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this week is SO SO SO SO SO HECTIC!!

my new class is @$#%!$#^%$*@%. sighs. not that i don't love them like my own but they are a very handful buncha kids and they are very very challenging. i have soo many things to do and sooo many kids under me. sometimes it just gets into me that i should just stop and cry like them. and say "i don't want!" to any thing they do like how they treat me. RAH!

and when i discipline them, a higher authority comes along and they get saved. so they don't know the consequences of doing something which is not very pleasant.

their reaction is also very fast. which often leads them to crying and being spared from what they are suppose to do. very very wrong mentality. must change.

punishing style currently is isolating them. which obviously serves no purpose as after they are being put back to class, they forgot that they were being punished. so, i must get over the fear of them crying and change my punishing style.

it takes time yea. but now i must treat them one by one. i really miss my previous class. the other day when i went back after a long long MC, this Japan kid who has no reaction at all when being talked to, came and hug me. imagine how delighted i was! oh man. i miss them. and when i have lessons, they will come to my class and sit with me. i think they're too used to me. sighs.. in my previous class, staring will get them back to the right track. but my current one?!?!?!?! *faints

furthermore, i am not very well as yet.. sighs.. am going to work everyday with a bad cough and a bad mentality.

but it's okay.

it's Thursday tomorrow. i am having a long break soon. and i will then be able to think of better ways.

note to self: love them, love myself. CHEERS!