal went to my hse's void deck. they took 2 stacks of some credit card pamphlets. and u know wad they were doing??? . . . . . . . . . . . . . .  yes. they were doing paper aeroplane. look at the mess. in the end everything went to the bin. haha!and last but not least.. my favourite boy, OJ Thomas.. has gone bak to philipines.. sighs. he is my practicum boy. i mean.. the boy whom i chose for my practicum. love him!!  (: It's easier to teach children than to change adults. July 20, 2006
let's take a look at my schedule for the next half of my course...
common sense tells you to click on it to enlarge it if you cant see it. jus looking at the icon itself..... purple patch is quite alot.. means................. BREAK!!!! muahahahaha! 6nov end course. weeee~~~ thanks sandy for the bdae post! can send mi the bdae pic tat was posted there? its nice. :Dand also, last but not least, thanks to the idiot daryl keith who haf the cheek to sms mi as a mystery boy and REMEMBER MY BIRTHDATE WRONGLY. darn him. arse. haha! cos i changed phone so the latest updated number not in my SIM card. so, yea. his number gone wif the old phone. haha! i think, i am changing phone again.. N3250, HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! N6131 sucks. :D muahahahahaha! today no work. so shiok. slept from ard 10am to like 1pm after waking up. ahhaha! cos i lao sai. leg soft. later still go eat sakae sushi buffet. muahahahahaha! shiok! later lao out. no diff. -_-' haha. suppose to be doing my child portfolio now but i am slacking. slack slack baby. haha! hmm.......... i think i better get down to business. hahahahaha. calvin gave mi a few youtube links to some gang rap. WAHAHAHAHA! SO LAME CAN! OMG!!!! SO GAYish. jus like the person who gave mi the links. hahaha! u should all go see it. search for it. hahahahhahahaha. thinkin back, it looks kinda funny to me now. haha. cos i guess jus now i jus woke up. so the mood isnt there. wahaha. later going to triple 8 to source for cheap stuffs. i think admiralty mrt will make a better source la. but i nvr try 888 before. so go there try luck. :D this few days kept eating out. so ............................ hehe. u know...... today: dinner at sakae sushi tmr: supper at satay club the day after tmr: marina bay steamboat wif pri sch mates the day after tmr's tmr: go to m'sia for seafood. WEEEE! wad a week. hahahahahhahahaha. yday my boss sms mi ask mi work next week. whole of next week.. hehe. so good. and so bad. tot can rush maple. but cant. sure loose out de. omggggg! hmm.. oh well.. wad more can i say? i think nothing more. haha! better go do work now until like say.. 5? den bath den go out le. hehehehehehehehehehehehe!! tmr last day to hand in my pract file. so, yea.. goodie goodie. TOODLES! thank: calvin, winson, ting, shinn, candice, yz, derek, my dearest mum for the bdae sms thank: yishan, derek, siewming for the bday tag thank: mel, sandy, karen, charlyn for bdae testimonial thank: charlyn for bday call thank: pris, angela, sharon, ting, mummy suat for bdae gift say here say there. altho onli a few names. but i am grateful already!! to those whom i forgot to thank, thanks mani mani. :D July 19, 2006
get a life la, PLEASE.stop filling your dearest in with OUR happenings. what has it gotta do with you anyway? you like people going around and tell your things too? oh my god. why did you even exist here? PLEASE. get a life. you want her so much, GET HER LA! dont need to use US as an excuse to talk to her. close what case. i doubt you even have the money to open case. cowardy pussy acts. putting up a strong front when you are seemingly WEAK. -i feel so guilty. cos yday winson sms mi happy birthday. naturally, i didnt imagine he would remember it la. so i replied him something like he didnt remember it. must be from some friendster notice. ha! when i came home, he wasnt online. so guilty. omg. den i sms him again asking if he really remember. then he replied me today by saying ya.. omg. so guilty. later sms him bak again. how to say sorry on this kinda thing? oh GOSH! July 18, 2006
