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haiz.. i duno wad to do!!

mummy came home. den on Sunday den admit. i haf a useless father. haiz. as useless as can be. i make sure my husband is not like tat(if i ever have one.). i mean, so useless! i know i shouldnt be saying this cos he's my father. but, wad the heck!! he always cares only for himself. wad a bother! cant he be like more of a man? i'm not saying he's not a man. but, be mroe of a family man. he's such a stingy ass. duh! so selfish. so stingy. grrr!

was playing maple for hb. den!!!!!!!!! fs sms mi ask mi go msn. i was like mapling mah. den i promise hb to like train til 70%.. den i said i cant. den he said he very sad. den i was like ok.. i tot it must be his ex gf or his frds la. den i was like ok.. i told him to call mi instead. cos i'm in a spot where i cant alt tab. so, yea. he called. den he sound pretty coarse. den ok.. he told mi to wait for awhile den he used his room phone or smth. den he cried! omg omg omg..

i mean, i've nvr heard anione crying on the phone. much more a guy!! i mean, i have heard a guy cried on the phone to me before.. but it's like so so so long ago. some 3-4yrs back? i duno.. den it;s like i heard fs cry. den i was like WTH!! i told pang. den pang was like gay frd? den i was like no. zzz! my gay frds dun cry.. right gays? hahahaha! den he said he duno wad to do also. zzz!!!! sighs!!

aint gonna post here y he cried for. but certainly not cos of his ex or his frds. i mean.. i duno wad to tell him. i mean, sometimes i'm like him too! but i onli tell gay. and gay tell mi to cry. but, how u expect mi to tell the guy to cry?!?!?!?!?! oh, great. i tell him to cry den he change topic. sighs~ i duno wad to tell him la.. someone please save me.. i mean, i dun mind being his listening ear. but it's like.. i mean, i hafta reply rite? sighs! he said he feel like hugging someone and cry.. erm.. wad am i suppose to do?

haiz. why are there lonely people? is it a punishment? sighs. complications of the human kind.

even after eating the med, i am still having diarrhea. i realli ate the medicine ok. swallow, drink, wadever. but it's still so pain. haiz. i cant stand it la. today up til 10 and yday after 3 no probs de leh. wa lau. den suddenly like tat. haiz.. dun tell mi i nid another mc!!

i wanna play cards. but tat gay dun wan. and his N6280 spoil. wahahha! good for u. hahahaha!! i think bought it for like 2 days den spoil. the mp3 player sucks. wahahahahahahahaahahahaha! and kaimeng says he is like bangla. haha! (no offense). he say bangla always change phone cos it's nice den haolian. hahahahahaha! i was laughing and laughing. haha! i think onli kaimeng can treat tat gay. LOL! treat as in suan him. muahahahahaha! and tat gay was so gay-ish. when yongkai and i board the bus, the gay said he will send km home. like so gay. HAHAHAHAHAHA!

sighs. is today a good day?? tmr is a saturday.. plans?? rot at home. its been a long time since i rot at home.. but i wanna go marina square!!!! i wanna go to the crocs shoes shop. my crocs is spoilt!!!! damn it. went to the cobbler the other time and glue it. GLUE it ok.. but it still came off. i think go to the shop and ask for extra button suan le. den on the way see new designs.. saw the lady crocs shoe at casueway point the other day. wahahahaha! so nice. so light. but it's so ex. see le eye ball will drop. hahah!

okok. i think i go lao sai again. haiz. stomach bu zhen qi. rah!!

no good food..

wait. let mi think.. veggies or fruits today?

mushroom is veggies rite??

orh hor...................... den die. but i cant resist the temptation of button mush in sesame oil chicken!! haha. ok la. go ls. talk more den will come out liao. bye!