disintegrate

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well, CNY is over. next holiday to look forward to? the Good Friday holiday. but it sucks cos i still have to work on saturday. RAH! and Monday is a centre closure. _|_

well i guess i just have to say it's better than NOTHING.

am pretty proud of myself this mth cos i havent been spending money like water. except for cab which sometimes i cant help it. working at 7am on Saturdays ain't cool. furthermore i have a meeting today and kids were especially much. couldn't make time to do some of the stuffs which led me to delay the agenda list till like 4PM that i actually finish what i intend to do.

came back, slept allllllll the way after watching 1 episode of my Forensic Heroes. (damn nice. should watch it if you like those detective stuffs.) and fell asleep till 8+pm. damn shiok. but in between Ena sms me to ask about assignments. which had to be presented this coming Wed. how sucky it feels! mind you, module started only last Fri. RAH. need to dig for back mind infos and last minute crap. lol. i am good at that. hahaha!

my room is in a mess which reminds me that i need to clear it up. ironically, my work place is pretty neat. maybe cos it's mine. hahaha. this room isn't mine so i don't feel obligated to clean. furthermore, home is meant to be a home, right? lol.

realise that i can't really focus my mind to trackback what happened. as in, if you asked me certain stuffs that happened perhaps hours or weeks ago, chances are i will not really remember. and things which i remind myself, most of the time i will forget it when the day ends until i leave that place completely. and if asked to trackback, my mind will be in a chaos with lots and lots of information going all over my mind. very messy. oh yes! SMS which i sent out a second ago, after i receive the sent report, i will forget my content of the SMS i sent out. forgetful or what? and i also realise that my mind moves very fast from topic to topic. in split second if i see something happening, very fast, i will relate to experiences i encountered myself. and soon after, i will be giggling. =.="

received a totally unexpected call from someone. the number was familiar but obviously i don;t know whose since i didnt save it. when i answered, it was RANDOM. oh well. feel like hanging up but it seems rude. but in the end still did after not more than 2mins. dont know why i feel obligated to pick up the call. anyways, was months ago that things happened. out of sight, out of mind.

oh wells!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the world will be better tomorrow! :D