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To: Calvin

Dear Calvin,

thanks for replying on my MSN and causing it to not send to my mobile. thanks very much. i appreciate that. thanks also, for leaving a BIG patch of words on my MSN when i log in still sick in the morning. thanks very much. and most importantly, thanks for your concern. much appreciated!

i don't know what to say but... ... ...

you know... for the past many many blog entries you read, MOST of it weren't about the guy whom i was meeting Yday. in fact, it was some other people. there were many people crossing over my lives the past weeks and it cost me to be in a big big BIG confusion. perhaps, it's my fault to not state who i was talking about but i don't see the need as this is a public blog. i wouldn't wanna name people who is not of much importance to me, aye? and yes, it's the same guy i met on Xmas.

I myself don't know what kinda situation but perhaps we're just a little more than friends and it's definitely not a confirmed love. and yes, i care for my friends. so, it's natural. and i don't wanna cancel anything last minute and so, it's better for me to not put on any reservations. furthermore, I'm still not very well last night. and if people tells me something, the basic courtesy i could observe is to trust. although it doesn't come easy, i still trust cos that's what everyone needs.

i think that's about it. til then, take care! and yes, friends forever!

Much love,
Swee wen