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i have yet to pack my room and it looks like sty now. very much like home. WAHAHA! right. hmm. i cleared my com table. but it still looks messy. can you imagine how NEAT my class is, then? later gonna pack my lecture ntoes into an Ikea box. sort out some books, clear my bags, cupboard if possible. BAH! all this empty talks. i really need some motivation. AHHH!!! come to me, you mighty motivations. LOL!

changed blog song. i really like it. was thinking of changing blogskin as well. but, hey! the blogskins now are all so darn dead and yea. cute. =.=" which totally differs from the one i am looking for. am looking for something very vintage, classic, bronze tinted, lightly browned. bah! i duno. just something very classic, jazz, blue. i duno. something like the song on my blog? if you happen to chance across, do let me know.

haha. i tell you!!!!!! i suddenly have the urge to fall in love again when i hear this song. wahahahaha! i duno. lack of love? BAH! when i found the one then say. hehe!!!!!!!!

tomorrow work again. i feel less stressed thinking about the new teacher coming in to take over class. heh! maybe it's jus psychological thinking i guess.

been surfing around friendster. nothing much. oh wells!

i am so lazy to move today.. i just wanna slack my day away. but there is still lesson plan and newsletter waiting for me. oh well!!!!!!!

my wrist is so damn pain men i tell you. it just hurts damn much! just turning my wrist itself hurts. sighs!

i am so thirsty.

oh yes. the quiz about my work from the previous post reflects so much about me. so damn true. haha. actually did think about taking up child psychology. oh well. when i am richer and more experienced then. i really wanna go into that line tho. haha!

okay okay okay. shall stop my wishful thinking...

just arranged my dangles on my handphone. looks more organised now although still is very heavy. haha! i think my dangles weigh as much as my Dopod now. hahahahaha!!

the other day when i went for supper, their first reaction was "change phone again?" expected. nothing new la actually. hahaha!!!!!

oh yea. anyway, i keep having the thinking of wanting to marry. hahaha! have my own family.. own home.. isn't it thrilling? was telling this to XY and she said something like it's a child's dream. but, haha.. i know. i know i know i am only reaching 18... but maybe it's my job? i dont know. and worse thing is.. i dont wanna marry a chinese. WTH right?!?!?!?!?! oh wells!!!!!

tata! off to dream more now. hahaha!