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new blog add. gonna del some post from the past. dont want people to rake up my past and all. those good and bad times. oh well! who hasnt got bad times? but why is it so contradicting that it's the bad times that you remember until the day you are seperated?? oh well!! life!!!

am kinda freaked out tho. someone just told me "_ ____ ____ ___ ___ _______." it is THAT freaky. it's oh-so-horrible. i mean... yes. very horrible. i just cant log it in my head. fill in the blanks please. but you can come ask me if you wanna know what it is la huh.

anyways, am late for work yesterday. as in Thursday. oh well!!!! am settling down quite well with the kids. but am afraid when i am back from my dental leave, the kids might need some time to adjust again. haha. i have some pics of the kid. onli like 3 la. but another one came yday. no time take pics. another one comin in next mon. next yr, full house. oh well!!!!

today that indian lady in my school got screwed by my boss and the kid's mum. something bad happened la. accidents. oh well!

this is Andrew!! he's onli 16mth but at my class to get use to the routine. haha. he's very cute. he likes dogs alot alot alot. cant speak as yet. but he learnt how to say "no" from me. haha. cos that's what i said to them most of the time. =X

this is tricia!!! turning 2 next Feb. she's quite poor thing. got scared by the prev chinese tcher. apparently that tcher locks her up in the dark toilet when the tcher is angry. so she is afraid of new faces. so my boss and the current chi tcher kept warning me about her crying and not getting used to new faces. but look!! i've onli taken her for day 2 and she's willing to be close to me. AINT I GREAT?? hahaha. but i can sense she's still abit distant. but today, she came and hug me. hahahaha. aint life great?? little things that they do to shows that they accepted u. but she cant pronounce well. hahaha! she calls me "ms.unbrella" haha. sounds like umbrella. hahahaha! realli!! hahahahaha. i always laugh when she shouts for me. haha. apparently she is the guan jia po in my class. anything that happens, she will complain to me and she'll go around scolding people if you are scolding that person. she's realli very cute. haha. when Andrew pour his water on the table, she will shout:"MS UNBRELLA! LOOK! LOOK! ANDREW WATER!" hahaha. altho she speaks little, but i am realli glad la. really. so everytime when i cant get things done, i ask her to help me do it. hahahahaha! like keeping toys, waking up of the other kids, helping me get things. haha. great leader! like a big sister to the class.

this is Joy. haha. she's very stubborn. and sometimes world of her own. but am realli glad that she settle down fast with me. heard that she's been crying everyday since she came down frm infant side. like for 2-3 days. her sis cried for 2-3weeks. heh. i am so powerful!!!! *oops*

but of cos all this are child's effort also la. their willingness to accept me! wee!!!!!! but i really pray that they will get use to me even tho i am not there for about a week. will try to drop back like tweice to check up on them. hehe. okays. i gotta go le. BYE!!