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i know this came abit late. its been a mth since we've been apart. so i guess i should realli type it out. u ppl who r reading NEED NOT sympathise with mi and NEED NOT take your stand. you can be neutral. if you have a weakheart, pls do not read it. and if u r reading with vengeance, i guess u would hafta quit this window. read with an open heart and post comments WITH YOUR REAL IDENTITY if you need to.

alright. i still wanna know y. besides TIME as a factor, is there no other reasons? to u, u might think i dun trust u. but tell mi how to trust u? u said u haf no time to acc mi and no time to even call mi. and u can call her? contradictions. search your conscience and wipe it clean. shake ur ass and ask urself that question.

you told mi u haf no feelings for mi already. there were MANY MANY MANY times i had no feelings for you. as in, it is fading. and i wanted a break. did you comply? HELL NO! u didnt comply at all. u onli said i was childish and this wasnt meant to be played as a game. and u continue to act as if we were still an item. so, i held on. i held on veri tightly. when i had feelings for u again, u took mi for granted. you onli showed mi love and concern when i told u the feeling was fading. wad is this? there were times when i gave u a cold shoulder. and told u i wanted a brk. but. u said NO. u didnt wan to. and called mi dear and call mi up to talk at night and act as if nothing happened.

and now? u were the one who wanted a break and i DIDNT wanna comply. wad did u do? YOU LEFT MI ALONE. YOU LEFT ME BEHIND. u call urself a man? HAHA! u did things on ur own accord. u didnt allow mi to explain. u gave a stern NO. and when i did the same thing to u, u act as if nth happened. wad if i act as if nth happened? BAHAHA! u would IGNORE me like u fucking did. and when something happened, u called ur fucking frd and told her about me. and had me FLAMED like i was a tiny pussy. HELLO? wake ur senses. if u werent guilty, y bother asking ur frds? y cant u settle things urself?

when things happened and u werent happy with mi, u DIDNT tell mi. u let go as and when u like. and u didnt involve mi in anithing. when u were in a bad mood, u called mi and talk to mi badly. and u expect mi to compromise with u without knowing wad happened? i am a human. dun say me. even an animal needs care. are u saying tat i, as a human dont deserve the same amount of care given to animals? ha. wad a joke. u did everything on ur own accord. u didnt ask for my opinion. u say go den go. come den come. wad u take mi for? there were mani a times u lied to me. u think i duno? everytime u say cant go out at LAST MINUTE. i grumbled and shut up. but YOU! did u do anithing to make mi happy? did u even sacrifice for mi? shake ur ass and think about it. first, april. den, july. WTH? how long more are u gonna use ur excuses? how long more are u gonna avoid?

u said u wanna be alone. WAHAHAHA! i assure u tat u'd be attached SOON. prove mi wrong. u might be a boy next door but u r a casanova nonetheless.

answer ALL my questions. and i might let u go