disintegrate

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I'm sorry baby. but if this is the time to let go, i think i will. time and again you've been leaving me behind with a pile of mess for me to pick up. although its not a very bad mess, i still pack it up and carry on. somehow, we just got back together. I'd do anything for you and when i said next time, i really mean it. i am not doubting you. you are the one doubting me. if you hadn't doubt me, would you have asked what you asked me? you told me i was someone close to your heart. but it doesn't seem so now. you come looking for me when you needed me and left me in a lurch when you don't. this is not what i am looking for although we started from this. to move on to another level? foundation? sorry baby. you just didn't build it well enough. perhaps it's not just YOU. it's us. we didn't build it well enough so it's beginning to fall apart. you've been threatening to leave me and i think I've had enough. if you need explanations for my doings, i will explain it to you. and i know even if i do, you might not believe me. whatever it is, maybe you only wanna hear what you wanna hear but nonetheless, i will tell you what i feel. if you don't believe me, i am perfectly fine with it cos i am living without you. and at the very least, i know i have done my part in explaining things to you. to accept it or not, it's really up to you. i am tired of all the quarreling. as much as i don't wanna leave you, i think i should.

sorry baby, i am leaving this time.