rate

now, i do not have diarrhea anymore (YAY!).

but i have giddy spells. feels that i am floating. head damn light. have no idea why. while cooking this morning, actually black out and pass out. traumatised till know when i think about it. can dont feel hungry for the whole day without eating. am gonna drown myself in loadsa water.

mum says if i dont feel good by tmr, mayb need to go to hosp. shit. but if really dont feel good, looks like i'd better go see doc first and see if there's a need to go hosp or not. sounds scary.

got this ugly feeling that i MAY bye bye soon.

RAH.

in anycase, i still love all of you. good or bad. ugly or nice. young or old. (:

am having stomach flu. it sucks alot. every now and then need to go to the toilet. i think i gonna finish my medicine!!!!

let's just hope i dont get into Hosp.

Lyrics: Colbie Caillat - Realize

Lyrics taken from the: Album Version

ake time to realize
That your warmth is
Crashing down on me
Take time to realize
That I am on your side
Well didn't I, didn't I tell you
But I can't spell it out for you
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you

If you just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize
What I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other, now

Take time to realize
Oh oh, I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you
Take time to realize
This could all pass you by
Didn't I tell you
But I can't spell it out for you
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you

If you just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize
What I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other, but

It's not the same
No it's never the same
If you don't feel it too
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way
It could be the same for you

If you just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize
What I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other

Just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize
What I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other, now
Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now owa, owa ohh
Realize
Realize
Realize
Realize
uh-ohhh

i really hate the emptiness that creeps to me in the middle of the night. it sucks. SUCKs. downright sucks. damn it.

i shall cry and smile at the end and tell myself that i'm a strong girl now.

i am having an itchy throat now. rah!!!!! and runny nose. what more? this morning it was sore throat. how nice? sighs!

tmr going back to full day work. this 2 days half day work damn shiok! LOL!

am gonna highlight (i think) and rebond (fringe) my hair. hahaha.

am dying to like go to the earring shop at Bugis. maybe some other day. i have a thing to die for about earrings. wee!

here's a song for you...

Sorry Lyrics
Artist(Band):Buckcherry

Oh I had alot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

This time I think I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
I'm sorry baby.
I'm sorry baby, Yeah.
I'm sorry.

it's goodbye to you...

am sick sick sick, finally. LOL!

having stuffed nose. headache. damn. and a little fever. but i think that the fever should be gone by now...

am on a half day MC... dont feel good going on MC knowing that there is a shortage of staff. RAH!!

headache headache headache..

wanted to go bugis to buy clothings for CNY. particularly pants.. but am pretty slack. no energy to even get to work. much more shopping. sighs! so tired. my head is like spinning.. somemore weather so hot. duno what to do...

oh well oh well~~~~~~~~

still need to stay back afterwork to do up my things. sighs. hopefully i can finish it earlier...

haven eaten anything since i woke up. except for medicine? lol. on an empty tummy. very nice ain't it? lols...

CNY round the corner. am half heartedly hopping it would come soon... like, very soon. that's when the goodies and all starts coming in and all. i think i should go Chinatown after work to get a glimpse of atmosphere there. haha!

i wanna go and sleep... but!!!!!!!! need to be at work by 4pm. which means i will have to leave my house at about 2pm... still need to get food to eat leh? sighs.

recently nothing much happen. just that will keep myself busy this whole week. dont wanna think about some stuffs. sighsss!

good de bye!

what's meant to be will be. goodbye...

well, 2007 has been good and bad for me in some ways. am just gonna briefly run through. am super tired..

work
am grateful that my ex boss called me to go and work for her. and i really mean super grateful. am still in it and ever happy. minus the stress and all. great colleagues. fun time but at the same time, tiring. becos of work, neglect many people. but do hope that they understand.

family
been pretty much out of touch with them. new yr resolution 2008, spend more time with them!

friends
was close initially but fell apart cos i was pretty busy. i mean, i do feel bad and all. but sometimes the timing just doesn't work out. another resolution. must try to keep more contact with them!

love
haha. one messy topic.. i just wanna know who's true and who's not. that's all. not looking for a player. definitely not. would love to settle down fast and quick. work hazard i suppose? oh well! and yes! no Chinese please.. i don't wanna change my religion either. :)

self
been having lesser self contact time towards the end of the year. am draining myself more. at the same time, trying to kick away my selfish thoughts. as well as talking for other people. haha! only i myself will know what i mean.. oh wells! that's gotta go.am ultra sensitive and think alot of crap unnecessarily. started night class too. am gonna end Nov this yr. afterwhich, i'll be having a yr end concert in school. thus, i'll be very busy. no promise for commitments.
have become very much absent minded, fickle minded and forgetful. MUST KICK THE HABIT AWAY! as well as lesser online auction. :P

fuck menses cramp.