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hahaha! i am suppose to collect my o lvl cert.. but...... forget it.. i am plain LAZY. yea. lazy is the word. hahahahaaaahahahahahahah!

hmm.. talking to lionel now. brk up wif his gf of 2 yrs? his gf goes clubbing with other guys and all.. i mean, wad's new men? working night shift is indeed a disadvantage. FEN SHOU BA! WO MEN FEN SHOU BA! i know i sound mean. but, wadever! she sms him and said she wanna take her stuffs back cos she stayed at his hse before. like, wadever. i told him to deliver her things to her house. WAHAHAHA. i am evil. karma will come to me. hahaha!

i regret telling winson. damn it. now it jus feels awkward. i wish i hadn't told him. like, shit.wad can i do now?????? wad done is done. live with it. jus hope tat everything jus brushes like it's nth.

tmr going shopping!!!

yday ting and pris came to my hse and ask my mum's frd to sew our costume. supposedly go to angela's (another one) mum's shop. but it cost us $120. wth men? so i decided to ask mym mum and my mum ask her frd. tada! FOC. hahahaha! saved us alot alot. den my mum invited them to my sis's wedding. my mum is crazy. over-friendly. wahahahaha. i hafta tell my sis this men. wahahahaha!

erm.. i duno if i am blessed negatively or positively with this bunch of ppl in my class. they seem to choose ppl they like to work with and leave the not good ones out. and i was kinda pissed so i told the mummy of our class, to seperate everyone. i mean, it doesnt mean u haf ur own cliques den u hafta be comfortable wif them wad. does it mean tat those bad ppl haf no one to choose to work with? and u, being in the limelight can choose who to work with? u keep on emphasising "we as an earlychildhood educator should bla bla bla" u acted over emotional. so, y cant u feel for those ppl? is this an act of an early childhood educator advisable? u can be nice to ur kids. cos ur kids are naive and innocent. wad about adults? where are their benefits? voices unhead. unfair treatment. and when mummy sorted our grp, u WEREN'T happy at all. wtf? am i suppose to be guilty. i mean, we r all human. we judge ppl normally by wad they do. it's all surface. y dun u go indepth and try to see how it feels? its bcos u have nvr been like tat before tat u enjoy discrimincating ppl. u can be the apple of everybody's eyes. jus one day, if i ever flare, u see how u go about pleasing everybody. altho i know, everybody will side u. cos jus by u crying, everybody will shower love on u. stop judging and drawing inferences from friendster. and i'm always deemed bad for speaking up for those poor souls. afterall, am i supposed to be blessed?