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it's been a few days... since i blogged.

haha. quite a few things happened

too tired to list it down. will write in point form then.

saturday

went to yishun for LUNCH. zzz. wif steven and cal and YZ.
watched death note wif cal and yz
a very very nice movie

sunday

slacked at home.
went to church
played game

monday

slacked again
didnt do portfolio
went to watch silk with cal, yz and YK.

tuesday

just started. LOL

okays. that's about it.

FS telling mi some stuffs now. break ups. oh well! when will people ever learn? oh well. he kinda unlcuky i must say. but this time round he dont sound sad to me. so, yea.. he said he give in alot to this girl. giving in doesnt mean it'll last long la huh..

in aniways, after watching silk, i think Calvin was thinking quite alot of stuffs. he was SO quiet throughout. it's so not him. ha! he said his wish since young was to be a historic figure. he wants millions of people to remember him. while people might say he is CRAZY, i think i believe him. he has many dreams. but i think, ultimately, he will achieve them. like what mr.Toh said of him, he is someone who can achieve what he wants if he tries hard. to me, i think that's a big thing to achieve. oh well, being me, all i want is just a few REAL people who'd remember me. what i do is not what counts. what it matters to other people is what it counts. complicated? i think so too. he also said something like there are a few people who achieved what they want with first tries. but i can tell you, if they achieve it with first try, it's either someone has proven it before. or else, it was not on purpose. something they realise all of a sudden while trying to achieve something else. chance is for you to fight for. chance will not fight for you. that's what he said to. very true. i agree with that. but if chance isnt given, how are you gonna fight for it? that's when you need to fight for it so that it can be fought for. sometimes, if chance isnt given to you, no matter how hard you try, it will not be.

for an instance, i'll take relationship for an example. you see, a boy likes the girl. and the girl doesnt like him. so the boy fights for his chance. if the girl doesnt want to, she will not want. no matter what, she wont accept it. so, what makes you think that by fighting for a chance, you will get it? maybe you'd say that the guy did not give her his best. effort is not enough. but really. if the girl remains unmoved, i think she will not be touched. maybe situations are different. things changes. no one knows!