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oh yea.

am gonna settle myself down to type a decent post. am gonna shrug off from tat jaslyn for a moment or so. to update myself. and somehow reflect..

practicum started for like a few days already. feel good. somehow felt tat i haf a class of my own although it isnt. haha! last min jasmin didnt get my permission for observation form back. so had to ask another kid. but he is sick for like quite a few days. wanna start observation today de. but in the end, didnt come. den i was like omg. i am so gonna slack. haha! dot is coming on the 11th to view my pract journal. duno can make it or not. ha! sharon's turn is tmr. wish her best of luck tho.. perhaps dot isnt as scary as she seems to be la huh.. haha!

today... ... ... charlene knock her head on the floor. and i feel tat the china tcher duno say wad about mi la. but the whole thing is, the china tcher is supposed to look after charlene!! so she fell down... u know wad la huh. i jus kept quiet lor. like, wad can i say? tmr pass down ani questions den see how. but she seriously stick her butt on the floor lor. waiting for who to carry charlene away from the tv?? the other elder kids carry charlene away, she dun like. ask them to put her down. hello?? u expect a toddler to listen to u jus like tat meh? doh!

in aniwaes, this few days pat my kids to sleep.. i will sure fall asleep before them. HAHAHAHAH! i am super tired ok.. everyday at mrt on the way to work damn tired. stand also give a kinda face. hahahahahhaha! but i always pat this girl. and she thought i was playing wif her. hahaha! den got one india girl. she dun understand english and i had a hard time communicating her through talking. had no choice but to use hand signals. haha! lucky she understand. den i pat her to sleep also. she still suck her thumb. so cute. hahahaha! den got sound. i can even hear her suck her thumb altho i was slping. hahaha! today i slept the longest sia. all the while during their lunch nap i was literally sleeping with them. hahahha! such a good tcher where to find?? haha!

duno leh. i personally feel tat this practicum realli tested my patience. alot. mani a times i jus feel like i was being cornered.the way they behave and react. realli tested my patience. and i didnt wanna force them to do things they dun wan. at the same time, i duno how to lure them into doing wad they r suppose to do. it's all so you-know-wad. but i realli got along better wif the other tchers there la. altho the cooking aunty dun like me. i feel so la. haha! but today she treat mi good leh;. hahahaha! liang xin fa xian. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAA! duno la. maybe its the way she talk or wad i also duno. since i wun be seeing her everyday cos my main tcher help mi bring my food. hiak hiak hiak.

watched campus ghost story the other day. super lame. hahahahaha! but i was shocked at the point when the magnet on the fridge moved. hahahaa! suddenly the cam turn to the girl. den i jumped up. den i got a habit of turning to the left den calvin happen to be next to mi. den i think he jumped up also. den i got even scared. i grabbed him. hahahahaha! in the end i was laughing. hahahahahahhahaha! hahahahahahahahha!! lameee~

going to malaysia for holidayyy. one day onli la. but i also happy. hahahahahaha! shop and haf seafood.. hehehe! my bdae coming soon toooooo!!

aniwaee, i saw fiona jus now. almost couldnt recognise her. hahahahaahhaha! she's still the same ba! haha. miss her tho. (: see one thurs mit her haf lunch or go shop. hehehe!

oh well, sandy say next week settle. cos she haven reply or confirm wif us. ha! later last min confirm den funny lo. hai. ask us for "fun" and yet dun wanna come and haf "fun" wif us. ha! i wonder how mani ppl hate her men. to the extend of her resorting to all this STUNS. ha! her fav word. hahahahaha!

aniwaeeee, i think i go slp now. if not tmr sure will slp wif my kids again. hahahahahahahaa! paiseh..