weee~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~hahahahaha. i am happy. without u. hahahahahahahaha. yeaa! today i haf a chocolatey chocolate cake. yum yum. mani wishes. and a big present. haha! which i hafta carry from my work place all the way home. jus feel like giving up and take a cab. BUT! cab fare increase. screw it lorrrr. so i took the big bolster home. on a train. guai guai de cheng da di tie he ba shi. omgg! hehe. this 2 days took my beloved N1 class. lasy to post pics. hehehehe! i love them more and more. haha. at least they scared of mi now. muahahahahahahaha! but they r realli veri sweet kids. hehe. oh well. i love everyone. except for GAYS. i jus changed my perception of loving everyone. thanks, gay i shall go admiralty and hunt for my strawberry shortcake thing tmr.. or maybe not.. cos tmr work full day again. like today. heh heh heh. oh well~ U GUYS WANNA KNOW SOMETHING? I JUST FEAST MY EYES UNTO A WEB FULL OF UGLY PICTURES AND DISGUSTING ENGLISH. *clean eyes* oh well. i think sandy knows wad am i talking about. right honey? hahahahaha! weeee~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ bdae ending in 20min time~ isnt it greatttt?? looking forward to......... national day. hahahhahaa. i hope tat 2 gay would wanna go watch fireworks. hehehehehehe. the best bday gift to get me is bring me to the actual NDP on the actual day. i will love that person. =D yet!! my bdae is not another day. is a special day!! but having to come home to an empty house is....................................... sighs! today is my birthdayyyyyyy~~ but it seems jus like yet another day to me. oh well... wadever... July 12, 2006
okie dokie. muahahaha! hmm.. let me write down my schedule before i forget13 july mit the gays to watch movie 14 july chalet 15 july chalet 16 july free 17-21 july free. but hafta work *hint* pls ask mi out on my bdae. :D 22 july mit pri sch frds 23 july m'sia somehow. it seems pack to me. calvin tan, got new movie, pls check my schedule b4 coming to mi and gay around. :D i realise so mani ppl's bdae on july. AWW!!!!! sighs. all the july souls. HAHA!!!!! i am so super duper tired. jus now i jus shivered for nth. sighs. sian. sickkkkkk. haizzz! flu + cough. having fever soon i guess. sighsssss!! jus bought a new bag again. muahahahahahaha! yes. yes. yes. haha! now, i am thinking wether to perm or rebond my hair, AGAIN. hehehehehehe. i know i know. spoil hair. wadever. LOL! but the aunty say mus rest my hair. haha! cos like go thru intensive damage system. dye, rebond, style, spray, wad not. ha! no choice. heh heh heh. love love love~ makes the world go round. love love love~ makes my world tumbling down. hhahahahahahhaa! 1 life, SCREW IT. :D hmm. i duno about others. but for mi, ever since i started the early childhood line. and especially taking special needs module.. i became veri much aware of the more in need children. as in children who are in need. eg: CALVIN TAN QIAN ZHI. :D ok. den erm. yday when i was walking to raffles mrt, there's this girl who approach mi about some rainbow club.. for children who haf no money for those essential stuffs and they nid to go for dialysis or anithing. i mean, i realli wanna help. but i am REALLY low on cash. i told her i haf no money. i duno hwo she take it la. but i realli dun haf ani money at all!! >_< den later. she show mi her tag which says no donations accepted. so, yea. she ask mi if i haf debit or credit card. i where got so rich. of cos dun haf. but i realli wanna help la. but i duno how tat "promoter" took my words. i hope she realli know i wanna help ba.. hmm. today my sup came over. i didnt know so mani other tchers there from ICEC. haha! its like DOT came den she was practically saying hi to every other tchers there. ha! so wad lor. make mi so paiseh. ha! hmm. i am crazy for strawberry shortcake. hahahahahaha! its not the fact tat its pink. its jus tat.. its pink?? RAH! wadever. hahaha! i watched some dancing video jus now. fel sent it to mi. its like.. WTF!!!! hahahahhahahaha. like a clothing hanging on a bamboo wif wind blowing.. bahahahahahhaa. wadever!! ahah. fel is sending it to like the whole of CHR. how nice of her. hahahahahahaha. :D okie. i think the post long enough to let calvin tan NOT read it. last but not least, calvin tan is a gay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lets go arcade again tomorrow. :D July 11, 2006
so tired la!!!!!!!!! omg. i slept at like 4am this morn and woke up at 7am. haiz. with mucus running down my nostrils like an untapped tap. oh wells. who ask mi.. last min chiong all this observation report. realli do until i can vomit blood..the best thing is today mus report at work at 8.30AM!!!!! omg. haiz. den... obviously i woke up LATE. and i, being angela khoo, cabbed down as usual. the best thing is. i think comfort increase price. but maybe not. the moment i reach work place.. the taxi fare jumped to like $25. omg can!!!! its like super duper ex lor! $10 more than my usual fare. maybe comfort hasnt increased its price la huh.. perhaps jus tat the no. of ERP i passed increased suddenly. ha! lame. de on the way to work, my pract supervisor sms mi. say she cant come today. like WTF lor. so wad de leh. its like...... i rushed my work