disintegrate

rate

dont know what the fuck is it that you all want from me.

by all means pass judgment on me. by all means pass remarks on me.

what the fuck is it you ALL want from me.

not 1. not 2. but a whole lot of you.

fuck off.

and yes, DEREK TOH, you can tag at my board counting the number of "fuck" related word i used.

Rest in peace my friend....

i am cabbing to work. MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

bye bye! :)

haha. i just feel like blogging. so, i am here

well, children's day celebration is starting in my school and we're starting with a buffet for the kids tomorrow!! :D

have prepared chicken rice without chicken and konnyaku jelly with lychee! sorry. i duno how to spell that jelly's name. haha!

in either ways, i have many places i wanna go. okay. maybe not many.

Daiso (anywhere also can la)
Isetan
Carrefour

3 places all spread out around central of Singapore. how how how? how to go like that!!! Isetan and Carrefour itself is like miles apart. rahhh!!!!!!!! don't know when can get half day again. SIGHS.

i have class tomorrow. super bored. someone just SAVE ME!!!!!!

am still waiting for my two years. and i mean >2 yrs. it's till Dec of 2009. sighssss!!!!!!!

9 Words Women Use

1.) Fine : This is the word women use
to end an argument when they are right
and you need to shut up.

2.) Five Minutes : If she is getting
dressed, this means a half an hour.
Five minutes is only five minutes if
you have just been given five more
minutes to watch the game before
helping around the house.

3.)Nothing : This is the calm before
the storm. This means something, and
you should be on your toes. Arguments
that begin with nothing usually end in
fine.

4.) Go Ahead : This is a dare, not
permission. Don't Do It!

5.)Loud Sigh : This is actually a
word, but is a non-verbal statement
often misunderstood by men. A loud
sigh means she thinks you are an idiot
and wonders why she is wasting her
time standing here and arguing with
you about nothing. (Refer back to #3
for the meaning of nothing.)

6.) That's Okay : This is one of the
most dangerous statements a women can
make to a man. That's okay means she
wants to think long and hard before
deciding how and when you will pay for
your mistake.

7.) Thanks : A woman is thanking you,
do not question, or Faint. Just say
you're welcome.

8.) Whatever : Is a women's way of
saying F$%KYOU!

9.) Don't worry about it, I got it :
Another dangerous statement, meaning
this is something that a woman has
told a man to do several times, but is
now doing it herself. This will later
result in a man asking 'What's wrong?'
For the woman's response refer to #3.

SUPER TRUE!!!!!

should have trust you.

but I know it's all too late now...

shall try to end it all.

it's Goodbye to you...

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

I figured that life is fragile.

cherish whatever brings.

stop grumbling. be thankful.
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

I love all of you!
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

here are some more photos i didnt upload. hehe!

STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKEN ALUMINIUM FOIL BALLOON!!!! $3.90 ONLY!!!! :D BOUGHT AT MINI TOONS

my aroma therapy set being BURNT. lol.. lemon smell

hahaha. dont tell me that its ugly. LOL. i dont look good in photos anyway. not that i look good real. LOL! teachers' day photo shoot. hehe!

this is me!!!! (DUH!) i crop it on my own. taken from the photo shoot. LOL

TATA!

change of blog skin! :D

COLOURS~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

right now......... i have finished MOST of the stuffs i wanna do. but am super hungry now. hmm.. will blog using photos. been a long time since i add photos in my entry. enjoy!

blue berry incense that Priya (my colleague) got me when she went on holiday so nice right? smells not bad too. but don't burn too many a times at a go. may stink up the room!

the amount of matchsticks i use to light up 1 of the incense. hahaha!! 3 boxes leh!

up close and personal. LOL

my $1xx.xx worth of purchases during my half day off.

my aroma therapy set sitting above my speaker

door curtain from More than words. $9.90 fixed up today! spent very little time on it

my messy bed. LOL!

TADA! the photos have time stamp on it. so you know how much time i took just to change all the covers and arrange the bed. i have 1 mattress cover to change, 2 pillow and 1 bolster case. heh!

messy cupboard. *faints

piles of un-hung clothing. *double faint

TADA! arranged but still look messy. nvm la. at least the pile of clothing gone.

my study table which is before arranging. when i get my hands to it, i realise that there's nothing i can do there cos i just packed it.

my late birthday gift from Derek and Stef. i did use it later. but it cant be used. wasted. T.T

messy com table. if you actually enlarge the pics, at the right corner of my com table you see a book? on top of the book there's those ornaments? lol! its actually my HP accessories. hehe. i will cry if it ever gets lost.

messy wires. *faints

wooden letters i bought from one of the stall at IMM. only $2.50 each and its really nice!

