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okays. here i am again. no need to send my young BF to school or back home anymore. sometimes little things goes to show how supportive your family is. and often it's pretty sad to know the truth. there or not? in or out? oh well. i guess sometimes the truth is often painful and self denial is often practiced when placed in situations like this. i sincerely hope i wont have to go through such torments. emotionally and physically.

have been on a roller coaster ride recently. you make me happy. you make me sad. and lastly, it had to become like this. what is it that you really want from me? to stay or not? i don't know. I'll take it as it comes. sometimes i got the urge to just pick my phone and dial. but more often than not, i didn't. didn't wanna seem irritating. and didn't wanna seem like i care. sometimes i tell myself to let go. but, i can't. sometimes i feel that you might need someone with you in times like this. but i guess i ain't that someone.

work has been fine. except that got a lil busier. hafta get use to the timing and schedule again. and the dreadful thing, train new kids. damn. sometimes i with they didnt have to come and spoil my market. RAH! but they're here. take up the challenges!

night class sucks. fuck that boastful #@%$#^$#%. whatever that fits in those signs. i simply hate her. or rather, my cohort pretty much DISLIKE her. damn. and i think she dislikes us too! an eye for an eye. so, ya. DAMN.

okays. i am going off. i think i am gonna sleep soon. yet another outing tmr. hope i can survive tomorrow. cos i still have night class with that #@%$#^$#%.

Goodbye.