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okayyy. loadsa updates coming for this week.

Me Myself and I.
well, its been pretty fine actually. met up with some people like Cal, YZ, Steven, Fadhli, Jawad, Haresh, Justin R, Enazbelle, Gary and few. watched Iron Man and i must say its pretty good! although its something like Transformers but hey! it's a tad bit nicer. haha. without adding too much a romance inside. LOL! other than that, i've been feeling very tired and grouchy. oh wells! and yes. the monthly thing finally came back already! had me worried for MONTHs. thank god for labour day. wahahaha.

work.
what do i have to say? am still loving it but i think i need to change since my class getting better now. but.................................................. SOME people just likes to leave the shit load to other ppl to do. and thank god, she's leaving the area. which means, i have 2 classes combined into 1 for myself. wahaha. i think i'll love it. but i'm sure its a new challenge for myself. just hope all's fine. i'm pretty sure it will be. just need to stand firm on some things.

studies.
night class sucks too! with the fking lecturer who always says up to you. i dont know. what do you think? wtf man. like, what are you there for? when you say up to us, we tell you and you dont really like it. if you have a certain criteria for us, why not you just provide us with an example of what you meant? guessing on our part is really stressful.
and yes. i must agree that wrong partnership in assignments sucks totally. nonchalant, insistor. omg. i just have to pass through 9th May and i will have a study break to 23rd June. people, PLEASE DATE ME! i need some night life.

love.
confused. disappointed. waiting.
that's what i can say for now.

although its not a super long upate, think it's enough. hahaha.

met JR yday. what he said is true. i mean... it's my life and i decide what i want. but for me, i succumb to situations. i know i know, sucker. whatever it is. if the situation is tense, i tend to succumb to it. like just give in that kinda thing. which i really dont like. cos if you persist or gets naggy, tendency is i succumb. so, yes. stupid decisions made. unless i know i can overpower you. then i will not be sucked into it. if you show me the authority, i might just be sucked into it. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i know its going no where but... i always blame it on the attachment. BAH! i will just leave it as it is. i will still enjoy myself and if situation calls for it, i will just cross the bridge when i have to.

supper in 1.5hrs time. yay-ness. COCKLES, HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When the going gets tough, the tough goes SHOPPING!

P/s: there weren't any cockles anymore. :(