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erm. yea. oh? zzz.

friend or foe.

better to have a friend than to have a foe.

aint i right? yes i am right. i cant be right-er. so, yea.

i mean, jus forget it. i aint in the right mind to settle all this stuff. jus let it go.

her talk to mi about him and the whole stuff really really strikes me. i mean, yea. i know i'm being such a bitch la huh. purposely quarreling and all. but in the end when it ended, jus couldnt do attain my motive. so, yea. i mean, i chose to talk last night cos i was like in a reflective mode. and all that comes to me will be a note to self and not a sarcastic remark. so, yea. all the time, i was jus like er, ok. is it true. ok. its true. ok why i did this. and all those stuffs. jus kept running in my head. oh well, everything is over and done with. i shant hold on to this whole dumb stuffs animore. now i know, how is it to be like..

oh well, FS was talking to mi about his stuffs as well. running my mind with 2 reflective sides of different purpose is realli like "er, okay." for the whole time, i was like on jas's msn window. den FS jus hafta flood the whole screen. his nick and his font is like, the same. how the hell u wan mi to scroll and read men. i hope he doesnt see this. hehe. oh wwell, even if he saw this, it'd be good so he would change his font. sighs. i must say he is very discouraged. i mean, i would be. but for mi, i'd like u know.. get to know the whole thing first. perhaps he is right. let them know the harsh way. but not everybody likes it. oh well! diff ppl diff perspective. wad is right might not be right to the other person.

i am hungry hungry hungry.

shakila suddenly bitched about someone to me. i am surprised. ahah! cos she dun bitch wif mi de. haha! i onli bitch wif calvin. AHAHAHAHAHAHAH. aunty Tna. :) den haha. led me to change my nick to empress dowager. tai (4) hou(4) rui (4) wen (2). ahha!

err. i duno wad to do now. maple is down. my stomach is down. duno my bank got money alr or not. hai. now i pay for my phone. den left like $200 plus. how pathetic is a childcare teacher's pay!!!!!!!! full day half a mth $400+ onli. MOE, please take over childcare centres. pls pls pls pls pls. i wanna rebond hair luh... rebond rebond rebond. cos its neither straight nor curly. shouldnt have permed the previous time. regret soooo much.

am buying the crayon shinn disc later. hgehehehehehheheh. aunty tna, i dun lend it to u leh. wad u gonna do? muahahahahahahahahahaha!

hmm.. my mum is stuck on computer mahjong. which led mi to like... snatching com from her. hahahahahahahahaha! i won the erm.. intermediate game leh. i pro rite. lol. as if. let u see..

smart eh? i am the one in the yellow box. hehehehehehehehehehehehehe. so smart!

ok la. i think i better go boil porridge to DRINK. cos, i cant eat normal food as yet. my stomach is still topsy turvy. i wan another MC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >:(