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yea. dear came bak todae. BAD things happened. DUH! always lyk tat. i jus cant see y he cant compromise and INVITE them instead. cant he think for mi? so i mus be there all alone knowing tat NOBODY will actually entertain me? he says i can bring a frd along.. but my sis and her hubby? DUHS!!! they invited him for their ROM and her burfdae.. HELLO!!! can it get into ur fucking thick heaD? if ur conscious is NOT at all guilty. fine, go ahead! i might not be going. so wad if it is ur 21st burfdae? u cant even share it. and my 16th burfdae wasnt good also.. so y mus i make u happy by ME going ALONE?!?! and i fuckingly know tat i will be alone. thanks to u. do some self-reflect. it will do u good. perhaps all the sweat from mountain climbing has CLEANSE your mind away. (:

o levels was fine. i dun dare to say tat it is easy. i fear tat moderation will take place and u wun know wad kinda results i might get. and knowing tat i make all the fucking careless mistakes.. i duno. zzz! SS was totally RETARD. i can onli say tat. i cant score on tat. tat ios for sure. thanks to mi, studying onli about singapore. (:

frds?!?! ahh..... they make use of ea other. tat is wad i found out. if A dun come, A goes with B and C who is with B will go with D and so on and so forth. it jus continues. BLABBER BLABBER BLABBER BLABBER. HELLO!! get a life men. cant u fuckingly stick with jus ONE friend?! u jus have a petite brain who cant fuckingly think for urself. is ur partner tat impt? is ur partner gonna decide the tym u shit, fart, eat?! GET A LIFE, fucktard. yes... frds.............. er. let's put it this way. if u wan all the attentions from the guy.. go ahead. and u dun wanna think abt it now? WEEHOO! wad a fucking big lie. perhaps u duno wad the opposite thinks. i wun wanna say a thing either. altho i APPEAR to be ignorant and am TOTALLY clueless about anithing.. SORRY! u got it ALL wrong. (: if u think i am talking about u, so be it. i wun say it unless u r gonna admit it. so r u the above? are u? are u?

mum's gonna have an op soon. and i hafta help my uncle at the coffeeshop after my Os. i am willing to tho.. earn not bad. but. i think not. for one... LATE HOURS!!!! judging from my mum... 4am wake up, work until 5pm reach hm 6pm bathe eat bla bla until 9pm hafta slp and the cycle repeats. HELLO!!!! i'm onli 16.. duhs! i dun wanna work my young life away men. and she THREATENS mi tat if i dun go work, she will nto go for op. which makes the thing WORSE. i walked off and told her i am NOT gonna work there. cos another reason is my dad is also there. fucking whole loadsa craps. and i hafta work on Sat and Sun. hello?!?! i dun think i wanna work there. it's not tat i am not filial... but. if u were mi, wif ur father who is not good working the same place wif u, u rather not work. plus the long hours?!?! i nid some rest after my Os, please. (:

er. i think tat's all. will blog SOON. er.i haf nth else to say. after everything. all i hafta say is.... it will be urs if it is meant to be. stop being so DESPERATE. and er.. to someone, u can kip all the secrets from mi. i will still know it. i haf a strong sixth sense. bear tat in mind. ;) oh yes. one more thing. if u dun wan ur blog to be viewed by mani ppl, put it under private and dun show it to the public. and also... put password. but ppl is still gonna ransack ur blog. TRUST me.