disintegrate

rate

Who’s at the door?

Alexandra hospital VS polyclinic. (Indian version)

Boredom

Knight in shining armor

hahaha!! this are a few videos i took b4 we sleep. haha! i sound lyk a men. LOL. cos i was having a sore throat.. haha! damn lame can.. haha! quite soft. mus on louder den can listen.. haha!

all of us met at woodlands den we set off together. yea. den we reached at 3.15.. and SMART km's watch was 2.15... and he keep on asking us to go arcade arguing tat there is alortsa tym left. oh well. we couldnt out talk him, could we? so we jus went to the arcade.. yada yada yada yada. den he ask mi to call mr.Toh. ok.. and his phone was lyk drown or smth. called mani times den nvr answer. dne later he called mi bak. den i told him we're in the arcade and jus then.. SMART kaimeng realise his watch was slow... oh, how SMART. haha! den i told mr.Toh we're going by cab. uh............. guess wad?! we went to aloha loyang instead. and yk's cab was behind us. all of us had to U-turn. how smart. i wasnt sure who told the cabby tho. LOL. it cost us 10 bucks to get there. oh boy. freaking ex la! cos we u-turned. LOL!! den we reached. some of them called for macs delivery. haha! they still had to go out to get their food. wad a service. HAHA! we watched shrek 2. den left for dinner. den came bak. those guys wanna go downtown east. actually i wanna go.. but hor.. i duno wad tym they're gonna come bak and i haf not much cash left. furthermore... it was gonna rain soon. weeheeee. den i had to say no. den we watched pacifier.. den it's lyk onli mi, emily, steph and mr.Toh in the chalet. so bo liao. den after watching tat, we watched the news. den later steph watched the japan show. haha. i haf no idea wad is it about. haha! and hor. thanks to emily and her D-24 story, we didnt dare to shower. so we had to haf 2 ppl in the shower room.. lyk one shower and the other one faced the other side and talk to make sure we're at the same world. zzz! ya. i was in there throughout. keep watch twice. but i tot it was cool too. cos if i go out, i also duno wad to tok to the guys. ahah! and they were FREAKING smelly. no washing of legs, yada yada yada. OMG!!! but after much confrontation.. SOME did. except 1? lol! i duno. den we had nth to do. and kaimeng came into the room and talk cock. haha! i didnt know so much abt him men.. considering the fact tat i knew him for 10 freaking long yrs. LOL! ok, maybe not 10.. but 7 yrs?? lol. er. but yangsheng was funny. we were gossiping half-way den we had to shun him off. den he was lyk huh? bu shi yao du qian meh? HAHA! i tell u.. so funny!! den somemore his hand do the action.. hahahaha!! omg omg! and his baby milo t-shirt. so cute. haha! and i fell asleep soon after..

den we woke up. bathe. packed. went for brkfast + lunch. den headed home. and here i am. at home. haha! lame i know.. should watch the videos. damn funny!! haha. ok. gtg!!

yes. i am bak. i couldnt blog yday cos i think the previous entry made my cookies stuck or smth. hehehehe. oh well.. nth much yday.. jus the presentation. haha. it was so cool.. their sch is uber cool + fun. their DNT deisng studio is air-conditioned. and their flooring for the DNT PATHWAY is kinda tiled. and it is SOOO cool. and when i went in, there was sorta stage and glass panel. had to go in. bla bla bla

when i was in. they onli ask mi to describe the bowl. and tada! i described. my hand was trembling. and i even slot the chopstick the wrong way. oh boy. and they suggested an idea.. and i told them y i didnt wan it tat way. and tat freaking guy said he got my idea but he dun agree. duh! wadever... i jus smiled all the way. haha! den got 2 guy keep on saying it's interesting. haha.. i hope mine and angela's got in. but angela quite poor thing... her project was being laughed at. but perhaps they find it interesting too and her's might go in as well.. no worry girl!

