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haha. read melissa's blog. so happy for her. i mean, reading her blog has kinda enlighten me. looking bak, can i say i am a brave girl as well? i took her as an encouragement to move on. if she can put down a relationship of 4yrs, y cant i do the same when it's onli half of hers??

wanna change everything in friendster. haven been to friendster for a veri veri long time. haha! and i saw him. bah. looser. blocked and delete mi on msn. i dun hafta log in to ur msn to know everything. my 6th sense is veri accurate.. remember? wanna del all the pics. leavin one behind. the one i love the most. keeping it for memory purpose. i know i should completely let go. but its the last thing i hold in mind. i certainly have the right to keep it... right?? am buying a new wallet when i get a job.. cos the old one is dirty already. everything fading. he bought it for mi. it has faded. so i think the wallet should go to. throw or keep? its up to me. but i know, for sure, tat the neoprints will be in the wallet no matter where it goes. in aniwae, if u r reading this, i will pop by to drop ur things. i duno when. maybe a few days later. or a few months. but it will definitely be ASAP. might be returning u the piglet as well. throw it. burn it. do wadever u wan. it no longer holds ani resemblance. its jus another toy by my bed.

i am going for a job interview at 1 shenton way tmr. at 9am. so early. but i realli hope i get tat job.. sighs. i've been down on my luck. realli realli down on my luck. but i will make it for the interview. if cant get, den hafta TRY again..

yday was my sis's 21st bdae. hmm. got a few pics. not gonna upload all. haha. altho onli my family came, it was enuff le i guess. den my desktop got occupied by my uncle.. play mahjong on com.. den he took the disc bak. make mi cant practice. hohoho! den my sis use to make her wedding invitation card. den i use her desktop. wad a thief. tab ppl's network. and the network sucks. i keep on DC when playing maple. LOL!! saw ady online. den hang. den cant play. at night he nvr play. so i sms-ed him. woah. he's like so angry can. zzz! but its not my fault. i cant tab network.. den played wif his sis.. LOL!!! wad can i expect from a 12yr old kid? haha! she told mi she haf bf. and her bro (ady) cant know about it. if not she will be beaten up. so fierce. doh.. 12yrs old onli. wad u expect.. come to think of it, their age gap is 6 yrs. quite big ah.. oh well.. y am i talking about maple when i was talking abt my sis's bdae? oh gosh. forgetful. darn. i realli think i haf short term memory.

the other day play mahjong also. i think stef, derek and KC will understand.. cos when they ask mi if i throw my tile or ask if i take tiles already.. i will say i duno. HAHA! den they will headache. they understand.. haha. aniwae, i won 2 games. so clever rite?? wahahaha!!!!! lousy beginner luck. OOPS! oh. they start sch le.. haiz. no one to play maple wif in the morning. no more nagging from stef. no more blood vomitting sessions from calvin. ahhh!!! hope they enjoy school. haha~~ i think i publish this le ba. pics will be loaded below....... wish mi luck for interview.

I CANT UPLOAD THE PICS!! DAMN BLOGGER!!!! RAHHHH!!!!