oh well. duno wanna go TPY or not.. i think not ba.. sian. duno how to tell sharon.. cos i might be at my grand's hse a lil longer.. maybe tell them on Mon or Tues go there have dinner or something. very fast, danting and i are both gonna finish our course very soon. gonna miss the ppl there. now Joan is switching class so he can spend miore time with his son. and when she comes bak, ting and i are gone. sighs.. gonna miss them. fret not. got 1 ++ mth more. enjoy to the max.

hmm.. later duno wether to go take a look or not. duno wad's gonna happen also. kev told mi not to stop him or help. i think its true.. i think aint gonna bother la huh. but its like... zzz! how can i not bother??? kev also told mi tat since he's confident in going down den i should jus let him go lo. wad he said is true la.. and ask me if he has connections outside. have is have la. but u duno the ppl over here de mah.. aiyoo. zzz! so complicated. kev say he cant help much cos he's retiring and tat he has woes with the ppl there and here. he told me to update him about wad has happened.. later sms hb den ask him. sian...... but wad i can say is this time round i dun think he wanna go down. but no choice. SIANNNNN.

oh well. later cutting hair. rebond has gotta KIV for very long.. :( sadddd. yday yati's supervisor ask for my number again.. after listening to yati about how bad the centre was, i am pretty terrified also. should u go? zzz! dun go den no money leh. and no place to do my practicum. maybe i'll jus go and hiong see how. if pass, den stay til end of the yr or smth.

tat is if can la. and i think the thing later wun happen. but still kinda worried. nvm. i trust myself.

fang bu kai ye kan bu jian wei lai. nan dao zhe zhong bu wan mei cai shi ai qing zhen shi de yang zhi...