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i am shattered. thoroughly shattered. all thanks to u.

and to pinky: if u r his frds, jus say so. jus tell mi the truth. dun nid to put up wif passerby or wadever it is. jus leave ur real name there.

i knew something bad was happening. I KNEW IT! argh. i cant take it animore. i feel like jumping down or slashing myself. JUS KILL MYSELF and get over and done with. y cant huang na's case be mi? why cant nonoi be me? y cant those died be mi? all this brk up thing. i know i mus let go of him. i am a human. i am a girl. IF i am able to let go completely like in jus a week, I'M SORRY! TAT MEANS MY FEELING TOWARDS U IS FAKE. get it the facts right.

ARGH! i called him. he didnt answer. y is this so? does it mean he haf let go of mi completely? does it mean he forgot mi long ago?

actually i haf alortsa tots i wanna type here. but such thing has happened. i shall leave it until tmr. i shall go cry about it now. let everything out. i hope tmr will be a better day again.

just let me love you like i do last time. let me be silly all over again.