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haha. i duno y i am so happy. yea! hahahahaha. i love my dear! hahahaha.

hmms. yesterday night had a talk with him. yea. haha. first tym i nvr cry. hahahahaha. i'm so proud of myself. hahahaha. yea. erms. i told him alortsa stuffs. exchanged views and all. yea. haha. i so happy when he told mi meeting tml. but i scared he last minute cancel. haha. i shall stay positive. hahahaha. ((:

hmms. jus now suppose to go for confession in church. it's lyk telling ur sins and being forgived. yea. stuffs lyk tat. but apparently had buffet in st. Jospeh inst. yeaps. for one function lorhs. actualli i no nid go. but jus tat got space. i mean extra seats. den i go lorhs. haha. so nvr go confession. forgive mi god. ((: yeaps. den hors. HAHA. the aunty sally keep saying i pretty and i slim liaos. MUAHAHAHA. i am so happy! haha. infact, i was lyk FLYING high. haha. den she say my sister. say she fat le. i dun think she happy abt it oso lorhs. can see tat she abit buay ke yan. yeps. dens we had to go to funeral for prayer. it was kinda last minute lohs. yeaps. den aunty sally talked about dead ppl stuffs. and souls and all. she said tat there is a sickness now tat is lyk u see souls. it's not something wrong or hallucination and all. but a sickness lorhs. yeps. and she say doctors are finding cure and causes. yea. she say NUH alort. she also say tat todae got one doctor heal u. but when u wanna find the doctor the next day, its gone. yeps. she did strengthened mi alort in religion stuffs. haha. she and my mom talked abt their dead child. yea. i had an elder sis dead. and she had a miscarriage. so they exchanged views and all. yeps. i find it meaningful lorhs. and she say mus pray. i did. haha. ((: i mean every night b4 i sleep. yeps. and next yr is confirmation le. means i am confirmed a catholic. yea! so happy~ ((: but i duno hu would be my god parents. cos i had a god momma. she every year buy things for mi mahs. so its not good to lyk actually forget her and all. but aunty sally say dun think lyk tat and stuff. maybe i'm finding her to be my god momma. haha. and she say tat mi and my elder sister find bf have couple face. haha. yea. my momma say tat my dead sis's god pa dreamt of her. and aunty sally said hu she looks lyk. den aunty sally say look lyk mi den good. veri pretty. lyk Korean girl. i was lyk DOTS. haha. aniwae, enough abt my flattering stuff. haha.

todae CO onli until 12. cos bunny sick. i hope he is feeling better yeaps. and he veri wad one lorhs. i set up my gu zhen liao den ask mi wanna go bak zhongruan. sighs. he so extra. he might as well finish den ask mi. nonsense! but i realli wanna go there. but emily not there. den i go there lyk extra onli. yeaps. sighs... i will try to go there next week. YEA!

dear arhs. i duno u reading this or nort. there's 3 way out actually. which is lyk:
1) u go ITC den u get good results den u go poly
2) u take part time poly
3) if u cant get into poly after itc, u go take night class.

i duno which one is good for u. but u think u can cope with 1 den u go ahead ok. i wun force u. its ur own future yeaps. yesterday's talk was erm. can say i told u everything. so... can i take something off my wishlist?