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oh well.. i am bak again... i shall update things tat happened for the past few days...

on saturday..
mi and dear went to town.. to buy xmas gift.. spend onli lyk $20+ for 2 ppl's gift.. haven buy jude's.. hiak!! den went to the funeral.. den jus nice they start the prayers alr.. den my grandma suppose to bring mi the funeral clothings. den she ended up talking talking.. den nvr.. zzz!! den prayers start liao she blame mi for not praying. wad the..... den dear went to the funeral also. den he is the attention grabber.. wahaha! there's one table of my aunties and uncles and grand aunties and grand uncles.. they were looking. lol. the whole table literally stared at him. i sense trouble. so i didnt call them. cos they will surely grumble and nag. blabber blabber. but my grandpa was the cutest. haha! he asked mi isst tat i brought my bf along. den i was lyk.. ya. den he turned to my bf and asked him.. why u nvr call mi? WAHAHAH!!! i almost laughed my ass off men. BAHAHAHA!!! den 2 round of prayers.. dear left before supper.. den we had prayers again. den we left..

on sunday
i woke up early to go to church. 7.30am service. yawns!! and my back was fucking pain. sighs... den later i went home and slept lyk a pig.. from 10 to 1+ den i woke up.. den my sis even returned from work alr!!! den we bathed. packed. left for the funeral.. and i was suppose to stay over at the wake to look after everything. den after duno how mani rounds of prayers... everybody left and my 2 sis and i, my cousin, my uncle and his wife, my grandma and another uncle stayed over to keep watch. den we ordered macdonalds delivery. damn funny!! hahaha! the person on the line asked for my unti number. den i was lyk it's at the void deck. den she told us 1.5hrs. ok. den we waited and waited....... den my eldest uncle ask.. y so long haven come? den we were lyk.. oh, they say nid 1h30min. den he say.. here got macdonalds wad. why mus delivery.. den... -silence- everybody laugheD!!! hahaha! so retarded. and the most ironic thing is tat the macdonald opens 24hrs. how pathetic!!! we might as well roll there and buy and roll bak. maybe even lesser than 30min. BAHAHAHAHA!! den later the motorcyclist came.. he rode pass us... and his face was expressionless. haha! damn funny. den we shouted for him. haha!! den he ride veri far away. my uncle chased him but to no avail. haha! den after that, the guy came. haha! den we ate.. bla bla.. emmalin(cousin) fell asleep. den we ate. den time passed so fast!! we were playing duno how mani rounds of poker. haha! and my uncle kept loosing. den i was lyk, if we played for money, my pocket would be filled. haha! it was tat bad.. haha. den 5am came.. and we went up to sleep. my grandpa and grandaunty went down to keep vigil. yea! den we sleep until 9+ couldnt sleep.. den we ate breakfast den went down for the final prayers...

monday
final round of prayers... den went to the columbarium... sighs. so sad!! den later creamate.. haiz... veri sad.. realli... altho she is not so close to mi, but i jus felt sad. controlled and all.. den went bak, had flower rinse and lunch. changed and went home.. den was on the phone with dear. den broke down. i duno.. i suddenly tot of my great grandma. was crying and crying.. den my eyes were pain. den went to slp. woke up at 9+ to play sims 2.. yeaps!!

today
emmalin came over cos she quit her daycare cos it was dirty. yea. den she came over. and she went home in the evening. i guess she was reluctant. haha. cos normally my uncle would fetch her at 10.. yea. den here i am.. so bored. was kicked outta maple.. cos the server down or smth. duno la.

ok.. here comes my thoughts..

1) i think bcos girls are so emotional... they always believe in stories, fairytales.. and.. there is such thing called drama serials.. esp those taiwan ones.. lyk wang zhi bian qing wa, MVP qing ren, etc etc. yea. so u have those. and puny brain-ed girls would always wanna follow the tong hua in the show. they would wan the apple sms as a gambate thing in MVP valentine, the frog ring in prince and pauper and so on and so forth. yes. u see.. and very often, they would also wan their love to be lyk those movies. or WORST!!!! THEME SONGs! yea. u get it. so this is it. and often, if their love are not lyk tat. they would make a helluva loadsa comotion. and bla bla bla.. and they wan their love to be so dramatic. come on men. wake ur senses... shouldnt taiwan idol serials be SHUN-ed OFF?

2) there is this jerk i know... who doesnt know wad is wrong and right, wad is black and white. ppl who are concerned for him might be ticked off for no rhyme or reason... oh, no. perhaps there is 1 reason.. cos he is in a bad mood. oh yea? jerk. and changes stead for duno how mani times cos his heart is with someone else. WTF!!! and everytime he has a stead.. he would put i love you dear. bla bla bla dear. bla bla bla dear. OMG!!! so sucky. EVERY new stead he does tat.. wtf? oh my. this is lyk... u know? hypocrite. complete flirt. no wonder he calls himself bustard.

ok. end of my thoughts. this is getting long. i should call the centre by the end of this week if tat person doesnt call and ask mi to go to work. yea.. manicuring on friday. curling hair on saturday. CANT WAIT!!!!!!!

abigail is coming bak todae!!!!
-BIG grin-