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Angela Khoo
coming 19 on july 18
emotionally attached
early childhood educator


wishlist
REBOND.
new PC.
new MOBILE.
NDS lite.
Oven.
break from work


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affiliates
Angela ChanAudreyCandice MeiElynnEmmeline Felicia KelineMelissaSandyStefanieYanqin laobuYishanZhuxinAlexAlvinDerekEldrid MonkeyJasonShabri.

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March 22, 2006
weehoo. i am bak again. yeaps. cos a few ask mi to open it up again. so yea. here i am again. i duno wad is wrong wif the template. cos the info and everything is so down. u'd hafta scroll down to see my archives. yea. i think i'll del my tagboard also? cos can comment on the site alr. haha. yea. oh well, wadever

am going to sch in half an hour later. feel so stressed. the ppl there haf like 10 over yrs of experience and one girl had like 1yr+ exp. and shes a yr older than i. so yea. but shes cute la. cos she stress up so easily. haha. and i haf like work on first day. assignment by next mth. AHHHHH! going crazy. sighs.

my mum's home, like finally. ya. quite happy to see her home too. now can finally have home cook food and not miss out ani meals altho i still do. i eat jus to entertain her. so she knows at least i've eaten. yeps. jus had lunch. super full. i feel like vomiting. she cook so much for my share.

hmm. met him on sunday cos of some stuffs. we talked. and yea. i duno wad to say la. i mean, he has chosen this path. i can onli wait in anticipation as everyday pass by. was crying on my way home from sch on the first day of school. yea. couldnt take it. i feel so lost. i realli feel like jus ending everything. no more worries. no one would be sad i guess. and life still goes on for them. its not as tho they will miss mi until they die. right?

read something on the net todae. i was hurt and sad. its like something pierced mi right through. i didnt tell u those things to make u come bak. i know i shouldnt force u. i didnt dare bring up the matter to u on sunday. but u brought it up. i couldnt make myself stop. and i didnt say those things to make u regret. i was stress. tats all. if i said smth tat offended u, den, i'm sorry. truely sorry. i think u should solve things urself and not rely on others. yes. u have frds. ur frds can discriminate mi and call mi names all they wan. i have my own frds too. y do u think i'm not involving them? cos i hafta be responsible for my OWN DOINGs. i am not scolding u here. but i felt tat u should know wad u r doing. path ur own road. walk ur own road. one day, when u look bak, i hope its memories tat u made urself. and not wad ur frds made. maybe u would wanna think and remember who u told all those stuffs tat happened to. perhaps ask them to take bak wad they said cos u wun wan ur other frds to knwo wad u did, right?

SHIN: sorry sis. i know i'm silly. but yea. i wanna wake myself to face reality. but, no. not yet. i am not as strong as i tot i would be. i cheated myself. i'm following my heart. i cant absorb those logic u tell mi as yet. thanks for ur company yea. lovelove! <3

went funan to get stef's bag wif of cos, stef. haha. so cool. but my mum wun let me buy it. nvm la. i dun nid it also. hehe. jus wan it for the sake tat its nice. yeap. den sms Ady all the way. den played maple wif him at night. he took away my crystal den i was like kinda pissed. cos everytime he take my things de. but, nvm. cos i dun nid it. so i tot, nahz. its ok. den he surprised mi wif a orange tube. haha! u will onli know wad it is if u play maple. haha. i was so thrilled. haha. yup. den he gave mi a black tube too. haha. so nice of him. still remember tat day, quarrelled with him over some stuffs. but in the end we apologised to ea other. den i tot about us. y cant we be like this last time? mus things happen den onli we will realise wad we missed? aniwae, ady is jus a frd. no more than tat.

i heard a song. its nice. on 93.3 fm todae. i'll onli post part of the lyrics. and i'll post everything... onli when i let go one day... going to school now. update ltr.. <3


I can forgive you and soon I'll forget all my shattered dreamsalthough you left me with nothing to showbut all misery