until 4+am.. den u tell mi this shits. rah! but maybe its a gd thing. cos i forgot to tpye my pre practicum reflection. heh heh heh. den in the ctr, my nose realli like tap lo.. haiz. luckily i finish work at 2+.. can go home rest. but no wor!!!!!!! i reach home 4+.. slack and nua.. den mit my pri sch frd. haha! km, yk, jeronme, spon, hs, jason. yk came along. hehe. so long nvr see jason. he changed so fucking much lor. its like................ his voice also changed sia. haha! but i keep thinking that he and _________ not compatible. nvm ba. not for us to say. wish them bliss. hmm. den bought sf's bdae prezzie. i felt so unfair lor! its like y mus mit on her bdae.. so unfair. frigging shit. den mus buy bday prezzie for her. i kinda felt not worth. jus my personal opinion la. i mean.. not the price not worth. jus tat not worth buying tat present for her. aiyaa. i duno wad i talking about. i know can le. now veri tired men.................... calvin the gay is asking mi days to watch pirates of the carribean. its like.. days i tell him i can, he like purposely avoid them. i cannot, he make noise. -_-" lameeeeeeee! ok la. i publish post le. byee! July 10, 2006
italy won won won!!penalty 5-3 muahahahaha! but the thing is.. someone bet and lost. no treat. :( muahahah! i jus woke up. am late for work. weeeee~~ tats not good bye! July 09, 2006
to YOU,i dont know am i suppose to be looking forward to the future with you. or to look back to the past and thus, affecting the possibility of having a future with you. i admit. i've never liked you before. or rather, loved you. tat veri short time while i was with you, is actually a past. which daunts me up til now. i think we both remember clearly wad happened the first time we met. the whole scene makes me feel as if i am nothing but a toy. i'm realli sorry. and the way you behave and react towards me. actually shuns me away from you very much that i begun to withdraw. quitely, silently.. everytime when you had some problems, you would come to me. everytime when you broke up wif a girl, you would come running back to me. do you know that everytime your number shows, i am terribly shaken? for fear of doing anithing. i tried relpying and answering your calls the first few time. only to realise my fear of you. i cut connections. i also admit tat in the past, i'd onli find you when i'm troubled. thats wad you taught me to do. now, you told me you changed for the better. i decided to believe you. and today, i think i proved to myself that I AM WRONG. TERRIBLY WRONG. i told you time and again. stop asking me tat question. i am realli veri terrified to remind myself of my past. a past even before you. a past that very little know of. i am realli afraid of tat question. its not tat i am not giving you a chance. i think the fact is that, i have not given myself a chance to give you a chance. i dun wanna fall in love jus like tat. i wanna experience how it is like to be loved. i dont wanna love more than the person who love me. i dont wanna jump into a relationship so fast. i wanna experience how it feels like to be in a courtship. i wanna be cherished. lastly, i wanna be myself. the self tat i am. and not the self which ppl made me to be. I'm Sorry. Really Sorry.. My Apologise Is All I Can Offer Now.
in a week..1 big thing happened. i guess u know wad it is. 2 times finish work at unofficial hours. 3 ppl got blocked on my msn. some unknown ppl who added me. 4 ppl asked mi this: "so how? got new boyfriend?" hello?!?!?! -_-" 5 days.. slept while patting my kids to sleep. haha. yea! so interesting rite? yeaps!!!!!! he came bak from thai lo~~~~~~~~~~ hopefully forget the bet. hahahahahaha!!!!!! so evil. haha! go for 5 weeks den become a thai national. not bad. hahahaha! hmm... next next week.. weekend full. i forgot.. this weekend i free. =X sorry calvin!! hahahahaha. tat is if u r reading this. i forgot next week i free. next next week den busy. hahahaha! sorry lehhh. bdae coming soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! not expecting anithing. lonelyyyy~ haha. am so lazy to do my practicum stuffs.. but haf to. its like so boring can... sighsss.. oh welllll.............................. today i saw my pri sch frd at the arcade. den i tapped him.. den....................... [12:48:59 AM] Angela ???™: u rmb ee jun / yi jun? [12:49:07 AM] hmm haha i'm: ya [12:49:10 AM] hmm haha i'm: he beng alrd [12:49:12 AM] Angela ???™: yea lor [12:49:14 AM] hmm haha i'm: shu fen tell me [12:49:20 AM] Angela ???™: haiz [12:49:25 AM] hmm haha i'm: haiz sad for him [12:49:26 AM] Angela ???