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here to leave some note. hehehe. *loosen abit. not so serious*

honey:
heya. i was kinda speechless when u told me. and i know u were still in a state of shock at tat point of time. i could see it la huh. haha! yea. i mean, i am not so panicky cos i WAS like tat too. so, yea. keep it within ourself la huh. i mean, i'm not gonna post wad is it about here. but, rather some experience la.

i was like u too, as mentioned. but, i mean, its a decision of both la. (but for me, NO. except for the second time. teeheehee!) i remember u asking mi if i regret, take the second time for example la, ok? i mean, told u its between 2 tat made a decision and it takes 2 hands to clap. i didnt regret up til now. cos at tat point, u were in love. and out of love, it bcame like tat. and i strongly feel tat.. even after a brk up, we shouldnt realli call the other party names. cos, we were, afterall, once with them. so, doesnt it make u one too? yea. so there u go. i didnt regret. altho its over, let it be. but, u hafta stand strong and say NO when the other ppl comes along and ask if u wanna repeat it. i know u might regret about it. but, to realli think about it, u should jus smile over it. i know its not a veri small thing. but u jus hafta live with it yea? and whether if u wan other ppl who comes along to know or not, its up to u. if u think its good to inform, den do it. but, u'll nvr know their intention ya?

in aniwae, i am always here. if anithing happens, i'll try my veri best to help u out ok? and u realli hafta be thankful for so mani ppl who cared for u yeaps? cos for me, no one knew. and altho 2 ppl came out to help, i wasnt realli willing to open up la. so, yea. so immature last time. regreting it now. they should have bashed tat fucker up(which they did) and i should not cover it up for him. WAHAHAHA.

in aniwae, take loadsa care. i'm always here. =)

Alex:
so sorry, but i think not. cos we're onli friends. i dun expect u to find other target la. but, its better to u know.. erm.. find a GF la. i mean, its also not nice to go and ask ppl around u. u know wad i mean?? i dun mean u go anihow find one for tat purpose la. jus tat, be serious lo. cos.. u might nvr know wad will happen la. ppl nowadays not as naive u know?

i wasnt offended by ur sms on Mon la. at least u asked it in a more gentleman way la huh. jus concentrate on ur studies first lo. anithing else grad le den say. take care!