Arggg, aftnoon den go my'nite beauty slp' 4 nw, dun say le.. Yesterday K K give me his X-gf blogspot URL.. Actually he dun wan 2 give 1, but i reali curious how she gonna 2 write n say.. So in e end, he give me.. B4 i go read, i go tag in her taggy board n i say her since they already break off le n he wun patch wif u, Y cling on?? It would b more painful rather u jus let go.. Den she reply tat she is LEARNING 2 let u n ask me 2 read wif understanding.. Her frend also say ask me 2 read b4 tagging.. E lastest new i noe she haven't even updated la.. Wat happen 2 them, i noe.. Wat she noe i also noe, wat she DUNNOE i also noe.. In short, i noe everything more den she DO!! I noe 3 yrs relationship is enough 2 kill a person wen they break up, aft such a long time 2gether, aft break up unless is those already no hope 1 or else sure need a lot of time 2 get over n she still cannot accept e fact tat they break up.. Still mgs K K tat he dun haf 'feelings 4 her le??' 'He dun luv her le??' 'She will wait till his exams over..' 'she still miss him alot..' 'Y he ingore her??' everyday.. Den wen K K take out all their photos frm friendster, she ask him 'y he take them out'.. KaosS, she does haf abit like yiwei..

oh yea? so he gave u my blog url. i alr know he will give la huh. so, u come or dun come, doesnt matter at all to mi. cos at tat time, i was devastated. i'll give u my background a lil while later when we broke up. i am grateful u tagged before u read the chunk. so u wouldnt take sides. altho u side him, it doesnt even matter. of cos u would listen to wad ur frd says and not the other party. its normal tat u hear one side story. and if it doesnt tally, the one who is not ur frd gets the blame. of cos i am learning. tat's like onli a few days after the brk up. u expect mi to do wad? let go immediately?? hello, i got feelings. if i am able to jus let go, i am fake. i said this mani mani times. tats y i ask u to read wif understanding. maybe u said tat cos u haven read the blog. aint putting the blame on u. ha! everything u know i duno?? hello, i dun give a damn as to wad u know. i know u know mani things cos tat person told u. and u dont know wad he told other ppl about u rite? u duno wad other ppl told other ppl about u rite? so u r trying to prove ur point tat u r veri reliable? know so mani things so wad? r u green tat it isnt u? told ya i will tell u the whole scenario when the brk up was being carried out. u will see my point. i know i haf NO KIDS wif him unlike someone. wadever the reason la. i admit those sms were so super childish. but at tat point of time, if u ever put u in my shoes. PERHAPS u MAY sympathise wif mi. PERHAPS u WONT. i dun give a hoot about it.

I admit there 1 time i at Far East plaza cry until like hell, begging him 2 patch.. =X hey is not bcos i reali wan 2 b wif him.. Is i wan 2 get even wif him ar!! I already hate 2 walk town area alone le, he still put me like a fool, holding my hp screaming n demand where is he n he tat idiot still bluff me n walk e whole Far East.. So since my 'face' already give him make until like a mad girl liao, so beg him n make a din 2 patch wif him doesn't matter 2 me le.. So in e end he agreed 2 patch wif me.. But later at nite i break up wif him.. Den it was his turn 2 beg wif me.. Hehe.. Times wif him always break n patch 1..

ahha! i was pissed about this cos i didnt know u were both together before. no wonder when his bdae, wanna take lone pic wif him. BAHA! now i know. to get even wif him cos he made u walk ard town? aint u being a DA XIAO JIE too? jus for petty matter. walking alone isnt gonna cost u anithing. time wif him always patch and break? wahaha! and u r saying tat i am like tat too?? i think the brking and patching rate of mine compared to urs is much lesser, i SUPPOSE. beg? ha! i aint commenting on it. i showed it to 2 of my frd. i didnt tell them who it was. i jus showed them this paragraph. this is wad they said:

1)

[12:23:48 AM]Real tears a:i mean she is no diff from the guy..
[12:23:57 AM] Real tears a: n if she wanna revegne..den the guy did the same thing..when will it end ?
[12:24:10 AM] Real tears a: yes..she get wad she wan..but will she feel betetr ?
[12:24:32 AM] Real tears a: isn't she juz same
[12:24:50 AM] Real tears a: i guess she onli will feel more sad

2)

[11:30:00 AM] nobody: childish is the word i can say
[11:30:02 AM] nobody: nothing else
[11:30:28 AM] Angela ???™ : y leh
[11:30:47 AM] nobody: stupid thing..
[11:31:07 AM] Angela ???™ : can u PLEASE explain
[11:32:01 AM] nobody: nothing much to explain
[11:33:06 AM] Angela ???™ : wad u mean by stupid thing
[11:33:28 AM] nobody: all these are only done by kids
[11:34:34 AM] Angela ???™ : erm
[11:34:37 AM] Angela ???™ : wad thing?
[11:34:42 AM] Angela ???™ : the brk n patch thing or wad
[11:42:59 AM] Angela ???™ : a 21 yr old wrote tat
[11:45:26 AM] nobody: even worse
[11:45:32 AM] nobody: mentally very low
[11:45:38 AM] nobody: still like a stupid kid

comments given by someone my age and someone older than her age. so, this is wad u get. i didnt tell them who is it from. i jus copy and paste. see? i proved my point, somehow.

I can't say is entirely her fault 4 tis breakup, sumtimes is also tat stupid K K fault also.. but she cause it herself 1 lor.. Being 'Da Xiao Jie', asking 4 a breakup 4 little things, wanting attention is wat a girl ar best wif in a relationship.. But 'OVER'-use of them may end up quarreling or worst breaking up.. N she all over use.. I also did tell K K tat she is only a 17yrs old small ger.. U can't expect her 2 b mature 1 wat.. Is not tat time yet, he say but she also can b like tis like tat 1 ma.. So i L L lor.. Gf is his, wat ar his expectation i can't say anithing but i can tell him e girl expectation n his gf expectation everytime give me hit a bull eyes 1 bcos i been through all tis wif tat yiwei lor..

i seriously duno wad is yiwei. i mean, the han yu pin yin pronounciation is like wat? i do admit i am like a da xiao jie. oh well. i think this is the time i type down the scenario of the whole brk up.

family:

mum is hospitalised yet again after her first op.
take over her work at my uncle coffeeshop which i dun want to.
grandma blames mi for not working everytime she sees mi.

school:

fees not paid. enrolment something wrong.

relationship:

quarrel everyday
no concern

maybe this is not enough to prove my being in the whole environment at tat point of time. but the amount of things going on in my head is alot. more than i can take. and the brk up? *poof* jus went like tat. u said it. 17 yr old. what were u doing when u were 17? bearing kids? BAH! i dun give a damn. the whole thing is over now. if u can flame mi on ur friggin blog at tat point of time, i can do it now. after a few mths

all i nid is a chance to rant my anger. shout it out. wadever it takes. den i jus shrug it off. at tat point of anger, i can be veri vulgar and i dun realli talk wif my brains. i nid to take time to let it pass den i will comment it.

now i know, VIRGIN BOY. how much it meant to u. i should have trust myself tat u are none other than a ___________.

u think all this is too late to be published? think again.

HER post is in this colour

mine is the rest.