™: such a pity [12:49:27 AM] hmm haha i'm: tat time pri so guai [12:49:36 AM] hmm haha i'm: now [12:49:38 AM] hmm haha i'm: so bad le [12:49:42 AM] Angela ???™: haiz [12:49:42 AM] Angela ???™: u know [12:49:47 AM] Angela ???™: jus now i at casueway arcade saw him [12:49:49 AM] Angela ???™: den i tap him [12:49:51 AM] Angela ???™: i wanna say hi to him [12:49:55 AM] Angela ???™: den he turn bak such a beng look [12:50:03 AM] Angela ???™: i was shocked den i quickly walk off. nvr even wave to him [12:53:02 AM] hmm haha i'm: u tap him [12:53:06 AM] hmm haha i'm: he nv ask u hu me [12:53:09 AM] Angela ???™: huh [12:53:11 AM] hmm haha i'm: mei*? [12:53:21 AM] Angela ???™: he turn ard den he stare [12:53:23 AM] Angela ???™: den i was like :-O [12:53:29 AM] Angela ???™: den i continue talking to my frd and walk off [12:53:49 AM] hmm haha i'm: he nv scold u> [12:53:51 AM] Angela ???™: no [12:53:55 AM] Angela ???™: he stare den walk away yea. this is it. so saddening lor. sighs! tats life ba.. might be meeting my pri sch frd. duno wanna go or not. so sian!! kaimeng go den i go. muahahaha! July 07, 2006
weetsss! told u all the "meeting" cancelled le rite??wahaha! this will be the last few post as far as i am concerned, about jaslyn. oh well, TAN KAI KIM (or his sister), if u r readin this, DONT cry for ur dearest jaslyn la. or rather, dun feel sad for her. haha! oh. i forgot! u might both be a couple alr. wish u bliss ah. happy playing around. buy 1 get 2 free. dun blame mi for being nasty. u both made mi do this. being a PI for her. haha! how much she pay u? fish duck price ah? hahahahahhaahahaha! pls la. wake both of ur 20+ yrs old senses. u both might as well patch back together. wahahaha! both of u haf mani problems. share ur problems. ur future will be brighter. *oops! i suddenly forgot abt karma.i am about to comment from wad she wrote in her blog. with hold ur anger. release them after u read. do reflect half way too. Jus heard frm Kai Kim tat those little bitches or 38 watever they like 2 b name found out my new URL.. Well simple note 2 them den can close my case on them.. Let them b like those little rats ranting at their blog or watever.. They shld b reading tis blog if they haf my new URL muahahaha! pls la. can u stop kaikim here and there or not. it is making my hair stand as long as it can get. bahahahaha! u both might as well patch back la. since patch and brk is both of ur forte. and sorry, please stop calling us names unless we r certified one. if i am not wrong, u were the one who started calling us names. and sorry, again, bitches and 38 are not fit for us. perhaps u wanna reflect on ur life before u use the names ppl call u, on us? u mean u close case on us?? since when u open case on us? hahaha! u got money for ur lawyer or not? y not use it to feed the many mouths u haf to? yea. we enjoy ranting. oh wow. tat mus be quite a big word for u to use, huh? hahaha! new url?? wahahha! we knew it even b4 u tagged us la, please. ur dearest kaikim is known for SLOW information. i think u know tat, right? since u know him so well. inside out. upside down.
how come "u all" suddenly become "u"? i bet u dun understand wad u r trying to type. as far as i am concerned, and i told u in the above comments, dun call us names unless we r certified. even kids haf this benefit. wad about adults? i dun think sandy so humji la. change her things. perhaps u r the one who changed ur things ba.
haha. we r not surprised. we expected this. cos we haf no confidence tat u'd be so daring la. put tagboard and hp number.. ur blogspot where got the same?? change le wad.. "changed". ha! how dumb. oh well. may i know wad is big-canon?? or r u trying to say cannon instead? i think the onli thing u said sandy big cannon is the put time put place thing rite?? already put le. ha! pls la. open ur small eyes wide and see. i think u r sucha cannon. can compare to ur friend, D. and may i ask, wad r u tring to derive from the sentence: "Not ar happy frm jus nw until nw?? " i seriously dont understand a single shit? i help u interpret. r u trying to say "not happy from just now until now?" is tat wad u r trying to say? i dont suppose so. i think it is. haha. it is a simple logic. but ur english has made it difficult. but i still understand cos i stooped to ur lvl to understand things from ur view. (: of cos i rant at my blog. i dun rant on my shit. i dun even look at my shit! puh-leese. talk wif logic. of cos u dun dare to put tagboard for fear we might ruin ur oh-so-good reputation. ha! ur frd's enemy tagged u, u dun remove and ask for more fun. we give it to u. u ask for time and place, we give it to u. yet u ran away hiding at home watching some shows? BAH! quiters loose cos loosers dont quit.
