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ok. i am here to blog things which happened since Monday.. here it goes..

24th april
Monday

went to work. first day. squeeze on the train like fuck. inconsiderate working ppl. kiasu singaporeans. reach there 15min earlier. was with the kids who reached there early. den later went with them to their music room. they sing there. yeaps. some nursery rhymes and god song. with actions. veir cute kids. den their brkfast. haha! i love james la. he is SOOO cute! but they had oats on Monday, and the smell itself makes my so SICK. much more the kids. eating it. i hafta actually coax them into eating it. but they did tho. james is SO CUTE! haha. when u ask him his name, he will say JAMES YAP. in the cute tone. instead of telling u jus, JAMES. haha! so cute!!!!

my admin job starts. and bla.. until 2pm. den went to school. last day of observation module. den after tat went to partyworld wif pris, ting, sharon, crystal and fion. yea. 4hrs straight. hehe. was slacking inside. didnt do much stuff there. throat not well. yea. den took cab home. cos when we finish, alr 10. had our dinner until 11 at lau pa sat. den if we(sharon and i) take train home, it will be like 12++ when we reach home. so we took cab. yea. den i came home, online awhile and plop on the bed like nothing.

25th april
Tuesday

same stuff. except supose to meet someone. but was terrified to. so, i didnt. and actually got some "scolding" from alex about it. its not i dun wanna go cos u know.. its jus tat i cant forget last time. so, i think i'd better not go. i mean, its good for both party la. imagine the awkwardness tat will be floating around if we realli met up. dun wanna talk much about it. went home earlier. which is good. slack alot alot. ya. i think tats all.

26th April
Wednesday

nothing much for this day. its the start of my evening shift. yea. quite ok la. jus veri tired. tats all. ran wif the kids all around. especially this girl called natali. woah. she can run alot men. and i hafta chase her like duno wad. -faints. oh. i hafta perform for the kids. i feel good after tat. haha. and, i love lennon too!! hahahaha. he is jus so cute. but his parents like gangster la. poor boy. but, nvm. i'm sure they love him too. =) cab home. super tired. WAITED AN HOUR FOR CAB CAN!!!! and an ang moh talked to me. LOL!!!! stupid cab. we're actually in a taxi stand and we hafta HAIL A CAB!!! wad the fuck is this men.. wads the taxi stand for then?

27th April
Thursday

same stuff. but jus tat went SATA for full body check up b4 i report to work. ya. they actually draw blood from my hand. and not shoulder. and its actually blue black now. so ugly. but its not pain. duno y blue black. OMG!!! OMG!!! I FORGOT!!! FUCK. todae suppose to collect medical report. wad the... fuck leh. omg omg omg. haiz. next week le. haiz. cos realli cannot la. i forgot ALL about it. sighs!!!! darn it lo. haiz. nvm. call SATA on monday see how. argh..

den when went bak to work, Jen ask isst tat i woke up late. NAH!!!! how can i wake up late. LOL!!! den went to study. den went bak to work. den cab home again.

28th april
Friday

nothing much. jus a normal day. but i duno y. on friday i was veri moody. i kept thinking about the past la. and it sucks. realli. i giggle and smile at times and frown at times. i duno la. and after work, i actually walk to and fro. up and down. cross the same traffic mani times. stood there aimlessly. when all i wanted was jus to get a cab. as simple as tat.

den got stuck at the traffic jam at CTE for an hour. and it cost mi $7. HOW NICE LUH! darn. fell asleep on the cab. woke up tat time den reach le. jus nice. haha.

today
29th april
Saturday

actually lunch out wif derek and some other ppl. but couldnt find ani. den, didnt. sis ask mi go out buy her wedding stuff. didnt. told her end of may. when i get my pay. prolly going shopping spree.

den calvin ask if wanna go lunch. actually not de. but fadhli's grandma pass away. wanna cheer him up or smth. den went to causeway to watch movie. and haf lunch. but fadhli seems fine to me. -_-" oh well, nvm la.

so sian. came home, my sis told me my cousin called. ask mi to go his house NOW to teach him something. crazy arse. told him i'll go tmr. he said no. RAWR!!!!! no way men. but in the end convince him. so, tmr i'll go. since my family going to my grandma place.

i think tats all le ba. got more i will update again. maybe next sat or smth..

oh ya. i wanna make a list of ppl i wanna catch up with
melissa
sandy
yanqin
fiona
sihui
and more?? i duno. cant think of ani now. ciao!!

i didnt know u would become so despo after a brk up. loser!! fucking casanova