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muahahaha! am finally back. i got so mani things to say!!! haha~~ hmm... let's see where i stopped.. huh! WTF. i so long nvr write le meh?? wth... i tot i wrote alreadi~~ omg. STM!! sighs. YAWNS. sighsss~~

yea. i miss camp and the mates there. i love them all! gorgeous choir. blink. all of the fantastic grps. yea! my grp won the "treasure hunt" we got a coned ice creme ea. but the other 5 grps hafta share 2 tubs of ice cream. i tot theirs was nicer tho.. hehe!

all the SCO went overseas le.. den bunny and all cannot come. will miss them. mr.chua is lyk . . . he is funny yea.. but fierce oso. and he expects alot. hope we will play better with his undying needs. hehe! and i memorised my scores!! yay! *pat on my shoulder* but now i hafta get rid of stage fright. which i tot i overcome it oreadi! *pats pats* wanna thank emily for helping mi take ZR and Jingsi for helping mi with gu zhen. and melody and yanqin for encouraging mi!! haha~ muacks! <3 u all~

sch is fine. am starting to study with laopo oreadi. plan to put onli both of us cos i think i study better with her. of cos.. with her cousin too! hehe. i now understand maths alot better. and i nid more time to study. and i loath action packers.. chinese oral i got distinction. remarks was tat i knoe my stand well and elaborate. hehe~ so cool. now it;'s left with english. i hope i passed. they were laughing at mi tho. maybe they r laughing but inside they might be wondering wad the hell is this girl talking abt. haha!

mi n dear hmm.. i think we're starting to sit in. yea. i told him tat i am growing up. as in from my childish tots. and i agree he did change mi. haha~ and i changed him too! so proud of both of us. hehe! this few days start to say abt things when we first started. it realli feel as tho everything had jus started. but looking from last time until now.. gonne ba a yr soon. seems so fast. love him more. am trusting him oreadi. building slowly.. aint gonna be petty abt trivial issues. grow up grow up!!! Ronnie told mi smth veri veri long ago. lyk last yr... he said i changed alot. he preferred the old mi. and i tot... yea.. i was better last tym. i wanna turn back. but time waits for no man. i can onli try to change while time passes mi by. yeps~ but i sometyms cant stand a handful of ppl. but i tolerate them, they climb over my head. i talk back.. they talk back more. leaving mi not wanting to continue bcos it's lyk wads e pt. but i owaes feel lyk ARGH, y didnt i say it. but at the end of the day.. a frdship is saved!! am pasting my camp photo and neoprint with dear..