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as much as you fucking do not like people to threaten you, i guess other people fucking do not like you to hit their weak spot. damn it. i don't give a damn fuck if i am going to school alone or not. at the most, i WILL NOT GO. and yea! how big a deal are you? pissing me off when you havent got the opinions of the majority? sorry, you don't fucking run a one man show. as much as you think you are fucking right, sorry, listen to the views of other(s). i am in no fucking position to tell you what to do. and neither am i in a position where i can make sure you do things my way. but i fucking think that the fucking basic thing you should fucking do is to be fucking courteous. kindness begets kindness. whatever it is, sometimes sorry doesn't solve anything. first, waking up so fucking early to buy the gift, and to meet you on time. next, BREAKFAST. how great! i asked you about changing timing and i confirmed with you the time before i went offline. and now? yea, last minute things do happen and i don't blame you for the idea of having a last minute plan. perhaps you would like to ask things on a lighter mode.

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for the past few months, i've had loads and loads of people adding me on MSN. and i mean, UNKNOWN people. and they have very cheena email and MSN nick. after accepting like 4 or 5, i realise they are just china girls, asking you to vote for her on their site. and, it's the same site. and yea, i got pretty pissed off and slowly, i blocked all incoming request from MSN. until last night at about 1am, someone add me on MSN yet again. as usual, i wanna decline it. i looked at the email add as well as the nick. it seems pretty weird. i mean, it doesnt sound english to me. so i decided to accept it. when i accept it, i keep thinking that it was virus. i was so scared. and.... .... ....
[01:11:16 AM] Angela ???™ : who r u
[01:12:00 AM] Angela ???™ : hi?
[01:12:08 AM] GUILLEM: a spanish boy that are seeing your blog

isn't this world a beautiful place to be in? wahahahahaha! unknowingly, chat for about an hour. slept at 2am. so, yea. i've gotta go now. meeting yishan at 9.30 at the school bus stop.