wahahahha! we alr put le la. u dun dare come. stil say sandy big cannon? wahahahaha! puh-leese. get ur facts right yea? stop typing my name down as tho i am ur good frd. and i must be grateful cos for once, or maybe a minimal time, u got my name's spelling right! *congratulations & celebrations!* wahaha! i say u? i told u, i am here to REMIND u. not ASK u wad to do. pls la. use ur senses. i think it isnt spoilt. oh wow! u listened to me? cos of wad? cos u dun wanna meet my frds so i am now ur reason of not turning up. indirectly surrendering urself. putting the blame on me. please la. 21 yrs old le. know how to think can. dun wanna come, use some other reasons la. come look for mi? told ya they r my frds. of cos they know more about mi than u do. trying to make mi fall into the bad light for ur wrong doings? our tcher told us from young tat, we must face our mistakes. not shun away from them. yi ren zhuo shi yi ren dang. not yi ren zhuo shi bie ren dang. pls. So i will close my case wif all these... Watever name u all choose 2 b call.. I welcum u 2 read my post.. Give ur comments not my here but at ur there.. 4 all i care.. Soooo, sooo long! haha. of cos for all u care den we type the comments wad. wad we write, u care alot huh? so mindful for wad. u close case? u sure or not. haha! run back and get shelter from ur kaikim la. ha! we choose to be called our OWN names. and nto anonymous. haha! wad "give my comments not my here but ur there.." wad sia? wad here wad there? no up no down. no big no small. no left no right. close case is not a word to use. find better words to substitute it la huh. oh well. i am done wif commenting. ha! this is for u, jaslyn: where r ur frds who helped u in ur blog? gone?? : wad r ur frds for? oh boy.. all running away seeking shelter.. aww... maybe u might wanna be more considerate wif ur choice of words la huh? i think this is more or less of wad i wanna say. if i haf mre, i will edit. or rather, i will add another post. cos i am not such a coward to REMOVE the whole post.. cheers! oh yea. am gonna settle myself down to type a decent post. am gonna shrug off from tat jaslyn for a moment or so. to update myself. and somehow reflect.. practicum started for like a few days already. feel good. somehow felt tat i haf a class of my own although it isnt. haha! last min jasmin didnt get my permission for observation form back. so had to ask another kid. but he is sick for like quite a few days. wanna start observation today de. but in the end, didnt come. den i was like omg. i am so gonna slack. haha! dot is coming on the 11th to view my pract journal. duno can make it or not. ha! sharon's turn is tmr. wish her best of luck tho.. perhaps dot isnt as scary as she seems to be la huh.. haha! today... ... ... charlene knock her head on the floor. and i feel tat the china tcher duno say wad about mi la. but the whole thing is, the china tcher is supposed to look after charlene!! so she fell down... u know wad la huh. i jus kept quiet lor. like, wad can i say? tmr pass down ani questions den see how. but she seriously stick her butt on the floor lor. waiting for who to carry charlene away from the tv?? the other elder kids carry charlene away, she dun like. ask them to put her down. hello?? u expect a toddler to listen to u jus like tat meh? doh! in aniwaes, this few days pat my kids to sleep.. i will sure fall asleep before them. HAHAHAHAH! i am super tired ok.. everyday at mrt on the way to work damn tired. stand also give a kinda face. hahahahahhaha! but i always pat this girl. and she thought i was playing wif her. hahaha! den got one india girl. she dun understand english and i had a hard time communicating her through talking. had no choice but to use hand signals. haha! lucky she understand. den i pat her to sleep also. she still suck her thumb. so cute. hahahaha! den got sound. i can even hear her suck her thumb altho i was slping. hahaha! today i slept the longest sia. all the while during their lunch nap i was literally sleeping with them. hahahha! such a good tcher where to find?? haha! duno leh. i personally feel tat this practicum realli tested my patience. alot. mani a times i jus feel like i was being cornered.the way they behave and react. realli tested my patience. and i didnt wanna force them to do things they dun wan. at the same time, i duno how to lure them into doing wad they r suppose to do. it's all so you-know-wad. but i realli got along better wif the other tchers there la. altho the cooking aunty dun like me. i feel so la. haha! but today she treat mi good leh;. hahahaha! liang xin fa xian. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAA! duno la. maybe its the way she talk or wad i also duno. since i wun be seeing her everyday cos my main tcher help mi bring my food. hiak hiak hiak. watched campus ghost story the other day. super lame. hahahahaha! but i was shocked at the point when the magnet on the fridge moved. hahahaa! suddenly the cam turn to the girl. den i jumped up. den i got a habit of turning to the left den calvin happen to be next to mi. den i think he jumped up also. den i got even scared. i grabbed him. hahahahaha! in the end i was laughing. hahahahahahhahaha! hahahahahahahahha!! lameee~ going to malaysia for holidayyy. one day onli la. but i also happy. hahahahahaha! shop and haf seafood.. hehehe! my bdae coming soon toooooo!! aniwaee, i saw fiona jus now. almost couldnt recognise her. hahahahaahhaha! she's still the same ba! haha. miss her tho. (: see one thurs mit her haf lunch or go shop. hehehe! oh well, sandy say next week settle. cos she haven reply or confirm wif us. ha! later last min confirm den funny lo. hai. ask us for "fun" and yet dun wanna come and haf "fun" wif us. ha! i wonder how mani ppl hate her men. to the extend of her resorting to all this STUNS. ha! her fav word. hahahahaha! aniwaeeee, i think i go slp now. if not tmr sure will slp wif my kids again. hahahahahahahaa! paiseh.. July 06, 2006
