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This is my latest cry song.

Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You lyrics

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed but I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

And this... is for you.

Rihanna Take A Bow Lyrics
Songwriters: N/A

[Intro]
Ohh, how about a round of applause,
Yeah, standin' ovation,
Ooh ohh yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah.

[Verse 1]
You look so dumb right now,
Standin' outside my house,
Tryin' to apologize,
You’re so ugly when you cry,
Please, just cut it out.

[Chorus]
Don’t tell me you’re sorry 'cause you’re not,
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught,
But you put on quite a show (oh),
You really had me goin',
But now it’s time to go (oh),
Curtain’s finally closin',
That was quite a show (oh),
Very entertainin',
But it’s over now (but it's over now),
Go on and take a bow, ohh ohh.

[Verse 2]
Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone),
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on (come on),
Talkin’ 'bout girl, I love you, you’re the one,
This just looks like the re-run,
Please, what else is on.

[Chorus]
And don’t tell me you’re sorry 'cause you’re not (mmm),
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught (mmm),
But you put on quite a show (oh),
You really had me goin',
But now it’s time to go (oh),
Curtain’s finally closin',
That was quite a show (oh),
Very entertainin',
But it’s over now (but it's over now),
Go on and take a bow, ohh.

[Bridge]
And the award for the best liar goes to you (goes to you),
For makin' me believe that you could be paithful to me,
Let's hear your speech out,
How about a round of applause,
A standin' ovation.

[Chorus]
But you put on quite a show (oh),
You really had me goin',
But now it’s time to go (oh),
Curtain’s finally closin',
That was quite a show (oh),
Very entertainin',
But it’s over now (but it's over now),
Go on and take a bow.

But it's over now.

Thanks for the slap on my face to tell me how stupid i was.

oh ya.

i rebond my hair already. and cut it (again). four fingers under ear. haha. still getting used to it. oh wells. bye! again.

on study leave today to finish up my portfolio. obviously cant finish. maybe tonight come back and do up the interpretation and child summary. as well as lesson plan and newsletter. goodness me. RAH.

procrastinate too much. :(

alright. gotta go. gott meet Calvin in 2.5hrs time. ciao!

oh btw, have been getting calls from 64105999. googled for the number and they said that its from SAF. hmm..... i wonder if it's _______.

ciao~

over and out.

changed blogskin. hope that things would get better.

just got my pay 2 days back but am left with less than half half of my pay. how nice is it? if not for the fking M1 bill, i'd have quite an amount on hand. bah. another month to go before the next pay comes in. am feeling that this month past by quickly. but somehow feels that May is still a long way to go. oh well!

think i'm gonna set up another personal blog. or change this blog to personal.

suddenly feel so emo.

was walking with J to the MRT after dinner and we talked about our friends cos her friend called her out to chiong. and end up,
i told her that my friends would normally not ask me out cos everytime they ask me, i'll not go.
WHAT AUDACITY! i thought to myself now.
and she said then you dont think they'll distant from you?
just then. i told her.
well, i guess they understand.

problem now is:
1. do they really understand? or am i taking for granted that they understood?
2. i do feel that we distant. maybe i'm too sensitive.

sometimes i really wanna do it. but its either low response or i'm really feeling drained. and i asked myelf WHY am i drain. really cos of work? really cos of studies? or is it just plain tired AKA lazy? i have no answers now till i finish my course in Nov.

sometimes when i have time to myself... i keep thinking if i am who people around me think i am. who am i to you? who am i to myself? who do i want to be? those answer seems blake. honestly. sometimes i get too caught up with things and it just kills both mentally, physically and emotionally.

been asked to solve pri sch questions at work now and then. but i think my mind runs too fast for me to explain. when i look at the sums, i know hwo to do it and instantly, i get the answer. but with just a blink, i forget everything and i really need total withdrawal from any thing that i am doing before i can think properly. to the extend just the other day, i did all the workings out and got the answer. but i know that at the back of my mind, i know how i get those steps done. but when i look at the calculations that i conclude from, i do not know why i wrote what i did. but the answer is still right in any ways.

need a long break from work. i think my qouta is up. the qouta to have a break is up. i need a break.

sometimes i get too routined that i get upset when my routine is changed. i get upset over even the slightest thing. i think i've some issues up there that needs solving.

sometimes i ask myself why am i here and what am i really doing? i cant answer even to myself.

sometimes i just need that extra space and extra time to do that extra thing for that some one. but i really can't put myself to it.

even as i'm typing now, my mind is in a mess. and when i tell myself that i need a short break to think about things before bed, i fell right into deep sleep. only to wake up the next day and start my working routine. is that what i really want at the mere age of 18?

good to be matured. yea. sure. but i'm sure i missed out many things.

i do miss my friends. i really do. silly me is tearing.

sometimes i really wanna change myself but i over react so easily and it just bites the hell out of me.

as much as i wanna leave things as it is, it's hard.

i miss you guys.

Account Balance ( as at 07 Apr 2008, 11:36 PM )
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can anyone be more pro than me? lol.

bloodily shocked when i check my iBanking. lol. so happens that their site is on maintenance from 11pm-7am everyday. so, if you happen to log in to iBanking at the mentioned timing, do not be alarmed. wakaka.

super tired. :S

much loves!

been a long time. so many things happened. haha. but of cos i cant remember them anymore.

went to the zoo with the kids ydya and i must say i'm almost mentally drained. it's like have to keep a look out for so many people. my goodness. thats almost like 8-9 adults and about 15 kids i guess. and of course. factoring the time and everything. and the plan got bust. >_<" but must say that it was a good trip all in all. :D

Emu or smth.

one and only kangaroo i saw. =.=

hippo mummy! the baby is actually following behind all the while. couldnt get a pic of it.

white tiger!!!

some of the animals we saw. but i must say that the zoo is going under renovation for some parts and actually it's pretty messy. and the tram... most of the time you're looking at trees, grass, flowers, renovation board. lol.

oh! i saw the horse carriage too! wowie! nice. and the giraffe, lion, white rhino, ah meng's tomb, orang utan, elephants, yada yada. i so wanna go there again!!! :D

well, practicum starts for me and there's so many things to do! all the paper work and everything. furthermore, taking 2 class now. pretty drained. but duno why. sighs! also realised that i've been spending lesser and lesser time with my kids. time to buck up!

so many things i wanna do:-

rebond my hair (APR)
change com parts (MAY)
get new phone (JUN)
buy a DS lite (or something else) (JUL)
buy oven! (AUG)
HIS arrival (Sept)

think i've gotta buck up too. oh well! let's see how it goes.

gotta meet up with some people too. been a long time since i last saw them. hehe.

alright. gotta get to my paper work now. bye!