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specially dedicated to Tan kaikim and Jaslyn

oh yea?

to her, yet again

oh dear.. JASLYN, PLEASE READ THIS! SPECIALLY DEDI...

on a last note..

sighs. why does people like this exist?

oh dear..

well..

explanations of the vulgar post.

Angela Khoo
coming 19 on july 18
emotionally attached
early childhood educator

REBOND.
new PC.
new MOBILE.
NDS lite.
Oven.
break from work

to YOU,

i dont know am i suppose to be looking forward to the future with you. or to look back to the past and thus, affecting the possibility of having a future with you.

i admit. i've never liked you before. or rather, loved you. tat veri short time while i was with you, is actually a past. which daunts me up til now. i think we both remember clearly wad happened the first time we met. the whole scene makes me feel as if i am nothing but a toy. i'm realli sorry. and the way you behave and react towards me. actually shuns me away from you very much that i begun to withdraw. quitely, silently..

everytime when you had some problems, you would come to me. everytime when you broke up wif a girl, you would come running back to me. do you know that everytime your number shows, i am terribly shaken? for fear of doing anithing. i tried relpying and answering your calls the first few time. only to realise my fear of you. i cut connections. i also admit tat in the past, i'd onli find you when i'm troubled. thats wad you taught me to do.

now, you told me you changed for the better. i decided to believe you. and today, i think i proved to myself that
I AM WRONG. TERRIBLY WRONG.

i told you time and again. stop asking me tat question. i am realli veri terrified to remind myself of my past. a past even before you. a past that very little know of. i am realli afraid of tat question. its not tat i am not giving you a chance. i think the fact is that, i have not given myself a chance to give you a chance.

i dun wanna fall in love jus like tat. i wanna experience how it is like to be loved. i dont wanna love more than the person who love me. i dont wanna jump into a relationship so fast. i wanna experience how it feels like to be in a courtship. i wanna be cherished. lastly, i wanna be myself. the self tat i am. and not the self which ppl made me to be.