oh well, first and foremost, HAHAHAHAHAHHA.ha~ ha~ ha~ i will try to not use profanities. do bear with me even if i use them excuse me, let me ask u this since u haf bore 2 fruitS already. if u missed it for like 2 mths, who do u go to? (probably u didnt read this the previous time i typed it here.) to the police and sue the guy for underage sex? please la. use ur brains. i think u were the one who told him about the gynae thingy. so sorry. but ur dearest kaikim pronounce it wrongly. i had a hard time figuring it out. birds of the same feather flock together. :) oh well, i told him to go ahead and bring mi there. for i dun see a need to withhold myself and let u, despicable pair think i am attracting some attention which i dont need. i aint asking him to bring tat thing down so tat i can see him la ok. i admit tat i wanna see him badly AT THAT POINT OF TIME. but u expect mi to go and buy those stuff myself? sorry, i aint as daring as u, i must admit. and i remember u saying tat i was a wolf in sheep's clothing? oh puh-leese. look who's talking. ask ur dearest to reflect before u even open your mouth i am pretty sure ur info are 1 sided. and its all from ur dearest. oh well. wad can i say? u didnt give mi the benefit of an adult and u went ahead with flaming mi. so he haf u as his frds tats y he told u this huh? u know wad?? i didnt realli tell my frds much about the brk up and yet they're sticking with mi til this far. what good are you? or rather, how good are u as a frd? u listen, u believe. seeing is believing. i think by the way u blog, they more or less know about it alr. and thanks to u for PUBLICISING it. :) perhaps, ur phone might be ringing more often cos u r blogging all this shit. den, u will haf more trouble than ur added trouble. save the troubles la ok. DON'T TROUBLE TROUBLE UNLESS TROUBLE TROUBLES YOU. IF YOU TROUBLE TROUBLE, TROUBLE WILL TROUBLE YOU. get it?? maybe ur pesky lil brains dont. need more time to swallow the logic eh? think all u wan by staring. u r alr troubled and yet u wanna solve the trouble all in the name of friend. how noble huh? mus i thank u? THANK YOU. tats if u want it. call ur dearest and complain to him la. like wad u did when u were expecting ur leftoverS when ur relationship is in a bust. do read carefully and reflect. stop thinking as though whatever i type here is peircing ur already broken heart. July 05, 2006
sighs. WHY SHE EXIST MEN??u should be honoured i typed this blog for u. i haven find the patience and time to read her blog. cos her english sucks. and, kip on sandy, angela, kaikim, spammer, tagboard bla bla bla.all those words. it makes mi sick to the core. please, over and done with. STOP TRYING TO CLEAR THE AIR WHEN U FLAMED ME SOME 3-4 MONTHS BACK! please la. i am sure, given fruits and mentality, i am sure ur IQ, EQ would be higher. y r u proving to us ur mentality is lower? u might prolly say, cos we wanna play den u play wif us. hello, who started all this shit. i didnt retaliate. and from wad i know, ur dearest kaikim onli called and asked u when u type those irresponsible things. and u FRIGGING DENY! until he ask u again. do u know that he trust u alot? yea. ha! trust to the extend that u betrayed it. do u know wad ur frds told other of their frds about u behind ur back? i am sure u dont know. and perhaps, u might say, even if u know, u wouldnt care. HELLO? we r all human. dont tell mi u aint THAT BIT furious even if u heard it? REFLECT DEEP UPON URSELF. i am sure u dun nid a 17 yr old to tell u wad to do. in any case, i am here to REMIND u wad to do. differentiate it. u say u like fun. yet u wanna let us search for ur blogs. pls. the more u type, the more ur frds see, the more embarrass ur dearest kaikim will be. and then, u MIGHT be heartbroken. think about other ppl before u think about urself. since u self claim u HATE YOURSELF, pls, at least love other ppl. wad goes around comes around. wad goes up must come down. i think this pretty much sums up the past few days. let my frds see u on friday. i wont be going. will onli reach woodlands at 6pm latest. if u wanna see my face, wait for mi then. July 04, 2006
on the last note...Angela sighs. i think i dun wanna be 21 yrs old. she scares me. says: u know. i dun realli care if she wrote THOSE stuffs tinkerbell in search of her own peter pan.* says: oh who and who break up rite Angela sighs. i think i dun wanna be 21 yrs old. she scares me. says: cos, at the end of the day, the one who is at loosing end is tat guy Angela sighs. i think i dun wanna be 21 yrs old. she scares me. says: cos his frds are also her frds somehow tinkerbell in search of her own peter pan.* says: yah true Angela sighs. i think i dun wanna be 21 yrs old. she scares me. says: and if her frd read the blog, ultimately, ppl will find him and not mi tinkerbell in search of her own peter pan.