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haha. i am happy!! i duno y.. but haha.. i felt loved... haha!!! ok. maybe i am kinda HYPOCRITE. but dear, after today... all the quarrelings doesnt matter animore... love ya! muacks

oh well. met dear todae.. yep. and er.... went to look for my confirmation dress.... but. it was so much lyk a wedding gown.. and i dun think i nid to wear until lyk i'm getting married. so we left... and i called charlyn. she said tat she bought 2 piece. oh well.. i think i'm buying 2 piece as well.. melanie and lexine is not wearing 2 piece either. oh, bother! gonna buy a botton up short sleeve white colared shirt together wif white skirt. dun wan long one. and my shoes???? i duno.. LOL. i think gonna be slip on kinda slippers. haha! oh well. we'll see later. next sunday is my confirmation.. i am so gay about it. haha!!

ok.. i didnt go prom. but i guess i missed whole loadsa fun. but no pt regretting now, right? AHHH!! wad am i doing?? hmm.. looking forward to class chalet also. haha! i am gonna be sooo happy to see them. haha! i duno y. but i am jus looking forward to it. (: hehe!

i got bak my sims 2 todae. thank god. i can finally play. haha!

tmr is a fun filled day for mi!! gonna look for confirmation attire.. and go orcharddddd!!!!! see xmas lighting. ok. i know i am veri suaku but... i jus wanna go see la. haha. er. get abit of xmas feel. haha!! some more if dun go see den duno when can alr. cos sat i will be in church for rehearsals ALL DAY and on sunday is the actual thing. haha! and after tat.. it's a few more days to xmas.. cant wait!!!!! teehee. i guess i am off to play my sims 2 now. see ya all....

dear, if u're looking at this, i duno how to describe how i feel.. but... i felt veri secure when u hugged mi while sleeping.. and the feeling of seeing u once i open my eyes is a feeling i cannot describe.. i jus feel on top of the world.. and i realli wish tat moment could last forever. maybe i am veri mushy and all.. but this is all how i feel. i know past few days is not veri good.. but.. i didnt wanna bring the matter up. but u thought tat i actually called to be petty over tat matter.. i jus wanna see wad u're doing. tats all.. maybe it's jus todae tat we're gonna be happy. and weekdays everything is going bak to square one. perhaps i dun understand how ur situation is as yet. but sometimes things tat could be done, i jus duno how u cant do it. maybe i am asking too much of this relationship and also u. but.. all this i ask of u is actually an assurance... trust me...