er. den mr.ng fetched us to ang mo kio for lunch... beef noodle. ok ba. not bad. den went to cwp. bought gummy and durian. haha! den went home. den slp slp slp. eldest sis came bak. we were playing panda craze. so fun la!! haha. we both wrecked our brains until dear called. den she also went off alr. it was ard 11. heh heh heh

er. dear passed his driving test.. haha. i knew he can make it. hiak hiak hiak. good for him. at least one worry gone. now is his TKD tournament. i duno if i would wan him to get in. but if he gets in, it is a good experience for him tho. but... he is accident-prone. so.. yea. ppl might play rough. and he might get injured. he is fragile. LOL! duno la. see how he does. if he gets in the tournament. i can onli support him right?

todae is DNT chalet cant wait. hahaha! er. alrite. ithink i go off alr..see ya guys tmr! bye

dear's milk bottle

his fake key on the baby's ass

happy happy

ooo. milk tastes so nice

eh. picking candles with his mouth

the cake's baby's ass

his cake

dear and his TKd frds. extreme left is his tkd instructor.. the guy behind dear
is stead-ing with the girl beside dear. OH, HOW INCOMPATIBLE. lol. =X i shall
keep my comments to myself in case i get kicked in my pathetic ass. LOL!

dear and his second aunty's family

mi and dear. i look friggin ugly. ( ok, i know)

dear and his ite tamp frds. the sharp head one is roti boy. the black shirt guy
next to dear is kwang hui if i am not wrong. he smokes.

adulterous pair. WAHAHAHA! no la.. dear's ite bedok frd.
jaslyn

dear and his army frds. onli this grp of frds i can name almost ALL. cos the
other 2 i duno who. haha. qi wen, david, dear, alwyn, ooi and the 2 i duno.

thomas and dear and duno who. thomas is dear's best bud

dear and his family.

dear and his aunty and cousin



dear and his cousin leslie

dear and his maternal relatives



dear and his god-aunty and kristen. he is uber cute can...



birthday boy

dear's neighbour

er... i am bak. didnt blog yday. wasnt in the mood. haha! yday practically jus SLACKED. yea. no doubt. dear said i was crazy putting up those mcd pics. RAHH! wadever. LOL. i mean. i'm freaking bored. (:

er.. i managed to find the shop "milady" together wif mani other shops tat sells clothings for ppl lyk mi. haha! yea. and i actually asked calvin to ask sophia for mi. haha! thanks BRAIN. *er herm* yea. and i stumbled across this forum. and guess wad?! WAHAHAHAHA! they actually advertise a shop tat sells bra for cup size................

DOUBLE J!!

oh my god! it's freaking big. haha! i was telling dear abt it. and u know... MUAHAHA! so huge la... omg! and it's lyk we talk about breastfeeding. haha! damn funny. muahahaha! not gonna share here. but it's helluva funny. yea.

er. i was SOOOO angry yday tat i threw the piglet on the floor. i jus find it UNFAIR. yea. grr! i mean... u can do it for a friend. den y not for mi? u know. it's freaking unfair.

er. i haf nth to do now. not going out later cos of someone. yea. stuck at home. bla bla bla... i wanna go out... I WANNA GO OUT... I WANNA GO OUT... I WANNA GO OUT... I WANNA GO OUT... grrrr! wad the hell is wrong men. i jus wanna go out. GO OUTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmm.. no jobs. bla bla bla. not going to prom. bla bla bla. and the D&T presentation is coming along.. jus great! zzz... it's at tanjong katong sec. u know y there? cos it's awarded excellence for design award or smth. ahhh.. who cares. not my sch. mdm.teo says it revolves around dunman, st andrews and TKSS. oh man... y cant they put it at st andrews... *_* blink blink. LOL!

my cat class tcher sms-ed us yday asking us to go for confession and all. weets! confirmation is comin. i am sooo excited. but i haven gotten my white dress and shoes. aHHH!! bother bother. grrr. i think i;ve grown fatter alr. oh my god! ARGH! wadever. but i've nto been eating much lately tho.. wad is wrong men.... AHHH! sobs. i think i'm gonna eat ONLY dinner. yes. u heard mi right. onli dinner. (: and veggie as main dish. :D

ok. someone is online and not talking to mi. wadever. GRRRRR! i wanna go out men... sighs.. i wanna go out. i wanna be out FREAKING EARLY tmr so i can walk around the whole day. but i think i cant.. cos i dun haf the stamina to window shop. >_< i mus get the right shoes and attire.. so i can be comfortable and walk mani mani mani miles. lol. miles... ?!?!?!?! lols. i think kilometer is better. cos singapore is SO small.. yet SO big. (:

ok. enuff of my ramblings.

