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no updates for so long. but yes. i am gonna do it now.

he's coming back tmr and of course i should be happy, right? but i am not. cos i am sick!! been having fever for 2 days and counting. with cough and flu rolling in. it definitely does not feel good. sighs!! and and and! i cant go work tmr as well. sighs! if my fever persist of course. and tmr there is visitation by MCYS. how great. my new class is barely done up. my old class too. i hope my partners does something about it. sighs!!!

it's the 15th today. which also means i get my pay today. i should be happy. but NOT! i cant go out to spend it. too sick. even if i spend it, it means i am paying things off from auction. which cost me up to $120. how cool uh! and i duno how much i'd need to spend for my medical fees in a while. my my. how nice!

i actually went to the doc yday and when i came home, i received an email from my boss. it's about some Mycoplasma sickness. and i have all the symptoms. i definitely hope i am not down with it. it's gonna be hell. my throat is super uneasy now and when i cough, the phelgm is HORRIBLE! and i cant cough it out. my throat hurts like duno what like that. sighs.. he's getting his pay today as well. and if he has performance bonus, we're going out! but i think not. sick until like that. my feet and hands are damn cold now please.

i have always wanted to get a tattoo. hahaha! crazy me. but i wanna tattoo my chinese name. as in the last character, wen. hehehe.

i am feeling so dammit cold. hafta call my boss later. my mouth is totally tasteless now. sighs!

and i need to cut my hair. gah!!!! all the money. RAH! gone when i got it. sighs!!

okay okay. i better stop ranting.

oh yes. before i go. i dreamt of someone.. i dont know if it's a good thing or what. but i dont know. we went to a show at esplanade with his parents. and yes. i dont know what it means la. maybe it doesnt mean much. but i am thinking too much.

gah! i dont care. i have my PT BF now. hahaha!! >:P

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