* says: yeah Angela sighs. i think i dun wanna be 21 yrs old. she scares me. says: I dont realli exist in the whole pic cos they, dun even freaking know me men! get it? u r hurting ur dearest whom u dated before you bear your fruits at the end. or maybe you bore his fruit(s)? ha! remove tagboard so he can do something for you. like wad sia. fish duck ah. hahahahahaha! put my link at ur blog? looser. i think we didnt even do that la ok. haiz. haiz haiz. oh well.. i think if u ever had another FRUIT, u tell police ah? ha! i nv go police den should offer thanks le lo~~~~ ha! u wanna tell my bad stuff when u r at a loosing end, AHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA! oh well, old fashion OH DEAR.. CHANGED URL?? HELLO, I LONG GOT OVER HIM ALR. IF U WANNA TALK ABOUT LAST TIME, ALL I CAN SAY IS I WAS BLINDED BY THAT MATTER THEN. SAY WHATEVER YOU WANT TO. I AINT BOTHERED. I AM BLOGGING COS I FEEL PRETTY IRRITATED AND AGITATED. PLEASE MAN.. YOU SAID YOU WANTED FUN. FUN IS BROUGHT TO YOU. NOW, U RUN AWAY FROM IT. STILL WANNA BRING HIS NAME UP AGAIN. BUAY PAISEH AH. STOP KAIKIM HERE KAIKIM THERE LA PLEASE. YOU WANT HIM SO BADLY THEN TAKE HIM LA. CALL HIM, SMS HIM OR WHATEVER AND COMPLAIN TO HIM ABOUT ME LA. HE WONT PICK UP HIS PHONE TO CALL ME. I ASSURE YOU. YOU WANT HIM TO CLEAR YOUR DEBIT ACCOUNT THEN SAY SO. MAYBE HE WOULD BE HAPPY. BUY 1 GET DUNO HOW MANI FREE. HA! SO IF U THINK THAT BY FLASHING HIS NAME AGAIN AND AGAIN IN YOUR BLOG AND HOPING THAT I WILL MELT, FAT HOPE! I AINT THAT GIRL 4 MONTHS AGO. DONT KNOW HOW TO COUNT. STUPID. PLEASE LA OK. PEOPLE RELATIONSHIP U ALSO WANNA MEDDLE. WHEN YOURS IS ALREADY AS SCREWED AS IT IS. I MEAN, I DONT CARE ABOUT YOUR RELATIONSHIP LA. AND DONT EVER THINK THAT EVERYONE IS YOUR FRIEND. YOUR FRIEND SURE SAY GOOD THINGS ABOUT YOU. SETTLE WAD SETTLE. NOTHING ALSO WANNA SETTLE. PASS FEW MTHS U SAID THIS, I DIDNT RETALIATE. NOW, JUS A LITTLE BIT OF FUN WHICH ISNT AS BAD AS COMPARED TO WHAT YOU WROTE ABOUT MI IN MARCH, YOU WANNA SETTLE. HA! COMPLAIN TO HIM LIKE WHAT I DID LA. ASK HIM COME SCOLD ME. DUN WANNA READ YOUR NEW BLOG. COS I SERIOUSLY DONT UNDERSTAND YOUR ENGLISH. SO POWDERFUL wORrRzZxxZzzZZ. SAY WADEVER YOU WANT IN MY TAGBOARD. I AM NOT REALLI BOTHERED ABOUT IT. AS LONG AS I KNOW WHAT I AM DOING AND WHAT I DID, I THINK I FULFILLED MY ROLE. SO OLD LE STILL PUT TIME PUT PLACE, PLAY GAMES WITH US. SIGHS. I DONT KNOW WAD THE HELL IS WRONG MAN. RUNNING AWAY ISNT THE PROBLEM LA OK. FACE THE MUSIC. FACE THE MUSIC YOU COMPOSED. U START THE FLAMING 4 MTHS BACK. NOW, I HAVEN EVEN FLAME U AS BAD AS U DID AND U RAN AWAY. BA~~~~~ July 02, 2006
oh dear. i am afraid i have no time to entertain you. i need to study. or rather, WE need to study. except, maybe, you? study or not doesnt matter to you i guess.u may take my leftovers if u want. if u want my leftover to take ur leftover, say so! dont need to be shy about this matter. i dont think you are shy anyway. since bearing FRUITS at that age is seemingly acceptable to you. i personally feel that HE wont oblige to your invitation. perhaps, PERHAPS, save the phone bill for your meals. or rather, your leftovers. i dont blame them at all, seriously. i thank them. they are the ones who made me stand up again. the one who made me realise my mistake. be it the positive or the negative way. i know this is my blog and i MAY type whatever i want to. but i make sure, and i try my best. when i cool down, i type WITH responsibility. i hope you do, too. Arggg, aftnoon den go my'nite beauty slp' 4 nw, dun say le.. Yesterday K K give me his X-gf blogspot URL.. Actually he dun wan 2 give 1, but i reali curious how she gonna 2 write n say.. So in e end, he give me.. B4 i go read, i go tag in her taggy board n i say her since they already break off le n he wun patch wif u, Y cling on?? It would b more painful rather u jus let go.. Den she reply tat she is LEARNING 2 let u n ask me 2 read wif understanding.. Her frend also say ask me 2 read b4 tagging.. E lastest new i noe she haven't even updated la.. Wat happen 2 them, i noe.. Wat she noe i also noe, wat she DUNNOE i also noe.. In short, i noe everything more den she DO!! I noe 3 yrs relationship is enough 2 kill a person wen they break up, aft such a long time 2gether, aft break up unless is those already no hope 1 or else sure need a lot of time 2 get over n she still cannot accept e fact tat they break up.. Still mgs K K tat he dun haf 'feelings 4 her le??' 'He dun luv her le??' 'She will wait till his exams over..' 'she still miss him alot..' 'Y he ingore her??' everyday.. Den wen K K take out all their photos frm friendster, she ask him 'y he take them out'.. KaosS, she does haf abit like yiwei.. oh yea? so he gave u my blog url. i alr know he will give la huh. so, u come or dun come, doesnt matter at all to mi. cos at tat time, i was devastated. i'll give u my background a lil while later when we broke up. i am grateful u tagged before u read the chunk. so u wouldnt take sides. altho u side him, it doesnt even matter. of cos u would listen to wad ur frd says and not the other party. its normal tat u hear one side story. and if it doesnt tally, the one who is not ur frd gets the blame. of cos i am learning. tat's like onli a few days after the brk up. u expect mi to do wad? let go immediately?? hello, i got feelings. if i am able to jus let go, i am fake. i said this mani mani times. tats y i ask u to read wif understanding. maybe u said tat cos u haven read the blog. aint putting the blame on u. ha! everything u know i duno?? hello, i dun give a damn as to wad u know. i know u know mani things cos tat person told u. and u dont know wad he told other ppl about u rite? u duno wad other ppl told other ppl about u rite? so u r trying to prove ur point tat u r veri reliable? know so mani things so wad? r u green tat it isnt u? told ya i will tell u the whole scenario when the brk up was being carried out. u will see my point. i know i haf NO KIDS wif him unlike someone. wadever the reason la. i admit those sms were so super childish. but at tat point of time, if u ever put u in my shoes. PERHAPS u MAY sympathise wif mi. PERHAPS u WONT. i dun give a hoot about it.
