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yea. before gogin to sch. i think i post first. haha. incase i die and haf no mood to type later at the exchange. hahaha. am quite prepared tho. i hope the ppl there has same standard as us altho it seems lyk so impossible. haha. yea. wish mi luck. haha.

sms dear to give mi a brk. i knoe it's irresponsible of mi. but i cant take it animoreeeee. all the loneliness. i mean, sighs. if i were to actually to accomodate him and say nothing, i'd be doing more hurt to mi. but in the end i said it's ok. i'd rather sacrifice myself rather than to see him upset. i realli feel lyk going out after i come bak from the exchange. i wanna go somewhere quiet. sighs. i dun think he would come by my void eck at ard 6 jus to bring mi else where. he's complaining too late. yea. i shud haf known. it's not i not happy with u. i am. but it doesnt seem the same animore. u knoe. dun say i dun trust u and all tat. it's jus tat its abit different. maybe all abt mi yea. i'm the one doing all the bad and stuff. sighs. aint gonna be bothered by this. aint gonna affect my mood. see how. maybe later go out myself. and he will nvr knoe. cos he might be dating someone else. which maybe is good. maybe i am a hindrance to him. sighs...

hmmz. actually wanna practice gu zhen in the morn. but forget it. by the time i practice and pack, i'm gonna be late. yeps.

damn flu. i hope i dun suddenly jus sneeze later on. i'd be so embarrassed. sighs.

i nid u to be wib mi. i nid u to hold my hands. would i be holding u until my very last breathe. or should i let u go cos we're never meant to be?