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Arggg, aftnoon den go my'nite beauty slp' 4 nw, dun say le.. Yesterday K K give me his X-gf blogspot URL.. Actually he dun wan 2 give 1, but i reali curious how she gonna 2 write n say.. So in e end, he give me.. B4 i go read, i go tag in her taggy board n i say her since they already break off le n he wun patch wif u, Y cling on?? It would b more painful rather u jus let go.. Den she reply tat she is LEARNING 2 let u n ask me 2 read wif understanding.. Her frend also say ask me 2 read b4 tagging.. E lastest new i noe she haven't even updated la.. Wat happen 2 them, i noe.. Wat she noe i also noe, wat she DUNNOE i also noe.. In short, i noe everything more den she DO!! I noe 3 yrs relationship is enough 2 kill a person wen they break up, aft such a long time 2gether, aft break up unless is those already no hope 1 or else sure need a lot of time 2 get over n she still cannot accept e fact tat they break up.. Still mgs K K tat he dun haf 'feelings 4 her le??' 'He dun luv her le??' 'She will wait till his exams over..' 'she still miss him alot..' 'Y he ingore her??' everyday.. Den wen K K take out all their photos frm friendster, she ask him 'y he take them out'.. KaosS, she does haf abit like yiwei..

I admit there 1 time i at Far East plaza cry until like hell, begging him 2 patch.. =X hey is not bcos i reali wan 2 b wif him.. Is i wan 2 get even wif him ar!! I already hate 2 walk town area alone le, he still put me like a fool, holding my hp screaming n demand where is he n he tat idiot still bluff me n walk e whole Far East.. So since my 'face' already give him make until like a mad girl liao, so beg him n make a din 2 patch wif him doesn't matter 2 me le.. So in e end he agreed 2 patch wif me.. But later at nite i break up wif him.. Den it was his turn 2 beg wif me.. Hehe.. Times wif him always break n patch 1..

I can't say is entirely her fault 4 tis breakup, sumtimes is also tat stupid K K fault also.. but she cause it herself 1 lor.. Being 'Da Xiao Jie', asking 4 a breakup 4 little things, wanting attention is wat a girl ar best wif in a relationship.. But 'OVER'-use of them may end up quarreling or worst breaking up.. N she all over use.. I also did tell K K tat she is only a 17yrs old small ger.. U can't expect her 2 b mature 1 wat.. Is not tat time yet, he say but she also can b like tis like tat 1 ma.. So i L L lor.. Gf is his, wat ar his expectation i can't say anithing but i can tell him e girl expectation n his gf expectation everytime give me hit a bull eyes 1 bcos i been through all tis wif tat yiwei lor..

na bei. fucker. PFF! i will comment on this soon enough. jus wait and see. fucker. i am extremely pissed wif the red / orange ones. na bei leh. i will type about this when i cool down. dun wanna act harshly. but also wanna thank her for looking things my view la huh. but, however. FUCK!!!!! my dream was true. fucker. i put the original there. got the name and all there. dun say i humji..