-----period-----

since last night. i've been craving to call macdonald delivery. but i found no reason. and suddenly. i tot of tepenyaki meal. *yummy* so. i logged on to www.mcd.com.sg this morning and looked out for the tpyk(tepenyaki) meal's price. but i found none. so. i waited until it was 11:20 before i placed my order. picked up my phone and dial 6777-3777. oooooo. i pressed 1 and waited for someone to answer my call.and i placed my order. hiak hiak.

the man came ard 45min later wif my food! YUMMY!!

TEMPATATION!!!

there's the teppanyaki burger...

there is also fries and seaweed shaker.. actually seasoning.. kinda taste lyk the mummy one. but with seaweed?? (duh!)

ok.. if u're wondering... i didnt take photo of my drink. it's actually green tea and i ordered strawberry sundae too....

i proceed wif the burger first... oh.. how innocent it looks. *_*

heh heh. YUMMY!!! chilly added. *slurp

i added this to my fries.... heh heh. BIG SIN!!! >_<"

and it turned out to be lyk tat. it's FREAKING DELICIOUS!!!! RAH!!!!

den i proceed with my STRAWBERRY SUNDAE!!!!!!

heh heh. big sin over.. it has transofrmed into RUBBISH! haha! =X

and all this is $10.20... inclusive of $2 delivery charge. io find it not bad. am VERY VERY full. even until now. haha! well spent. den my sis called and asked if i called for delivery. haha! cos she work in macdonald. den she said tat my order is with them. haha! so cool! and she asked if it was nice. haha. yummy!!!

hmm. mani ppl offering mi job. veri happy tat i got frds lyk them. love ya all! : D

told dear last night tat i mus work soon. cos if slack den dun wanna work alr. i mean.. i dun feel lyk working already.. watched TV jus now, they actually show a place where they sell clothings for BIG SIZED ppl. yea. like me! but hor.. i onli know it's far east. level 1.. er.... NEVER SEE SHOP'S NAME!!! wad the heck man.. i think i saw smth lyk milany on the clothe's tag and er.. unit number something lyk #01-67. gonna search online later. see how la. and a few piece is veri nice. $29.90... am SOOO gonna go there to buy clothings. haha! nice leh. AHH!! cant wait. (:

er. i duno wad to do online. wanna play maple. but kill kill kill. and the place so small. i sianz already.. ahha! hmm.. i think i help dear level up or smth. or play for myself.. haha! -selfish. but i dun feel lyk playing.i jus feel lyk typing. but i duno wad to type.. it's a veri long entry hor.. haha! ok la. end here. go find the shop's name.

bye folks!

ok. i am bak. hmmm... i wanna sell my prom tix. who wanna go?? grr! been asking someone. but to no avail. ZZZ!

ok. as promised, the photo of the cake dear bought mi.

nice? haha! yea. $5.45 for this small piece of cake. but it's nice.. but the "rose" is white choco. veri sweet. ate one and threw the other one away. haha! *oops* the whole outter layer is choco. den cake. den the bottom layer is fruits and nuts. yup! yummy! i think i'll go bak and buy one for dear also. but i realli realli lyk the strawberry short cake. AHHH! will buy one for myself. haha!

am so gonna call for MCD delivery later. haha! i nvr call b4 mah.. suaku. haha! wanna eat tepenyaki meal. YUMMY!!!! the fries.. *slurp haha!

er.. if you are looking at this... i wanna tell you i dun feel lyk meeting you on Sun. but if you insist. i duno wad else to say. cos i know you would wanna go home early and BLA BLA BLA. and you're gonna wake up late. BLA BLA BLA! so, the tym we're out is veri minimal. er... tats y. and if i wanna stay out late and you dun wan. i duno wad would you say. and you might say i am giving you attitude problems and you will scold mi and we will quarrel. tat's all. does it sum up the reason y i dun wanna go out?

seriously nid to do some xmas shopping alr. for my cousins. my sis. my parents i guess.. if i am working tat is. er.. and my frds. yup. and candice also. ahha! tat sums up my small list. tats all i'm gonna give for xmas this yr. it's more generous ok... : D

