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mummy is outta hospital. wee~~~ my papa go fetcher her. hehehehehe. wait wait waiting for her to come bak~~~~ heh heh heh..

er.. yishan jus sms mi say she sick~~~ sighss. means duno can go to marina square or not.. cos left the 2 gays and me onli.. hai.. here i sit, looking at kenny rogers fly by.. and of cos, not forgetting the crocs shoe shop.. hai hai hai~~~ but its ok. hope she recover.. YK is sick too.. hope he recovers as well. i aint so mean la huh.. hahaha~ marina square will not run away.. but kenny rogers... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... hai

gave up on my hp application.. cannot make it. daryl cant find the file as well. next time ba.. next time.. lols. watched la pi xiao xin on youtube yday. the china version of la pi xiao xin is disgusting. so different!!!!!! and the mother looks very different too!!!!! eww.. but good thing is tat it has subtitles.. heh!

william called last night. surprisingly.. lols!! broke up~~ i think he actually has to prepare for it la.. i mean.. the other time brk up alr.. the same time as mi. but he didnt wanna let go. always go the girl's hse find her, talk to her, den patch.. i'm not saying its not good la.. budden brk le den stick for awhile den suan le lor..

he made me recap alot of things.. ha~~ but i think its little little things we hafta learn before we find the right one.. old one no go new one no come. hah~ tats wad i tell xy everytime she brk up last time..

his ex told him if 3 yrs later, they r still destined to be together, they will.. oh well.. 3yrs isnt long and it isnt short.. told him tat he is bound to meet someone within the three yrs. she is also bound to meet someone new. wad makes him think tat waiting for that 3 yrs will definitely make her his? perhaps during the span of 3 yrs, he will be with her again.. but... ... i mean i'm not saying on the girl or guy's behalf. but.. during the span of 3 yrs. i think.. someone is still gonna come into ur life and touch u in many ways which will led u to another new relationship.. nothing is a guarantee..

she gave him up cos she hafta work and study.. something like mine?? but it was william tat told her to pursue her degree. so, yea.. she did mention tat they ROM so at least she dun hafta worry about 1 thing.. but he tot they were still young and drop the matter.. but.. ROM is yet another commitment. doesnt mean that ROM already will not have problem. ROM le, no time, also like tat. altho he or she does belong to u and u haf no time.. they still will run away.. if not.. why are there divorces on earth?

but i did tell him la.. i mean, she told him nicely (unlike mine) tat she wanna let go cos she respect him. and i also told him tat he should in turn respect her by letting it go.. it's gonna be difficult. but, jus respect her lor.. he asked how long i took to forgt the whole thing.. i said smth like 2-3mths.. actually onli 1mth.. haha! sucha liar.. haha. no la.. but 2-3 mths is cos in between still will think about it.. sometimes i'll still laugh and smile over some events. haha~ silly me. but its cos my mum was in the hosp during that whole thing and i wouldnt have time to think about it.. so, yea.. and friends!!! found a few good friends.. i told him, i'd rather haf more friends than a stead at my current age.. which is so damn true..

he actually did not cry this time round.. i think he cried den he called me cos he sound coarse. i rmb the first time he broke up wif her.. he cried over the phone.. i'm like O.O!! cos i duno wad to say.. yea.. i think everyone jus has to grow out of it..

i duno if i am right in doing this.. i told him to ask her if she wants him to wait.. but i think he doesnt wanna wait already.. cos i also told him not to wait. but ask her jus to assure things.. waiting might not be a choice cos u duno if u're gonna be together or not.. i think he is like 20 odd yrs old already.. maybe same age as winson?? by the time 3 yrs.. can married le.. den if she doesnt wan him, den hafta waste another few yrs of time to woo and find another one..

during the talk, he kept on emphasising to me tat his relationship was 2yrs plus.. i told him straight that doesnt mean long relationship means nothing will happen. u know wad was my motivation tat drove me outta tat miserable life? it was cos i tot of divorce.. ppl already got married and has children yet they have to smile at their children, raise them up single handed, work, do everything. life still goes on.. who am i to cry over spilt milk? mine is jus a carton of HL milk. but their's is many many cows of milk!!! so, who, or rather, what am i, compared to them?

when u jus brk up, u will ask how am i suppose to forget her, how am i suppose to get over it.. when time pass by.. do u think u will still think of her as much? will u, still tell her i will wait for u forever? maybe yes, maybe not.. time heals all wounds they say.. but how is it gonna heal, when u arent willing to let it off?

at least they're still friends.. and she asked to be good friends.. 3yrs down the road... no one knows wad will happen...

after typing so much, i still hope i can go to kenny rogers.. ha!!