ahha! i was pissed about this cos i didnt know u were both together before. no wonder when his bdae, wanna take lone pic wif him. BAHA! now i know. to get even wif him cos he made u walk ard town? aint u being a DA XIAO JIE too? jus for petty matter. walking alone isnt gonna cost u anithing. time wif him always patch and break? wahaha! and u r saying tat i am like tat too?? i think the brking and patching rate of mine compared to urs is much lesser, i SUPPOSE. beg? ha! i aint commenting on it. i showed it to 2 of my frd. i didnt tell them who it was. i jus showed them this paragraph. this is wad they said: 1) [12:23:48 AM]Real tears a:i mean she is no diff from the guy.. 2) [11:30:00 AM] nobody: childish is the word i can say comments given by someone my age and someone older than her age. so, this is wad u get. i didnt tell them who is it from. i jus copy and paste. see? i proved my point, somehow.
i seriously duno wad is yiwei. i mean, the han yu pin yin pronounciation is like wat? i do admit i am like a da xiao jie. oh well. i think this is the time i type down the scenario of the whole brk up. family: mum is hospitalised yet again after her first op. school: fees not paid. enrolment something wrong. relationship: quarrel everyday maybe this is not enough to prove my being in the whole environment at tat point of time. but the amount of things going on in my head is alot. more than i can take. and the brk up? *poof* jus went like tat. u said it. 17 yr old. what were u doing when u were 17? bearing kids? BAH! i dun give a damn. the whole thing is over now. if u can flame mi on ur friggin blog at tat point of time, i can do it now. after a few mths all i nid is a chance to rant my anger. shout it out. wadever it takes. den i jus shrug it off. at tat point of anger, i can be veri vulgar and i dun realli talk wif my brains. i nid to take time to let it pass den i will comment it. now i know, VIRGIN BOY. how much it meant to u. i should have trust myself tat u are none other than a ___________. u think all this is too late to be published? think again.
HER post is in this colour mine is the rest. A rainbow says:hey wats with your pri 5 friend ? Angela just simply let me complain and i'll get over it says: pri 6 frd Angela just simply let me complain and i'll get over it says: haha Angela just simply let me complain and i'll get over it says: he slim down ALOT lor Angela just simply let me complain and i'll get over it says: den now he veri action ma Angela just simply let me complain and i'll get over it says: den ask mi organise outing for a few of the pri sch frds Angela just simply let me complain and i'll get over it says: den i busy. i ask kaimeng to org Angela just simply let me complain and i'll get over it says: den kaimeng dun wan. kaimeng ask mi to ask tat frd to organise Angela just simply let me complain and i'll get over it says: if dun organise, we say out his MALU thing. haha! Angela just simply let me complain and i'll get over it says: which is the fact he peed in his pants during a p5 camp.. haha explanation to the prev post. duno y so mani ppl cant get it.. maybe u hafta experience it to know ba. hehe THIS IS WORTH LAUGHING MEN!!! OreoSplit™ : you brighten up my life says: u set everything properly lor
haha. told u my pri sch frd added mi today den he say wanna mit up wif us. den kaimeng and i were talking about him. kaimeng darn evil!! hahahaha! i am still laughing. hahahahahahahaha! about the prev post, wait and see. :)
--------------edit------------- 02.07.06 calvin says he doesnt know wad's the joke. its jus kaimeng and i talking about jason pee-ing in his pants la. hahahahahahahahahahaha! oh well. nvm. hehehehehe! i cut the conversation to make it seem shorter and less draggy-er. hohoho! |