1st December is coming. Did you buy anithing for mi yet?

bak for a quick flash. cos com smth wrong again. AHH!

went to sch for the D&T thing. den was ok. next monday 8am in sch. AHH!!! scared. i think they will ask guai lan questions. so now mus go and think of all those guai lan questions they can ask. so i can counter strike them. ahah!

duno if fiona ask abt the job alr. hmm... mr.Toh offered mi a job todae too. i duno leh. if the sch one cant get den i think i take up mr.toh''s offer. see how. : )

er. terrible things happened. the past came bak to mi. and you cared onli abt urself. am utterly disappointed.

daryl came over in the morn to do my sis's hair. he made a hella noise. GRR!

i think tat's all. will come bak later if com nth happen. see u all! and pls tag. thanks!

jus came bak from funeral.. i feel lyk vomiting!! sighs.. y this few days i feel lyk vomiting... hai... i feel so xin ku....

SIGHS! i jus feel lyk listening to some sad songs to accompany my mood. i duno y i duno how. but jus lyk tat.

honestly. i got a feeling about it. and it came true todae... so? i duno. perhaps it's my turn soon. i duno. can i add tat i aint bothered? NO! i actually am veri bothered with it. yes. i duno. AHH! this is a crazy world. sighs.

going to charlyn's grandpa's wake later.. sighs. i duno how i will react. i duno wad to do at a wake. sighs. i hope she is fine... sighs. wad will i do if i haf a funeral within my family? sighs. i duno how i will cope. wif my grt grandma's health lyk tat.. i duno wad i can do.. sighs. but i still hope i can see charlyn's smile later... : ) i hope everything is well for her.

hmm. todae marks the end of exams. end of school. end of christ church. end of memories. end of everything.. i always remembered how i got into the sch. and my first day.. i will also nvr forget those nonsense things we did. how beautiful... if onli time could stop. if onli time could turn back. if only... it's a wonderful yet dreamy word.

listen to the news jus now. it's lyk.. they said george bush has some connection with those bombers... and has plotted to bomb the tv station... and his spokesmen claim tat he is joking... i jus find tat the world is in a mess with him ard... jus my own comments... god save the queen... god saved me.

kaimeng was late for the exam todae. 40mins. and they let him in.. cos of the xiao yuan superstar thing... sighs.. dreams VS reality.. i duno.. dare to dream...

i seriously duno wad is wrong with mi.. but i seem to be pouring out my sorrows.. well.. this is the onli place.. right? since i cant do it to you.. i guess i can onli do it here... as mentioned previously.. i cried to slp. called a few ppl. but to no avail... they onli told mi todae tat they were asleep alr... i duno. but i've been crying every night.. ever since you came bak... i know you dont know. i know you wun know. maybe you dun care? love is in the air..... not anymore....... this is a song dedicated to you. i hope you will read the lyrics. but. i doubt tat you will even come to my blog?

I F Y O U D I D N ' T L O V E M E
Written by Carole Bayer Sager, Carole King & Corrinne May Ying Foo
Copyright 2000, All About Me Music admin. by Warner Tamerlane (BMI)/ Lushmole Music (BMI) / Corrmay Gourmet Music (ASCAP)

If every drop of water disappeared from the land
And every drop of ocean suddenly turned to sand
That would all be nothing
Compared to what I'd feel
If you didn't love me

What if I woke up and couldn't hear a sound
And all that I could see was darkness all around
That would still be nothing
Compared to what I'd feel
If you didn't love me

If I could have the world and all that money could buy
And I could travel far beyond the moon and the sky
If they gave me golden wings,
well I still couldn't fly
without you, nothing would matter

You and I walk beside each other day after day
But there's so much inside me, I never get to say
My life would be so empty
with nothing left to feel
If you didn't love me

without your love. without your touch. without you.

alrite. i am here again. waiting for the hot water to be filled so i can take my shower. hehe. er. todae last paper le. will miss the times. sighs! after todae den mus find work le. cant slack alot. mani thing coming up. interviews. chalets. wad not. my eye sight getting worser and i think my body getting weaker too. sighs. nvm about it.

