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GAH!

i had the weirdest dream ever... i always believed in a Chinese saying.. 日有所思，夜有所梦 (ri you suo si, ye you suo meng).. it literally meants what you think about in the day is what you will dream of at night. it's true that i have been thinking about my chalet's stuff. but definitely not him. however, his image has been wandering about in my head but i know, he will never be mine. ever again. yeaps! i had a weird dream about my chalet + him altogether.

i was shopping at a place somewhat like Chinatown. and i was urgent. and i had redness. when i have redness, i am very reluctant to go to the toilet. much more a dirty toilet (not to worry, i don't have redness now). and yes. i walked and walked. i walk to a coffee shop that is opened by one of my church members. however, they don't seem to know me and i didn't find any toilet at all. except, i found a stairway which was covered with cloth. didn't think much of it and i left that place in search of a toilet.

then, i came to a house. this house looks the least familiar to me. but there was people inside. and i didn't know whose family was it. i sneaked into the room that has a toilet. and when i was about to go in to the toilet, someone came out. it was his grandpa. i had no choice but to address him. and he said hi to me and added that it's been a long time since he last saw me. suddenly, i have this thought that he didn't know it was all over between me and him. i told him that i wanted to use the toilet and he allowed me to. while i was using the toilet, he kept looking at me. and this toilet is so weird. it's seperated by only a cloth. more like an open concept toilet. i forgot what he said to me there and then.

after using the toilet, i sneaked into another room so i can avoid his family. but!!! he was in the room. i was so shocked. and we hugged each other like we miss each other so much. i don't know what this meant but i am sure it meant nothing. and after that, i got a call from Fadhli. of all people, Fadhli. hahaha! he talked to me about my chalet like as though on that day itself, it was my chalet going on. and all of a sudden, i forgot that i haven't book the chalet. i need to leave now and have no choice but his father saw me. i quickly address him and left. his father doesn't seem to act in any way that i thought he would tho...

i was panicking. no chalet, no food, invitations sent. i dreamt that i was on the train with my eldest sis and my cousin. we alight at somewhat seem Pasir Ris MRT station and we went down to get a bus. the bus station seem weird tho.. i called mr.Toh up and he said he couldn't book it through the net and our last alternative was to go to the chalet to see if there's anyone who didn't come and claim their chalet. we got there and the place look like a park. full of trees and it looked like it just rained.

and!!!!

my dream end.

weird...

okay. when my chalet stuffs is/are/was/were confirmed, i will send a friendster / SMS / MSN message out.

i gotta go shower now to get ready to have a hair cut and Toni and guy!! WOOHOO!!!

goodbye long hair... (i think so.)