TADA!!

neat wires!!! :D at least neater than previously. :P

the optical mouse.

wanted to hang this on the ceiling behind me cos now, my com is such like my back faces the door so i don't know who is coming into the room. freaks me out the other time when my mother tap me at the shoulder. i didn't even hear her coming in!!! how scary.. not that i am doing nonsense stuffs on the com. but i would like a little but of privacy! :D

okays. let me blog about yesterday.

after class, met up with Calvin and the rest to go to The roti prata house. hehe. Calvin, Derek, Fadhli, Melissa and Jeronme was there. met YZ at the place directly. ordered the rice which was pretty ex. but okay la. ate egg prata. uhhh.... total bill was cheap honestly.

oh yea! we saw a family (mother, 2 sons, 1 daughter and a maid) somewhat near our table eating prata. okay. no wrong with eating prata. but how wrong is it to DAB THE OIL OFF FROM THE PRATA USING THE TISSUES?!?!?!?!?!?! like wtf right. i mean... if you're so gawd damn conscious about your health, why would you wanna eat supper at close to 11pm?!?!?! roti prata some more. wtf! might as well don't eat. go home boil carrots and chew la! sickening.

after that, we were discussing to take a train or cab home. some stuffs there which i wasn't happy about. don't wanna talk much about it. i don't mean to act like a spoilt brat. but the time spent there and all, might as well hire 2 cabs and get going?! by the time they charge you the booking fee, the boarding fee and the surcharges, you might as well flag a cab by the road (since there's so many) and get into it?! further more, the cab driver might not be happy dropping at like 2-3 places. AHH! i don't know. i just wanna get home ASAP although i wasn't sleepy. if it upsets anyone, then I'd like to apologise.

sometimes i think working and studying is so different. the thinking and all.. sometimes just doesn't balance up.

oh wells, unhappiness aside, the mini gathering was pretty good.

ta ta! now i hafta figure out how to hang the wall curtain to the ceiling.

ciao!

~~hang deco on top of bed~~
~~change bed, bolsters, pillows sheets, send blankets to wash.~~
~~sort, hang, keep clothings~~
~~sort study table~~
~~wipe and organise wires on com table~~
hang wall deco at com area
newsletter
time table
lesson plan (maybe tomorrow)

i know it sounds ambitious. we'll see. will prolly edit this entry with the time end so i can keep track. HEH! maybe some photos as well? will post quite afew pics later. stuffs i bought, bla bla. random stuffs. heh!

yes. i claim time off today. half a day only. was really tired. slapped with extra work yesterday. RAH!! really need a break today as well as over the weekends. so, am not going for the graduation ceremony this Saturday. sincere apologies to Danting, Sharon and Pris. really need the rest...

in either ways, i took half day leave today and actually wanted to go home for a rest. but i thought, i really need to go Daiso to have a look. so, i made my way to IMM. and i figured that i need some stuffs from CWP too. and i made my way there after IMM. shopped around and wait for my mum so that i can go home with her.

i bought LOTS of things. and i really mean LOTS. spend A LOT just in this few hours...





06 Sep 2007	POS	HOME-FIX D	S$14.85
06 Sep 2007	POS	COMFORT TR	S$12.30
06 Sep 2007	POS	DAISO INDU	S$44.00
06 Sep 2007	POS	LTC EDUTOY	S$15.00
06 Sep 2007	POS	ARIES COLL	S$11.70

**the above statement is a proof of SOME of the things i bought

spent about $1xx.x in say... 3hours? i didnt splurge or anything. just bought some stuffs i really need and some stuffs to decorate my room. how bored it is to come back after a hard day's work to boring white walls? i figured i need some colour. and smell. bought the aroma therapy set from The body shop. cost me about $40++. add about $10 for the membership. have add some stuffs to my hand phone accessories. HEHE!!!!!! my HP accessories is even heavier than my phone. WAHAHAHAHA

agenda for the weekend:

class timetable
4 lesson plans
2 newsletter
hang up 2 door curtains on the wall
change bedsheets, pillow and bolster case
arrange, sort and hang clothings
clear com and study table (again despite doing it on Mon)
REST.

would love to do it all by Saturday. so please... DO NOT DISTURB MY SATURDAY. and of course, Sunday is my rest day. please do not disturb it too.

oh yea. yesterday........ i fell asleep on the train and missed my stop. was suppose to stop at Tanjong Pagar but when i open my eyes, the door closed. SOB SOB. yes yes. you might think i should be able to hear the lady saying it's Tanjong Pagar. but NO! i full blast my MP3 (as usual) so i cant hear anything. oh well. was only about 5 minutes late. not much la. :P

will you still remember me?
will we still be in contact?
will everything still be the same?
will we still be the same?
will we still share the same views?
will we still share the same dreams?

i dont know... i have no answers to this questions.

everything is too early to say about 2 years later... i just want things to be the same now. just for now...

had a random talk with my mum.

what if i marry and stay overseas?
what if i sign the papers overseas?
what if i marry overseas and move back?
will you visit me?

and all she said was up to you..

was definitely the answer i wished but not something i really wanted..

oh well. we'll wait till 2 yrs later... we'll just enjoy every bit of now till 2 years later aye baby? love you...

was just asking Haresh (impromptu meeting with him and Calvin) when we were at IMM.. how does a guy feel when he's being blown..

maybe he cant describe. but neither can i get it. oh wells!

anyways, i have many things to do and its nearing midnight.

bye!

i am in one of my fucked up mood now.

i don't know why.

just don't like the feeling of people telling me stuffs last minute. totally hate it. i might as well not go for the stupid thing. it's just screwing my mood up totally.

bah. fuck it.

i know it contradicts. i dont know why and now i know why. BAH! i cant figure it out myself either. i just hate people dropping me last minute bombs. sucks.

BAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i guess i just aint important.

anyways, happy teachers' day to all the teachers out there!

it's not too late to wish. it's but only 11.55pm. :)