cried myself to sleep yday. guess no one will know. u wun know either... woke up super early. off alerts for ur calls. and all calls. dun wanna know who called. aint bothered animore. if i cant help myself, how can i help others?

todae mus collect money for class chalet. pay money for DNT chalet. money money money. not forgetting to take cab to sch cos i lost my broll.y how sad.... gtg now. update later.

dear god,
pls bless charlyn's grandfather when he returns to ur side. bring him everleasting life like u promised and keep watch of charlyn's family. bring her grandpa to paradise and relief him of his pain as well as overcome charlyn's family's grief as they lost their dearest father, grandpa, frd, loved one. in this i pray in ur holy name.
amen.

DNT is finally over. ok i suppose.. but i am veri happy. i got into the MOE award for the DNt together with angela chan. hip hip hurray! (x3) lols! here is how my bowl looks lyk.. ( :

tada! bowl with cover and chop stick on. cool huh? haha!

den i got the form todae. shall show it to u... look at it w/out blinking ur eyes k?

seen anithing yet? see carefully... dun blink ur big / small eyes... perhaps angela chan, emily and alycia will know wad i am talking about.... it's so SADDENING! here the mistakes are.. they are over page 1 of tat paper...

ok. u dun haf super eyes. u may click on it to actually see those mistakes. horrible horrible horrible!!!! edu spell wrong. secondary spell wrong. and i am a FEMALE!!!! not a handy dandy MALE! omg! wad has happened? what is happening? why did it happen?! : O
grrr!! trying not to be bothered.. but..... ARGH! wadever....

now.. hafta think wad to present.. they handed in 10 artefact and onli 2 got in. grr! >_< sighs..... so saddening rite.. wad i hafta think?
1) how i came out with the idea
2) features
3) diff process

this are the onli one tat i wanna say and it is up to them if they wanna listen. heh heh heh. er. i haf the idea cos yk told mi. : ) yes. i owe it to pang yong kai. haha! eh. features? mani mani. lazy to type. diff process... say........ mr.soh did most of it for mi? lol! haha. i know those who know i got the reward might think tat i dun deserve it cos mr.soh did most of the work for mi.. but.... wad can i do men... sighs! terrible terrible terrible. those NA ppl will sure kua suay mi. sighs!!! oh god! tell mi wad to do! : O sighs...

meeting mr.Toh on wed so he can prepare us for the presentation... AAAHHHH!!! er.. mr.Toh took grp photo todae. and er... taking indi photo wif project tmr. er. and also... hmmm......... he opened chalet! haha. so cool. mus give jeronme $10 tmr and $20 to myself for mr.toh's chalet and my class chalet respectively. haha! it feels weird to give money to urself tho.. heh heh heh.

oh well. i am tired alr. hafta study or MCQ tmr. haha. altho it is MCQ.. still nid to study. cos last paper le... heh heh heh. ( :

er.i duno wether to believe it or not. but u r all my frds. i shall listen to wad i hear and see wad happens for myself. dun wanna make too much a comment for fear of frds lost. gd frds, bad frds... they r all my frds. better to keep them than to loose them.... right?

and to YOU... i haf nth to say!! er. i wanna brk away cos i find tat i nid to think if this is realli the way for mi. if this is wad i wan. wanna give u an answer by 01.12.05. 18 mth ann. i dun wanna stay on lyk this animore. i nid to think. u being not by my side has made mi wonder mani things. not cos of some negative things u did... but it accumulates. so... yea. i know u r not in favour. but i know u think for this relationship. but i guess i hafta be selfish.. i guess i hafta think for myself b4 i think for this relationship. i think i've been giving in too much tat i think i am getting sick of all this... the higher the expectation, the greater the fall... i agree on this sentence. remembered this was told to mi by Fiona.

i once listened to the radio at night.. it said to better be in a relationship where the guy loves the girl more rather than the girl love the guy more......

is it true?

i wonder... ... ... ... ... ... ...

ok. i am bak. yes. er. i am kinda sick. i duno y. dear's burfdae was successful for him. but SO BORED for mi. : ) LOL! he will know wad i mean. and his sister is ok AT TIMES. and not ok at MANY TIMES. 2 headed snake i guess. behaving and talking differently when there is a huge crowd. duh! F it. (: she might or might not see this. but... WHAT THE HECK! yea. i am boreddddddd. met quite a number of dear's frds. ok i guess. haha! i duno la. was in a corner all the while. haha! didnt see LIGHT. haha! jk jk. dear was smiling all the way la.. haha. he says he is veri happy. i mean i would, too, if it was mi. haha! saw his 21st yr old key. damn nice. and perhaps a lil huge for a pendant. well. it's been passed down. haha! oh well. it works lyk tat?! i duno. i tot ea one haf their own.. haha! oh well. it's not my custom tho. (: my sister had a heart pendant. so.. yea. as i hid in a corner. (haha) i onli came out for 1) food. 2)hp. 3)cake cutting. dear ask mi take food. so bo bian. was full too actually. bo bian. but in the end i left noodles i pass all to him. cannot la. FULL! hp cos previously i was helping his mum la.. so it's lyk the phone might get wet or smth.. so it's wif him. when i nid it i had to run all and about. cake cutting. haha! interesting. i ask dear send mi those pics later. will show more pics. er. den later his cousin leslie i guess. sabo-ed him. had child's milk in a child's bottle and was asked to drink it up. lanlan. bo bian. hehe. i haf photos. shall out it here. WAHAHA! -evil. dear, dun blame mi hor. haha!

yes. a milk bottle. tat is dear. duno who blocking

here is he again. the orange one is Leslie. asking dear to drink it up i guess..

yes. the orange one is leslie and the hair belongs to jaslyn. dear's ITE (bedok) frd.

ok. tats the photos i haf got. i hope he sends mi those pics so i can upload it. hehe.

ok. dear bought a new phone todae. K750i. sony erricson. hope i got it right.. er. i duno leh. he promised to buy the same phone as mi. but u know... so i made a din. but after complaining to someone. i jus forgot abt the whole thing. actually i jus nid to complain to someone can already. ahha! troublesome mi. heh heh. er. den went taka to buy cake. cos dear didnt bring mi cake yday.. :( so he bought a choco cake to make it up. haven eat yet. but it's nice. and damn ex. $5.45 for a small piece. haha. tmr den take photo. haha!

i am so bored la. i feel lyk vomit-ing. grrr!

saw from someone's nick tat CHR ann. dinner not nice. lol. expected. wad can they serve man. in tat same damn place. heh heh heh. er. fiona. if u can get the job in sch, can u get it for mi too? thanks loads k?

prom is coming. i kinda regret buying the tix and all. AHH!! i dun wanna go alr. sighs. wasted moi money. : )

ok. alycia called mi at 8am todae. telling mi tat there is D&T class todae at 9. zzz! and i was at dear's hse. stayed overnight. grr! haf to sms mr.toh tell him i cannot make it. luckily he say ok. or else die la.. LOL!

ok. i guess i am off.. gonna watch aiyo wo de ma! ok. til then folks...

dear.. i am sorry.. wun do it again. but jus let me complain can already. sorry sorry sorry! <3>

i have a new blogskin now. it is FANTASTIC!! yea. unlyk the previous one. i love this. eh. i hafta edit mani mani things. but tag board working. feel free to leave comments. er.. will be staying at dear's hse. see tmr got tym den i update blog. hehe! ok.. here is a preview of dear's present. haha... hope he dun see it...

if it is not obvious... it is a puzzle. and u can see my reflection. LOL!

i am off to pack my bag.. but i am too tired. maybe i should do it tmr?? nono. my senile-ness will make mi forget. ok folks. tata!

yawns. i'm tired. tmr is dear's burfdae. AHHHH!!! i haven got the present wrapped and his card made.. AHHH!! die.. mus wish him today at 0000h. and wake up so fucking early tmr.. miting daryl at 9. AHHHHH!! so early!! yawns... and i'm tired already.... sighs...

YAWNS..... watched harry potter. veri nice. but hor. those who read the book might say tat the movie sucks.. bla bla bla bla bla. wad ever. but i tot it was nice. but hor. eh. i always watch movie and forget some parts. in the end i remembered asking dear who was the one eye guy. den he told mi is the duno wad junior. den i was lyk oh... ya hor.. ZZZ! how forgetful can i get!! u mus be senile khoo swee wen! haha!

so tired.... eh. i duno leh. peifen got into the star awards. i dun think she deserve. she is rarely seen on tv. and on the radio she sound damn sarcastic to jiahui sometimes. and den her ying yue ri ji so fucking act cute can. yucks. ling zhi rocks! haha. er. i found a disgusting fact. eh.... someone BOOKMARKED mi on friendster. fucking disgusting. and i hate tat fucking bustard. zzz! i am still looking for blog skin... anione to offer mi?!?!

YAWNs. i am yawning already. i mus go watch tv. so i know the time den can sms dear. haha! todae went out wif him still ok ba.. ate dim sum for dinner cos both of us was pretty full from the pop corns and drink. so yea. the har gaw damn nice!!! yummy! haha. i desperately wanna drink fruit fuice tmr... heh heh heh. mus remember to buy. if not my senile-ness will get worked up again. alrite folks. am off to do my stuff. see ya!

eh. i blog liao leh fiona~~ u haven tag. heh heh heh.

ok. i am bak. keke. er. i duno la. i am confused by this world. uh.. all i hafta say for now is SECRET REVEALED!!!!!!!!! stop hiding la huh.... stop pushing the topic around. it's obvious. duh! dun wan ppl to know den dun do it men!

er. geog was alrite. quite confident. altho i haf no idea wad i wrote. but i know i can do it. haha! uh.... so bored! jus now in sch shakila kept singing the chicken lil theme song.. grr!! it's in my head!! zzz! thanks to her. haha!

emily came up to mi and ask if i wanna go interview at kiddy palace.. y not. haha! yea! haha. finally... i've been thinking about it also. haha! but i wanna start work next yr can.... haha! =X cos i scared xmas and xmas eve hafta work.. sob sob sob. boo hoo hoo. haha! uh.. den my PAP job is gone. in a flash. lyk tat... zzz. nvm. will still get to see kids. haha!

er. gr8t grandma is going to leave us soon. gonna see her todae. duno wad happened also. the other week jus saw her still ok leh. duno wad happened. see how later. might be going onli... zzz! er. i duno la!

WOOOOOO. i duno wad's wrong. i decided to go for dear's bdae. er. i duno la. see how. er. nono. not see how. is confirm going. but he seems er... i duno? maybe is i suspicious or smth. he seems lyk dun wan mi to go. i jus feel diff. er. tmr meeting him. duno how to face him also. i guess i'd be bored most of the tym ba. sighs. see how tmr. but i am sure the feeling will be diff. much much diff. sighs!!! duno duno duno!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sighs. i wanna change blog skin. can intro mi some? i wan not so kawaii one. abit kawaii can liao. i wan simple one. light colour one. er. veri nice one. er. fine! i haf weird taste. ok. i think i better search myself. ahha! er. i think i better go off now. hafta go do my hair. bye!

this is me, emmalin and my sister on top. acting SCARY and duno wad. LOL!

this is mi when i was one. celebrating my bdae. ahha!

my new and ONLY shoe. duh! hafta stock more shoe. all spoil.zzz

this is mi and dear. er. edit b4 one. haha!

this is dear wif his mocha. er, edit one also. nice right? hehe!

this is mi and my cousin emmalin. apparently, emmalin's fist blocked my sis. haha!!

tada!! u have it. hehe. ok. i will update more later. haha! all my ugly pics. =D see ya!

er. i duno wad to type. but i jus feel lyk typing. oh well, u see. there is no one for mi to chat to. haha! so i will chat t myself. (: i duno. erhs. i jus find people act & react differently infront of other people. and er... i duno if it applies to mi. but i know i react differently in different mood. tat is for sure. i admit. uh huh.

er. I HAVENT EAT FOR THE WHOLE DAY! sobs...

went out veri early in da morn. ok. maybe not VERY. but it's lyk 9.. reached home at 10. so, yea.. cant study. no mood. jus alortsa memorising. grrr. duno lehs. i find this skin not bad.. but it's jus lyk....... u know?! alortsa probs. perhaps the designer should actually make the frames bigger or smth lyk tat. uh.. so yea. tat's my comment. and i simply hate it when all my words SCRINGE together when it gets bigger than the usual font. grrs. i wanna put some pics in it. but... it seems impossible. for one, i am lazy. haha! er. i think i end off here. jus found out a fact abt uploading pics. see ya all!

new skin. as u all can see. but there's a whole fucking lot of problems.. lyk this....

HELLO PEOPLE! WHEN I TYPE LYK TAT... ALL THE WORDS SCRINGE UP TOGETHER! WHICH IS SO IRRITATING. AND IF MY EXCLAMATION MARKS ARE TOO LONG... IT WILL GO OUTTA THE BOX. LYK THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and my tagboard has to jian fei cos apparently it is too FAT. that it has gone out of it's box and actually covers my entries. duh! i mus tell the person soon.. and he/she is being featured this week. holy cow!

ok. i gtg now. bb! will update later.

yea. dear came bak todae. BAD things happened. DUH! always lyk tat. i jus cant see y he cant compromise and INVITE them instead. cant he think for mi? so i mus be there all alone knowing tat NOBODY will actually entertain me? he says i can bring a frd along.. but my sis and her hubby? DUHS!!! they invited him for their ROM and her burfdae.. HELLO!!! can it get into ur fucking thick heaD? if ur conscious is NOT at all guilty. fine, go ahead! i might not be going. so wad if it is ur 21st burfdae? u cant even share it. and my 16th burfdae wasnt good also.. so y mus i make u happy by ME going ALONE?!?! and i fuckingly know tat i will be alone. thanks to u. do some self-reflect. it will do u good. perhaps all the sweat from mountain climbing has CLEANSE your mind away. (:

o levels was fine. i dun dare to say tat it is easy. i fear tat moderation will take place and u wun know wad kinda results i might get. and knowing tat i make all the fucking careless mistakes.. i duno. zzz! SS was totally RETARD. i can onli say tat. i cant score on tat. tat ios for sure. thanks to mi, studying onli about singapore. (:

frds?!?! ahh..... they make use of ea other. tat is wad i found out. if A dun come, A goes with B and C who is with B will go with D and so on and so forth. it jus continues. BLABBER BLABBER BLABBER BLABBER. HELLO!! get a life men. cant u fuckingly stick with jus ONE friend?! u jus have a petite brain who cant fuckingly think for urself. is ur partner tat impt? is ur partner gonna decide the tym u shit, fart, eat?! GET A LIFE, fucktard. yes... frds.............. er. let's put it this way. if u wan all the attentions from the guy.. go ahead. and u dun wanna think abt it now? WEEHOO! wad a fucking big lie. perhaps u duno wad the opposite thinks. i wun wanna say a thing either. altho i APPEAR to be ignorant and am TOTALLY clueless about anithing.. SORRY! u got it ALL wrong. (: if u think i am talking about u, so be it. i wun say it unless u r gonna admit it. so r u the above? are u? are u?

mum's gonna have an op soon. and i hafta help my uncle at the coffeeshop after my Os. i am willing to tho.. earn not bad. but. i think not. for one... LATE HOURS!!!! judging from my mum... 4am wake up, work until 5pm reach hm 6pm bathe eat bla bla until 9pm hafta slp and the cycle repeats. HELLO!!!! i'm onli 16.. duhs! i dun wanna work my young life away men. and she THREATENS mi tat if i dun go work, she will nto go for op. which makes the thing WORSE. i walked off and told her i am NOT gonna work there. cos another reason is my dad is also there. fucking whole loadsa craps. and i hafta work on Sat and Sun. hello?!?! i dun think i wanna work there. it's not tat i am not filial... but. if u were mi, wif ur father who is not good working the same place wif u, u rather not work. plus the long hours?!?! i nid some rest after my Os, please. (:

er. i think tat's all. will blog SOON. er.i haf nth else to say. after everything. all i hafta say is.... it will be urs if it is meant to be. stop being so DESPERATE. and er.. to someone, u can kip all the secrets from mi. i will still know it. i haf a strong sixth sense. bear tat in mind. ;) oh yes. one more thing. if u dun wan ur blog to be viewed by mani ppl, put it under private and dun show it to the public. and also... put password. but ppl is still gonna ransack ur blog. TRUST me.